Thursday, 10 August 2017

part 73 : Dard ka RIshta

                        
when riddhima opened eyes saw arman was sleeping on a chair beside her cot. she felt ashamed seeing arman’s condition and called him slowly : “arman..
hearing her voice arman got up with a jerk and asked worriedly : “kya hua riddhima? tum thik toh ho? fever toh nahi hai na? kuch chahiye tumhe? na..na..tum utho mat mai lata hun batao kya chahiye.”

riddhima uttered slowly : “mujhe kuch nahi chahiye arman,mai bilkul thik hun.”
arman touched her face and uttered happily : “thank god tumhara fever utar gaya.”
riddhima smiled weakly and thought in heart ...”is fever ko thanks kahna chahiye jisse tum mere paas aa gaye arman.”
but she uttered : “arman,tum sari raat jaag rahe the kya mere liye?”
arman smiled and replied : “nahi to,mai tumhare liye kyon jagunga.bas practice kar raha tha raat jaagne ka.”
riddhima uttered surprisingly : “kyon?”
arman showed towards her tummy and uttered: “yeh humara baby baahar aayega na toh tumhe pata hai raat jagna hi padega.”
riddhima blushed hearing it and uttered slowly : “tum kyon arman,mai jagungi kyonki mai uski mumma hun na.”
arman uttered rounding eyes : “kahan likha hai dikhao ki papa apne bachche ke liye raat nahi jag sakta?ab itna bhi haq nahi dogi mujhe?bachcha kya sirf apni ma ka hota hai?
riddhima uttered nervously : “nahi arman,wo toh mujhse jyada tumhara hoga,uspar tumhara haq jyada hoga.”
arman made closed to her and uttered slowly: “sorry jaan.”
riddhima uttered in a wet voice : “sorry to mujhe kahna chahiye arman. I am sorry..
arman took her hands in him and uttered in a loving voice : “ab hum kabhi fight nahi karenge hai na?”
riddhima asked in a choked voice : “tum mujhse dur to nahi jaoge na?”
arman nodded and uttered : “mai kab tumse dur tha riddhima?”
riddhima uttered : “par gussa toh the na?”
arman asked innocently : “kab? mujhe toh yaad nahi..
riddhima pouted : “arman...
arman laughed and uttered : “par tumhe beemar dekhte hi laga bhagwan mujhse naraj hain isliye tumhe mujhse cheenna chahte hain toh doura hua tumhare paas aa gaya.”
riddhima uttered holding his hands tightly : “sach me agar tum itna gussa karoge toh mai chali jaungi,jahan se kabhi wapas...
but arman shut her mouth with his palm and uttered angrily : “phir kuch kaha toh mujhse bura koi nahi hoga.”
they heard khushi’s voice : “naan..bad..
riddhima saw she stood near the door and stared arman angrily but couldn’t dare to come inside.riddhima stretched her arms and uttered : “khushi..aa mere paas.”
khushi looked at arman and nodded in na and uttered: “naan..bad boy.
riddhima uttered : “nahi beta,aisa nahi kahte,aa ja mere paas.”
but again khushi nodded in na. arman understood she was scaring him so he uttered : “koun ice cream khane chalega mere sath?”
khushi replied immediately : “kuchi aul mumma..”
arman laughed and uttered : “aur kise doll chahiye?”
khushi replied : “kuchi ko.”
and suddenly she turned and ran from there.riddhima asked surprisingly : “isey kya hua? tumse dar gayi shayad.”
arman uttered with a sulking face : “mai itna bura dikhta hun kya riddhima?”
riddhima nodded in na and uttered : “nahi arman..”but she didn’t complete the word.
arman uttered holding riddhima’s hand : “i know,maine is bachchi ke sath galat kiya hai,mujhe yeh samajhna chahiye tha ki bachche akhir bachche hi hote hain.tumhare beemar hone se khushi itna roi hai..koi soch nahi sakta tum uski mumma nahi ho.”
riddhima uttered sighly : “arman yeh baat phir mat kahna please,khushi mujhe hi apni mumma samajhti hai..
arman nodded.just then they saw khushi was coming inside. she had 2 dolls in her hand and a toy which she was trying to hold. she came to riddhima and uttered in her kiddish voice : “anji machi ne diya.”
riddhima uttered happily : “arey wah! ye doll to bahut achchi hai meri khushi ki tarah,aur ye toy kisne diya?”
khushi : “kilti..
arman laughed and uttered : “dr. kirti ko direct naam se pukar rahi hai..
khushi tried to climb on the cot.arman picked her and made her sit beside riddhima and asked khushi : “ab thik hai?”
khushi showed her tiny teeth and kept her head on riddhima’s lap.arman uttered tensedly : “kahin lag na jaye riddhima.”
riddhima caressed khushi’s hairs and uttered : “nahi lagegi arman don’t worry.”
just then ananya came there and asked riddhima : “kaisi hai beta?fever toh nahi hai?”
riddhima nodded in na. ananya asked : “tu uth payegi bed se?”
riddhima nodded in yes then ananya uttered : “toh beta,fresh ho ja,mai tere liye kuch banati hun.”
but arman uttered : “aap yahan baitho mumma,mai riddhima ke liye toast aur soup banakar lata hun.”
ananya smiled and nodded in yes. she uttered in heart : “bhagwaan ji ki daya se dono ke sambandh thik ho gaye.”
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after sometime arman took toast and soup for riddhima but seeing soup riddhima uttered making face : “nahi,mujhe nahi peena arman,yeh yackky herbal soup nahi pina mujhe.”
arman uttered : “tumhare liye yeh achcha hai riddhima,achcha aaj mai bhi piyunga tumhare sath.”
riddhima kept quiet for sometime then uttered mischievously : “isey pasand nahi hai.”
arman asked surprisingly : “kise?
riddhima pointed to tummy and uttered : “arman malik ke baby ko.”
arman laughed and uttered keeping hand on her tummy : “baby,mumma aapke liye itna takleef sah rahi hai,kya aap mumma ke liye yeh soup nahi pee sakte? “
but suddenly he felt baby kicked,he uttered smilingly :” baby mujhse gussa hai riddhima,dekho hath rakhte hi kaise kick mara mujhe.”
riddhima blushed and uttered : “naraj hai tumse.”
arman caressed her belly and uttered : “ab sari narajgi dur kar dunga.’
just then anjali and muskan came there with dr. kirti.arman got up immediately and welcomed dr. kirti.dr. kirti came to riddhima,checked her and uttered : “temparature toh nahi hai par mai rest karne ki salah dungi dr.riddhima aapko.”
arman uttered : “thanks dr. kirti,aap is tarah regularly yahan aate rahe.”
dr. kirti replied smilingly : “she is my patient dr. arman.anyways,hope ab mujhe aane ki jarurat nahi padegi,mai chalti hun.”
arman went out with her while anjali asked smilingly : “tera fever to faide ka raha riddhima.”
muski uttered : “haan pata hota to pahle hi tujhe hum beemar kar deti ,itne din arman ke liye intzaar nahi karna padta.”
riddhima replied with a weak smile : “i am lucky getting arman.”
anjali teased her : “bade dino ke baad samjhi tu?”
arman came inside and addressed to riddhima : “riddhima dr. bhonsle ka call aaya tha,mai pune ja raha hun par sham tak wapas aa jaunga.tum apna khyal rakhna aur bed se mat utarna.”
riddhima nodded but muski uttered : “arey,tujhe riddhima ko is haalat me chodkar jane ki jarurat kya hai?”
arman looked at ridhdima helplessly and replied : “majburi hai muski,par mai jitni jaldi ho wapas aaunga.”
riddhima uttered : “its ok arman,mai bilkul thik hun.tum tension mat lo.”
arman nodded and came to riddhima and caught her hand,kissed and uttered looking at muskan in a teasing tone : “kuch sikh riddhima se kitni samajhdar hai. tu toh shadi ke baad rahul ko paresaan kar degi,isliye rahul tujhse shadi nahi kar raha,ab samjha mai.”
muski frowned and picked the vase to throw at him when arman ran from their laughing.
anjali looked at the way and uttered : “thank god mera dost arman lout aaya,ab sabkuch thik ho jayega.”
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the whole day arman called annaya and asked about riddhima’s health and sometimes he called riddhima too and advised her to take rest only.at evening when he came back,went directly in riddhima’s room and saw she was sitting silently on her bed. he asked worriedly : “kya hua riddhima? aise kyon baithi ho?”
riddhima replied : “kuch nahi arman,mai thik hun tum rest karo jakar.”
arman sat beside her and uttered : “mai tired nahi hun riddhima,kya baat hai batao,itni sad kyon ho?”
riddhima looked at the away and uttered in a lost voice : “bas wo palak..bahut yaad aati hai..bahut pyari thi arman.”
arman nodded and took her hands into his. riddhima uttered in a wet voice : “wo marna nahi chahti thi arman par duniya uske jeene ka koi rasta choda hi nahi.”
arman uttered pressing her hand :” riddhima,wo chali gayi hai,ab chahe kuch bhi ho wo wapas nahi aayegi par tum phir se beemar pad sakti ho.at least apne baby ke liye yeh sab sochna chod do.”
riddhima nodded and wiped her tears. arman thought for sometime then uttered : “chalo,garden me baithte hain.”
riddhima : “par thand hai arman.”
arman nodded and uttered : “bas,tumhara thoda dil bahal jaye phir andar aa jayenge.i think tum bahut bore ho rahi ho yahan baithe baithe.”
he covered her with a shwal and uttered holding her hand : “chalein?”
riddhima nodded and came with him in the garden.arman made her sit on the swing and started swinging her slowly while started humming a song....
“Meri Duniya Hai, Tujh Mein Kahin
Tere Bin Main Kya, Kuch Bhi Nahin
Meri Jaan Mein, Teri Jaan Hai
Hoo, Saathi Mere
Meri Duniya Hai, Tujh Mein Kahin
Tere Bin Main Kya, Kuch Bhi Nahin
Meri Jaan Mein, Teri Jaan Hai
Hoo, Saathi Mere................
arman sat beside her and hummed taking her hands into him and peeping in her almond eyes....
Har Jagah, Raat Din, Pyaar Se
Main Jaaneman Tera Naam Loon
Meri Duniya Hai, Tujh Mein Kahin
Tere Bin Main Kya, Kuch Bhi Nahin
Meri Jaan Mein, Teri Jaan Hai
Hoo, Saathi Mere.....................
riddhima didn’t say anything only smiled seeing at him and kept head on arman’s lap and lied .after sometime arman got that she was in a deep slumber. arman kissed her hand and picked her in his arm and took in the room and made her lie on the bed. he covered her with a blanket and uttered touching her forehead with lips : “i love you jaan.”
he went to couch and lied there and in sometimes he was also sank in a deep sleep. at mid night his sleep broke hearing riddhima’s voice : “arman...
he got up with a jerk and came to riddhima and touched her forehead and got fever came back. riddhima was shivering because of cold. arman called dr. kirti immediately .dr. kirti uttered : ‘i suspected about it before arman.isliye maine full rest kaha tha.anyways medicine de do aur uska khyal rakho.”
arman nodded and shook riddhima and gave her medicine but her temparature started increasing more and more. arman started putting wet clothes on her forehead but now he was worried for her. after some time he felt riddhima was slept ,he was also very tired so didn’t know when began to doze but suddenly his sleep broke feeling riddhima’s whole body was trembling badly and hands and legs started twitching and tingling.arman shook her but she looked at arman blankly and in a minute arman understood what wrong was going on.he immediately called in hospital : “ambulance..jaldi....
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punam

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