Saturday, 28 February 2015

Part 21 :And we are made to be one

Armaan took ridhima with him supporting her walk with him till they sit in the car...  armaan keep glancing at ridhima and seeing her sobbing her tears flowing uncontrollably from her eyes made her look so vulnerable that armaan was hurt seeing her in that state.....

People who mattered to armaan in his life at personal front seeing them broken broke him too....
The ride to their home was silent with unbreakable pains..... after reaching home they saw no one was there to be seen in home... shashank have gone to office by the time and muskaan to was out for resuming her job again.....
Armaan made ridhima settle on bed in his room itself as ridhima was so broken that she felt her legs giving away so armaan let her be......

Seeing ridhima no even near to stop crying armaan spoke...
Armaan - sorry ridhima mein tumhe hurt nahi karna chahata tha... mein kabhi nahi socha tha mera karan tumhe aapna pyaar khona pade.... mein aapne papa ko bachane ke liya itna selfish ho gaya ki mein ne dekha nahi ki mera ek reason ke karan tumhe aapna pyaar khona padega... mujhe maaf kar do ridhima..... mein bahut selfish ho gaya tha......

Ridhima kept staring at armaan with tears in her eyes and was in pure disbelieve that how much selfless this man can be who is sitting in front of her...  but what she can do... if she will try to make him understand then also he will not buy her words.....

Ridhima - *wiping her tears away ridhima spoke* galti tumhari nahi meri hain armaan... mein ne hi bina soche samjhe sid se pyaar karne ki galti ki... uske jhuthe pyaar mein andhi ho kar bus chalti gai ye soch kar ki uska pyaar sacha hain... mujhe hamesha ek family ke liya carving rahi hain... maa papa ka saya bachpaan se hi mehsus nahi kiya... kabhi bhi ehsaas nahi hua ki maa papa hote kaise hain.... sid ke jhute wadon mein mein itni dub gai ki uska sach samne hote hua bji hamesha andekha karti rahi... muskaan ne itni baar samjha-ta phur bhi kabhi nahi maana.... bus ek family ke liya mein ne sab andekha kar diya... par pata hain armaan tumne bina kisi wade ke bina kisi dikhawa ke mujhe vo sab diya hain jo mein hamesha se chahati thi....

Sid hamesha bolta rahta tha ki vo meri sari khawaish puri karega... par kabhi ki nahi aur tumne...

Tumne bina bole hi meri sari khawaish puri kar di... bina mujhe jaane bina mera khawahishon ko jaane tumne vo sab mujhe de diya jiske liya mein bachpaan se tarsi thi... ek pita ka pyaar papa ke rop mein mera jindagi mein mera samne la kar rakh diya... ek Pyaara sa ghar jahan bus haasi gungti ho... ek aisa dost diya hain jo kud tuta hua tha phir bhi dusro ko sambhalne mein aapni jimedariyan nibhane mein aapno ko khush rakhne mein koi kaami nahi chodta.....

Jante ho armaan us din mandir mein tumne mujhse ek sawal pucha tha...

*Armaan nodded his head in yes.....*

Ki mein ne sid ko hain kyun ki aur jab mein ne sawal ka jawab diya tha tab tumne dusra question pucha tha ki mein ne ek dam se hain bol di thi bina soche samjhe... par pata hain us din mein ne bahut socha... aur us din se aaj tak mein ne jo bhi socha mehsus kiya hain usse mein itna janti hun ki mein ne kabhi sid se pyaar hi nahi kiya... balki ek family ki chaha mein sid ko hain bol kar aapni life mein ek family imagine karti rahi... kabhi sid ko imagine nahi kiya bus ek family ko kiya tha.....

Par jante ho tumse milne ke baad mujhe mera pyaar mil gaya... papa se ek beti ke liya vo pyaar jo hamesha chaha tha... aur ek friend ka pyaar... thank u soo much armaan mujhe ek galat raha se nikal-ne ke liya... thank u soo much.....

Armaan was dumbfound with ridhima's statement...

armaan - ridhima mein ne...
ridhima - mein sach bol rahi hun armaan.. sirf aapka maan rakhne ko nahi bol rahi hun... balki vo bol rahi hun jo sach hain.... Apne kuch galat nahi kiya armaan kuch bhi nahi...

armaan nodded his head little....


Few Days went By...

with Ridhima trying her best to be herself and armaan always trying to make ridhima smile and muskaan was noticing more thing between the line that shashank was reading too.. there was a little more closeness in Armaan and ridhima after sid incident...

One day

Armaan was late coming home from office and was deadly tiered to do any work or even to lift his hand for having food on his own...

so without any noise armaan came inside the house with the duplicated keys and saw darkness all around the house .. no lights were on... armaan sight knowing no one would be awake at this hours of night...

armaan kept the keys and over coat on the stand beside the door and walked in towards his room consciously with out making any noise... so as not to disturb the people and their beautiful sleep...  Armaan took out his mobile to see if anything comes in his way to skip all the possible noises he can...

But suddenly When armaan was moving away he suddenly felt the lights on and the room brighten ups instantly......

armaan turn around towards the switch boards to see the intruder that intrude the darkness by switching on the lights of the room and saw ridhima standing on the door way wide open and her hands folded on her chest..

ridhima - kahan se aa rahe ho Armaan Malik......
armaan - vo ... vo mein meeting... sign.... mein...
Ridhima - armaan tumhe bilkul bhi sharam nahi aati...
armaan - armaan pouted and looked down like a guilty kid...
ridhima - armaan ... !!!
armaan - sorry na ridhima...
ridhima - armaan mein ... mein kya karun tumhara... aabhi high fever se uthe ho tum... 3 din rest kara aur phir se vo hi ... itna kaam phir se ek saath stress le rahe ho tum. phir se tabiyat kharab ho jayegi tumhari...

armaan - sorry ....!!!
ridhima wanted to smile at him seeing him acting like guilty kid acts in front of his teacher..
ridhima - aur ye tum aapne hi ghar mein choro ki tarah kyun aa rahe ho...
armaan - vo mein....
ridhima - aur tum udhar kahan ja rahe ho.... Dinner koun karega.....
armaan - vo mein...
ridhima - aur ye mein mein kya laga rakha hain...  kuch bolte kyun nahi ho..... chori pakdi gai toh aab jawab kyun nahi dete...

armaan - ridhima tum mujhe kuch bolne dogi toh mein bolunga na...
ridhima - toh bolo kisne roka hain...
armaan - vo mujhe laga sab so gaye hoge isliya aise chup chap ja raha tha..... aur vo mein bahut thak gaya hun haath bhi uthne ki himaat nahi bachi toh khana kaise kahun.. mein so jata hun... kal subha hi breakfast kar lunga...

armaan turn around to go to his room after speaking out his mind..  When ridhima interrupted his walking...

ridhima - Don't u Dare Armaan Malik.. to step put ur hands on the bed until and unless u have ur dinner....
armaan - but ridhima... sachi mein. main bahut thak gaya hun.. mein nahi kha paunga....
ridhima - jo bola hain vo karo... change kar ke yahan aao nahi toh kal se koi khana nahi milega tumhe...

armaan - tum toh Hitler banti ja rahi hooo ridhima.....
Armaan muter this under his breath... trying his best to speak it as low as he can ... but to his bad luck ridhima heard him and then she narrowed her eyes towards him.. but armaan was busy then in his room to freshen up and came back in 5 min in his night cloths...

and was ridhima already sitting on the table with steamy hot food  ready to be attached on.....
ridhima motioned armaan with her hands and her eyes to sit on the chair..

armaan sight and then sat on the chair obidently.. and then saw that ridhima was filling plate for him but instead of placing it in front of him she placed it in front of her....

armaan saw this and out of curiosity asked..
armaan - ridhima aabhi tak tumne bhi khana nahi khaya....
ridhima - mein ne... nahi toh mein toh kha liya papa aur muskaan ke sath..
armaan - toh tum ye plate aapne samne kyu.... phir se bhuk lagi hogi itna late ho gaya hain.....
ridhima - nahi armaan ye plate mera liya nahi tumhare liya hain....
armana - mera liya... toh laao mein ....

armaan forwarded his hand to take the plate when ridhima hit on his hand...
armaan looked at her...
armaan - kya hua ridhima mein...
ridhima - armaan tum thodi der aapna dimag side mien rakh nahi sakte kya..
armaan *pouted again...
armaan - sry.....
ridhima - u better be... aur aab chup chap muh kholo....
armaan - par ....
ridhima glared him...
armaan kept his mouth shut and open his mouth like an  innocent baby...
ridhima made a bot and made armaan have food from her hands. armaan keep looking at ridhima and was have little tears in his eyes seeing some one after long....

ridhima - kya hua armaan ... khana acha nahi bana kya... mirchi lag rahi hai kya.... mein ne toh kam dali thi... pata nahi kaise...

armaan - khana acha bana hain ridhima... bus vo bahut time baad koi itni care kar raha hain toh is liya... thank u soo much ridhima... janti ho ... maa ke baad sirf ek RIA ko hi mera khane ki fikar hoti thi... aur aaj tum... itna samaya ho gaya kisi ke haath se khana nahi khaya.. mein ne khana khaya hain ki nahi ye dekhne puchne wala bhi koi nahi tha... thank u soo much ridhima....

ridhima - aapna maante ho tab bhi thank u bolte ho armaan.... jab tumne hum sab ke liya itna kiya hain .. hum sab ke liya sab kuch karte hoo jo tumhare bus mein hota hain toh mein itna toh kar hi sakti hun na.. akhir tum mera sab se aache dost ho...

armaan nodded his head unable to speak anything...
and ridhima smiled seeing him nod.....

after dinner both went to their rooms and that night armaan slept peacefully after look with the feeling of having someone to take care of him...


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kabhi kabhi insaan ke liya sirf ek ye hi umeed kaafi hoti hain ki koi hai jo usse khush dekhna chahata hain koi hai jise uski bhi care hai.. koi hain vo uske sukh dukh mein uska saath dega.... sirf ek ye hi umeed insaan ko jeene ke naye maiyne sikha deti hain.. aur ek aise khushi aur utsaha bahar deti hain jis se insaan ko behad sukun milta hain... aapne dukh mein bhi vo muskurane lagta hain......

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wiz lots n lots of luv
Aayushi & Anamika


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