Monday, 7 August 2017

part 72 : dard ka rishta


                 

when arman came inside the house saw dr. kirti was talking with ananya.seeing him dr. kirti uttered: “thank god,dr.arman aa gaya,ab wo sambhal lega .”
arman asked hurriedly : “kya hua riddhima ko? baby thik hai na?”
dr. kirti : “baby thik hai par kal se riddhima ko high fever hai.so we worried for her.

arman nodded and uttered : “she should have stopped to go to hospital.par aajkal wo meri baat sunti kahan hai.”
ananya uttered with an angry tone : “tu mana karta toh jarur sunti,tune mana kiya kya?”
dr. kirti : “actually dr. riddhima ke hospital jane se koi problem nahi tha.maine bhi meri koyal (her baby)ke time 8 months tak hospital jati rahi.anyways,arman ab tum uske paas raho aur medicine ka khyal rakhna.”
arman nodded and went in riddhima’s room.he sighed seeing her pale face.dadi,who was sitting beside riddhima,uttered seeing arman : “aa gaya beta? ab apni jimmedari sambhalo beta.”
arman uttered slowly : “kab se aisi haalat hai dadi?”
dadi uttered in a low tone : “last week se pata nahi bahut gumsum rahti thi,sunday ko fever tha par tujhe batane ko mana kiya isne.kal bhi kah rahi thi jarurat nahi hai arman ko batane ka,par kal raat se high temparature hai aur...”saying she paused and looked at riddhima’s face.
arman : “aur kya dadi?
dadi uttered letting a sigh : “kal raat ananya iske paas thi aur mai khushi ko lekar dusre room me.par aadhi raat ko ananya ne atul aur anajli ko call ki...riddhima pahle fever me jis tarah darti thi,chillati thi,waisa hi kar rahi thi. phir atul ne dr. kirti se puchkar isey injection di tab jakar soi.”
arman uttered : “kal raat ko hi mujhe call karna tha dadi.”
dadi : “nahi beta,tu ghabra jata na. chal ab to tu aa gaya hai ,ab humey koi tension nahi.
arman nodded and sat beside riddhima.after dadi went from there ,he took riddhima’s hand in him and felt it was burning.he looked at his angel’s face and felt that it was a long time they didn’t talk to each other.it felt like a century. he sighed and thought : “hum itne dur kaise ho gaye ek dusre se riddhima ki mujhe tum kuch batana bhi jaruri nahi samajhti. haan ,mai tumpar naraj tha par iska matlab yeh nahi ki tumhare satrh nahi hun.”

he heard khushi was crying and uttering in her cry : “mumma paas jana...mumma...mumma....
arman felt riddhima’s lips trembled : “khu..shi...
arman uttered holding her hands : “khushi thik hai riddhima,mujhe batao kya chahiye tumhe.”
riddhima opened her eyes with a great difficulty and uttered in a weak voice : “khushi..ro rahi hai..
arman nodded and uttered : “tumhe pata hai na wo kaise chup ho sakti hai,batao mujhe.”
riddhima’s lips trembled : “ice..ice cream..
arman nodded and thought : “kya khushi riddhima ki beti hai jo by mistake dusre ke paas chli gayi thi? riddhima ko bhi to mai ice cream se hi manata tha jab gussa hoti thi.”he sighed recollecting those memories and came out and saw ananya was trying to calm her down.he addressed to sahil : “sahil,humari khushi ko abhi 2 ice cream dila aur uski mumma ke liye 1 ice cream lana.”
suddenly khushi stopped her crying and uttered in her kiddish voice : “khuchi two,mumma two..
arman smiled hearing it ,he uttered : “ok,par abhi mumma so rahi hai na toh aap sahil ke sath jakar ice cream le aao ,phir mai,aap aur mumma sab baad me ice cream khayenge.”
khushi uttered looking at arman : ‘khuchi lollypop chaye.”
dadi uttered smilingly: “tujhe pata nahi yeh kitni tej chokri hai,ab isey lollypop bhi chahiye.”
arman uttered smilingly : “thik hai,aapko sab milega par ab aap royenge nahi na?”
khushi nodded in na then uttered : “mumma paas jana.”
arman uttered : “mumma jab uthegi tab,thik hai na?”
khushi nodded and uttered : ‘naan nahi jana mumma paas..
sahil uttered smilingly : “bhaiya,yeh aapko bhi mana kar rahi hai jane ko.”
arman smiled thinking in heart : “pakka,dushman hai yeh meri.”
he uttered: “thik hai ,kisiko nahi jana,abhi aap sahil ke sath jao.aur bilkul rona mat.”
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he came in the room and saw riddhima again slept.her fever was now normal. he heaved a sigh of relief and sat beside her while holding her hand in him.
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at afternoon,anjali,muskan came with dr. kirti.riddhima talked a little with them.before going from there anjali addressed to arman : “arman,mai ek baat tumhe batana jaruri samajhti hun,shayad tum riddhima ke achanak beemar hone ka reason samajh sako.”

arman gave her a question look.

anjali : “actually last week humare hospital me ek raped ladki ka case aaya tha,she was married.abhi 6 months hue the uske shadi ke,night show movie dekhne gayi thi aur kuch log....”she paused a little then uttered sighly : “uska husband darkar bhag gaya tha kyonki unlogon ke paas gun thi. next day wo ladki road par mili.aur phir uske pati ne usey apnane se mana kar diya.uske parents ne bhi society ke dar se mana kar diya usey apne gahr le jane ko .she attempted suicide aur sab kuch se mukti mil gayi usey. us case ko riddhima ne handle kiya tha.”

arman uttered in a shocked tone : “par riddhima ko aisa case kyon diya gaya? suicide case?”

muskan : “nahi arman,actually us ladki ne sleeping tablets liye the,bach gayi thi wo.humlogon ne usse baat bhi ki aur uske pati ke paas bhi gaye,samjhaya us kamine ko. that time wo maan gaya,patni ko ghar le gaya par 2 din baad us ladki ne apne wrist kaat liye.”

anjali : “samajh sakti hun usey apne pati se kitni jillat sunni padi hogi.next time mujhe wo case diya gaya tha par next day wo mar gayi.jabtak hospital me thi,usey hosh nahi aaya tha ,bahut khun bah chuka tha uska.aur riddhima chupchap dekhti rahi usey.”

muskan uttered in a wet voice : “riddhima ne mujhse pucha tha : “iski kya galti thi muski? phir usne ek baat kahi: “agar is duniya me aise hazaron riddhima hai to bhagwan ko hazaron arman bhi banana chaiye tha,hazaron aryan nahi.”

arman’s eyes got wet hearing it..riddhima usse kitna pyar karti hai....bas ek kadam usne aisa uthaya tha jiske wajah se wo riddhima ki nazron me bhagwan se bhi shayad badhkar hai.par wo kabhi bhi bhagwan nahi ban paya. bhagwan to insaan ki galti maaf kar dete hain par arman ne riddhima ko maaf nahi kiya,usse kitna rude behave kiya. he uttered : “sorry anaji aur muski.pata nahi mai apne problems me itna ulajh gaya tha tumlogon ke sath bhi aajkal thik se baat nahi karta..

anjali uttered : “its ok arman,hum tumhe jante hain.

muskan uttered smilingly : “haan,humari riddhima ka only one arman,thoda akdu hai par dill ka saaf hai.”

anjali : “bas itna hi kahna hai humara ab riddhima thik ho jaye to yeh gussa gussa wala avtaar chodkar uska pyara pyara arman ban jana.”
arman nodded and uttered smilingly : “don’t worry anji,waise mai bhi thak gaya hun in sab se. bas riddhima thik ho jaye.”
just then khushi came there and uttered : “mumma..
anjali uttered caressing her cheeks : “mumma so rahi hai khushi,dekho mai aapke liye kya layi hun,yeh doll aapki hai.”

khushi showed her tiny teeth and uttered : “mumma ko dikana.”
arman uttered : “haan ,jab uthegi tab dikhana.”
muski uttered pinching khushi’s cheeks: “:hayye! kitni pyari hai tu.mujhe mumma bana le,waise bhi rahul pata nahi kab shadi karega aur kab mai ma banungi.”saying she made face.

but khushi jerked her hands and uttered : “bad muchki..
anjali burst into laughter and uttered : “yeh sahil hai na,sikhata rahta hai isey.”
dr. kirti came there and uttered : “arman,abhi to riddhima ko maine injection diya hai ,thik hai abhi par raat ko zara khyal rakhna,fever badh sakta hai.”
arman nodded and came in riddhima’s room biding them bye.
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at night arman was sitting beside riddhima but didn’t know when he slept in sitting position,suddenly his sleep broke hearing riddhima’s trembling voice : “aah!...usey bacha lo...ar...ma..n...wo ..palak...usey bachao...palak...palak..kuch nahi hoga..ar..man..arman...

arman understood that girl’s name was palak surely.he shook riddhima and uttered : “riddhima..mai tumhare paas hun,tumhara arman..dekho,aankhen kholo..

riddhima opened her eyes and uttered : “arman..

arman got that she was shivering. he wrapped his arms around her and uttered : “its nightmare riddhima..dekho,mai tumahre paas hun.”

riddhima looked at him and uttered : “pani..
arman poured water in a glass and uttered : “tum soi raho,mai spoon se pila deta hun.”
after drinking water,riddhima caught arman’s hand tightly and closed her eyes. but arman felt her temperature was increasing.he checked,it was 104 degree.he kept wet cloth on riddhima’s forhead but she was shivering so arman got up and opened the wardrobe to take out one more blanket but as he was taking out blanket,a diary fell on his feet.he took it and kept on the table and covered riddhima with one more blanket. after sometime riddhima’s temperature started decreasing,arman heaved a sigh of relief and sat on the chair. riddhima was now sleeping peacefully.now arman’s eyes went on the diary.he opened the diary being curious and his eyes got stuck on the writings..it was riddhima’s personal dairy..what she had written in it!!
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there was date are not mentioned as riddhima wrote it roughly..only hand written notes or some sentences which came in that time riddhima’s heart and she wrote in this diary...

“jab pata chala tha ki maine apni memories kho di hai,kisiko pahchan nahi pa rahi thi toh kitna dar gayi thi mai.par jab mai us insaan se mili jo mere cabin ke bahar baitha rahta tha..laga isey toh mai janti hun,aaj nahi shayad janmon se...aur jab mujhe pata chala wo mera fiance hai....arman naam hai uska toh mera sara dar bhag gaya.mai sochti hun ki mai kitna lucky hun jo mujhe itna achcha insaan mila jisne kabhi mera sath nahi choda...i love you arman..”

next was written after so many days ...when riddhima got to know she was pregnant.

“aaj mai itna khush hun par is khushi ko arman ke sath pahle share karungi kyonki uska sabse pahle right hai janne ka ki uska ansh is duniya me aane wala hai..”

next..when she went delhi after knowing the truth...

“zindagi is tarah karvat le sakti hai kabhi nahi socha tha.mai to arman se pyar karti hun phir yeh aryan koun hai? kya sachmuch mai usse pyar karti thi? nahi,mera dill nahi manta.mere dil,dimag aur khyalon me sirf arman tha aur hai..par ab mai uske sath kaise rahungi? mai uske kabil nahi hun..bilkul nahi.usne mujhpar taras khaya aur mujhe itna pyar diya par ab mujhe uske life se dur jana hoga.ab mai apne aap se darti hun,meri memories wapas aa jaye toh mai kya karungi kyonki mai aryan ko nahi janti aur arman ko chahti hun,kya usey bhul jaungi? usse achcha hai mai sabse dur chali jaun aur arman ke yadon ke sahare apni zindagi bita dun.”

next she wrote after giving papers to aryan...

“aaj arman wapas aa raha hai,uske aate hi mai usse lipatkar khub roungi,bataungi kitna miss kiya usey,kitni adhuri hun uske bina.jo bhi baaten maine gusse me kahi uske liye maafi toh mangna hi hai mujhe aur ab kuch bhi nahi chupaungi.mai janti hun wo naraj hoga par usey pahle hi mai bata dungi ki aryan ko apni beti khushi ko wapas paane ke liye wo property chahiye thi.arman jarur samjhega kyonki wo bhi ab papa banne wala hai..aur mujhe maaf kar dega...”

next when she was 4 to 5 months pregnant and felt moving sensation of baby in her womb..

“aaj baby ne pahla move kiya mere ander..kaisi azeeb si khushi mahsus hui mujhe,arman ko batana chahti thi par wo badal chuka hai,shayad usey yeh sab baten achchi na lage..”

“kitne arman the dil me arman ko baby ke baare me bataungi toh wo kitna khush hoga..khushi se jhum uthega wo phir wo kahega usey beti chahiye aur mai kahungi nahi,mujhe toh chota sa arman chahiye..wo kya kahega? haan,wo kahega nahi usey baby riddhima chahiye...aur phir hum ladenge..phir mai naraj ho jaungi aur wo manayega...phir hum dono milkar naam sochenge..par mai toh arman ke soche hue sare naam reject kar dungi kyonki maine toh pahle hi naam sochkar rakha hai..mere arman ka ansh hai toh uska naam ‘Ansh’ hoga...’Ansh malik’..humare pyar ka ansh..”

arman wiped his tears and looked at riddhima’s pale face and mumbled..”sorry jaan,maine tumhe bahut sataya,bahut takleef di,jaldi se thik ho jao ,phir mai tumhare saare sapne pura karunga..promise...

love you all
punam 

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