Sunday, 21 May 2017

part 3 : 10 spines had made their way through his body,



IT SANK MY HEART AND PEIRCED IT...I FELT MY LOVABLE RED HEART TURNING BLACK.....MY EYES COULD NOT BELEIVE THIS....IT WAS AS IF SOMEONE HAD SNATCHED NOW MY ACTUAL LIFE FROM ME...IT FELT TERRIBLE...HORRIBLE....AND LITERALLY AT THAT TIME I WAS THINKING..........
DID I JUST LOST MY HEART.....!?!?!...........

THE LETTER HAD WORDS WRITTEN WITH..........BLOOD?!?!?!....it took no time for me to guess that who is it from........ARMAAN...
***RIDDHIMA...I LOVE YOU....I WANTED TO LIVE WITH YOU...BUT NOW WILL HAVE TO DIE WITHOU YOU....I AM NOT SAD THAT KILLING MYSELF WILL BE PAINFUL BUT KILLING MYSELF WITHOUT YOU WOULD BE PAINFUL...DON'T THINK THAT I AM COMMITING A SUICIDE...I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT LIVING WITHOUT YOU IS JUST EQUAL TO KILLING MYSELF....PLEASE SMILE AND KEEP FLAUTING YOUR 32 SEXY TEETHS....KEEP LAUGHING WITH YOUR JUICY LIPS THAT NOW I WILL NEVER GET TO KISS,KEEP LOOKING TO ALL THE THINGS AROUD YOU TO TURN THEM FROM STONE TO GOLD....NEVER LET ANGER CLIMB UP YOUR PUFFY NOSE....NEVER LET SADNESS EVEN TOUCH YOU ONCE...NEVER LET TEARS EXPLODE THEMSELVES TO THIS WORLD THROUGH YOUR EYES.....NEVER LET MAKE ME REALIZE THAT YOUR LIVING YOUR LIFE WOTHOUT ME......
I JUST WANT TO SEE MY GODDESS ONCE BEFORE ENTERING THE REAL HELL OF MY LIFE...PLEASE COME TO HOTEL XYZ TONIGHT.....IF YOU TRUST ME ANYMORE....

                                                              ARMAAN***
SORRY GUYS.............DON'T HAVE ANYWORDS TO EXPLAIN THAT how IT FELT READING THAT LETTER AND THAT TO WITH BLOOD...!!!
MY ROOM WAS KIDNAPPED BY SILENCE.....now i had finally got the reason that WHY WAS MY MOM BEHAVING LIKE THAT!!!
she broke the silence and said
"i wanted my daughter to  live her life the way she wants it....i never wanted her to go through the hell that i have gone through by marrying the person that i had never ever loved.....and i never wanted my daughter to do this mistake.....i wanted her to fly like a free bird but i was wrong....i was wrong.....my daughter does not has any right to live her life.....she has to live a life like her mother had.......i am sorry beta.....please forgive me....you have to leave your love......you will have to marry atul........you will have to enter the real hell that all the womens in india have to go through.mujhe maaf karde....mujhe maaf karde....."

the silent tears in her eys had turned to the wild tears now......they came out like despos from her eyes.....my mom cried bitterly..i have never ever seen her like this........i was sitting like a statue with a NO EXPRESSION on my face...!!my mom was still crying with her head on my laps.....but soon i felt a strong gaze on me.....i turned and saw atul standing there.....he had tears..........he came near me and placed his hand on my shoulderLIKE AS A FRIEND......!!!!!!
"GO RIDDHIMA.....GO.....SAVE YOUR LOVE...I DON'T WANT TO DESTRY YOUR LIFE.....JAO...GET HIM....NOT FOR TONIGHT BUT FOR MORE THOUSANDS NIGHT ON YOUR WAY...GET HIM...GET YOYR LOVE...."
OMG.....I WAS NUMB.....i still never beleived myself....i had armaan's address knew where he was and still was not going to meet him.....!?!?!?!....
"PAR ISKE PAPA"..said my mom......SHIT PAPA MAT BOLAO US KAMEENE KO..SHIT MAN.....HOW.....UHHH....HE IS NOT MY DAD.......DID YOU GET THAT.....HE IS NOT MY DAD!!!!!
"aanti......i'll handle it.....you go riddhima......."
I WITHOUT WASTING A SECOND....went out of my room running but i stopped when i heard someone call me name.........
"UHHH....RIDDHIMA........"I LOOKED AT HIM....
"PLEASE SEE TO IT THAT YOU BOTH CONTROL YOURSELVES INSIDE THE HOTEL ROOM"he said and smirked and laughed and giggled........
"YOU JERK"...........i smiled and made my way to my love........

OMG I STILL CAN'T BELEIVE THIS....BEFORE AN HOUR I HAD ALMOST GOT THE INVITATION OF HELL IN ARMAAN'S LIFE AND MINE TOO BUT ALSO BEFORE AN HOUR i had got the imvitation to kick the ass of the hell and welcome the heaven in our lives.....THANKS TO THE BLUDY AWESOME ARSEHOLE ATUL.....he is such a sweet heart....
I ran and ran as fastly as I can....I WAS DESPERATE FOR HIM...and I accept that...I LOVE HIM....DESPERATELY love him..!!!
WHILE running i thought about some sweet moments that we both shared and then smile automatically made its way through my lips which really wanted to kiss armaan
***"armaan plzzzzzz this is d last vodka glass...plzzzz..."
     "no....u have already had 5 ridz...it's not good...plzzzz and then i really don't want u to break ur parents trust...they are not here.....plzzz i don;t want anything wrong to happen to you.....
I smiled and hugged and f**ked the vodka glass...!!!***


***"NO sir....she has done nothing...i only passed that chit to chelsi(their frnd)....?
omg why r u lying dude...oh shit meri wajeh se armaan phas gaya....he never cheated....i did.....still he said that he cheated....i cried in front of the princi dude....SHIT...!!!***


***"KISS ME....."said I.........although I was drunk still I wanted him to.......U KNOW WHAT!!!
he came near me....more and more.......I really thought he was gonna kiss me but then.........he came more near to me placed his 1 hand on my waist and in no time i was in his arms....he picked me up and took me to my room.....he laid me on my bed,he was about to leave but then i snatched his hand,pulled him on me and placed my hands round his neck....his hands were on the bed which were supporting him to stay away from me......i went more close to kiss him........
"NO ridzzzz...this is not right....ur drunk...aur main nahi chahati ki kal mujhe aisa lagi ki maine tumhaari drunk hone ki faida uthayi hai........."***




THESE MEMBORIES touched my heart and many tears of happiness made their way th' my eyes which armaan says are beautiful...i hurted myself several times while running but those injuries are f**king nothing in front of armaan....MY ARMAAN.....


I FINALLY....reached the hotel I ran towards the reception.OMFG.....it was so embarassing...al the people were staring at me.....especially men..then i thought maybe i am just too sexy but then i came to know the reason that the straps of my blouse were completely open and my ______ was visible..!!!CRAP...!!!
"ARMAAN MALLIK" i said to the receptionist but then she looked at me like....WHO ARE YOU....oh u f**king lady i'm ur BAAP.....CHAL AB JALDI ROOM NUMBER BATA U IDEO...!!!
"room no.966"...................
I ran towards the elevator and damn.....it was out of order....agar ye elevator sach mein ek living being hota toh abhi main ise seedha out of world phocha deti....damn i had to climb 17 floors...!!PAR koi nahi....ami ke lie kuch bhi....mi jaan....!!!
BUT, in all the tears never gave up....they still kept on coming out of my eyes....it was as if they are having a race...!!!...i had to climb seventeen floors damn.. A BIG NUMBER....isn't it...........................

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.........i reached....i reached where armaan was...i felt his presence.....i stood on front of the door and before i could knock HE opened it.....HE WAS NOT A NOBODY BUT A BLUDY CUTE SOMEBODY IN MY LIFE........
he was looking extremely awesome with his gnjs,bermoodas and hot hot chappals and OMG that black thread in his right leg is to f**king awesome....lollzzzz...even at that time i had time to concentrate at his clothes!!!his fringes were dancing with the air....his hands were nowhere but hanging in air....i noticed MANY(and many means MANY)sparkly tears in his light blue eyes.....they were normal tears but to me they felt like TEARS OF BLOOD....!!!!...he couldn't beleive that I "his riddhima" is standing in front of him....
I was numb but helloooo i never wanted to waste that moment i took out that BLOODY LETTER and placed it against his face....
OMG then I...............................

Samica 

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