Tuesday, 27 June 2017

part 33 : Sirf Tum



"EVERYTHING IS JUST PERFECT UNTIL..."

PART 'B'
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10 months later...

"Damm aaj fir na late ho jaaun" Armaan spoke hurriedly while tying his shoe lases "Bracelet... Meri coffee" he shouted top of his lungs moving towards the wardrobe door "Yaar vo file kahan hai.." he searched in his wardrobe but didn't find "Gosh ye Bracelet na..." he shook his head moving towards her wardrobe and started checking in it "Ye yahan rakha hai" he smiled picking the file when something fell from upper shelf "Ye kya hai..." he looked at the dairy and opened it "Wohho... Ye to Bracelet ki hai" he smirked and started reading , it was her dairy which she written before their marriage in this dairy she didn't penned much coz she had only written when she felt her life will be destroyed and taking out all her frustration in this She had written that's why she hate men and specialy husbands



"Samajh mein nai aa raha ki khush houn ki...finally meri shaadi ho rahi hai...aur Papa k sir se ek bojh kam ho jayga...yaa fir dukhi houn ki ab meri life barbaad hone wali hai hai...kisi k haato...jo ab mere faisle lega ki main kya pehnu kya khau kya bolu aur kab hasu...mujhpe haq jatyga...mujhe jab chahe vo chuega.. Hmmm...uski marzi se uthna baithna...khana pina..sab kuch uski marzi se... Par pata nai ku vo vaisa nai lagta...but Shilpa vo ladka hai jise sab kuch apne control mein chahiye...ladki b... Pehle apne innocence mein fasayga...fir jab tum fas jaogi...apne desires fulfil karega...aur baad mein apne kaam mein busy ho jayga...tum uske parivaar ko sambhalogi...fir uske bacho ko...aur agar beti hui to ek aur problem...aur agar Maa nai banni to dusri problem...aur jab apna gussa nikalna hua toh ofcourse Shilpa Tum target hogi... Chahe bachhe galti kare to tum maar khaogi...aur agar parivar ko dhoka degi toh, tum to sabse uche position pe hogi maar ya blame khane k liye...jab tum galti karogi shayad tumhara gala hi daba de...nai nai wrong Shilpa gala nai dabayga...tumhe blackmail karega...tumhari family k naam se... Bachare bache b maar kha sakte hai kabhi kabhi..fir at the end jab tumse bore ho jayga bahar kisi innocent ladki ko fasayga...yaa fir tumhe divorce b de sakta anything Shilpa..but don't worry dude main ya to mar jaungi...yaa fir kahin bhaag jaungi par girungi nai... Mom kehti hai sab ki kismat same nai hoti...par hamari hai...main janti hu..bas pray karungi ki Suku, Riddhima aur Panchi apne life mein khush rahe... Par maine decide kar liya hai jab tak meri teeno behno ki shaadi nai ho jaati... Main usko jhelungi aur jaise hi mujhe yakeen ho jayga ki vo apni life mein khush hai... Main use chod dungi chahe mujhe use khudko saupna pade bina meri marzi k... Yaa fir dilse usse accept karun... Chahe bache ho jaaye yaa fir main usko pyaar b karne lagun... Main use chod k chali jaungi hamesha k liye... Apni zindagi akele jeene k liye jaha mujhe kisi k saath ki jarurat nai hogi... Koi b nai kabhi b nai" And as he read this the dairy fell from his hand he moved some steps back wd moist eyes

"Nai ye jhut hai..." he whispered in broken voice When

"Armaan... Aapki coffee" Shilpa came and kept the coffee cup on table "Armaan" she turned towards him but seeing him standing like a statue , numb made her frowned she walked towards him "File mili aapko" she asked coming infront of him but seeing his state she got worried "Armaan kya huaaa??" she asked worriedly looking at him who looked at her hurtfully



"Tum... Mujhe chod dogi na" he asked in cracked voice making her confused but seeing his moist eyes a certain fear crept in her

"Aap aisa kyun keh rahe hai... Main aisa kyun karungi" She replied slowly cupping his face who immediately jerked her hand

"Jhuth... Bilkul jhuth... Aaj tak jhut hi to bolti aayi ho" he shouted angrily but she can sensed his hurt voice

"Armaan maine koi jhuth nai bola" she spoke softly while her eyes were already getting wet

"O really... To fir yeh kya hai" he picked that dairy and kept that in her hand who looked at it and understood everything

"Nai Armaan... Ye ...ye pehle ki baat thi" she spoke holding his shirt who step back

"Main kaise maan loon Bracelet... Tumne isme saaf saaf likha hai... Agar tumhe mujhse pyaar b ho jayga to b chod dogi... Right" he spoke hurtfully to which she moved towards him but stopped by his raised hand "Don't... Please... Fine agar tumhe tumhari beheno k liye hi karna tha to bata deti... Main khud tumse dur chala jaata...AT LEAST YE JHUTHA PYAAR KA DIKHAWA TO NAI KARTI... MERE FEELINGS K SAATH KHELNE KI KYA JARURAT THI..." He yelled pulling her by her shoulder "BEWAKOOF DIKHTA HAUNGA NA MAIN TUMHE... KI KITNI EASILY TUMHARE PYAAR AUR INNOCENCE MEIN FAS GAYA" He shouted frustrated making her cry

"Nai Armaan... I luv u" she whispered softly while tears were rolling down from her eyes

"O JUST SHUT UP..." HE pushed her angrily "TUM YE SAB SIRF IS LIYE KAR RAHI HO NA... TAKI MAIN TAB TAK TUMHARE SAATH RAHUN JAB TAK TUMHARI SISTERS KI SHAADI NA HO JAAYE YAA FIR... TUMHE YAKEEN NA HO JAAYE KI VO KHUSH HAI" he blasted on her wd red-shot eyes "YAAR EK BAAR BATA DETI... MAIN KHUD TUMHARE KARIB NAI AATA... Aur tumhara saath deta" he shouted but at the end his expression softened seeing her "At least itni takleef to nai hoti jitni ab ho rahi hai" he pulled her again but this tym softly "Agar tumhe mujhse dur jana hi hai... To fir karib hi kyun aayi... Taki ek din mujhe tuta hua chod k chali jao" he whispered in defeated tone pulling her more closer who was now crying "Tell me kya isme jo likha hai vo sach hai... Mujhe kisi chiz se farq nai padta usme jo likha tha but agar farq padta hai to is baat ka ki... Kya tum sach mein aisa karti chod deti mujhe" he asked in broken voice while tears were making out from his eyes

"Nai Armaan... Main..." she sniffed "Haa ye sach hai... Ki ...ki maine socha tha ki aapko chod... Dungi par..." she tried to say controlling her tears but hearing this he left her shoulders shattered and moved some steps back "Armaaan nai meri baat to suno" she tried to move towards him but his voice stopped her

"That's it tumhe... Yehi chahiye tha na... Ek baar bas ek baar bata deti... Yaar main sochta b nai tumhare karib aane ki aur apne pyaar ko vohi dafna deta... BUT NAI TUMNE NAI BATAYA AUR JHUTA PYAAR JATAYA..SAB JHU.." He yelled hurtfully but she kept her fingers on his lips

"Jhuta nai tha vo Armaan sab sach tha... Main aapse pyaar karti hun... Karti thi karti rahungi" she spoke tearfully

"Kya farq padta hai... TUMNE TO YEHI LIKHA THA NA KI AGAR PYAAR HO B TO B CHOD K JAOGI BACHE HO B TO B CHOD K JAOGI... HOW CAN I BELIEVE U.. KI TUM MUJHE CHODOGI NAI" He fired on her angrily and throws the vase which was on the table "Kaise yekeen dilaogi mujhe... Kaise hai koi saboot Hai... " he yelled "Huh... NAI HAINA... AUR HOGA B NAI" He give small sad smile "Acha hua bache nai hai Bracelet... Varna shayad main kuch kar deta tumhe" he banged her wd the wardrobe door "Tum itni selfish ho sakti ho mujhe nai pata tha... Tum sach mein chod deti mujhe sach mein" he softened his voice to which she nodded in NO hiccuping , Sniffing "Let it be... Acha hua ye baat mujhe pata chal gayi varna... Main pagal isi vehem mein hota ki tum mujhse pyaar karti ho aur kabhi nai jaogi mujhe chod ke" he cleared his face moving back making her fall down crying bitterly "AAJ SE ABI SE... I PROMISE U KI MERA AUR TUMHARA RISHTA KHATAM YEHI... BAS HUM TAB TAK SAATH HAI JAB TAK TUMHAARI VO SO CALLED KHWAAISHE PURI NAI HO JAATI... AUR JAB TUMHARA MAAN KARE CHALI JANA" He announced in strong voice to which she broke into tears more sitting on floor she wanted to stop him but she didn't have courage "AUR FOR GOD SAKE MUJHSE DUR REHNA... KYUN KI AB NA TO MAIN KUCH SUNUNGA AUR NA SAMJHUNGA" he finished and left from there angrily banging the door hard leaving her broken shattered her heart broke into million pieces

"Armaan... Kaise samjhaun... Ki... I luv u... Vo pehle ki baat thi" she hiccuped hurtfully "I can't live wd... Out u Armaan" she cried holding her knees

*****

Its Been 10 months from their Honeymoon and 2 half years of their marriage they both were enjoying this phase of marriage and in these months only two things happened Love & Happiness which was beyond any imagination of hers he made her life beautiful her every day and night only filled wd his love and care He treats her like his princess and also whenever she mistook something he scolded her he takes care of her everything even fulfilled her few fantasies but wd his mischief like he did in their Honeymoon infact he made so passionate and romantic that she forgot everything except him there was no hesitation from him to made her his again and again in every possible way she can never forget her honeymoon and when she asked about his fantasies his only reply was 'Aree vo to puri ho hi rahi hai tumhe paake... Adhe pure ho hi gaye hai aadhe puri kar lunga dheere dheere' and she left only wd blushing

Their second anniversary she can't forget which went three months ago and he didn't left any stone un-turned making it memorable and she can't forget that night when he made passionate and undying love infact he made her so weak that she forgot the world around her he took her to their terrace where he decorated and they celebrated that day wd lots of love but also wd his teasing first she was angry wd him that why he brought her on terrace but later when he surprises her wd his arrangements she left spell bounded by him

Yes Sukirti got married five months ago which made her more happy hat she was happy wd her new family And also four months ago a good news given by Aditi and Aaysha yes, Aditi born a baby boy while Aaysha's baby girl is one week younger than Anant their house was filled wd happiness Armaan kept the baby's name Anant and Shivya was the name of Aditya and Aaysha's daughter when Aditi was admitted in Hospital Armaan was the only person who was handling everything specialy Dev and Shilpa they both were panicing at the same tym crying he was getting mad to handle the both at the same time And when baby arrived Shilpa didn't touched the baby coz of fear that may be he slipped from her hand but after one months of taking care she luvs Anant like anything that she thinks she also want a baby which she off-course didn't told Armaan fearing how will he react on this so she kept mum And today her biggest fear came between them that he will leave her

"Kitna bada bewkoof hai tu Armaan... Jo easily fool ban gaya" He spoke angrily to himself while speeding the car "Par ab aur nai" tears were making out from his eyes while he was speeding his car in full speed his eyes were blood shot red he was hurt coz why she didn't inform him this before he was shattered coz that one day she will leave him how can he trust her that she will not leave him he trusts her fully loves her deeply madly crazily he cant loose her he needs time to make himself convince that she will not leave him

For him this ten months are heaven spending his tym wd her loving her getting pampered from her her care love anger everything he witnessed he loves to wake up and saw the first thing his wife's face and when he didn't find her getting ready he started searching her in whole house till the tym he didn't saw her and get his morning kiss Yes he also tried to say that he forgot his life's six months but she always thinks he was joking and said "Main b bhul gayi hun aapko" so at last gave up leaving everything on god but today's incident made him thinking that he was seeing a worst nightmare

*****

1 month 15 day's later...

Mai tainu samjhawan ki

Na tere baju lagda jee

Tu ki jaane pyaar mera

Mai kara intezaar tera...

"Sunn tere aur Armaan k bich sab thik to hai" Aditi asked slowly making Shilpa stop who was playing wd Anant

"Aamm... Haa kyun??" she replied looking back again Anant who was showing his million dollar smile to her

"Jhut mat bol... Kya main dekh nai sakti uska raat ko late aana subhe jaldi jaana... Aur to teen chaar din tak bahar rehna... Kya hai ye sab" she spoke in serious tone while sitting beside her on bed

"Vo... To... Haaa vo kaam ko lekar busy hai is liye" she lied keeping the pillows on sides of Anant who made face seeing her not giving any attention to him

"Acha thik hai tujhe nai batana to mat bata par jhut mat... Bol main andhi nai hun jo nai dekh sakti ki vo tujhe kitna ignore karta hai" she scolded making Shilpa to looked down "Ye ladke hote hi aise hai.. Jarur usne hi kuch kiya hoga" she spoke angrily

"Nai unki galti nai hai... Vo maine hi" she spoke instantly taking his side "Unko kuch aisa keh diya tha jo nai kehna chahiye tha..." she spoke sadly

"To sorry bolde" she suggested

"Bola tha par kuch zyada hi gussa hai" her eyes became moist saying this while playing wd her duppata

"Oo mera baccha... Koi nai jab akal thikane aaygi tab maan jayga" she hugged her lovingly to which she nodded "Tu b ignore kar... Maan jayga" she suggested to which she nodded wd a sad smile

Tu dil diyun jaan meri

Jaan meri

Jaan meri...

She only knows how this one month went for her everyday is a curse for her wdout him after that day he didn't came home from three days and when he came she tried to apologized but he ignored her completely saying 'don't waste ur tym here' so after that day he started coming late in home and went early leaving her shattered and when he didn't came from whole one week to home she goes to meet him in hospital he was sitting in locker room lonely she goes and apologized again but this time he didn't shouted instead he requested her that don't interfere leave him alone she can see his red eyes that he was crying before she came and that give her courage to say

*****

Mere dilne chun liyane

Tere dil diaa rahaaa

Tu jo mere naal na ho

Turpe diya naha...

"Armaan dekho... vo jo b tha maine shaadi se pehle likha tha..." she cupped his face while tears were making their way from her eyes "Jab..main aapko janti b nai thi... But ab main aapse pyaar karti hun" she spoke in brokenly while gripping his collar where as he was blank "Bahoot pyaar karti hun... Please mujhe maaf kardo... Please" her head fall on his chest defeated

"Fine tum mujhse pyaar karti ho na" he asked normally to which she nodded in YES "Mujhe akela chod do.. Mujhse dur raho please... Chali jao yaha se" he spoke wdout any expression making her stunned

"Armaan" she whispered shockingly

"Nai jaa sakti na... Ruko main khud hi chala jata hun" saying this left the locker room making her hurt and lonely and that day she decided she will not say a word to him and she was following too


Jeena mera haaaye

Tere bina

Ki mai kara

Tu kar aitbaar mera

Mai karun intezaar tera...

She only watches him from far that he eats or not he didn't even looked at her this was killing her breaking her from inside "Kya itna hi pyaar karte thae Armaan" she thought when he avoids her he talks wd Shao Pao but not her he plays wd Anant but didn't even glanced at her she only felt good when she spent her time wd Anant who always give attention to her and this tym their Valentine also went normal it was their confession day but he didn't even wished her in fact in this week he went for work in Panchagani and today returned but directly went Sanjeevani for a case

"Acha sunn tu aaysha k saath shopping jaa rahi haina aaj" Aditi's voice brought her back from her memories

"Haa kyun??" she asked

"Vo mujhe b kuch chize mangwani thi le aana" she spoke cutely to which she giggled

"Haa baba le aaungi... Bas tu bata dena... Main Dadiji ko chai dekar aati hun" she stood up to go

"Acha sunn... Fikar mat karna sab thik ho jayga hmmm" she said determinedly to which she nodded wd a fake smile

"Ab kuch thik nai hoga... Meri kismat haina to kaise seedhe chalti" she thought while descending from stairs

*****

"Rehaan room no 203 k patient ki file lekar aa cabin me" as he finished and opened another file to read when his cell's ring made him looked at it "Haa Adi bol" he said as he received the call still looking at the file

"Armaan... Sun jaldi se Super Mall aa" Adi spoke hurriedly and Armaan can sensed fear in his voice

"Kya baat hai... Tu itna pareshaan kyun lag raha hai" he asked frowning closing the file

"Armaan koi sawaal mat kar bas jaldi se aaja please yaar time nai hai" he requested worriedly making him tensed

"Fine... Main aaya" he hang up the phone and taking his car keys ran outside coz he know something has happened he heard peoples shouting from phone behind Adi's voice "I hope sab thik ho" he mumble worriedly driving the car in speed "Hello Rehaan... Haa sun mujhe kisi kaam se bahar jana hai... Tu Hospital sambhal mai aata hu" he spoke on Bluetooth speeding his car and put that off stopping outside the Mall where he freezes seeing the running crowd and injured peoples whom were taking by Ambulance and nurses police was also there he looked at the Mall where a smoke was coming from middle he moved towards a police man "Excuse me ye sab kya??" he asked slowly still looking at the mall

"Actualy abhi abhi is Mall mein aag lag gayi kisi short circuit ki wajah se aur fir blast ho gaya bitch mein" as the Inspector informed his heartbeat raised and wd the thudding heart he dailled Adi's number

"Haa Adi kahan hai tu??" he asked slowly

"Main idhar saamne wale gate pe hun tu aaja" he replied hurriedly and as he heard ran towards the front door seeing Adi who was standing infront of his car worriedly "Tu thik to hai" as he reached he asked panting

"Armaan mai nto thik hun..." he answered slowly and kept his one hand on his shoulder making him frown

"Kya baat hai... Aaysha to thik haina" he asked worriedly

"Haa vo thik hai... Ye dekh" he replied making hin looked inside his car where Aaysha was fainted inside the passenger seat "Par..." his slow voice made him to look at him

"Par??" he questioned softly coz seeing Adi's face he can guessed that something big is on his way

"Vo Aaysha aur Shilpa dono yaha shopping k liye aaye the... Main Aaysha ko pick karne aaya yaha... Maine Shilpa ko bola chalo main chod doon... Par vo boli nai Driver aayga use lene... To vo wait karegi... Fir hum dono b uske saath yehi wait kar rahe thae... Aur vo shayad kuch bhul gayi thi To vo andar gayi lene.. Tabhi Aaysha ko yaad aaya ki Shilpa ki ring uske paas hai jise dhundhne vo andar gayi thi... Hum usko call hi kar rahe the ki blast huaa... Tabse uska kuch pata nai hai maine Inspector ko b bola usne kaha vo dekh raha hai" He informed some how controlling his voice but Armaan had already became statue hearing this the world has stopped for him as if the ground was pulled from his feet

"Nai yaar vo... Thik hai I know... Tu fikar mat kar... Main main dekhta hun naa" he spoke in broken voice while moving some steps back

"Armaan dekh" he tried to say as he moved to ran inside "Ruk yaar main b chalta hun" he stopped him worriedly seeing his devastated state

"Nai tu Aaysha ko lekar ghar jaa... Aur dekh Shivya ro rahi hai lekar jaa... Main dekhta hun I know vo thik hai" he only knows how he completed this

"Acha sunn ye uski ring" Adi forwarded the ring which he took wid trembling hand its their engagement ring and before Adi could stop him he ran inside the Mall not before thanking him

"I hope Shilpa thik ho... Varna Armaan tut jayga" Adi prayed and looked at his daughter who was wiggling under her Mom's hold "Haa Dev..." he dailed Dev's number picking Shivya up and starting his car



"SHILPA!!!!!" He shouted at his top of the lungs standing in the middle of the Mall wd moist eyes first time he called her wd her name he is broken shattered lonely devastated frustrated angry sad he was nothing wdout her "Please God" he prayed as a tear landed from his cheek

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TO BE CONTINUED... ;)
Aww...Sometyms Life takes a U- turn! Let's wait for the coming part! So COMMENTS!!! B| ;)

WITH LOVE <3
#Shri_n_Aju ;) :V

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