Monday, 1 June 2015

part 23 : And we are made to be one


As armaan was asked to fill ridhima's/Ria's mang with the Sindoor from panditji armaan looked confusingly to ridhima. Confusion would not be proper word to say what expression his face was displaying as it was more of shock, pleading, guilt and feeling of betraying his love RIA.

Ridhima was no way behind armaan in the way of emotional tsunami inside her...
She was feeling betray, guilt, cheater towards the people who are loving her irrespective of the truth.

Suddenly Armaan got up from the place where he was sitting earlier and then walked towards his room. And ridhima looked at him going.
Shashank and pandit ji were left shock behind. And ridhima who knew the reason of armaan's sudden walk away got up to check on him. Soon Shashank to get up to check upon him but ridhima asked him to let her see...



Ridhima - papa aa bethiye mein dekhti hun
Shashank - par armaan ko ek dum se kya hua...
Ridhima - pata nahi papa mein dekhti hun
Shashank nodded to her and let ridhima go while pandit ji didi the other necessary parts of puja...

Ridhima came into the room and saw armaan sitting on the bed with her face hidden in his hands...
Ridhima - armaan
Armaan - ridhima...
Armaan - mein ye nahi kar paunga ridhima.. Mein aaj bhi ria se pyaar karta hun aur usse nahi bhul sakta... mein ye nahi kar paunga ridhima...
Ridhima - armaan... mein bhi ye nahi kar sakti mera liya bhi ye sab easy nahi hain... Par armaan jab aab tak itna kara ahin tumne papa ke liya toh kya aab ye ek kaam ke liya inkar karna sahi hoga ...
Armaan looked at her...

Ridhima - armaan tum khud socho ek ladki ke liya sindoor ki kimat bahut maiyne rakhte hain.. khas kar tab jab vo aise ladki ho jab usne bachpan se pyaar dhunda ho aur ek rishte jo jindagi baar khushi deta hain vo bhi ,... armaan mein ye nahi karungi ki tumhe ye karna hoga... par ek baar papa ko dhayan mein rakh ke decied karna...

Armaan keep looking at her... and ridhima
Ridhima - mein tumhara bahar wait kar rahi hun... Jaldi aana...
Ridhima goes out and looked at shashank looking at her with question on her face...

Shashank - armaan...!!!
Ridhima - vo aabhi aa rha hain papa...
Aap chinta mat kariye...
Shashank - vo theek toh ahin na...
Ridhima - hain papa vo theek hain ... Bus usse washroom jana tha toh ek dum se..
Shashank- ohh mein toh dar hi gaya tha...

Armaan came back from the room and sat beside ridhima...
Shashank - armaan ria ki maang bharo..
Armaan - ji papa...
And armaan closed his eyes while her lifted his hand to fill ridhima's mang and open after filling her mang.. and her ridhima to closed her eyes seeing armaan was about to fill her mang...

Out of now where armaan opened his eyes just to listen what pandit ji said at surly drop the bomb shell on both AR.

Pandit ji - jante hain armaan beta... jis muhurat mein tumne Ria bitiya ki maang bhari hain aisa mahurat bahut kaam pyaar karne wale ko milta hain...
Armaan - ji mein kuch samjha nahi pandit ji
Pandit ji - beta ye muhurat bahut hi khas hain... kehte hain ki is muhurat mein saalon saal pehle Bhagwan shiv ne parwati ji ko aapna banaya tha aur ye hi muhurat tha jab ram ji aur sita ji ki bhi shaadi hui thi... is muhurat ko bahut shubh mana jata hai...

Pandit ji - mein chahunga tum aur ria betiya bhi hamesha khush rakho... aur jindagi bhar ek dusre ka saya bane raho...
Armaan have tears in his eyes but he controlled...
Ridhima who was somewhere guilt but her guilt was partial due to the lie they told Shashank. But unknown to her she was some where happy with what pandi ji told.. She was her self very confused with what ever she heard and with what she was felling... She should be feeling guilt sad pain but these were miles away from her... she was some where happy excited obvious to the reason of her feelings that are ditching her state of mind and hearing her heart instructions...
Pandit ji - Ab tum dono janmo tak ek saath band gaye ho... Shaadi toh tum dono ki is janam mein ho hi gait hi is jaanam men ek dusre se bandhne ke liya.. par aab tum dono jaanmo tak Ek saath bhan jaoge...

Armaan *mind - Mujhe Maaf kar dena Ria mein ne kuch bhi jaan ke nahi kiya... Mein jo bhi kar raha tha vo papa ke liya kar raha tha mein tum se hamesha pyaar kiya hai aur hamesha karta rahenga... Kabhi tumhare hisse ka pyaar Baat nahi paunga... mein kya karun ria meri help kar do ria meri help kar do rsta dikha do mujhe meri pareshani se nikal ne ka mera dhukho se dur hone ka rasta dikha do ria please kuch karo nahi toh tumhara armaan jeete jee marta rahega pal pal...

Pandit ji - arye armaan beta ria betiya ka mangalsutr kahan hain...
Armaan - ji vo accident mein kahin ghum ho gaya tha.. phir samay nahi mila...
Pandit ji - koi nahi ek kaam karo...

Pandit ji took kalawa(holy thread tied in hands) From the pooja samagri and then put few Black Beeds in that kalawa Which were with Panditji and asked armaan to put it around ria's neck...

Armaan - ji pandit ji ye kya hain...

Panditji - tum Jaante Ho beta ki mangasutra ki itni ehmiyat kyun hoti hain...
Armaan - ji vo Ek holy thread hain kisse married ladies pehnti hain to clain they are married...

Pandit ji - ye hi nahi beta... mangalsutr hamesha Black beeds se bana hota hain...
Ye black beed asie hi nahi hote,,, ye black beeds ek lady aur uske ghar walon ke liya ek anokhi shakti deta hain ... Ye black beeds ke do strings shiv ji aur shakti ke do threads hote hain...
Aur ye jo sab se niche locket jo aap bache bolte hain vo aam locket nahi hota...
Ye ek taraf se hollow hote hain jo sharir(body) ki taraf rahta hain jis mein maana jaata hian Bhagwan ki haari shaktiyan hoti hain jo Bhagwan dete hain ladkiya ko rishte ho pure din se nibhane ke liya aur dusri side se ye locket thoda utha hua hota hain jo ki batata hain ki Bhagwan ki divineness hain iss rishte mein ...

Armaan listened to every thing very clearly and was wondering
That in this pure bond unknowingly they are now bonded...

He was the maan who always respected this bond of marriage But what now...
Will he ever be able to follow this bond with ridhima which they are tied in will he be able to give ridhima what he ever followed with ria with heart...

Unknow to armaan soon pooja got over with he remain in thoughts and followed panditji absent mindedly... But ridma followed all instruction with all devotion... She was struggling with her thoughts and feeling but putting them aside she followed each instruction from panditji... she wanted to erform all the things that a daughter performs for a mother...
She never got the love of mother but performing these rituals she somewhere fell connected to the mother for whom she is performing the rituals...

****Heaven***

Lady - Tu jaanti hain Mein bahut Khush hu aaj...
Girl - Kyun maa...
Lady - Tera baad bhi koi toh hain jisse Meri parwah hai... Ye bachi jaanti b hi nahi ki vo hain koun jiske liya ye pooja rakhi gaai hain bus janti hain toh ye ki vo Ria ki Maa hain ... Phir bhi pura dil se pooja kar rahi hain... Aise nake(pure) dil bachi ko aab hamesha khusiyan hi mile...

Girl - par maa vo Armaan...
Lady - Dekha nahi rahi Ria vo kaise sab ko sambhal rahi hain... Na kabhi armaan ko kamjor padhne deti hain aur na hi kabhi tera papa ko dukhi karti hain... pura dhayan rakhte hain tera papa ko... aur hamesha dono ko hi armaan ko aur tera papa ko khush kar deti hain aur jeene ki ek naai raha dikha deti hain... Bina kisi rishte ke koun itna karta hain...
Girl - Ye toh hain maa mein khush hun mera papa aur mera armaan ka dhayan rakhne ke liya koi toh hain... aab Shayad mera armaan akela nahi hain...
Lady - hai aur ia dekhna tujhe armaan aur ridhima ko sath lana hain... dono ki Khushiyan ek dusre mein tujhe dikhwani hain ... ye jimaa tera...

Yes Girl was ria and the lady was Padma ria's mother...

Ria - mein Armaan ko hamesha khus dekhna chaha hain ... Aur mera aapne ke baad ridhima mein mujhe vo ummed dikhi hain mein ridhima aur armaan ko saath lane ki koshish karungi maa... mera armaan phir se aapni jindagi jayega... Bahut kuch khoya hain usne... aapne maa papa ko ... aapko ... mujhe aur aapne bache ko bhi... par aab armaan ko sab kuch pana hain... Ab vo bhi jindagi jee bhar kar jayega ridhima ke sath...

Lady - jaanti hun beta tera liya ye mushkil hoga... par tu janti hain ridhima koun hain...
Ria - nahi maa...
Lady - Ridhima teri hi judwa behan hain ...
Ria - kya... !!! *shocked*
Lady - hain ... Vo nahi jaanti ki vo saalon baad apne hi ghar mein reha rahi hain... apne papa ki dekhbhal kar rhai hain aur aaj aapni maa ki hi barsi par pooja kar rahi hain... Anjaan hai vo in sab se...

Ria - par maa ridhima meri behan... kaise maa...
Lady - tumhare aur ridhima ki chutiyan thi... Tum dono KG mein the... tumhare papa aur hum dono bahar gaye the Bi ko tum donoke pass chod kar... hamara jaan jaruri tha... par tum dono ko nahi le ja sakte the...
Hamare piche se Kuch Lutera ghar aaye the... unhone bi ko behosh kar diya aur tum dar ka chup gai thi aur ridhima chup nahi paai thi.. aur un logo ne ridhima ko bhi aapne sath le gaye aur phir hum ne bahut dhunda par vo kahin nahi mili saalo tak koshish ki par ek din pata laga ki vo isse din bhagawn ke passs... Par jab mera accident hua tha tab mein ne ridhima ko aapne frnd ke sath dekha tha... mein samjh gait hi ki vo ridhima hain as tum dono ek eyes ke nich dimple ka farak tha... vo shayd Shashank nahi jaante tabhi ridhima ko pehchan nahi paye...

Aur dekho Bhagwan ne Rdhima ko finally ghar bheja bhi toh tab jaab uski maa aur uski behan dono hi usse nahi mil sakte...

Ria - ridhima aab khush rahega maa... Jaanti ho mein ne uski aankho mein armaan ke liya jaab vo feeling dekhi thi jo mein armaan ke liya feel rakti hun toh mera ko acha nahi laga par aab... ab meri behan khus rahega... I promise maa...

**** Heaven Talk Got over With Fading voice of promise...****


wiz lots n lots of luv
Aayushi & Anamika

Aayushi & Anamika


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