Friday, 25 December 2015

one shot : jiyen kyon (a bd gift to aayu)

hi friends,,today is the happy birthday of my sis and teacherji aayushi...happy birthday aayu..May your birthday and every day be filled with the warmth of sunshine, the happiness of smiles, the sounds of laughter, the feeling of love and the sharing of good cheer.

I wrote a one shot as a birthday gift.hope you will like it.




“arman,mai is tarah nehi reh sakti..”

“what do u mean riddhima? Is tarah means kis tarah?”



Riddhima  looked at him once  but arman saw only a blank expression  in her eyes. She kept silence for some time then uttered in a fragile voice : “is tarah means sirf arman mallik..the hearthroab arman mallik,the topmost Bollywood actor arman mallik ki biwi banker.”

Arman looked at her with burning eyes and uttered : “toh kya itna kafi nehi hai tumhare liye? Tum itne bade star ki biwi ho ,aur kya chahiye tumhe?”

Riddhima uttered  pausing in her each word…”nehi…mai sirf ..biwi ..banker nehi reh sakti..tum kuch bhi ho par meri identity sirf biwi hai..sirf biwi..

Arman mocked : “toh aapko aur kya chahiye mrs. Mallik? Itna kafi hona chahiye .”

Riddhima uttered bitterly : “I am not only mrs.mallik,mera ek naam bhi hai mr. mallik aur wo hai riddhima..tum toh shayad apne nashe me chur mera naam bhi bhul gaye ho.”

Arman uttered laughing : “hahahahha…u know riddhima tum bilkul pagal ho gayi ho.actually tum jealous ho mujhse,meri popularity se,meri success se ,isliye toh aajkal baat bina baat mujhse fight karti ho.”

Riddhima eyes burnt with anger..she uttered in a rough voice : “mai fight karti hun? Haan sach hi toh hai,mujhe kaam hi kya hai,ab kuch toh chahiye time paas ke liye.”
Arman came to her and uttered dragging her in his arm: “so I told u before na jaan ki ek baby aa jane do toh tumhara bhi man laga rahega aur..

But before he could complete riddhima pushed him hardly and said with an anger tone : “haan,mai baby sambhalun,cooking karun aur tumhara intzaar karte hue  raat bhar jagun aur tum aao toh tumhari desire puri karun ,bas yehi reh gaya hai meri zindagi me..bhul mat jana arman mallik ki aaj tum jis position par ho wo meri hi wajah se..mere karan hi papa ne tumhe apne movies me as a lead character liya aur aaj un filmon ke hit hone ki wajah se aaj tumhe dusre directors apne movies me le rahe hain .bhul mat jana tumhari yeh popularity ,shano-soukat sab meri aur mere papa ki di hui hai..aaye they bhikhari ban..

But before she could complete..she got a tight slap from arman..”tadakk!!

she lost her voice in shock!she couldn’t imazine arman would raise his hand on her. Arman looked at her with burning eyes and uttered grinding teeth..”get out!
………………………………………………………….
After one week…


Na aaye ho, na aaogena phone pe bulaoge
Na shaam ki karaari chai, labo'n se yun pilaoge
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na din dhale sataoge
Na raat ki nashili bye se neendh mein jagaoge
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye
har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun

Arman  picked the letter with shivering hand  which riddhima had written before leaving the house.
“arman,
Mai tumse jyada kuch kehna nehi chahti bas itna hi kehna chahiti hun ki agar husband-wife me koi bhi ek dusre ko respect karna bhul jaye toh wo rishta wahi khatam kar deni chahiye. Mai ja rehi hun kyonki meri pehchan riddhima gupta thi jise maine riddhima mallik banana chaha tha par only mrs.mallik nehi.mai ja rehi hun and I know tumhe apni reputation bahut pyari hai toh yeh baat bahar nehi niklegi ki hum alag ho gaye hain..good bye…

Arman laughed in pain,his eyes were red because of crying and legs were unstable as he drank too much. he uttered looking at riddhima’s pic : “mil gayi tumhe chain riddhima? Khush ho na mujhe barbaad karke.haan mai bhi bahut khush hun..dekho kitna khush hun..naach raha hun..ga raha hun..enjoying my independency…

Saying it he tried to pic riddhima’s pic but fell on the ground.the bottle of alchohal fell on the ground and broken. arman kept feet on it and  in a while his feet started bleeding  but he didn't care about it and he smiled sadly looking at riddhima’s pic and uttered…:ssssssssh! Riddhima ,kisiko mat batana aaj mai jo tumhe bata raha hun.u know maine kyon tumhe movies me kaam karne se roka,kyon maine director siddharth sharma ko mana kar diya tha jab wo tumhe apni movies me lead role ke liye puch rahe the,tumhe nehi pata jaan ye duniya bahut buri hai,bahut bahut buri..tum wahan kho jati jaan,wahan ka glamour tumse har  ek wo kaam karbata jo  tum nehi karna chahti..aur mai tumhe khona nehi chahta..tumhe barbaad hote nehi dekh sakta tha isliye maine tumhe mana kar diya..par mai janta tha tum yeh baat nehi manogi isliye mai tumse rude rehta tha ,hardam chup kara deta tha tumhe….

He started panting and kept his head on the floor while closing his eyes..a lone tears escaped from his eyes…

Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na dooriyaan dhikhaoge
Na thaam ke woh josh mein yun hosh se udaoge
Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na jhoot se sunaoge
Na rooth ke sirhane mein, remote ko chhupaoge
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye
har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun


Arman took the support of the corner of the bed and stood with unstable leg .he  picked riddhima’s photo  and lied on the bed  while hugging it.he mumbled hugging it..:”jab bhi us artificial world,fake world me dill ghabrata toh lagta tum ho mere sath aur mai ghar bhaga bhaga aa jata tha par tumhe lagta ta mai tumhari jasusi karne bhag aata hun. Jab bhi adult scene karne ke liye majbur hota tha..raat  ko wapas aaker tumhari  bahon me mujhe sukun milta ..par tumhe lagta ki mai apni desire mitana chahta hun..tum toh mujhe pyar karti ho na riddhima,phir mere dill ki baat kyon nehi samajh payi?

Aankh bhi tham gayi, na thaki
Raat bhi na bati, na kati
Raat bhi chherti marrti
Neend bhi lutt gayi, chiin gayi
Raat bhi na sahi, na rahi
Raat bhi laazmi, zaalmi
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, yeh raat baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye ho kyun, saath baaki hai
Gaye tum gaye hum tham gaye
har baat baaki hai
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun
Gaye kyun toh jiyein kyun

Na aaye ho, na aaoge, na phone pe bulaoge
Na shaam ki karaari chai
labo'n se yun chhudaoge…

arman slept while blabbering and hugging riddhima’s pic ..tears were clearly seen in his cheeks ,which were  telling his life was incomplete without riddhima mallick.
………………………………………………………………………….

Riddhima was sitting in her room  while clutching the mobile in her fist. She was broken totally  got to know that arman was not coming for shoot from that day when she had left his house leaving a letter on his name.she also got to know from his secretary that he  drowned himself in alcohol for 24 hours. He had cancelled his shoots and staying in home only with the excuse that he was not well. Riddhima looked at the mobile and thought to call him but her mind said her : “tu toh janti hai riddhima wo kitna bada nutankibaaj hai.ho sakta hai yeh sab batein sach nehi ho,usne khud failaya hai jisse tu wapas chali jaye par wo kabhi nehi sudhrega riddhima.tu hi usse ab tak pyar karti hai,uski tension leti hai par wo tujhe bilkul pyar nehi karta.rahne de jaisa rehta hai,tu ab apni zindagi me aage badhne ki soch riddhima,leave him.”

But she shievered remembering her last night  experience  when she had met with the director who had  promised her to take her in lead character  in his next movie . when he was talking about his movie ,riddhima clearly sensed his eyes were on riddhima’s body like he was scanning the whole.she was feeling weird  but she slapped him hard when the director caught her hand and whispered  dragging her into him : “ma’m,don’t worry ,ab aap dekho kaise arman mallik barbad hota hai aur riddhima malik top celebrity banti hai,its my responsibilities to make you the hot,sexy heroine in Bollywood.


  Riddhima sighed and looked at their wedding  photo which was on the table beside her bed.she mumbled :  “you are right arman,inhe sirf jism ki bhukh hoti hai aur mai jarur apne life me aage badhna chahti hun par tumhe barbaad karke nehi.maine toh bas sath sath aage badhna chaha tha .”
…………………………………………..

She was waiting for her dad,who was out of Mumbai for some work.she was feeling restless but calmed herself and started seeing her wedding photos.she  smiled remembering the moment when arman put sindoor in her mang .wo kitna khush thi..aur arman bhi..phir dono honeymoon ke liye gaye………arman was so romantic..kitni pyari batein karta tha..dono ek dusre me hi dubey rahte they duniya se bekhabar…

Riddhima wiped her tears and closed the album and went to  kitchen  to keep herself busy.at first maid opposed but when riddhima said that she was bored and wanted to cook papa’s fav dishes,maid agreed to leave her department in riddhima’s hand  but she helped her by chopping the vegetables and that type of works.
………………………………………………..
When papa back,riddhima ran to him and hugged tigtly while sobbing. Papa caressed her hairs lovingly and asked in a loving voice : “kya baat hai beta,meri beti ki ankhon me ansoo kyon?”
Riddhima uttered in her sobbing : “missed you papa.”
Papa uttered caressing her cheek : “aww! Mera bachcha! Chal hum aaj khub batein karenge.tu toh aajkal papa ko bhul hi gayi thi,aati hi nehi thi.”
Riddhima didn’t reply but papa again said smacking on her head lovingly : “I know ,arman jo mill gaya hai  aapko ,ab papa ki kaise yaad aayegi.”
Riddhima understood now papa will ask about arman so she uttered to change the topic : “papa,aap fresh ho lo,mai dinner lagati hun. Maine aaj apke pasand ke dishes banaye hain.”
Papa  uttered : “achcha! Meri beti ne aaj khud apne hathon se khana banaya! Apne papa ke liye!tab toh mai jaldi se fresh hoker aata hun.”
…………………….
At dinner table,papa was telling about his tour but riddhima was lost somewhere .suddenly papa asked : “beta,ek baat puchun?bura toh nehi manegi?
Riddhima uttered sighly : “aapki baton ke bura kabhi maan sakti hun kya papa?
Papa nodded then asked with a soft tone : “arman se jhagda hua hai kya?
Riddhima shivered hearing it but uttered immediately :”papa,mujhe koi kaam nehi hai kya jo aapke pyare arman se jhagda karti phirun?waise aapko dinner kaisa laga? Achcha nehi bana na?”
Papa uttered smilingly : “beta,aap kuch banao aur wo achcha na ho,aisa kabhi ho sakta hai kya? Its delicious..par beta ek baat kahun?
Riddhima : “ji papa.
Papa uttered laughing : “yeh sarey arman ke fav dishes hain mere nehi.”
Riddhima  jerked hearing it and understood that she had made all arman’s fav.—gajar ka haluwa,paneer paratha,dal makhni,raita..all are arman’s fav and papa’s choice  is totally different  from arman.
she uttered :”sorry papa.”
Papa : “its ok beta.mujhe toh bahut bhukh bhi lagi thi aur meri beti ki cooking ..bahut pasand aaya. Mera to stomach full ho gaya  par mei dekh raha hun tu bas baithi hai kha nehi rehi hai.”
Riddhima got up while saying : “wo papa,maine aapke just aane se pahle snacks liye the so bhukh nehi lagi.”
Papa washed hand and said taking out some papers : “beta,aapko kuch dena tha.”
Riddhima asked curiously : "kya hai yeh papa?
Papa uttered smilingly : “yeh “riddhima production pvt.Ltd.” ke papers hain.arman ne aapke  naam ek production house start kiya hai jo sirf aapka  hai. aapki sikayat hai na ki ghar par bore hoti ho toh ab iski sari responsibilities aapki. mai isi silsile me delhi gaya tha.
Riddhima snatched the paper from papa’s hand and read in one breath. Her eyes blurred while reading those documents.
She heard papa was saying : “arman ne apna thane wala property sell kar diya iske liye..
Suddenly riddhima got up and uttered with wet voice : “papa mai ghar ja rehi hun..apne ghar.’
Papa :”par beta,subah chali jana.”
Riddhima uttered with teary eyes: “nehi papa,mere pass bilkul time nehi hai.”
Papa nodded and said : “ok,driver aapko chod aayega aur beta ,arman ko time miley toh dono sath aana,dill ko bada sukun milta hai aap dono ko sath hansta hua dekhkar.”
Riddhima nodded and went from there like running.
…………………………………………………..
When she entered in the room saw that the whole room was messed .. things were scattered in everywhere ..arman was lying on the bed ..closing eyes and holding her  pic in his hand while hugging it close to his heart.suddenly her eyes goes on arman’s leg which was bleeding
heavily .she saw the broken glass and understood the matter. She started crying silently ..she was responsible for it.she came with short steps to arman,took his feet in her lap.cleaned it with Dettol and bandaged. Just then she heard arman’s low voice : ‘koun hai…tum koun ho?kyon aayi ho..i don’t need anyone..riddhima chali gayi..mujhe riddhima chahiye aur koi nehi..
Riddhima  uttered with a wet voice : “sorry arman...
Arman uttered closing eyes; ‘u know ,maine apni biwi  par hath uthaya tha aur wo chali gayi..please usey jakar kaho na arman can’t live without her..arman loves riddhima..he needs her only..
Rddhima kept his legs on the bed and sat beside him while uttered caressing is cheek: ‘usne bhi galat baat kehi thi  arman. par ab wo aa gayi hai apne arman ke liye kyonki riddhima loves arman,wo bhi uske bina ji nehi sakti.”
Arman opened his eyes with a jerk and seeing riddhima he got up and hugged  her tightly while blabbering : “mujhe chdoker kyon gayi thi riddhima?ab mai kahin jane nehi dunga tumhe.mai tumhe aise hi pakadkar rakhunga toh tum kahin nehi ja paogi.ab mai shoot par bhi nehi jaunga aur har pal tumhare sath rahunga.”
Riddhima laughed and uttered in a wet voice : “ok baba,par tum nehi chodoge toh mai tumhe khana kaise khilaungi? Tumhari favourite dishes hain ,maine apne hathon se banaye hain.”
Hearing it armn loosened his grip and said like a kid : “bahut bhukh lagi hai..
Riddhima smacked his cheek lovingly while said : “ok arman mallik,aaj mai apne hathon se khilaungi apni jaan ko.”
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After some time arman was sleeping peacefully in riddhima’s lap while having dinner ..riddhima fed him his fav.dishes and promised never  to leave him  …she understood the fact that  they were made for each other and could n't  live without  each other .

Love u all
punam



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