Friday, 19 May 2017

part 1 : 10 spines had made their way through his body


"so tell me the reason.....WHY"....HE ASKED CURIOUS TO KNOW THE STORY............
"i will only tell u if u promise u won't tell it to any other f**king guy"said I.................
"abbey e ye punjabio da wada aegae"

 "what....why don't u understand i don't know punjabi.. are u insane".......
"WADIYAN KUDI.........i mean f9.....but tell me atleast"he said more curious and DESPERATE.............
"OK"...........(sigh)
~~~~~~~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~
"how could you dad"...matlab kya badtameeze hai koi manners hi nahi hai..........!!!
"how could I.......i am your dad RIDDHIMA......!!!"he said banging the newspaper on the table........c'mon dad kum se kum is bechaare newspaper ka to socha hota.........!!!!

"i have full right to do this......"said he.my mom stood there listning to all this bULLSHIT although she knew what dad is doing is definately wrong...!!OH MAN.....bigad dia na is serial PAVITRA RISHTA ne mari maatashree ko........bade chale mere PAVITRA RISHTE MANAANE!!!!
"and mom.....why the hell your standing with a local zip on your mouth.........and....."I was saying all the bullshit and abusive words to my MOM-DAD....even i could not beleive this.....but what to do.....MY ANGER is just unbeatable but at that very moment my dad lost his temper too.................
"RIDDHIMA...........ENOUGH......ATUL IS A VERY NICE GUY.....NOT LIKE THAT ARMAAN...A  POOR BLUDY ORPHAN....AND WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO AFTER THE CRAP YOU'VE DONE LAST NIGHT IN THE PUB IN FRONT OF EVERYONE"he said banging his hand on the top of the chair to control his temper......MATLAB.....HOW DO I KNOW that yesterday night when i was hugging ARMAAN like hell and trust me it looked like WILDNESS KA BAAP!!!....my dad was there watching me giving armaan a rib-crushing hug.......
"NOW GO UPSTAIRS........AND NOW WE ARE GOING TO INDIA TOMORROW AND I WILL GET YOU MARRIED AS SOON AS I CAN".........HE SAID POINTING TOWARDS MY ROOM UPSTAIRS......W*F!!! before this convo my dad said that we are going to india next month........and now TOMORROW!!!on hearing this i just could not control my tears and ran upstairs.....i banged the door as hardly as possible to express my anger which never went unnoticesd by my parents!!!!
i went inside the room....jumped on my bed....took out my cell and called the no.1 person on  speedial........ARMAAN...........
"hello........ridz what happened......did they agree??"he said worriedly.......i kepy crying hardly as ever i could..!!
"ARMAAN....I"
"c'mon ridz speak up"
I had no more courage to even utter a word or tell him that i am going to INDIA tomorrow...!!!that cell in my hand felt like weighing 1000 kg's....!!!I soon disconnected the phone realizing THAT I CANT.......how can i tell him on his face THAT WE'V LOST.....i need to forget him!!!
I throwed my so damn expensive cell on the ground and pushed myself back to my bed.....i folded my legs and cried my ass out...!!!
ARMAAN tried a zillion times to call me but i never had the courage to talk to him..........
"WHY DAD WHY........WHY DON'T YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS MY LIFE.....HE HAS NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG....HE RESPECTED YOU...HE ALWAYS WAS AGAINST ME WHEN I WAS AGAINST YOU "....i said all this remembering how armaan used to console me,love me,fight with me and everything............i never realized when i slept while uttering all that...!!!!!
I was lost in my dreams never realizing that they will be destroyed in a WHILE....1 hand came on my head and caressed my hair....i never jerker up as i have already guessed who it was....."ARMAAN"the guy i had met at the first day of my college & since then he became my bestestestestestest buddy & then in the 2nd year he bacame my......!!!!U KNOW WHAT RIGHT!!!!!
he never did anything beyond his limits...although i was cool with everything cauzeee HELLO....i am not a SATO SAWITRI!!!
we both have never been to india but still...he was a typical INDIAN....not like orthodox but still....he had british accent and OMG jab bhi wo apni mahaan hindi jhaadta hai with his so called british accent he looks sooooo cute....OMG...!!!
ANYWAYS......the moment his hand came on my head and caressed my hair i opened my eyes.It was dark inside the room and so i could see his naturall light blue sparkling eyes staring at me with few sparkling tears too....why...cause he had missed me....we haven't met from yesterday and trust me it was ENOUGH for both of us to go CRAZIEE..!!
i couldn't do anything but hug him tightly than ever...we both were hugging each other as if ABHI KAMOLIKA AA KE HUME ALAG KAR DEGI...!!!LOL....it was a great feeling...i felt my pain decreased.we both had tears in our eyes and wanted to say nothing but everything.
AFTER coming out of the hug he held my hand in assurance that he will support me....
"RIDZ....tell me...what did they said".....i had no courage to face him...how could i tell him that THIS IS IT...!!!...I LOVE HIM MORE THAN MY LIFE....he knew that i will say nothing...and trust me he knew me more than my PARENTS who just bludy wanna snatch aways my life just for their bludy orthodox thinking...!!he caressed my right cheek and made me look at his so damn deep eyes....he came close and soon after his so damn soft & sexy lips were on mine...it felt great and trust me it helped,it felt like heaven....more over that it felt as if YES...YES SOMEONE IS WITH ME..!!after 10 seconds we parted and again he looked at me...OMG his eyes said it all.....his eyes were continously saying "I LOVE YOU RIDZ"........
"AMI"....i finally uttered after such a big convo between his and my eyes..!!!
"I......I AM......AM GOING TO INDIA TOMORROW"....
HIS EYES widened with the most painful tears ever...he looked at me like IS-IT-TRUE....!!!he had nothing to say...we both knew that we had nothing to say now....i was the only girl in his life....girl kya yaar infact i was the only PERSON in his life....he was an orphan....still he was rich...kya yaar uske maa baap uske lie kuch chod ke gae to sirf paisa...!!BUT even i don't know how he managed to be socute,NOT FLIRTY,sweet,kind and still very sexy........!!!
he knew that if he will become weak..then mera to socho bhi mat so for me...he try and acted normal......he looked other way......
"OH SO TOMORROW"...disbeleif and sadness were clearly visible in his voice....I NODDED....i know he was trying to hide his tears which he failed at..!!!
"SO"...he said looking at me...(he sighed)"WE NEED TO"...i knew whatw as coming up...."BREAK UP".....
THESE two words sank my heart.....
"I REALLY DON'T WANT THAT".....said I....MEANING IT...!!!
he looked at me with red teary eyes.......
"AND I KNOW EVEN YOU DON'T"....he looked at me like "HOW-DO-U-KNOW....!!!
"BUT"....he said and i placed me index finger on his lips....i nodded a no......AND HE HUGGED ME TIGHTLY THAN EVER...
WE BOTH FELL ON THE BED TOGETHER FACING EACH OTHER AND.......

Samica 

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