Tuesday, 9 May 2017

Part 54 : Dard ka rishta



when arman informed his family about riddhima’s decision,the first reaction came from sahil : “toh aap aur di chale jao na mumbai,achcha hoga us aryan se peecha chutega di ka.”
dadi uttered happily : “haan,yahi thik rahega arman beta.riddhima ne sahi decision liya. ab yahan rahegi to wo insaan uska peecha nahi chodega.”

arman uttered in a low voice : “:nahi dadi,mai nahi ja raha,wo akeli jayegi.”
Hearing it all looked at him surprisingly where ananya yelled : “pagal ho gaya hai kya? Kya bol raha hai tu?
Arman : “jo aapne suna.aur yeh mera nahi riddhima ka decision hai.”
Ananya uttered confusingly : “par usne aisa socha kaise?means iska kya matlab hai aur tune use kuch kaha kyon nahi?”
Arman uttered : “mumma,samjha karo.hume sab pata tha isliye hume koi fark nahi padta,par riddhima ko achanak sab pata chala hai ,wo bahut hi baichen hai aur kuch soch nahi pa rahi hai.usne shayad isiliye kuch din yahan se dur rahne ka decision liya hai.don’t worry,wo normal ho jayegi toh wapas aa jayegi.”
Ananya :”phir bhi beta,yeh akele….nahi mai toh nahi chodungi usey .
Arman : “maine soch liya hai mumma,dadiji aur sahil bhi uske sath jayenge,waise sahil ka toh abhi holidays hain.”
Sahil gave his decision : “mai nahi ja raha mumbai .wahan mumma papa ki yaden mujhe maar dalegi bhaiya.pata nahi kaise ab tak unhe bhulakar ji raha hun,bahut mushkil se bhula paya hun unhe .”
Dadi : “haan arman,sahil thik kahta hai.jab unhe yaad karna tha humne dill ke ander hi unhe dafan kar diya .sahil ne apni didi ke liye apne mumma papa ki photo tak apne sath nahi rakhi aur ab phir se unhi rashton se gujarna,unko yaad karna..kahin is bachche ko mansik rup se beemar naa kar de.”
Arman looked at ananya and uttered : “thik hai phir aap chali jao mumma.”
Ananya uttered : “mai taiyar hun beta,par riddhima shayad nahi maane.”
Arman : “I know mumma par hum usey akela bhi nahi chod sakte,mai baat karta hun.”
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He came in room where riddhima was standing near the window while looking at the sky. Arman felt sigh seeing her sad weak face. he wished to punish that person for whom riddhima was suffering like this. he came to her and uttered slowly : “riddhima..kuch kahna tha ,kya mumma tuhare sath mubai ja sakti hai?”
Riddhima jerked hearing it.she replied slowly : “nahi arman,mai akele rahna chahti hun ..matlab sabse dur rahna chahti hun jisse mai mere jivan me hue changes ko bhula sakun.”
Arman tried to explain her : “actually sahil nahi ja raha aur dadi ka akele tumhare sath rahna,kuch bhi jarurat ho sakti hai tum dono ko.”
Riddhima uttered slowly looking at the road : “agar meri memories nahi jati arman toh kya hota?
Arman uttered confusingly : “matlab?
Riddhima : “socho,Aryan chodkar jane ke baad mai thik ho gayi par meri memories bhi nahi gayi,toh mai un haalaton me kya karti?”
Arman uttered nodding : “don’t know riddhima…aur mujhe wo sab sochna bhi nahi hai.
Riddhima uttered looking at him : “toh ya to mai suicide kar leti ya sahil aur dadi ke liye zinda rahti..toh hum Mumbai me rahte,dadi,mai aur sahil.
Arman : “jo nahi hua uske barey me kya sochna riddhima.mai toh ab itna hi janta hun ki tum meri patni ho aur mai tumhe akela nahi chod sakta aur na hi sad dekh sakta.aur chahunga jo hua unhe bhul jao.”
Riddhima uttered with a pale smile : “ shayad ekdin bhul jaun ya shayad ekdin ye sab sapna lage. “
Arman uttered touching her hand : “aisa hi hoga kyonki mera pyar tumhe sabkuch bhula dega,dekhna tum.”
Riddhima shivered feeling arman’s touch and moved a bit then uttered : ‘mai tumhare pyar ke kabil nahi arman aur tumne jo kiya mujhse pyar karke nahi,insaaniyat ki khatir kia.
Riddhima’s words hurt arman.he uttered in a wet voice : “bas itna hi tumne mujhe pahchana hai riddhima? Itna hi jaan payi ho ki maine jo kiya sirf insaaniyat ki khatir? Kya humare beech kuch bhi nahi tha?”
Riddhima uttered : “jo kuch bhi tha wo apne aap nahi bana tha arman,tumne banaya tha..haalat ne banaya tha..tumhe mujhpar taras aa gaya tha..ek ladki,jo apni izzat ,apne mumma papa aur yahan tak ki apni memories bhi kho chuki thi...jise uska fiancĂ©,jo kuch hi dino me jivan sathi banne wala tha..wo chodkar chala gaya tha...aise ladki par taras aana normal tha..aur tumhe aaya kyonki tum ek bahut achche insaan ho,sabka khyal rakhte ho..jaise tumne dadi aur sahil ka bhi rakha..par isme pyar kahan se aaya arman? Pyar toh usey kahte hain jo ho jata hai........
arman laughed painfully and uttered : “shayad jo tumhe Aryan se ho gaya tha na riddhima? Haan riddhima,tumne sahi kaha hai,mujhe tumpar taras aa gaya tha isliye tumse dur bhag nahi paya..tum yahi sunna chahti ho na? To thik hai,yahi sahi.par ab kya tum Aryan ke paas jaogi? Jab maine sabkuch chodkar apni duniya sirf aur sirf tumhe banaya to yeh tumhe ehsaan lag raha hai? Thik hai..you can go...
saying he went from there banging the door loudly.
Riddhima looked at the way arman went and mumbled : “mujhe bhulna hoga arman..mai apne past ko lekar tumhare sath,yahan is ghar me nahi ji sakti..mai in sabse dur jana chahti hun jahan mai sab kuch bhula sakun...bhula sakun ki mai kisi aur ki patni banne wali thi..bhula skun ki mere izzat ke sath khela gaya tha..bhula sakun ki tumhe na chahte hue bhi mujhe apnana pada tha kyonki ananya aunty ne kaha tha....bas itna yaad rakh paun ki mai tumse beintehaan pyar ki hun aur isi pyar ke sahare sari zindagi katna hai mujhe...mujhe toh bas yeh dar hai ki , mai yahan rahi toh pata nahi kab meri memory wapas aa jaye aur mai tumhe bhulkar us Aryan ko apna manne lagun..nahi arman,ab toh bas tumhari yaden aur tumhari nishani hi meri zindagi me sab kuch hai...bas tum mujhe bhulkar aage badhna..koi aisi ladki ko chunna jo sirf tumse pyar kare aur meri tarah uske zindagi ka kisi hisse me koi daag na ho...tumhari bedag zindagi me koi bedag ladki hi khushi bhar sakti hai,mai nahi...
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next day morning when dadi came in the garden to pick some flowers for puja,surprised to see that arman was lying on the swing and sleeping there folded his legs on his chest . dadiji covered arman with her shawl and came to riddhima’s room and saw that her door was opened.she peeped in and saw riddhima was sleeping on the bed. she came there to talk to her but seeing her in a deep sleep,she stopped and back to the door. she came in ananya’s room and called slowly : “ananya..
ananya opened her eyes and seeing dadi ,she asked worriedly : “kya hua aunty?
then looked at the clock and uttered : “aaj itna kaise so gayi!
dadi uttered : “abhi bas 6 hi baze hain ananya.”
ananya uttered : “oh! mujhe laga 8 baz gaye hain,par aap kyon utha gayi?
dadi uttered : “mai toh roj hi 5 baze uthti hun,achcha jo mai kahne aayi thi,yeh arman garden me kyon so raha hai?
ananya asked surprisingly : “garden me!kyon?
dadi : “wo toh mai tujhse puch rahi hun.lagta hai phir se riddhima ne fight ki hai.”
ananya uttered confusingly : “mujhe kuch pata nahi aunty. isse pahle kabhi dono me fight hota toh wo humare paas aakar hi ek dusre ka complian karte the.”
dadi nodded and uttered : “mujhe kuch thik nahi lag raha hai.”
just then arman came in and uttered : “mumma,mai hospital ja raha hun.”
ananya uttered surprisingly : “arey! abhi kyon? itni subah?
arman uttered looking at her : “kaam hai mumma,waise bhi wahan ka kaam incomplete chodkar aa gaya tha...toh mai hospital se hi nikal jaunga.”
ananya and dadi looked at him with open mouth.ananya uttered : “ tu aise kaise ja sakta hai ?riddhima ke barey me kuch socha?
arman uttered with a sulking face : “mujhe kya sochna hai? wo mature hai ,apna bhala bura khud soch sakti hai.
dadi uttered : “haan beta,hume pata hai wo kitni mature hai.wo ek bahut badi pagal hai jo tujhse fight karti rahti hai.
arman uttered : “usne fight nahi ki hai dadi ji.”
dadi uttered : “achcha!to tu garden me kyon so raha tha?
arman : “actually raat ko need nahi aa rahi thi isliye wahan baitha tha aur phir need aa gayi toh so gaya. anyways,mai late ho raha hun...aur haan,dadiji aap aur sahil riddhima ke sath mumbai ja rahe hain,maine raat ko hi aaplogon ka ticket book kar diya hai,aaj sham ko flight hai.”
dadi uttered surprisingly : “yeh sab kab kiya aur kyon? mai nahi jane wali aur sahil ka jawab to tujhe pahle hi mil gaya beta.”
arman uttered looking at dadi : “abhi riddhima aapdono ke siva kisiko nahi chahti apne life me dadi ji,aur aapko hi usey sambhalna hoga,vurna wo tut jayegi.kya mere liye bhi aap itna nahi kar payegi dadiji?
dadi uttered in a wet voice : “tu jo kahega karungi beta par mujhe yahan rahna hai,ab yahi mera ghar hai aur tumlog meri family ho.”saying she wiped her tears.
arman came to her and uttered holding her hands : “jarur dadiji,bas kuch dino ki baat hai phir sab thik ho jayega..achcha mai chalta hun.”
he turned to go but heard ananya’s voice : “tu sham ko ghar aayega na arman? riddhima aur dadi ji ,sahil ko airport drop karne jayega na? mai bhi jaungi tere sath.”
arman uttered looking at ananya : “nahi mumma,mai nahi ja paunga,aap chali jana.”
saying he left the room .dadi mumbled : “kuch thik nahi ho raha ananya..mujhe dar lag raha hai..
ananya uttered slowly : “mujhe bhi aunty...kash! humare yeh bure din jaldi gujar jaye..
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when riddhima got to know that dadi and sahil was coming with her,she felt relaxed as she was scared of going mumbai.she didn’t remember anything about there and even she had forgotten her house also.so if sahil and dadi was with her,it will be easy for her to stay there. but dadi and sahil was angry with her,they stopped to talking with her. ananya informed her that she will go to drop them at airport as arman was very busy but riddhima knew he was angry on her.
at evening they came airport. ananya and her friends came to drop her and anjali and atul said that they were coming in mumbai in 1 or 2 days.
riddhima : “par iski kya jarurat hai anjali?”
anjali uttered rounding eyes : “tujhe nahi hai par humey teri aur teri family ki fikar rahegi. aur atul ko apne patient ka tension hai. but don’t worry,hum bas 2 din ke liye jayenge.”
riddhima hugged her and uttered : “will miss you anajli..
anjali uttered with a sulking face : “toh jane ko koun kaha hai,mat ja.”
muskan ; “haan riddhzi,tu ja kyon rahi hai? please mat ja na.”
nikki : “haan riddhzi,tere bina hum rah nahi payenge..teri buri aadat lagi hai hume.”
riddhima looked at them with wet eyes and hugged them. then she touched ananya’s feet and uttered slowly : “apna khyal rakhiyega.”
ananya touched her head while letting a long breathe but didn’t say anything.
riddhima stepped to the main gate where dadi and sahil was waiting for her. before going inside,she turned..looked at all of them who were coming to bye her . her heart said : “mat ja riddhima inhe chodkar..yahi teri duniya hai..yahan tera ghar hai..teri family hai aur tera arman...
she looked her friends but her eyes searched that person whom she loved most..who is the most important part of her life...who is very precious to her....without whom she couldn’t able to imagine her life...but he was not anywhere.....riddhima looked at the waving hands of her friends..wiped her tears secretly and said to heart....”wo naraj hai tujhse riddhima..aur tujhse dur chala gaya hai...aur ab kabhi tujhe manane nahi aayega...
she mumbled...” sorry to leave you arman...will miss you...love you forever...
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love you all
punam

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