Saturday, 29 April 2017

part 4: Mujhe apna bana lo



Part 4

4 year past since armaan left riddhima and his family........4 years past since riddhima was married to sid.......everything was changed......nothing was like it was before....armaan was now a famous singer here in london and word famous....everyone knows him.....

he was reading his mails when he got a mail from rahul...


armaan plzz come back....yr bohot badi problem ho gayi hai....tu jaldi se wapis aa ja...nahi to sab kuch khatam ho jayega......tu bas jaldi se aa jaa......sid is in the hospital aur riddhima....uska to tu kuch puch hi mat.....tu bas jaldi se aa jaa........itne time se me tujhe contact karne ki koshish kar raha tha...lekin tune to apna email adress bhi change karwaliya tha....itni mushkil se mujhe mila hai.....tu bas jaldi se wapis aa ja....yaha pe sab kuch badal gaya hai...plzz armaan.....me yaha pe ab kuch bhi nahi samhal sakta

armaan was reading the mail and got confused.....and got worried...he booked to tickets to go back......and mailed rahul about his plannings....tomorrow he will be back there....back in his house......back in his past......back to RIDDHIMA

here rahul informed riddhima that armaan coming back.......riddhima was shocked and happy at once......finally she will see armaan again....he is a famous singer now.....everyone knows him.....he is worldfamous.....he is just he.....
next day riddhima made armaans room properly by her own hand....and made his fav dishes.....she knew that she was overreacting....but what can she do.....she will see him after such a long time again.....but then again she thought that she is his bhabi now.....not his..........

riddhima was sooo much deep in her thought that she didnt realised when the doorbell rang........when it rang for the second time....riddhima run....as she was running for her life........when she reached the door she stopped because her heart was beating very fast.....finally she will see him........on the other side armaan was also fighting with his feelings he reached at rahuls place and they dicided to go together at mallik masion......because armaan wasnt able to face riddhima.....he thought that if he will stay away from her then his desire for her will disappear....but he was wrong.....as he was standing infront of his house.....his desire to held her in his arms increased.....

then the door opened and he saw her standing infront of her.......he was shocked to see her in that state....she was looking very pale and she has lost a lot of weight......but still she looked very beautiful......his riddhima always looked beautiful.....but now she wasnt his riddhima anymore......

riddhima thought that she was dreaming....armaan was standing infront of her....looking as dhashing as always.....how can he manage to look so handsome she thought......rahul was also standing beside him......she let them in...

R: hello armaan...
A: hy riddhi......i mean hello bhabi.....

riddhima felt as someone has slapped her......he sounded so rude.......he was behaving very harsh......rahul noticed that but he kept quit.....

Rahul: hello riddhima...
R: hello rahul....aao andar aao....baitho na....
Rahul: sure...

they all went inside and sat on the couch......armaan looked around and all the memorys came back in his mind.....the time he spend with his mom and muskaan.....with his dad......he looked around but his mom was no where in sight......then he decided to ask riddhima....

A: bhabi maa kaha hai.....

riddhima looked at him and then at rahul.......then she looked at the floor....armaan noticed that....

A: kya hua bhabi....
R: wo armaan.....maa.....
A: maa kya riddhima......tum mujhe dara rahi ho....aur muskaan kaha hai....

riddhima again looked at rahul......so he decided to talk further.....

Rahul: armaan wo.....you have to be strong yr.....
A: rahul seedhe seedhe bata ke baat kya hai.....
Rahul: armaan ananya aunty passed away last year.....
A: KYAAA!!!!!!
Rahul: yeah.....i tried to contact u.....but u had changed ur email adress.......

armaan was still in a shock......eventhough ananya was his stepmom....but she never treated him like a stepson.....he loved her as much as he would have loved his real mother.......for him she was his real mother.....it was not important for him how gave him birth.......for him ananya was his mother......

A: muskaan kaha hai.....
Rahul: armaan muskaan to......wo ab yaha pe nahi rehti....
A: kya matlab ke wo yaha pe nahi rehti.....
Rahul: wo muskaan ab mental asyl me rehti hai......after ananya autys death....she wasnt able to digest the fact and she lost her mental balance....

it wa too much for armaan.....he couldnt hear this anylonger.....his mom died.....his sister was in a mental asyl and all the time he was in London......he wasnt here when his family needed him the most.....how could he do that......armaan stood up and left for his room......

rahul also left from there....he said to riddhima that armaan needs her right now......so he left.......riddhima took some food to his room and knocked there.....as armaan didnt said anything....riddhima wend inside....armaan was sitting on his bed and crying.......it broke riddhimas heart to see him like that.......she put the plates on the table and moved to him.....

R: armaan.....shhhh plzzz chup ho jao....isme tumhari koi galti nahi hai.....

armaan heard her soothing voice and hugged her.....he hugged her very tight and and cried......

A: riddhima when my family needed me the most i wasnt here.....me yaha pe nahi tha.....me kuch nahi kar paya....is se behtar hota ke me mar hi jaata.....
R: nahi armaan plzzz samhalo apne aap ko....plzzz armaan.....
A: me yaha pe nahi tha riddhima kyunke....me to.....

suddenly armaan came out of the hug and saw riddhima with and anger.....

A: kyunke me tumhari wajah se yeh sab kuch chod ke chala gaya tha.....
R: armaan tum....
A: Armaan kya riddhima....saach to yeh hai ke is sab ki zimedaar tum ho.......tumne pehle mujhse pyaar ka natak kiya.....aur phir jab tumhe pata chala ke sid ke pas mujhse zyaada paise hai to tumne usko apne pyaar me phasaya aur usse shaadi kar li........tumne meri zindagi barbaad kar di riddhima.....
R: armaan yeh tum kaise baat kar rahe ho....
A: kyu bhabijaan aapko bura laga.......akhir yehi to aapne mujhse kaha tha ke aap sid se pyaar karti ho mujhse nahi.....aur aapne kabhi bhi mujhse pyaar kiya hi nahi....ap to sirf mere paiso ke peecho ho...right??

riddhima didnt said anything and just looked at the floor......armaan got more angry at her this behaviour.......he grabbed her shoulders and pulled her toward him.......he shouted.....

A: got dammit look into my eyes when i am talking to you

riddhima got scared at his behaviour.........she had not the guts to tell him anything......

R: armaan plzzz mujhe dard ho raha hai....
A: i dont care.....aur wese bhi mujhe lagta hai....we should welcome each other in a nice way....right bhabi jaan
R: kya matlab armaan.....

before riddhima could say anything more..........armaan put his lips on hers.....he was kissing her wildly.......riddhima tried to protest but after sometime she gave up because armaan was too strong for her.......armaan depend the kiss and riddhima took the support of his shoulders.......armaan kissed her wildly and as she didnt opened her lips he bite her and she moaned......he took this oppurtunity and entered her mout.......riddhima again moanded and he tighned his grip on her waist........when he felt riddhima was also responding he left her and stepped back........

A: hello BHABI JAAN

he whispered very dangerously and looked at her with hatred.......riddhima got very angry at herself and at him.....so she slapped him on the face.......armaan was shocked to even react.......

R: dont u dare to do this every again armaan mallik.....shayad tum bhul rahi ho....lekin ab me tumhare bhai ke biwi hu...

riddhima was about to leave when armaan grabbed her and turned her around to himself......she landed on his chest and he put his hands on her waist......

A: janta hu me ke tum mere bhai ki biwi ho.....lekin shayad tum yeh bhul rahi ho ke hamare beech me jo tha wo.....
R: hamare beech me jo taha wo sab kuch khatam ho gaya hai armaan......just leave me......khana kha lo........hume sham ko hospital bhi jana hai......sid ke pas....

armaan left her and she run out of his room........he was hell angry and he didnt know what he could do.......he felt ashamed of himself that he kissed her.....but he needed her at that time....all his buried feelings came out.....and she was the only person he could ever trust......but now not anymore......she on her own said that.........
it was soo painfull for armaan.......he just didnt knew what he should do.......he never behaved like this before....he even knew that what he did was wrong.....but he was blinded by the anger which overtook him......he went to the bathroom to take a cold shower.....

here riddhima ran to her room and closed it.......she was crying.......she didnt knew why she was crying.....because armaan kissed her or because she loved it that he kissed her.....she was soo confused.....eventhough she was sids wife.....but she couldnt get armaan out of her mind....not even for a mere second.....now she was feeling extreme guilty......she didnt wanted to kiss him back but when he kissed her.....she forgot the world around her........for her it was just him.......but then his behaviour and his harsh word.......he was not the same armaan she knew.......but she cant even blame him......he just came back and got the worst news of his life.......

riddhima didnt knew how much time got over.....but when armaan knocked on her door she came out of her thought and opened her door.......armaan looked at her and could easily say that she had cried all the time......but now he has to controll himself.....

A: tum tayar ho jao.....me neeche tumhara intezaar kar raha hu........hume hospital jaana hai sid ke pas aur then i want to go to the grave of mom.....and then mene muskaan ke pas bhi jaana hai....
R: hmmm tum jao me 5 mints me aati hu....

riddhima closed the door and got ready.....when she came down armaan was waiting for her......they both didnt talk with each other not in the house and not even in the car.........soon they reached the hospital and went to sid....he was shocked to see armaan here.......but he acted as he was very happy to see him here.......armaan and riddhima talked with the doctor and he said that they are not sure about his problem but they are doing the tests.......they went back to his cabin.....

S: kya hua....tum dono itn chup chap kyu ho??
R: kuch nahi......tum theek ho....
S: of course me theek hu baby.....yaha aao no....

riddhima went to him and sid kissed her on her forehead to make armaan jealous......and it even worked........armaan was jealous......he tried to controll his anger......but sid could see it.........riddhima was disgust by his behaviour.....and said....

R: yeh kya kar rahe ho tum sid.....
S: armaan can u excuse us for some time....plzzz
A: sure....riddhima i am waiting outside for u.....bye sid and take care....
S: you to armaan...

as armaan left sid grabbed riddhimas arm and said in a dangerous voice...

S: agar tumne armaan ko mere bare me ya phir mere plan ke bare me batane ki koshish bhi ki to......then be sure that it will be the last day of armaans life and muskaans too.....aur us sab ki zimedaar tum hogi......and yeah one more thing......stay away from hi......do u get that.......
R: samajh gayi......

by now riddhima had tears in here eyes.....she moved back and wished her tears and stepped out of the cabin.....armaan was waiting for her.......he saw that she was crying but he thought maybe she is crying for sid.....so he said....

A: dont worry riddhima......me sid ko kuch bhi nahi hone dunga........

riddhima looked at his eyes and just nodded........she couldnt stay here any longer so she stepped out of the hospital.....armaan followed her........

really hope that u all liked it :)
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Amna

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