Wednesday, 7 October 2015

PART 12:ArSh ss "MAHE JAAN"

Armaan n shilpa left the party widout saying anything, widout clearing their doubts but they (arsh) are least care about others at that time

On the other side kisika bhi mann party me nhi lag raha wo sab wese ke wese hi khade he jese arsh chod gaye all are still in the shock

Senior ho junior ho sab same position me he sabki state same he they all couldn't digest the fact that arsh are IN LOVE

Old gang new gang interns are in same position like samke mann me ek hi sawal that shilpa jisse pyar karti he wo wo koi or nhi armaan he

Back to our lovebirds

Armaan takes shilpa towards mumbai's isolated beach




Shilpa is not surprised by seeing this where he brought her bcoz she knows him shilpa just moved towards him n hugged him

Armaan : tum yahi aana chahti thi na"while hugging her back"

Shilpa : hmmm"wid closed eyes"

Both are standing at the same position for how long don't know they come to the earth wid the sobbing sound of shilpa

Shilpa again starts to cry

Armaan : shona"trying to smooth her"

Shilpa : bohot pyar karti hu me aapse sir *sob* bohot us waqt me chup rahi kuch nhi kaha *sob* par ab nhi bohot dard hota he *sob* aapse dur ye 6 saal 6 sadiyo se kam nhi the *sob* aaj hum mile he kismat se,*sob* hum kab milenge kaha milenge kese milenge in 6 saalon me har pal me yahi socha karti thi *sob* par jab aaj aapko apne samne paya mujhe mujhe*sob* yakeen hi nhi ho raha ki aap mere samne he *sob* me kuch nhi janti bas itna pata he mujhe ki me nhi ji sakti aapke bina aapse dur rehna ab mujhse nhi hoga

Armaan pulled her in a hug

Armaan wip her tears at make her calm by smoothing her, rubbing her back, kissing her forehead, cares her hair


Armaan : tum janti ho aaj tak mene kabhi nhi socha tha ki meri zindagi mujhe kabhi is mod par laegi jaha me ek ladki se is had tak pyaar karne lagunga ki mujhe uske alawa kuch nhi nazar aaegaye pyaar shabd sehi me koso dur tha ya u kaho ki ye shabd mere liye bana hi nhi tha"armaan look towards her n saw she is carefully listening his talks"

Shilpa silently listening him so he continue

Armaan : pyar par yakeen nhi karta tha me, zindagi ne ye mouka hi nhi diya mujhe"he sadly smile at that wid tears of sadden drops from his eyes"





Armaan : ki me in sab pyar , ishq , mohabbat jese shabdo par yakeen kar saku ye sirf shabd the mere liye me inke maine nhi janta tha Kya karta me shona zindagi ne sirf aazmaya he mujhe hal pal , me zindagi jee nhi raha tha shona sirf meri zindagi kat rahi thi fir fir tum aai"wid tears are continueously flowing from his eyes"


From this time Armaan started to cry awfully while saying



Armaan : us waqt apne dil par pathar rakh kar tumse dur hua tha par in 6 saalo me ek ek pal mar mar kar jiya he mene shona "shilpa hugged him armaan's head is on shilpa's chest"

Armaan : Yeh zindagi chal toh rahi thi shona... par tumhare aane se maine jeena shuru kiya, in 6 saalo me ek pal bhi me chen se nhi bita paya har pal bas tumhara khayal rehta tha tum kesi ho,mere bina kese ji rahi hogi,mujhe jyada yaad to nhi karti na,waha kese ji rahi hogi jaha humare pyar par itne sawal uthe he

Shilpa also have tears in her eyes seeing her love like this broken in her arms,she is not saying anything bcoz see knows that whatever in his (in armaan) heart from past 6 years is have to come out bas she hold him in her arms more tightly pulling him much more closer to her that air also couldn't pass

Armaan : me nahi reh sakta tumse dur shona nhi reh sakta bohot tadpa hu me,bohot tarsa hu me tumhare liye.Maine sabse zyada aur hamesha ... sirf tumse pyar kiya he shona.Zindagi ne bohot dard diye he sirf tum dawa ho meri,sirf andhero me tha me fir tum aai meri bemani si zindagi me asha ki kiran bankar, mera pyar bankar par dekho,dekho kya hua mujhe tumse dur jana pada,in 6 saalo me sab aage badh gaye shona par me tum hum aaj bhi wahi he jaha 6 saal pehle the, tum jaan ho meri,saans ho meri,dil , dhadkan ,ruh ho meri...Us waqt par joh maine sahi samjha maine kiya ... lekin ab ab me nhi seh sakta nahi ji sakta tumse dur rehkar ab or bardash nhi hota he shona

Armaan move his head from shilpa's chest n look into shilpa's eyes wid utter innocence n tears he says

Armaan : tumhe pata he shona jis din se tum aai ho na meri zindagi me sab badal gaya meri virani me tumne apni chahat se rang bhar diye me tumhare pas rehna chahta hu tumhe apne pas rakhna chahta hu humesha tum tum rahogina mere pas humesha kabhi bhi mujhse dur nhi jaogina meri banker rahogina tum shona"said wid hopes"

Shilpa hold armaan's face in her hand n says

Shilpa : me or kuch nhi janti bas mujhe itna pata he ki shilpa sirf aapki he humesha se me sirf aapki hu kal bhi thi aaj bhi hu or humesha aapki hi rahungi me aapke saath aapke pas aapki banker jina chahti hu"said wid utter confidence n love"

Armaan : tum mujhe chodkar kabhi nhi jaogi na

Shilpa understand his insecurities she is not angry on him for not trusting her love bcoz she knows wo uske pyar par us par bharosa nhi karta esa nhi he wo bas apne fate par yakeen nhi kar pa raha he so Shilpa takes armaan's hand in her n says

Shilpa : me marne..."but her words are died on her lips bcoz armaan stops her in mid"

Armaan : don't don't say a word tum marne ki baatein kar bhi kese sakti ho don't say it again"wid fear of loosing her"

Armaan can't even hear this from her mouth

Shilpa : are let me finish first"armaan again try to inruppt but shilpa never gave him that chance"

She placed her finger on his lips n says

Shilpa : shhh quite me ye keh rahi thi ki me marne"armaan raise his eyes as if saying don't say that I can't bear it"

Shilpa :me marne ke baad bhi aapko nhi chodungi kabhi nhi har pal har ghadi har waqt aapke saath rahungi mujhe aapse koi dur nhi kar sakta mout bhi nhi or wese bhi na me bohot chipku kism ki ladki hu ek bar kisise chipak gayi to kuch bhi ho jae chodti nhi hu or fir aap to aap to"she stop wid shyness"

Armaan : me to kya JAAN"said huskily"

Shilpa blush more over this

Armaan : please me to kya"very slowly"

Shilpa :fir fir aap to mere dil ke har ek kone me rehte he,meri ruh me samae he, mere jism ke har hisse me armaan baste he mujhme mera kuch nhi he sirf aap hi aap he har jagah har taraf"she said it all while looking deep in armaan's eyes"

N armaan he flor over her he was gazing her wid great intensity n out of the blue he pulled her in a tight hug









Shilpa shiver in his hold

Armaan ko samjh nhi aata wo kyu shiver kar rahi he mosam ke karan ya uski baho me he us wajah se

Anyhow wo shiver kar rahi he to armaan sochta he to rub her back to provide her some heat

But but when he rub her back it gave him the huge shock bcoz his hand comes in the contact of her bare back

Armaan moves his hand on her whole back he again get the shock becoz her whole back is bare

Armaan gasp at that usne pehle notice nhi kiya bcoz of the whole truma

He again gasp little louder bcoz she is wearing backless blouse

Blouse blouse damn she she is wearing a saree DAMN A SAREE...


Ramya

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