Thursday, 18 May 2017

part 56 : dard ka rishta

                     


riddhima’s sleep broke hearing sahil’s exciting  voice  from the balcony :" arey,dekho dadi koun aaye hain!”

riddhima’s heart skipped a beat thinking that it was arman.she knew arman didn’t live without her.a smile crept on her lips and she moved down from the bed hurriedly. she forgot that she came here only to make distance from him.she saw sahil was coming inside from the balcony but before she could ask,he went from there running. riddhima smiled and came to the window but disappointed seeing that it was atul and anjali not arman.she saw sahil ran to them and hugged atul. atul waved his hairs while asked something.sahil nodded and they stepped to their house.riddhima came out of the room and saw anjali was coming to her hurriedly.seeing riddhima she stretched her arms while yelled : “kaisi hai riddhzi?”


riddhima hugged her tightly.her eyes became wet but she controlled herself immediately but surprised hearing anjali’s voice : “rona aa raha hai toh ro le na riddzi .”

riddhima replied : “mai ro nahi rahi.”

anjali uttered caressing her hairs : “ itna toh janti hun tujhe ridhzi.”

riddhima tried to change the topic,so asked : “tum log toh kal aane wale the na?”

dadi uttered annoyedly : “arey!aise koi baat karta hai kya?”

anjali laughed and replied : “tere pati ka sada hua crying face dekhna mere vash ki baat nahi isliye bhag aayi wahan se.”

dadi uttered in an angry tone : “isey kya bata rahi hai anjali,yeh toh iska hi kaam hai.”

atul uttered : “chodiye na dadiji,anjali mazak kar rahi hai.arman bilkul thik hai.”

dadi uttered : “bhagwan karey thik hi rahe mera bachcha.”

but something pierced in riddhima’s heart hearing arman was fine.her heart said : “tujhe bhul gaya hai wo,actually tu bhi toh yahi chahti thi na.”

she heard atul’s voice : “mai toh bas apne patient ko dekhne aaya hun,mujhe bahut tension ho raha tha ki pata nahi riddhima kaisi hai.”

riddhima uttered : “mai bilkul thik hun.”

atul asked : “maine jo medicine di tumne li thi na? raat ko thik se need aayi thi na?”

before riddhima could reply ,dadi uttered : “haan atul beta..mere room me hi soyi thi.arman bete ka order tha na,wo kabhi mana nahi karti.par kya hua pata hai anjali,subah uthi toh dekhi mujhse lipatkar so rahi hai huamri princess.”

sahil asked surprisingly : “sach me?

dadi uttered while giggling : “haan,usey aadat hai na.”

sahil : “hain! di ko kab aadat lagi aapse lipatkar sone ki?”

dadi uttered frowning : “mujhse nahi,tere arman bhaiya se.itta bhi nahi samajhta buddhu? lamba itna ho gaya akal kuch nahi aayi.”

all laughed on dadi’s words except riddhima.she tried to remember when she went to dadi’s bed and remembered about her nightmare.after seeing that horrible dream,she got scared and woke up ,drank water and came to the window moving down from her bed but seeing lonely dark road,she got scared more and went to her bed,she closed her eyes and tried to sleep. after some time she slept but now the dream she saw it was totally beyond her thought.now she saw ,she was getting married with  someone.she was happy thinking that it was arman.but when that person looked at her,he was aryan not arman. riddhima opened her eyes and got up on the bed with a jerk. she couldn’t imagine anyone in place of arman. she started sweating badly. she had taken  the decision to go away from arman but didn’t want anyone in her life except him.her heart said to her : “chali ja wapas riddhima.tu sirf arman ki hai aur wo tera.uska place koi nahi le sakta.”

she looked at dadi who was sleeping peacefully in her bed.she moved down from bed,lied beside dadi and closed eyes touching her hand.

her trance broke hearing anjali’s voice : “kahan kho gayi riddzi?”

riddhima asked in a low tone : “ananya mumma kaisi hai?”

anjali :”thik hai bas tujhe miss kar rahi hai.”

riddhima uttered : “aur baki sab?”

anjali uttered laughing : “baki sab me arman bhi hai kya?”

riddhima didn’t reply but atul addressed to anjali : “anjali bas karo na.chalo riddhima,mai tumhara presure check kar lun.”
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the whole day spent  but anjali was surprised feeling that  riddhima didn’t want to know anything about arman. at evening they made program  to visit the mumbai. anjali uttered : “tera to sab jagah dekha hua hai,tu toh bachpan se hi yahi thi na?”

atul uttered : “anjali,tum bhi kya kahti rahti ho.riddhima ko kuch yaad nahi hai bhul gayi kya?”

anjali uttered with a sorry face : “sorry yaar,toh chal aaj hum khub ghumenge.”

sahil uttered excitedly  : “haan anjali di,aur mai aapko kal mere school bhi le jaunga aur di ka college bhi.”

anjali nodded and uttered sighing : “arman hota toh maza aa jata..mujhe apne best friend ke bina sab phika lagta hai.”

atul chuckled : “wah ji,meri koi value hi nahi.”

anjali laughed on his word.
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after 2 days,they went back to delhi but before returning, anjali requested riddhima a lot time to talk to arman and to back there. atul only said to take care herself and reminded to take medicine timely and not to give pressure on her brain. sahil uttered sadly : “mujhe delhi jana hai,ab wahi mera ghar hai.mujhe yahan nahi rahna.”

dadi uttered nodding : ‘haan,ab toh mujhe bhi wahi apna ghar lagta hai.aur yahan toh mujhe sirf mere bete aur bahu ki yaad aati hai jinhe mai itne salon se bhulne ki koshish kar rahi hun.”


riddhima didn’t say a word as she herself didn’t understand what was going on and what she wanted.she didn’t want to live with arman with the feelings that she had to married aryan,who was arman’s elder brother..but in heart she wanted to live with arman only...she already started missing him..she had a great urge to hear his voice..she wanted to talk to him,to irritate him with her foolish antics and to saw his angry but cute face.


she came in  her room and dumped herself on the couch and closed eyes.just then her mobile started ringing..she jumped and picked the phone but it was tamanna : “hi riddhima ma’m ,kaisi ho aap?”
riddhima replied : ‘mai thik hun tamanna,how are you? sid kaisa hai?”
tamanna : “mai thik hun riddhima.aap kitne dino me wapas aaogi?”
riddhima uttered surprisingly : ‘tumhe kisne bataya?”
tam : “wo..dr. arman ko pucha tha maine. waise riddhima,dr. arman ko itna sad maine kabhi nahi dekha.he is missing you,aap jaldi wapas aa jao na.”
riddhima uttered hurriedly : ‘usne kya bataya tumhe?
tam : “kisne? dr. arman ne? kuch nahi bas kaha aap kuch din ke liye apne ghar gayi ho.waise pata nahi kyon aapke sare friends sad hain,sid is also missing you.”
riddhima uttered hurriedly ; “mai phone rakhti hun tamanna,baad me baat karte hain.”
after keeping phone riddhima threw herself on the bed and closed her eyes.tears started flowing down her cheeks. she mumbled : “nahi rah paungi tumhare bina arman..sahil aur dadi ke sath sath mujhe bhi apna ghar wapas jana hai...bas ekbaar mujhe wapas bula lo..”
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arman was sitting in the garden on the swing when ananya came to her and sat beside him  and uttered caressing his shoulder : ‘phone kyon nahi kar leta?”

arman uttered looking other side : “kyon karun? kya wo nahi kar sakti thi?’

ananya uttered slowly : “wo nahi ki toh tu kar le,ab dono agar is baat par adamant bane rahoge to duriyan badhti jayegi arman.”

arman uttered looking at ananya : “aap batao mumma,meri kya galti hai isme? riddhima ko lagta hai yeh mera ehsaan hai aur wah is ehsaan ke sath nahi rah sakti.”

ananya uttered : “ehsaan toh hai tera arman..tera ehsaan hai mujhpar jo mere bas kahne se hi tune riddhima ko sahara diya.”

arman uttered holding her hands in him: “aisa mat kaho mumma.haan,mai pahle jarur ghabra gaya tha par haalat aise ban gaye ki maine isey hi sach samjha.aur itne salon me mai toh bhul hi gaya ki riddhima ka rishta kisi aur ke sath hone wala tha. sach kahun mumma,pahle pahle mujhe bhi lagta tha ki aryan wapas aane par mai uski amanat  usey wapas kar dunga par baad me mai sab kuch bhul gaya mumma..yeh bhi bhul gaya tha ki kabhi aryan wapas aa sakta hai..mai toh apne sapnon me khoya rahta tha jo maine riddhima ke sath dekha tha.”

ananya uttered caressing his hand : “mai janti hun arman.”

arman uttered wiping his tears : “aryan chahta kya hai mumma? kyon wapas aaya hai? kya wo phir se humare sath rahna chahta ya aapki property chahta hai ya riddhima ko..”he left the words incomplete and started looking other side.

ananya uttered in a determined voice :  “aryan ko sirf property chahiye arman,wo riddhima se shadi nahi karega kyonki he is already married.”

hearing it arman jerked and uttered in a shocking tone : “kyaa!aapko kaise pata!kya aap usse pahle bhi mili?batao mumma..

ananya uttered : “arman,mai usse kabhi nahi mili.wo mera beta jarur hai par maine usey usidin apni zindagi se nikal diya tha jab wo riddhima ko aise haalat me chodkar kaayar ki tarah bhag gaya tha.wo mujhse milne ki koshish karta raha,apni bachchi ko,apni patni ko lekar aaya par mai mili hi nahi.shayad isiliye wo gussa nikal raha hai,badla le raha hai wo aur mai aisa nahi hone dungi.”

arman was speechless hearing it.he uttered in a shocking voice : “usne shadi kar li!uski family hai! aapne nahi bataya mumma..aur aur kya riddhima ko pata hai yeh sab?


ananya uttered : “arman,maine bataya na maine usey aur uski family ko kabhi accept nahi kiya. mujhe nahi pata riddhima ko sabkuch pata hai ki nahi ,shayad nahi ho. par humey uske baare me sochna hi nahi chahiye..ab toh bas mujhe apni bahu aur dadi ,sahil ko yahan wapas laana hai aur maine soch liya hai ,mai jaungi riddhima ko wapas lane,usey samjhaungi par mai usey thoda time dena chahti hun and i am sure arman tujhse alag rahne ke baad wo samajh jayegi ki wo tere bina nahi rah sakti.waise meri aunty aur sahil se baat hoti rahti hai.”

arman uttered slowly : “mumma,riddhima wapas aa jayegi na? wo mujhe maaf kar degi na?”

ananya uttered lovingly : “tu toh bada pagal hai,tune koi galti ki hi nahi toh maafi ki baat kahan se aayi?and i promise usey wapas le aaungi,wo kabhi tujhse alag rah hi nahi sakti.bas usey thoda time de aur us uparwale par bharosa rakh.

arman uttered : “thank you mumma..

ananya uttered lovingly : “ja beta,jakar rest kar. mujhe pata hai kal sari raat tu baichen hokar corridor me ghum raha tha,bilkul nahi soya.”

arman nodded and came to his room.he lied on the bed but sleep was far away from his eyes. he got up and picked his guitar and started playng with the strings . suddenly he remembered riddhima had requested him many times to teach her guitar playing but he always refused her saying that ..”mere guitar ko hath lagane ki bhi jurrat mat karna,yeh mujhe jaan se bhi pyari hai.”

arman’s words madeher angry always and she announced every time : “is guitar ko ekdin jungle me fenk dungi .”

arman used to tease her saying : “jungli billi aur kar hi kya sakti hai,par jis din mera guitar jungle me jayega,tumhe bhi wahan fenk aaunga..”
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tears started flowing from his eyes and fell on the guitar...he started playing the guitar while his pain became the words...

Why Did You Break My Heart?
Why Did We Fall In Love?
Why Did You Go Away, Away, Away, Away?

Dil Mera Churaaya Kyoon
Jab Yeh Dil Todna Hi Tha
Humse Dil Lagaaya Kyoon
Humse Munh Modna Hi Tha....

Why Did You Break My Heart?
Why Did We Fall In Love?
Why Did You Go Away, Away, Away, Away?

Ho, Dil Ko Dhadakna Tune Sikhaaya
Dil Ko Tadapna Tune Sikhaaya
Aankhon Mein Aansu Chhupe The Kahin
Inko Chhalakna Tune Sikhaaya
Seene Mein Basaaya Kyoon
Dil Se Jab Khelna Hi Tha
Humse Dil Lagaaya Kyoon
Humse Munh Modna Hi Tha........

Dil Mera Churaaya Kyoon
Why Did You Break My Heart?
Why Did We Fall In Love?
Why Did You Go Away, Away, Away, Away?
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love you all
punam

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