Saturday, 27 May 2017

part 18 : Mujhe apna bana lo


Part 18

armaan called his PA raj inside his cabin….

A: raj me kuch kaam se ghar jaa raha hu.....tu yaha pe sab kuch sambhal le...
R: yes sir....aap jaiye....me sambhal lunga.....aap fikar mat kariye....


armaan took his file and left his office.......raj looked behind him and smirked......

riddhima was sitting in her room on her bed….she was crying very badly……her head was paining and her eyes were red due to crying……all the time she was just saying….

R: I AM SORRY ARMAAN…….

riddhima put her head on her knees and closed her eyes…..then suddenly her phone rang….she looked at the caller id and got shocked……with shivering hands she picked it up……

R: helloo….
V: armaan ghar aa raha……tujhe pata hai na ke tujeh kya karna hai….
R: me janti hu….tumhe mujhe baar baar batane ki zarurat nahi hai….
V: zuban sambhal ke baat kar…..warna iska nateja to tujhe pata hi hoga…..

before riddhima could reply anything……the call was dead….she throw her phone on the bed and cried about her fate……she thought about the happenings………

Flashbacks….

riddhima went out of the house…..she wanted to go shopping….today she will give armaan a big surprise…..she knew that he will be soo happy….she could even imagine his face expression…..she giggled at her thinking and went with the bodyguard to the shopping mall…….she went into many shops and bought many dresses for herself and armaan…….then she went into a baby-shop……she bought clothes for lil baby girl and lil baby boy………yessss RIDDHIMA ARMAAN MALLIK IS PRAGNENT……she is pregnant with armaans child……she got to know about this the day before their wedding…..she wanted to give this surprise to armaan on their wedding night……but the things turned out very bad……so she decided to tell him the next day……

while thinking about the next day she blushed……she knew that she forgot everything when she was in armaans arms yesterday…..but today she will tell him…..she will tell him that they are expecting a new family member in their life……
when riddhima was fished with the shopping she gave the bags to the bodyguard and went to the loo……she didn’t know why but she felt a little bit uncompfortable…..she got freshen up and looked in the mirrow…..suddenly she saw two ladies in burkas behind her…..she couldn’t see their faces……she smiled to them and wanted to leave the washroom…..but one of the lady held her hand……riddhima found it a little bit wired…….she turned back to them…..

R: kya hua….aapko kuch chahiye???

before riddhima could talk further……the person who held her hand…removed the burka…..riddhima got the biggest shock of her life……it was non other than SID….

R: SID?????
S: kya hua riddhima….mujhe dekh ke tum khush nahi ho??
R: tum to….tum to….
S: me kya riddhima….me mar gaya tha?? tumhe saach me lag sakta hai ke me tumahra peecha itni asani se chod dunga???

sid pushed riddhima back to the door of the washroom......no one else was in the washroom.....and no one from the outside wanted to come in....because of the bodyguards.......

sid took out a knife and put it on the neck of riddhima…..

S: tumhe kya lagta hai riddhima…..me apna sara bana banaya plan kharab hone dunga?? itni mushkil se armaan ne saari property mere naam ki thi.....aur ab jab wo wapis aa gaya....to saari property wapis uski ho jayegi?? no ways riddhima.....kyunke...normally mere marne ke baad yeh property tumhare naam ho gayi.....ab jab tak tum zinda ho....uss property ka me kuch nahi kar sakta.......aur kyunke saari property tumhare naam hai.....aur tumne armaan se shaadi kar li hai....to i am sure ke tum khud ba khud sab kuch armaan ko wapis de dogi....am i right riddhima??
R: mujhe jaane do sid....plzzz mujhe jaane do.....

riddhima was crying bitterly……she was never in her life so scared like today….because she is not alone anymore……she is carring a life in her…..armaan aur riddhima ke pyaar ki nishani……

S: itni asani se kaise jaane de sakta hu me tumko riddhima…….

sid turned back to his college......he smirked at him.....

S: dekha RAJ….mene kaha tha na…..ke agar armaan ko khatam karna hai…to use pehle hame riddhima ka namo nishaan mitana padega……yr raj agar tu mujhe uss hospital se na bachata uss din…to armaan to mujhe marne ko tayar tha……uski shakal se pata chal raha tha ke usko saari sacchai pata chal gayi hai…….aur phir wo doctor ka jhut bolna……saach me yaar agar tu na hota to……wese chodo yeh baate…..jo kaam karne aaye hai wo to kar le…..

before riddhima could even react…….she felt pure pain in her stomach…….her eyes got very big due to shock…..she looked down and saw that sid had attacked her with the knife….and blood was oozing out……..she looked shockingly at sid…..she took a sharp breath as sid put out the knife and put it again inside…..tears run down riddhimas eyes……she saw armaans face infront of her……then she felt again pain…but this time it was in her head….she looked up and saw that raj has hit her with a wood…….riddhima tried to breath…..but each breath was a pain for her……she didn’t liked it…..

R: chal sid….hamara kaam ho gaya hai…..
S: sun riddhima….armaan ki salamti chahti hai….to use dor chali jaa…..nahi to tu janti hai ke me kya kya kar sakta hu….

sid pushed riddhima back…..and she flew outside of the washroom……she landed on the floor and then lost her conscious……

flashback ends…..

riddhima was sitting one the bed….and cried very loudly…….she was thinking why she survived….she should have died…so that armaans problems would be solved…..and again she got lost in her thinkings….

Flashback….

riddhima got conscious….she was is the hospital…..she opened her eyes….her whole body was paning……she saw the doctor infornt of her……

Dr: Mrs. mallik….how do u feel now……
R: kisi bhi feeling ka ehsaas nahi ho raha doctor…..
Dr: u had a very serious operation behind u….should I cal ur husband….he is waiting outside of the room…..itna time ho gaya…he is just sitting outside and crying silently…..lagta hai wo aapse bohot bohot zyaada pyaar karte hai….
R: me bhi unse bohot pyaar karti hu doctor….isiliye me aapse kuch mangna chahti hu……plzz aap meri madat karengi…plzzz
Dr: baat kya mrs. mallik…..
R: pehle aap wada ki jiye ke aap kisi ko kuch nahi batayengi…..aur armaan ko to bilkul bhi nah….plzzz doctor….
Dr: mrs. mallik plzz don’t stress yourself….theek hai me wada karti hu….but aap batayengi ke baat kya hai…..
R: doctor aapko armaan ko kehna padega…ke me apni yadasht kho chuki hu…..aur mujhe kuch bhi yaad nahi hai….plzz doctor…plzz mana mat kariye ga…
Dr: I am sorry mrs. mallik….lekin me jhut nahi bol sakti….
R: aapke is jhut se……kisi ki jaan bach jayegi…..

by saying that riddhima suddenly realized about her child….she put her hand on her stomach and then looked shockingly at the doctor……

Dr: I am sorry mrs. mallik….lekin hum aapke baache ko nahi bacha sake…..

riddhima started crying…..how bad could the fate be….she lost her child….their first child….everything is finished just because of sid…..

R: doctor plzzz meri majburi samjhiye….plzzz…..mere pas or koi chara nahi hai…..agar….agar apane armaan se yeh nahi kaha ke me apni yadasht bhul gayi hu….to ….to me apne aap ko khatam kar dungi….

riddhima took the knife from the sidetable and put it on her wrist…..

Dr: mrs. mallik….please relax….me yeh to nahi jaanti ke aap yeh kyu kar rahi hai….but don’t worry…..me aapke saath hu…..

riddhima took a sign of relief and put her head back on the pillow……she then closed her eyes and lost again her conscious……

Flashback ends….

riddhima was still crying….her whole body was aching…..

riddhima pov…

mujhe maaf kardo armaan…..me tumhari salamati ki wajah se hi tumse yeh distance bana rahi hu…..me tumhe hurt nahi karna chahti….lekin me kya karu….me bohot majbur hu….us sid ne….usne to hamare bache ko bhi nahi choda armaan…..usne hamari pyaar ki nishani ko bhi mar dala……ab agar meri wajah se usne tumhe kuch bhi kiya na……to me mar jaungi armaan….isse behtar hai ke me hi tumse dur ho jau…….tumhari aanko me takleef dekh ke mujhe bhi bohot takleef hoti hai armaan…..bohot takleef hoti hai….lekin shayad khuda bhi nahi chahta ke hum dono saath rahe…..tumhare itne kareeb hoke bhi me tumhare saath nahi hu….ke me tumhara dard tumhare saath banth saku armaan…..please mujhe maaf kardoo…..ho sake to apni riddhima ko maaf kardo armaan……

pov ends……


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