Sunday, 1 February 2015

Part 96 :Beintehaan

 Ridz leaned her head against z door n while hugging her legs luked at z ceiling n remembered z way she ran wen armaan knelt infront of her while singing fr her years ago ...a smile crept on her lips n thought "tumahre gane mujhey bohot achi lagti thi bhoot ....maan karta tha sirf tumhare gane sunti rahun ......flirt kartey they toh gussa ata tha par kabhi kabhi tumhari flirting mujhey muskurane pey majbur kardeyti thi ....kaash tumney thoda sabar kiya hota toh mai tumhey accept karleyti .....nahi actually maine accept kiya tha sayad warna uss din ...."


She remembered z way she surrendered herself to armaan.....wen he said he ll stop smoking if she gve him a proper kiss.....past flashed infrnt of her eyes 

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Ridz closed her eyes n said "bt aftr zat ciggrates ko haath bhi nahi lagana ..."

Armaan encircled his hand slowly around her waist n pulled her close to him .......Ridz gasped n closed her eyes mre tightly  ....armaan whishpered "i hate u kehti ho par mere liye sab kuch karne keyliye taiyar rehti ho kyon aise ho tum soniyo...tum mujhey samjhme kyun nahi ati..i promise aftr zis kiss i ll never smoke ....."

Ridz wiz shivering lips  said smething bt armaan cnt able to understnd wat she said .......zey r very close to each other n he ws lost in her beauty .... he  cnt take zis closeness anymre he luked at her shivering lips  n pressed his lips on her soft lips .....Ridz clutched his collar tightly in her fist n armaan pulled her mre close to him ....

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Tears rolled down n thought "kayi bar jabardasti kiss kiya par uss din tumney blackmail ki .....maan kiya bhadmey jaov kehdun par bhoot na jnaey kyun tumhey kuch ho jayga ka soch sey hi kaap jati thi mai ...usdin bas kisi bhi tarha tumhey ciggrates sey dur karna tha .....aur uss din ka kiss sayad sahi mayenome humra pehla kiss tha jisey mai bhagi nahi ...na  hi daari  ...its a very soft kiss ..u had nt turn on n behaved wild wiz me ....sayad issliye maine apne daar ko bhulkey tumhara saat deyne lagi kuch palon keyliye mai sab bhul gayi ....kuch bhi nahi thaa uss waqt dimag mey puri duniya blank thi ...uss pal mey sirf mai aur tum they bhoot ....vo pal meri zindagi ka haseen pal tha .....(wiz lil smile)uss din mai pehli bar tumhare samney sharmayi ...tumsey nazre bhi nahi milapayi ....mai badh mey soch soch ke hairan horahi thi agar tumhara mobile nahi bajta toh hum dono .....

She blushed thinking zat bt soon fresh tears rolled down n thought "humari zindagi khel khel mey ek nayi mode leyti toh humari zindagi aaj kitni khubsurat hoti nah bhoot ....par aise kyun hogaya ....mai adjust karne ki khosis kar rahi thi nah... thoda aur intezaar karleytey khud ko sudhar leytey to....aaj itni nafart nahi hoti humarey beech ...i know tum peechley 1 saal sey meri maafi keyliye har mumkin khosis kar rahey ho par mai caah kar bhi tumhey maaf nahi karsakti bhoot ....uss raat ka kala saya mera peecha nahi chod raha ...i cnt frget n frgive u bhoot ..... i cant ...jst cnt ..."

She wiped her tears n thought "i m nt zat stupid  soniyo jo tumhey accept karne ki khosis karti thi ...i m nt zat silly soniyo jo tumhey sudharne ki khosis karti thi ....i just hate u zats it ..." again tears formed in her eyes n she closed her eyes to stop zem

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Down stairs

"Armaan we are coming back "....his eyes widened n immediately cut z call ....seeing his changing expressions radhika asked "kya huva jeeju.."

Armaan gave sunny to radhika n went to ridz room ...he knocked z door while saying "riddhima jaldi darwaja kholo ..."

Riddhima opned her eyes hearing his voice n fresh tears rolled down ....she quickly wiped her tears n replied wiz wet tone "armaan plz go ....iss waqt mujhey koi baat nahi karni..."

Armaan:pleading)plz riddhima ...its important .....plz open z door...

Riddhima did nt say anything .....zen armaan started banging z door ....riddhima gt up angrily n opened z door while shouting "aaj birthday hai toh maine kuch nahi kaha iska mathlab ye nahi tum maan mani karo ...kaha nah maine i dnt wanna talk ...now gt lost ..."

Armaan:nervously)riddhima ....mom dad wapas arahey hai ...

Hearing it ridz frowned confsuingly n asked "toh ...."

Armaan:andar jake baat karen...

Riddhima sighed n went inside wizout saying anything ...armaan followed her n closed z door ...ridz asked bit nervously  "door kyun close kiya ..."

Armaan:vo sunny ajayega ....(wiz hurt tone)kya tumhey aaj bhi lagta hai mai tumarey saat ....

Riddhima turned around n closed her eyes tightly n while cuting him in between  wiz attitude said "come to z point ..."

Armaan:mom dad india wapas arahey hai .....

Riddhima:toh mai kya karun ....{turned around n facing him )w8 w8 kahin tum ye toh nahi cahtey ki mai tumhare saat tumahre ghar shift hojaun ....in ur dreams armaan ...mai tumhare saat kahin nahi avungi....

Armaan:nahi riddhima tum galat soch rahi ho....actually mom dad ney mere liye dusra rista dekha tha aur mai tumharey ilava kisi aur ko apni zindagi mey imagine bhi nahi karsakta ...issiliye mai yeha sey chalagaya tha ...abh vo arahey hai mathlab vo phir sey meri shadi ki khosis karengey ...

Riddhima:while clapping hands)wow dusri shadi  hahahaha omg lke really ....congratulations hahha

Armaan:riddhima y r u laughing (he held her arms n shouted)mai koi mazak nahi kar raha ....

Riddhima jerked his hands off frm her n while pointing finger said sternly  "dnt u dare ...."

Armaan :irritaedly)riddhima mom dad tumhey pasand nahi kartey itne saalon mey jabhi unhoney baat ki vo sirf meri dusri shadi key barey mey hi ....abh vo arahey hai mathlab vo jarur kuch karengey jisey hum dono mey duri ayega ....i wanna clear things infrnt of u taki agey jakey tumhey ye nah lagey ki mai tumhey cheat kar raha hun ...

Riddhima:annoyed)ufff ...dnt u think tum over reaction kar rahey ho ...tum chah kar bhi mujhey cheat nahi karsaktey .....last yr jab tum iss ghar mey aye they toh maine clearly boldiya tha ...bhagna hai toh abhi bhago ....phir yeha sey nikalne ka mouka nahi dungi .....so chilax ...tumharey mom dad tumhey mujhsey dur nahi karsaktey ....mere jeete jee tumhari dusri shadi nahi hogi ...

Hearing it armaan luked intensely wiz wide open eyes ....seeing him ridz realized wat she said n while trembling said "vo i mean ...vo sunny nids u ....."

Armaan smiled a bit n while nodding head said "yup sunny nids me .....kya tumhe meri jarurat nahi hai riddhima..."

Riddhima luked in his eyes ...she dnt knw wat to say ....zers is a deep sielnce in z room both were luking in each others eyes ....aftr a while ridz broke z eye lock n said wiz wet eyes "nahi hai ....nahi hai mujhey tumhari zarurat ..."

she turned around to hide her tears ....armaan sighed n moved lil close to her ...ridz can feel him standing very close to him ....she shivered n fisted her palms tightly n in trembling voice said "u ...u  may go now ......i guess tumhari soo called imp baat khatam hogayi hai ..."

Armaan did nt say anything ....softly held her arms from behind ...feeling his hands ridz closed her eyes .....he made her turn n face him .....armaan stepped lil more close....ridz can feel his breathe caressing her face ....armaan cupped her face n asked in a wet tone "ek bar meri ankhomey dekhkey kaho ki tumhey meri jarurat nahi hai ..."

Ridz gasped n a lone tear escaped frm her closed eyes ....seeing z tear armaan felt some one stabbed him n leaned a bit n tried to suck her tear ....bt wen ridz felt armaan coming mre close to her ....she gt grip on her n thought she cnt get week infrnt of her n at once pushed him away while opening her eyes n shouted "maine kaha nah ...nahi hai mujhey tumhari jarurat .....nahi hai ....."

Armaan stepped back wiz z sudden push n he could see z eons of pain in her eyes while shouting at him ....armaan wiz wet tone said "jhut bolrahi ho tum mujhsey aur khud sey bhi ..."

Riddhima did nt say anything ......zen armaan smiled a bit n said "tumharey ankhome dekh raha hai how much u luv me ..."

Riddhima shouted angrily "pyar vyar jaise  bakwas keyliye mere pass time nahi hai ..."

Armaan :bakwas ??toh kyun mere birthday celebrate kiya riddhima....

Riddhima:sternly) tumhare kisi bhi sawal ka jawab deyne ki jarurat nahi hai mujhey....

Armaan cme forwrd n while holding ridz arms tightly asked wiz hurt tone "jarurat nahi hai ya tum sachayi accept karne sey daar rahi ho ....ya sachyi sey bhag rahi ho ....kyun dill ki baat jaban pey laney sey daar rahi ho riddhima ....tum jaisa bhoot cahti thi mai waise hi bangaya nah phir kyun hai humarey ristey mey itni khadvahat ......pyar nah sahi atleast sazza toh deydo jisey tumhey chain miley ...kyun khud ko itna takleef deykar mujhey tadpa rahi ho riddhima.....u nid to ans me now ...plzz speak it out.."

Tears were rolling in her eyes...she fisted her dress in palm tightly ....armaan shook her to speak up bt she did nt say anything .....jst stood lke a statue ....armaan tightened his grip mre on her shoulders n shouted loudly "plzz i beg u .....say smething damn it ..."

Tears rolled down frm ridz n wiz trembling voice said "I HATE YOU."

Hearing it armaan lossened his grip on her arms n stepped back while having tears in eyes ...zen ridz  sternly said "meri nafrat hi tumhari sazza hai ....tum caho kitna bhi acha kyun nah bano mere jaban pey tumharey liye hamesha i hate u hi hoga ...."

Armaan:wiz trembling lips)i wish ye nafrat ek din pyar mey badle ....

Riddhima:kabhi nahi badleygi ...tumney sirf mujhey hurt kiya hota toh mai sayad maaf kardeyti par tumney mere bhaiyyon ko hurt ki armaan ....mujhey mere bhayyon sey ankh milaney mey sharam ati thi .....mere liye jeetna muskil tha jeena usey kayi jayda muskil mere parivar keyliye tha ....meri ansoo meri siskiya sunkey kitna tadpatey they bhaiyya ....tumney bas apni bhuk meeta key chain milgaya par mere bhaiyyon ka sukh chain cheen gaya ....tumhari ek galti sey mai apney bhaiyyon sey dur hogayi .....khud ko blame kartey hai sab ...unlogon ney  apney behan sey jayda ek janwar pey barosa kiya ....barosa aur shisha (mirror)ek bar tutjata hai toh dubara usey jod nahi saktey armaan ....

Armaan:i knw maine barosa thoda par riddhima uss waqt mai ...

Riddhima cut him inbetween n said "pata hai armaan hum dono 3 months saat they ...jeetni kadvi yaadey hai utni achi yaadian bhi hai ....tum mere liye cook kartey ...mera dhayn rakhtey ...mere saat kheltey par at z end mere pass ane ki khosis kartey ....yaad hai ek din {taers rolled down} mai baal banarahi thi aur tum akey mai banunga kehkar comb leyke mere baal banahne lagey aur achank sey mere neck pey kiss kiya .....i felt goose bumps on my skin n butterflies in my tummy ....."she stopped 

Armaan:lowered his head n wiz guilt)seeing ur reaction i lost my control aur ......

Riddhima:teary voice)come on bolo aur kya ....bolo nah ...[trembling voice] aur mujhpey janwar ki tarha badocha tumney ...mai muskil sey tumhey dhaka deykey jakey mere ward robe mey chup gayi thi aur behosh .......khud key ghar mey chupna padhta tha mujhey ....i alwys felt so vulnerable wiz u...

Armaan closed his eyes tightly zen ridz said wiz wet tone "jab tumney neck pey soft kiss ki kuch hogaya mujhey ...i felt gud actually soo soo gud fr z frst time before i could knw wat ws zat feeling it turned into a night mare ....u knw mai kabhi kabhi unn ache palon ko yaad karti hun toh tumharey janwaron jaise harkatey bhi ankhon key samney ajati hai .....aise lagta hai mai vo paal phir sey jee rahi hun ...khud sey nafrat hoti hai ....ghin ati hai iss khubsurrti sey... jiss jism sey .....maan karta hai khud marjaun ya tumhey maar dalun ....."

Armaan:teary voice)kill me riddhima ...i promise mai uff tak nahi karunga ...

Riddhima:hahaha wahi toh muskil hai ...nah mai khud marsakti hun na hi tumhey maar sakti hun ....  armaan plz...abh mujhey tumsey kuch bhi baat nahi karni ...jst go armaan...

Armaan:wanna say smething bt ridz wlked near z door n while opening z door shouted "get out now..."

Armaan sighed n walked out ...ridz closed z door immediately n shattered on floor n cried her eyes out ....armaan banged his hand on z wall n thought "mai haar nahi manunga ....i ll mke u speak ur heart out ...its my promise soniyo ...ek din tum sach bologi ....mere liye kitna pyar hai vo bayan karogi ...sara past aur nafrat bhulkey hum ek nayi shuruwat karengey ...i promise ....i promise..."

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Next day 

Ridz assistant  cme to her room n said "ma'am billy and ananya malik ki flight land hochuki hai aur dono sanjeevani ki taraf niklaey hai ..."

Ridz nodded her head n raised her hand ..seeing it he walked out of z room ...ridz closed z file n gt up frm her chair n thought "legally toh vo dono armaan ki dusri shadi nahi karvasaktey .....par vo log armaan ko apney saat ane ki ziddh karsaktey hai ...agar armaan unkey saat gaya toh sunny ko kya jawab dungi mai ...kya vo jantey hai sunny humara khoon nahi hai .....armaan unsey kya kaheyga sunny key barey mey .....agar vo sunny uska khoon hai boleyga toh vo log sunny ko mujhsey dur karne ki khosis karengey n agar sach bolah toh armaan ko humsey dur karengey ....kya karun mai inka ...kya karun ....i think mujhey bhi hospital jana cahiye ...dekhun toh zara vo kya baat karne aye hai aur armaan kya kehta hai.....badh mey dkehungi kya karna hai ..."

Riddhima left z office hurriedly n went to hospital ....she quickly ran towrds armaan's cabin n saw door ws ajar ...she ws about to go in bt stopped wen heard armaan's angry voice

"enough dad.....ek sabdh bhi nahi sununga riddhima key khilaf ...aap plz yeha sey cahleyjaov ...meri zindagi jaise bhi hai mai khus hun apne patni aur bachey key saat .."

Ananya:bacha??kaunsa bacha ??armaan tum kyun nahi samjh rahey riddhima tumhey phasa rahi hai ...vo bacha tumhara hohi nahi sakta .....riddhima pregnant hoti toh padma humey jarur inform karti .....najaney kiskey saat muh kala kiya hogaya aur naam tera deydiya uss paap ko ...

Armaan:mom plzz jissey aap paap bol rahi ho vo mera beta ....mera aur riddhima ka pyar hai vo ..sunny ki wajehsey hi 5 saal badh riddhima ney mujhey ek akhri mauka diya hai ....

Billy:sharm nahi ati kisi aur ki matey ki kalank ko tera beta kehtey huye ....kya jadu kiya hai uss ladki ney armaan jo tuh apne maa baap ki baat nahi sun raha .....vo tujhey mauka deykey koi ehsan nahi kar rahi hai armaan ....bas apney paap ko chupane keyliye tujhey use kar rahi hai ...

Armaan:dad plz .....aap log jaov apni business dekho aur mujhey apni zindgi jeene do ...

Ananya:dekh armaan tuh humara ek lauta beta hai ....humara varish hai tuh ....hum itni mehnat sey business tere liye hi toh kar rahey hai ...

Armaan:no mom ...aap mere liye nahi apni greed satisfy karne keyliye business kar rahey hai ....

Billy:nahi beta .....tuh galat soch raha hai ....humari business partner ki beti sey shadi karley uskey turant badh hum sari property tere naam kardengey ....

Armaan:dad peechley 6 saalon mey mera ek hi jawab tha aur wahi hamesha raheyga aur rahi baat property ki toh i dnt even nid a single penny frm ur property dad...

Ananya :armaan tum pyar mey andhey toh they hi abh pagal bhi hoagye ho ...crores ki property tuh uss riddhima aur uskey najayez bachey keyliye chod deyga...

Armaan:mom mai kitni bar kahun vo mera beta hai ....

Billy:tuh cahey kitni bar kyun nah kahey jhut sach nahi banjayega armaan ....tuh 5 saal yeha tha hi nahi toh kaise vo bacha tera hogaya .....doctor hai itnah bhi nahi pata ...tujhey meri kassam shadi keyliye haan hi karna hoga ....

Armaan:dad maine agni ko sakshi mankey riddhima sey phere liye hai uskey saat zindagi bar rehne ki kassam khayi hai abh mai vo thodkey ek naya kassam nahi maan sakta dad...meri zindagi mey riddhima aur sunny key ilava kisi aur keyliye koi jagah nahi hai dad ...

Billy:sunny ...sunny ....kal tak riddhima ka jap kiya karta tha aur abh sunny .....tumney meri baat nahi mani toh mai sunny ko maar dalunga ....

Hearing it armaan's eyes widened wiz disbelief ...he jst cnt imagine his father could do any thing lke zat .....he ws about to say smething bt ridz entred z room n shouted while grinding jaws 

"mere bete ko chuney ki galti bhi math karna ...."

Ananaya :agayi ...bas tumhari hi kami thi yeha ...pata nahi kis manhus pal isey hum bahu banaye they jo humara beta hi humarey khilaf hogaya ....armaan dekh kaise baat kar rahi hai teri biwi .....badon ki zara bhi izzat nahi ....

Armaan:mom riddhima ney kuch galat nahi kaha ...galat toh dad ney kaha n trust me mom agar mere bete ko kuch bhi huva toh mai bhul jaunga aap logon ney mujhey janam diya ...

Billy:angrily)itna hi barosa hai iss ladki pey toh chal abhi DNA test karleytey hai ...tujhey ye ladki kitni character less hai pata cahleyga ...

Armaan:dad ...character less voo nahi mai tha ....saalon lagey mujhey khud ko badalne keyliye n i dnt nid any test to prove her character infrnt of u ...

Ananaya:tujhey nahi hai par humey hai armaan ...

Billy:kahin tuh impotent toh nahi jo kisi aur ka bacha apnah bolkey maardh banraha hai 

Armaan fisted his palm hearing n ridz yelled "kaise peeta ho aap ....ek baap aisa sawal karta hai apney bete sey ....chi .....disgusting"

Billy:maine tumsey nahi mere bete sey sawal kiya ...

Riddhima:mai apkey bete ki patni hun ....mere samney mere pati ki mardangi pey aap sawal nahi utha saktey ....aur rahi baat sunny ki toh haan vo nahi hai humara beta ...

Ananya:sunah tuney ....riddhima khud accept kar rahi hai ....kya abhi bhi tuh iskey saat zinadgi jeena cahta hai ....

Billy:armaan hum iss point pey asani sey divorce leysaktey hai ....

Armaan:dad plz .....riddhima ney sunny ko adopt kiya hai ...sunny sey hum dono ka hi khoon ka rista nahi par dill ka rista hai ....vo ek dor hai jiski wajehsey hum dono aaj saat hai .....mai aap dono sey haath jodkey binti karta hun ....mujhey mere family key saat jeene do ...mujhey apki property nahi cahiye ...plz mom dad leave us alone .



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