Monday, 1 May 2017

part 5: Mujhe apna bana lo



Part 5

Armaan with riddhima drove to the mental asyl where muskaan was admitted………he went to the head and asked about Muskaan………
A: me muskaan se milna chahta hu...
L: jee aap koun?
A: me uska bada bhai......

L: bhai......lekin yaha tak hame pata tha muskaan ka to sirf ek hi bhai hai....
A: me uska bada bhai hu.....me 4 years se out of town tha....aur agar aap ki inquiry khatam ho gayi ho......to can i plz meet my sister?
Armaan was getting angry now by the rubbish of the lady was talking…..the lady sensed his anger and didn’t ask any more question…….she took Armaan and riddhima to a room at the end of the long passage………muskaans room was the last one…..before entering the room the lady said…..
L: please be carefull….yeh kisi ko bhi apne pas nahi aane deti…..aur kisi se bhi baat tak nahi karti……she just sits in a corner aur apne aap se hi baate karti rehti hai……if you want….me aapke saath ander jaa sakti hu?
A: jee nahi iski koi zarurat nahi hoegi…..she is my sister….i know how to handle her……jab tak me na kahu…tab tak aap ander nahi aaogi……am I clear…
L: jee of course…..
the lady opened the door and Armaan and riddhima entered it……riddhima was just behind Armaan……the lady left from there and closed the door but didn’t locked it….
it was dark in the room…..armaan saw a figure in a corner……he didn’t said anything just signed riddhima with his eyes to go to muskaan……riddhima did as he wished……she moved to muskaan and tapped her shoulder……muskaan looked at her shocked and then started laughing……
M: aree bhabi aap yaha pe……hahahahhahaha…..aap yaha pe kya kar rahi ho bhabi……hahahaha
R: muskaan tum theek to ho……
M: haa me to theek hu…..mujhe kya hona hai…..hahahahah aapko pata hai….....mene aapko boooohoooot mishhhhh kiya…..kya aapne bhi mujhe mishhh kiya bhabi…….
R: haaa muski mene bhi tumko bohot mishhhh kiya……
M: jhuuuuttt……aap jhut bol rahi ho……aap mujhse ek baal bhi milne nahi aayi……
muskaan turned her head at the other side and behaved like a kid……
R: muski aisi koi baat nahi hai…..dekho tumse koun milne aaya hai……
M: koun hai bhabi……
A: me hu muskaan……
Muskaan kept quit…..she was latterly shocked as she saw her elder brother infornt of her………she saw him after such a long time…….and tear build in her eyes……she tried to stand up but because she was too weak….armaan helped her……
M: bhai……bhai aap aa gaye…..
suddenly muskaan sounden very mature and didn’t behaved like a kid……Armaan was confused about the change…..
A: ha muskaan me aa gaya…….
M: bhai aap kaha the......aapko....aapko pata hai....sab khatam ho gaya.....sab......
muskaan started crying and sank on the floor....armaan followed her……muskaan hugged him and held on his shirt….in the fear….that if she will leave his shirt he will again go away….....riddhima stood in a corner and watched the bro and sis conversation.......
A: muskaan to yaha pe…….
M: bhai plzzz mujhe…..mujhe bacha lo….plzzz bhai….me yaha pe nahi……nahi rehna chahti yaha pe…….
A: muskaan lekin tujhe yaha pe bheja kisne??
M: bhai me pagal nahi hu…….me…me saach….saach me pagal…..nahi hu......plzzzz mujhe bacha lo.....bhai plzzz......
due to crying and her weakness muskaan fainted in his arms…..armaan and riddhima both got panicked……armaan called the lady and told her to call the amublane……..they drove with muskaan to the hospital……the doctor informed them that muskaan is not stabile and she has to stay in the hospital for some days……Armaan was hell worried…..everything here was a mess…..now he is back and he will sort everything out……he has to sort out everything….and for that he has to take up the business again……
Armaan left riddhima at home and told her to rest even though she tried to protest Armaan made her take some rest because she looked very pale and it was for her also too much to handle……he gave her some water with sleeping pills so that she could relax……..when he was sure that riddhima slept……he went to the mental asyl…
A: me apni behen muskaan ko yaha se lejana chahta hu…..
L: jee? aap aisa nahi kar sakte.....
A: kyu nahi kar sakta??? She is my sister…..
L: lekin jinhone unko yaha pe admit kiya tha…..unhone hame strict oders diye the….ke muskaan ko yaha se kahi bhi nahi jane dena……she is mentally not stable……she needs her shock therapy…..
A: KYAAAAA.......how dare you give my sister shock therapy? aap jante bhi hai ke me koun hu? aur koun leke aaya tha muskaan ko yaha pe?
L: dekhiye we are not intressted ke aap koun hai…….humko sirf apna kaam karna hai…..aur wese bhi…..MUSKAAN KE BHAI SID ne humko yeh orders diye the……
A: sid ne???
Armaan was shocked to hear sids name………but now he has to concentrate on muskaan….
A: I am ARMAAN MALLIK……AM EMPRIESS ka owner…..it would be better agar aap mere decision me mera saath de…..nahi to aapki aankh jhapakne se pehle hi aapke yeh emntal asyl ka naamo nishaam me mita dungi…..and be sure ….me jo kehta hu wo kar ke dikhata hu……
L: lekin sir hum muskaan ko…..
A: I said na…..i want the papers right now…..muskaan ab yaha pe nahi rahegi……or do u want me to make my word come true??
L. I am sorry sir….it wont happen again…..
the lady left and brought the discharge papers……the was scared seen Armaan that angry……he was fuming in anger…..how could sid put muskaan in an mental asyl…..he was sure that muskaan is not mad…..she is just a little bit shocked because of the death of their mother……but that doesn’t mean that she is not mental staible……..she on her own said that she is not mad…….how could sid do that…….armaan has to talk with sid about this……but before that he called Rahul and talked with him…..
A: ha Rahul….sun yr…tujhe mera ek kaam karna hoga…..
R: haa bol na...
A: muskaan hospital me hai.....aur....
R: kyaaaaa......muskaan hospital me hai.....kab....kaise....kyu.....wo theek to hai na.....are armaan tu kuch bolta kyu nahi hai....kuch bol to sahi.....muskaan ko kya hua???
A: aree tu mujhe bolne dega tohi me bolunga na.....
R: ha to bol na.... kya hua muskaan ko.....
armaan told rahul everything what happend in muskaans room and also informed him that muskaan wont go back there every again......
A: yr Rahul….me chahta hu ke to har waqt muskaan ka dhyaan rakh…..uske upar nazar rakh….i mean me chahta hu ke u dekh that she is alright….i just have a feeling that someone doesn’t want her to be alive…..
R: tu fikar mat kar mere dost……me muskaan ka pura khayal rakhunga…..u just don’t worry……
A: thanks Rahul…..
Armaan left from there and drove to the graveyard….where his mother was buried…..he stayed there for some time and promised his dead mom that he will solve everything out…..now he is back and he will make sure….that everything will be as normal as it was….
As Armaan reached home…..he saw riddhima cooking in the kitchen…….when she heard him she came out of the kitchen and asked him to eat….
R: Armaan tumhe bhook lagi hogi….tum fresh hoke aa jao…phir thoda khana khaa lene….okee
A: mujhe bhook nahi hai riddhima……aur wese bhi tumhe meri fikar karne ki koi zarurat nahi hai…..aaj tak tumhare bina bhi jee raha tha….aage bhi jee lunga….
with that Armaan left for his room and riddhima started crying……she put everything back and without even eating anything she went to her room……she cried and cried…..when Armaan came out of his room he heard her crying and felt bad….he went to the kitchen and saw that she had not touched the food……know he felt more bad……he knew that she wasn’t good at all but still she skips her food……he put some on a plate and went to her room……standing infront of her room he heard her crying and saying something….
R: tum aisa kyu kar rahe ho Armaan………plzzz mujhe bata do ke meri galti kya hai….me to sirf tumse hi pyaar kaiya hai aur marte dum tak sirf tumse hi pyaar karti rahungi………meri kya galti hai ke sid tumhe pasand nahi karti………kyu mujhe sab saza dete rehte hai.......kya me itni buri hu….kya mujhe koi haq nahi hai ke mujhe bhi koi pyaar kare…….tumhari judai ne mujhe itna nahi toda jitna tumhara yeh rude behavior mujhe andar se maar raha hai…….armaan tum plzzz mujhe maaf kar do….me chah ke bhi tumhe kuch bhi nahi bata sakti……plzzz Armaan…..
Armaan couldn’t hold it any longer….and knocked on her door……he waited for sometime then she opened it……she saw him with a plate and asked him….
R: kya tumhe kuch chahiye Armaan?
Armaan didn’t said anything…..he just took her by her hands and made her sit on the bed……he made himself compfortable and started feeding her……but she didn’t want to eat……because he also didn’t eat anything……so she also started feeding him…..they both were very quit…..but their silence spoke thousand of words……
in their thought:
R: tum itna pyaar kyu karte ho mujhse Armaan?
A: agar tumse pyaar nahi karunga…to mere jeene ka maksad hi khatam ho jaega….
R: I am sorry Armaan….me janti hu ke me bohot buri hu……lekin me nahi chahti ke meri wajah se tumhe koi bhi problem ho….
A: me janta hu riddhima….sirf tum hi ho…..jisko meri itni fikar ho sakti hai…..lekin ek bar mujhe batao to sahi ke kya baat hai….tumhe humare pyaar pe bharosa nahi hai kya?
R: me tumhe chah ke bhi kuch nahi bata sakti Armaan….agar mene tumhe kuch bhi bataya to tumhari zindagi ko khatra ho jayega……aur mere liye tumhari zindagi meri apni zindagi se bohot zyaada important hai……hamare pyaar ki wajah se hi to me aaj bhi saanse le rahi hu….
A: tumhe pata hai riddhima…..jab mene tumhe dekha to mujhe pata chala ke mere jeene ki wajha aaj bhi yahe pe hai…..me yaha se dur to chala gaya tha….lekin meri dil to sirf yahi pe tha …..sirf tumhare pas….
R: jab mene tumhe dekha to aisa laga ke ab jaake saanso me saan aayi hai……agar tumhe kuch ho gaya to me jee ke kya karungi Armaan…..me tumhare bina nahi jee sakti…..
A: I LOVE U RIDDHIMA
R: I LOVE U ARMAAN….
suddenly both came out of their thought……..they where still feeding each other quietly……
A: tumne kuch kaha riddhima?
R: nahi....aur tumne?
A: nahi.....ab tum so jao....gud night...
R: armaan…
A: hmmm
R: thank u
A: so jao riddhima
armaan left her room and thought about her talk……kya baat chupa rahi hai riddhima…….he thought that some big SHOCK is going to come…..a very very big PROBLEM…..and he has to solve it…..and he didn’t knew why but somehow…..everything was connected with SID……..but which part is sid playing in all this……why is everything such a mystery……he went to his room and drank a little bit alcohol…..he sat on his bed and closed his eyes….to think practically……but just as he closed his eyes…riddhimas face came into his mind……riddhima…..his life….his love……his first and last love……


with lots of love #AMNA :)

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