Friday, 14 July 2017

part 69 : dard ka rishta

                   
arman was now recovered and didn’t want to stay in hospital so dr.subhankar gave permission to go home but he advised him not to stay with riddhima in same room for some days. arman also didn’t want to share room with riddhima so he was happy.at first ananya opposed but understanding the
matter that it was not good for riddhima,she made arman stay in next to riddhima’s room. riddhima helped annaya to arrange the room.afternoon arman came from hospital with his friends. they stayed there for sometime then went back to their home. riddhima wanted to see arman,to talk him but she wished if arman called her but arman didn’t show any interest talking to her so she went in her room. at night ananya told her to take arman’s dinner in his room but when riddhima
took ,arman uttered : “aur koi nahi hai kya ghar me? tumhe yeh sab karne ki jarurat nahi hai.”
riddhima got hurt hearing it but she didn’t reply as she didn’t want to make him more angry.she kept his medicine on the table and uttered slowly : “arman,yeh tumhari dawai..
arman uttered rudely : “pata hai mujhe, mai bhi ek doctor hun.mujhe batane ki jarurat nahi kya medicine lena hai,please go from here.”
riddhima ran to her room as she didn’t want to show her tears to arman.she started crying while hiding her face into pillow and didn’t know when sank into deep slumber.at midnight her sleep broke hearing coughing sound and it was coming from arman’s room.she moved down from the bed hurriedly and came in arman’s room and saw he was sitting on the bed while holding his head into palm.arman didn’t notice riddhima. he took out medicine and searched water but water was not there. riddhima understood he needed water so slowly came out from the room and took the jug from her room and went in arman’s room.she poured water in a glass and forwarded to arman while uttered : “arman,pani ..
arman,who was lied on the bed ,closing eyes and keeping hand on his forhead ,opened eyes and seeing riidhima yelled angrily : “phir tum aa gayi? mujhe nahi chahiye tumse kuch..
riddhima was shocked hearing it.she uttered controlling her tears : “mai to bas pani..
arman yelled angrily : “pani kyon de rahi ho? jahar de do..mujhe chain mil jaye.”
now riddhima burst into anger.she uttered : “maine aisa kya kar diya arman jo tum mujhse itni nafrat karne lage?”
arman uttered angrily : “yahi toh mushkil hai..tumhe pata hi nahi tumne kya kiya hai.itni akal tumme bhagwan ne di hoti toh aaj meri yeh haalat nahi hoti.”
riddhima uttered angrily : “mujhe nahi pata arman..par agar sachmuch maine tumhara bahut jyada loss kiya hai to tum mere mumbai wala property sell karke usey pura kar lo.waise bhi tumhe yaad rakhna chahiye tha ki wo tumhari nahi aryan ki property thi.”
arman shocked hearing it!he looked at riddhima and uttered : “haan riddhima,sach me mujhe yaad rakhna chahiye tha..aur yeh bhi ki tum bhi uski property thi jo maine usse cheena tha,yahi kahna chahti ho na tum? toh chali kyon nahi gayi uske sath? ya usne apne sath le jaane se mana kar diya?”
riddhima uttered in a wet voice : “mai kisiki property nahi hun,jo mujhe lekar jiske dil me jo aaye kare.aryan ko us property ki bahut jarurat thi isliye maine louta diya.”
arman mocked : “tumhe duniya ki chinta toh rahti hai par apne pati ki nahi toh phir mai kya sochun tumhare liye?”
riddhima uttered in a choked voice : “maine shayad mistake kiya hai arman par mai tumhe kah to rahi hun ki mumbai ki property bech do,mai aur kya kar sakti hun batao?”
arman mocked : “haan phir tumhe yeh kahne ka chance mil jaye ki maine tumhari property ke liye tumse shadi ki...”saying he started coughing.riddhima tried to give support him but he uttered rudely : “I don’t need your support..please leave the room.”
just then ananya entered in the room and asked surprisingly : “arman..yeh kya kah rahe ho tum?”
arman kept quiet seeing mumma and lied on the bed while closing eyes. annaya said riddhima through eyes to go from there and sat beside arman and asked : “kya hua beta,sir dard ho raha kya?”
arman didn’t reply but turned other side.ananya uttered slowly : “itna gussa thik nahi arman.thik hai mai riddhima ko yahan aane se mana kar dungi.ab apna sir meri god me rakh,mai massage kar deti hun.
arman kept his head in mumma’s lap and closed eyes .ananya was massaging his head but she was thinking about arman riddhima’s relation.she didn’t know how it would be short out but they needed to talk to each other and to short out their problems soon.
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next day riddhima got up,freshened and came to downstairs. dadi uttered seeing her : “arman kaisa hai riddhima?”
riddhima sat on the chair and uttered : ‘thik hi hoga.”
dadi uttered in a shocking voice : “thik hi hoga mane? tujhe pata nahi hai? tu uska khyal rakh rahi hai ya nahi?”
riddhima uttered having breakfast : “mujhe uska khyal rakhne ki jarurat nahi hai dadi.”
dadi uttered surprisingly : “hein!!tu pagal ho gayi kya shona? tu uski patni hai,tera kaam hai yeh.”
riddhima looked at dadi and uttered : “yeh baat usey samjhao dadi.jo mera face dekhna nahi chahta uski seva kaise karun? uski jo chahe marzi kare,jo chahe kahe..kyonki..uska haq hai,agar wo mujhe sahara nahi deta to mera kya hota,ab aap bhi shayad yahi kahoge na dadi..”saying she got up leaving her breakfast incomplete and uttered without seeing at dadi : “mai hospital ja rahi hun.”
but stopped hearing ananya’s voice : “riddhima,khana adha nahi chodte.pura nashta karke chali jana.”
riddhima sat but uttered slowly : “dil nahi kar raha mumma.”
ananya came to her and uttered caressing her hairs : “tere liye nahi uske liye bol rahi hun jo tere andar bada ho raha hai.aur hospital yon bina khaye nahi jate ,you know na?”
riddhima nodded and started eating while bending her head. annaya uttered : “arman bachpan se hi aisa tha..bahut ziddi,bahut jyada gussa..shararatein itna karta ki pucho mat aur mai marti ya daant lagati to 2-3 din tak bina khana khaye pada rahta tha.bada hone par bhi bilkul nahi sudhra.par aryan iska opposite tha.har pal mere sath rahna,mera har dukh dard share karna,arman ko samjhana..uski zid puri karna..sab aryan karta tha. main to arman ke papa ko khokar bahut tut gayi thi isliye arman ki saitani par aur jyada gussa aata tha mujhe usper..
she paused for sometimes then uttered losing in thought : “janti ho riddhima,arman ka sabse pyara game kya tha? aryan ke liye koi bhi cheez lao,uspar apna haq pahle jatata..new shirt lao to pahle arman use karega ..new shoes lao toh arman pahle usey pahnega chahe uske pair me wo fit ho ya nahi ho.....aryan ke jarurat ki cheezon ko todkar usey pata nahi kya maza aata tha. maine naya laptop laakar diya aryan ko uske birthday par to raat ko hi laptop gayab..kuch din baad terrace par mila,wo bhi buri haalat me..humey pata tha arman ka kaam hai,jab pucha to uska jawab tha...”jo mere paas nahi hai bhai ke paas nahi hona chahiye. aap sirf usey hi pyar karte ho...aap sirf uski mumma ho meri nahi.”
she looked at riddhima and uttered : “par jab tere sath wo hadsa hua,aryan tujhe chodkar chla gaya to tere liye sabse jyada dukhi arman tha.phir tere sath rahkar wo puri tarah badal gaya...bahut samajhdar ho gaya..caring..loving nature..responsible...
dadi uttered : “mai aryan ki baat nahi janti ananya par arman ko maine aisa hi paya hai.wo mere liye is duniya ka best insaan hai.”
ananya nodded and uttered : “par apne haq ki cheez wah kabhi aryan ke sath aaj bhi share nahi karega...riddhima ka aryan ko support karna usey bahut jyada bura laga hai isliye wah itna jyada naraj hai.”
riddhima uttered in a choked voice : “par mumma,mere liye arman hi sabkuch hai,aryan koi nahi.par aryan ko us property ki bahut jarurat thi,kyon ,main nahi bata sakti.”
ananya uttered with a smile : “tu mat bata par mai janti hun aur sach kahun tujhpar mujhe garv hai. tune jo kiya hai koi aur ladki shayad nahi karti.”
dadi uttered surprisingly : “kya baat hai annaya ?”
ananya uttered : “kal aryan ne mujhe call kiya tha aur usne mujhe bataya ki uski beti khushi usey wapas mil gayi hai.uski wife ko bas aryan ki doulat chahiye thi aur wah usey mil gaya toh usne aryan ko khushi ki custudy de di.”
dadi uttered with a confusion : “mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai ananya.”
ananya uttered smilingly : “sab samjhaungi aapko aunty par mujhe pahle mere akdu,ziddi bete ka dimag thik karna hai..
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Ananya came in arman’s room and saw he was standing in balcony. she came there and said : “aa ja beta,breakfast kar le aur medicine le le.”
Arman nodded and came inside and sat on the couch. Ananya arranged his plate and gave him .arman took it and asked : “sahil school chala gaya kya?”
Ananya nodded and uttered : “haan beta,kuch kaam tha?
Arman nodded in na then kept quiet for sometime,then asked : “dadi puja kar rahi hai?”
Annaya replied with a smile : “haan beta aur riddhima bhi hospital chali gayi.”
Arman uttered with a bit angry tone : “maine uske bare me nahi pucha aapko.”
Ananya uttered smilingly : “janti hun,par tujhe sabke bare me janne ka haq hai.”
Arman uttered losing in thought : “par usey yeh baat yaad nahi rahta mumma.”
Ananya uttered slowly : “jaane de beta,bachpana hai abhi tak usme.”
Hearing it arman uttered angrily : “bachpana hai mumma? Khud ma banne chali hai aur aisi harkatein karti rahti hai.”
Ananya tried to calm him : “chod na,tera sir dard phir start ho jayega. Karne de jo karti hai,samajh jayegi apne aap.”
Arman kept quiet for sometime then uttered : “kiske sath gayi hospital?”
Ananya replied : “maine anjali se kah diya hai,wo pick kar leti hai roj aur drop bhi kar jati hai.”
Arman uttered heaving a sigh of relief : “chalo thik hai,anjali bahut samajhdar hai.”
Ananya nodded then uttered : “mai kuch soch rahi thi arman.”
Arman : “haan bolo na mumma.”
Ananya uttered giving him medicine : “mai soch rahi thi ki riddhima ko kuch dino ke liye Mumbai bhej dun uske ghar.”
Arman looked at mumma with a jerk and asked : “kyon? Wo jana chahti hai?”
Ananya : “nahi,actually aajkal thoda gumsum rahti hai aur tu bhi usey dekhkar gussa karta hai toh maine aur dadi ne socha..”she left incomplete her words and looked at arman.
Arman uttered : “mumma,ab riddhima ka apna ghar yeh hai, wo nahi aur uske baarey me mujhse puche bina kaise faisla le sakte ho aap?”
Ananya nodded and said : “haan beta,sahi hai ..isliye toh tujhse puch rahi hun.tu jo kahega wahi hoga.”
Arman uttered : “usne aisa kaam hi kiya hai jo mujhe usey dekhkar gussa aata hai,aur uske Mumbai jane ki baat…kaise sambhalegi wo khud ko mumma..bewkoof hai wo ..sabpar trust karti hai.ek mai hi hun jo usey sambhalkar rakha hai,ek kadam chal payegi kya mere bina?”
Ananya smiled in heart but said : “wo toh hai beta,par is haalat me uska aise sad rahna thik nahi na,ab tere samne aane par tujhe gussa aayega,tu kuch kahega,wo roni surat banakar ghumegi…tu hi soch bachche par kya asar hoga?”
Arman kept quiet a while then uttered : “thik hai,mai gussa nahi karunga par mai usse baat bhi nahi karunga.wo apni tarah rahe aur mai apni tarah..koi kisike raste me na aaye.”
Ananya heaved a long breathe and uttered : “thik hai beta ,jaisa tu thik samjhe. Par agar uspar tera haq hai to tu bhi uska haq nahi cheen sakta na.”
Arman gave a question look to her.
Annaya : “wo teri patni hai,tere paas rahna,tujhe medicine dena ..yeh sab uska kaam hona chahiye.tu mana nahi kar sakta.”
Arman : “thik hai mumma par usey kah dena mere gale padne ki koshish na kare.”
Annaya nodded and uttered in heart : “dekhta hun kitne din usse dur rah pata hai.”
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2 months passed like this.now riddhima completed her 4 months of pregnancy. Arman was recovered fully and shifted in riddhima’s room as it was ananya’s order but he used to sleep in couch not on bed and didn’t talk to riddhima . he joined in one hospital more and after sanjivani’s duty ,he went there directly and returned home at late night,when riddhima slept . at morning he took riddhima with him to hospital as they were in same hospital but didn’t utter a word on the way. Riddhima got hurt with arman’s behaviour but she sealed her lips completely. she got to know from anjali that arman was trying to back the money of those doctors who spent their money on that project,so he was doing job in other hospital too. she asked ananya if she could help arman by selling some property of Mumbai but ananya refused saying that it would hurt arman’s ego. Arman’s friends also tried to help him by offering loan as he refused to take money from anyone,but arman refused totally.Now all were waiting for that day when arman would be back in normal life and would forgive riddhima .
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Arman went Singapore in a seminar last week and about to return after some days . riddhima also went Bangalore in a conference with anjali and muskan.after 2 days she returned from there. As she entered in the drawing room ,saw dadi was sitting with a tensed face. She kept her bag and asked seeing at dadi : “aap yahan baithi kya kar rahi ho dadi,abhi aap walk par jati ho na?”
Dadi didn’t reply but sahil,who was watching tv,replied : “dadi soch rahi hai Mumbai wapas jane ko.”
Riddhima asked surprisingly : “kyon,aisa kya hua? Aap to yahin khush ho na?”
Dadi uttered making face : “wo Aryan..
Hearing aryan’s name riddhima shievered.she didn’t want him back in this house or in their life. She gave a question look to sahil. But sahil addressed to dadi : “wo chala gaya hai dadi.”
Dadi : “haan par usey chod gaya na yahan..
Riddhima asked surprisingly : “kise?”
Dadi pointed to ananya’s room and made face .riddhima stepped towards but stopped at the doorstep seeing a baby girl was sleeping in ananya’s bed and ananya was patting her back softly. that girl was looking like an angel.she was sleeping but holding ananya’s pallu tightly in her little fist as if she loose it,ananya would go from there leaving her alone...

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punam

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