Saturday, 13 May 2017

part 11 : Mujhe apna bana lo


Part 11

they both where still looking into each others eyes.....armaan came more closer to her....but riddhima didnt moved back.....she was still standing there......armaan looked at her crying eyes......
A: tum ro kyu rahi thi riddhima??
R: wo....me....wo mujhe sid ke bare me pata chala na isliye.....

A: really....to tum sid ke liye ro rahi thi....
R: ha armaan....aur kya wajah hogi mere pas??
with that riddhima turned to the other side......so now her back was facing armaan.....he moved closer to her and put his hand on her waist and pulled her back to him......riddhima gasped...
R: armaan.....yeh....yeh tum kya kar rahe ho....
A: wohi jo mujhe bohot pehle kar dena chahiye tha.....
R: armana plzzz...
armaan put riddhimas hairs on one sid and put his head on her shoulder.....he took her hand and played with her fingers......then he took her fingers to his mouth and kissed each one....all the while his one hand was still on her waist and making circle.....riddhima was feeling very very weak in her knees.....she hold his hand for support......she closed her eyes and enjoyed his closeness.....she was loosing her sence when she suddenly felt that armaan pulled out her ring....her wedding ring.....she opened her eyes and looked at his hands......armaan was holding her wedding ring in his hands and then moved back......riddhima turned around and looked at him in shocked.....
R: yeh kya kiya tumne armaan.....
A: kyu.....yeh ring tumhari unglio ke liye nahi hai.....
R: armaan its my wedding ring.....wapis do mujhe....
A: nahi dunga me....
R: armaan.....
riddhima tried to catch the ring from his hands.....armaan put his hands on her back and pulled her closer to himself......he inhaled her fragance and hid his face in her hairs........riddhima again gasped....
R: armaan.....
A: shhhhhh riddhima.......kuch mat kehna......
armaan again took a deep breath and kissed her hairs.....he pulled her more closer so that riddhima had to rest her hands on his shoulder.....armana moved to her earlop and gave her a wet kiss.....riddhima shiverd due to his touch.....she put her hand in armaans hairs.......that aroused him more and more.....and armaan started kissing her on her neck......kissed her very harshly......but riddhima was enjoying the pain.....she felt blessed to feel his touch again....armaan moved to the other side of her neck and bite her there....to mark her as his....ONLY HIS........
riddhima moand but then suddenly the reality struck her......what was she doing here......her husband is lying in hospital....dying.....and she is here almost making out.......OMG how could she do that.....what will armaan think of her.....eventhough she never accepted sid as her husband......but in armaans eyes they were sharing a good relation........she cant risk his life again.....just because of her desire......
armaan felt her stiffness....he stepped back and looked at her face.....she looked lost.....he got worried......
A: riddhima......
armaan tried to touch her....but she backed out.....she put her hand on her mouth and thought what she was going to do.....
R: mere pas mat aana armaan......
A: lekin riddhima...
R: nahiiii....mene kaha na....mujhse door raho......yeh...yeh sab kuch nahi hona chahiye tha......nahi.....
riddhima shook her head and tears rolled out of her eyes.....she looked at him.....she saw soo much pain in his eyes.......she could see the rejection in his eyes.......even armaan saw in riddhimas eyes pure pain and guilt......he couldn not even react....and riddhima ran out of the room.......
A: riddh...riddhima....riddhima....
armaan called her but she didnt stopped.......by now armaan was much more angry...than every before......the thought that ridhdima regret him touching her.....and this feeling was killing him inside......he was soo angry that he punched the wall beside him and left from there........
rahul came back to muskaans room and sat beside her on the bed......she looked like an angel while sleeping.....rahul caressed her head and kissed her on the forehead.......he didnt knew when he fall asleep sitting beside her......
next day when Rahul woke up he saw muskaan lying above him…..her head on his chest and his hand was on her waist…..he felt so secure……even muskaan felt very much secure…..she woke up and saw Rahul staring at her……they both got lost into each others eyes……then suddenly Rahul bent down closer to her…..muskaan closed her eyes as she knew what was going to come……rahul smiled as he saw muskaan closing her eyes…..he too closed his eyes and kissed her……the kiss was a slow one with full of promises that he wont ever leave her….never ever again……then Rahul stopped kissing her and looked at her face….he kissed her forehead and then her eyes……then he moved to her nose…..suddenly he saw two tears coming out of muskaans eyes……he sucked her tears away and asked her in a very lovely tone…..
R: kya hua muskaan?? mene kuch galat kiya kya??
M: tu kaha tha Rahul…..jab mujhe teri zarurat thi to tu kaha tha? Tujhe to pata hai na ke sid kitna bada kamina hai…..tu to sab kuch janta tha na….lekin phir bhi tu mere pas nahi tha….jab mujhe teri bohot zyaada zarurat thi……
R: muskaan agar mujhe pata hota…ke tu mental asyl me hai….to baabaji di kasam……me zameen asmaan ek karke tujhe waha se nikal lata…aur hamesha apni aankho ke samne rakhta….
M: matlab??
R: matlab yeh…..ke jab mujhe ananya aunty ki death ke bare me pata chale to…..to me sab kuch chor ke yaha aaya….tere pas…..lekin yaha aake sid ne mujhe kaha ke tu yah ape nahi rehna chahti thi…aur isliye tu abroad chali gayi thi……me saach bol raha hu muskaan….mujhe saach me nahi pata tha….ke tu kaha hai……
M: Rahul wo bohot bura insaan hai……
R: me janta hu muskaan……lekin ab wo kabhi bhi tere kareeb ane ki koshish bhi nahi karega……tere pas pohchne se pehle…..usko mera samna karna padega……
hearing that muskaan hugged him very tight…….she cried and hid her face in his neck……and whispered…..
M: I love u Rahul…..me…..me tujhse bohot pyaar karti hu….plzz mujhe chod ke mat jana….plzz….
R: I love u too muskaan…….jabse mene tujhe dekha hai tabse sirf tujhse hi pyaar kiya hai……ab to me tujhe kabhi bhi chod ke kabhi bhi nahi jaunga……me aaj hi Armaan se hamare bare me baat karta hu……
M: lekin Rahul……kya yeh sahi time hai……bhai ke saath is bare me baat karne ki??
R: me tujhe already ek bar kho chukka hu muskaan…ab me yeh risk nahi le sakta…..tu mere liye bohot important hai……
they both hugged each other and led for some more time……enjoying each others presence……
late at night Armaan came back home……and went directly in his room……everthing was too much for him……he didn’t now what he should do now……he needed some time to think clear….so he went to his moms graveyard…..she sat there for a very long time and told her everything…..but the sad thing was that she couldn’t give him any advices………Armaan stayed ther for a long time and cried his heart out……
Armaan woke up in the morning…..his head was paining like hell……he tried to think straight…..but couldn’t….he stood up and went to the kitchen to make him some coffee………he didn’t found riddhima in the kitchen….he got worried but pushed these thoughts aside…….only then Rahul and muskaan came in the hall……Armaan was happy to see muskaan smiling after such along time….he went to them and kissed muskaan on her forehead….
A: gud morning muski….kaisi hai ab tu??
M: bohot behtar bhai….thanks to u bhai….
A: chal chup kar….nahi to marunga tujhe….apne bhai ko thank u bol rahi hai…..
M: heheheh love u bhai…..
Armaan smiled at her…..
A: Rahul tujhe koi problem to nahi hui na…..yaha pe rukne se?
R: no yr....mujhe kya problem ho sakti hai....wese mene tujhse na ek bohot zarurui baat karni hai....
A: kaisi baat...bol na....
R: wo actually....haa....mene na.....mene jo tujhe kehna hai na....wo.....
A: rahul...yeh me..wo...me...woo kya kar raha hai...seedhe seedhe bol na ke kya baat hai?
armaan got confused seeing rahul that much nervous.....
R: nahi mujhe nahi…balke muskaan ko tujeh kuch kehna hai….
before muskaan could say anything…..rahul hid behind her and pushed muskaan further to Armaan……muskaan whispered to Rahul…..
M: oyee…pagal ho gaya hai tu kya….me bhai ke kaise baat kar sakti hu?? tu kar na…
R: abe pagal hai…..tujhe to pata hai ke Armaan tujhse kitna pyaar karta hai….agar mene use pucha to wo to mere tukre tukre kar ke kabutro ko khila dega….tu kar na….akhir wo tera bhai hai…tujhe kuch nahi kahega……
M: darpok kahi ka….marwae ha kya???
Armaan was hearing all the time their bickering……he smiled to himself….he knew that Rahul loves muskaan…and now he was sure that muskaan also feels the same……but Armaan made a strict face and looked at them….
A: agar tum dono ka ho gaya ho….to koi mujhe bhi batayega ke kya ho raha hai??
rahul and muskaan both kept quiet and looked at armaan.....with much difficulty Rahul found his voice again and stairghten himself……
R: wo Armaan…baat yeh hai….ke me….me aur muskaan ek dusre se pyaar karte hai aur shaadi karna chahte hai….
Rahul said with closed eyes and everthing in a breat…….he looked sooo funny that muskaan and Armaan brusted out laughing……….they both high fived each other…….rahul was confused…..and looked at them….
R: aree yr….mene itni important baat kahi aur tum dono has rahe hai….aur muskaan tu bhi…..wese tu haste hue bohot aachi lagti hai….
A: abee kuch to sharam kar….me abhi bhi yahi pe hu….
muskaan blushed and Rahul smirked shamelessly…..
A: muskaan kya tu bhi….
M: jee bhai....me bhi yehi chahti hu....
A: agar tum dono yeh chahte ho...to me kaun hota hu...rokne wala.....to kab karwae engaement?
M: aaj shaam ko....
A: aaj shaam ko....muskaan lekin sab kuch itna jaldi kaise houega???
M: aap ho na bhai....ne janti hu ke aap sab kuch kar loge......me nahi chahti ke ab thori si bhi deer hone pe kuch bhi galat ho jaye....isiliye me chahti hu ke meri aur rahul ki aaj shaam ko hi engagement ho.....agar aapko koi problem na ho to....
A: mujhe to koi problem nahi hai muskaan lekin rahul....
R: abe pagal hai....mujhe kaisi problem....mera bas chale to me aaj shaam ko hi isse shaadi kar lu......
muskaan again blushed and run from there to her room.....
A: sharma gaye…….thanks Rahul……mujhe meri muskaan wapis la ke dene ke liye….
R: nahi Armaan….wese mujhe to tujhse maafi mangni chahiye……me chah ke bhi uska khayal nahi rakh paya…….
A: nahi Rahul….tujhse jitna hua…tune utna kiya…..aur hota to wohi hai na jo kismet me likha hota hai…..
R: hmm yeh to hai…..tu bata tera aur riddhima ka kya bana?
A: kya batau yr.....me jab bhi uske paas jane ki koshish karte hu......wo mujhse utna hi door chali jaati hai.....meri kuch samajh me nahi aa raha ke me kya karu?
R: armaan kya tune usko bataya...ke tujhe saara saach pata hai??
A: nahi kyu.....
R: shayad isi liye wo tujhse door bhagti hai....take tujhe koi takleef na ho.....usko to nahi pata na ke tujhe sid ki saari sachai pata chal gaye hai......
A: is bare me to mene soocha hi nahi....thanks yr......u r such a help......
they both hugged each other….and got busy in the preparations for the engagement at the evening……Armaan thought that had been such a long time and riddhima still didn’t came down……now he got really tensed and asked muskaan to see after riddhima………after about half hour muskaan came down with riddhima…..armaan thanked god that she was fine…….but she still looked so disturbed………she was avoiding him….not looking at his eyes…….all the time….she tried to get him out of his way……and she even succeeded…..
in the evening……..
the engagement party was a hit…..many people were invited…..thanks to armaan and Rahul who did that in such a short time span…….muskaan and Rahul exchanged rings and where now standing beside each other…….armaan looked all the while at riddhima…..and riddhima could feel his gaze on her…..she was wearing a maroon lehnga chooli which fittet her body perfecty…..only armaan knows how he controlled his feelings……
muskaan came to him and asked him to sing a song…..as she missed his singing the most…….armaan couldn’t say no to her and starts playing the guitar……
(and her comes the next song……hehehe the song is really awesome…..and I actually wanted to have it in this FF specially…….tere ishq main me tha jiya…..plzzz listen to it……its really awesoomeee… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASVH7lbxb8g )
Tere ishq mein main taa jeeya
Tere pyaar mein basta gaya


(while singing armaan looked all the time at riddhima……his words were only meant for her)
Tu loat aa yun na sataa
Yeh dil tujhe bhul na sakaa


(riddhima turned around as she couldn’t hold his gaze any longer on her…..she tried to control herself……but she knew that she was fallen weak…)
Roya bhi tere ishq mein
Hasna bhi tere ishq mein


(armaan moved to Rahul and muskaan…..he took muskaans hand and kissed it….then he gave her hand to Rahul)
Ek vaari mujhe tu bhi pyaar kar
Ek vaari mujhe tu bhi yaad kar


(Rahul and muskaan started dacing with each other….)
Ehsaas tujhe bhi mere pyar ka hoga
Intazaar tujhe bhi tere yaar ka hoga


(armaan went to riddhima and without even asking her…..he took her in his arms and starts dacing with her……because of so many people…..riddhima didn’t said anything)
Paas kabhi toh mere aaoge
Saath mera bhi tum nibhaoge


(they both looked into each others eyes……lost into each other…..away from the world….)
Aas yahin lekar main aaj jee raha
Tere pyaar ko baar baar main khat likh raha


(armaan tightened his grip on riddhima and pulled her more close to himself….)
Tere ishq mein main taa jeeya
Tere pyaar mein basta gaya
Roya bhi tere ishq mein
Hasna bhi tere ishq mein


(riddhima somehow managed to come out of his grip and moved back to her place where she was standing……where no one could see her……but armaan was all the time observing her……just her)
Ek vaari mujhe tu bhi pyaar kar
Ek vaari mujhe tu bhi yaad kar
Ehsaas tujhe bhi mere pyar ka hoga
Intazaar tujhe bhi tere yaar ka hoga.
as the song ends….riddhima couldn’t hold it any longer and run from there…..armaan saw that and wanted to follow her……he went to Rahul and whipered in his ears that he is leaving upside to riddhima……through his eys Rahul informed him….that he will take care of everythg......

i really hope that u will like it......heheh again i added one song.....hope u will enjoy....waiting for ur lovely comments and likes......with lods of love #AMNA :) <3

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