Tuesday, 15 August 2017

part 74 : dard ka rishta

                                 
Arman called in hospital and then to dr. kirti .dr.kirti received the call immediately .arman uttered hurriedly : “dr, kirti,kya aap abhi hospital pahunch sakte hain? Riddhima is getting seizure..”
Dr. kirti asked in a shocked tone : “what! Okay,mai abhi pahunchti hun.”
Arman kept the mobile and shook riddhima again but she was trembling badly .arman covered her with a blanket and picked her in his arm and ran to downstairs and called ananya.ananya came out and shocked to see riddhima’s condition.arman addressed her : “mumma,mai riddhima ko hospital le ja raha hun.”

In the meantime ambulance came there.arman made riddhima lie on the bed in the ambulance and kept the oxygen mask on her nose. As they reached hospital,dr. kirti uttered : “take her in ICU..do fast.”
After some time dr. kirti came out from the ICU and addressed to arman : “she is better now,so rahi hai,par aisa hua kaise?”
Arman replied worriedly : “actually riddhima ko fever me aise seizure aate the shuru me par dr. atul ke treatment se wah thik ho gayi thi. Par yeh achanak kyon hua mai bhi nahi janta dr. kirti.”
Dr. kirti : “par yeh uske baby ke liye thik nahi hai dr. arman.anyways,humey 24 hours riddhima par nazar rakhni hogi,usey kabhi bhi phir se seizure aa sakta hai.”
Arman uttered in a worried tone : “ abhi toh bas 7 months hi complete hue hain dr. kirti,hum abhi koi step utha bhi nahi sakte na?”
Dr. kirti nodded and said : “yahi mushkil hai,agar 9 months hote toh mai operate karke baby ko nikal leti par abhi time nahi hua hai.”
Arman saw ananya was calling him.he picked the call and uttered : “abhi riddhima thik hai mumma,aap tension mat lo.mai yahin rahunga uske paas.”
Ananya asked in a tensed voice: “arman,yeh achanak kya hua riddhima ko? Baby thik hai na?usey kuch nahi hoga na?”
Arman : “nahi mumma,baby thik hai.riddhima ko pahle bhi aisa hua hai na,aapko yaad hoga jarur.dr. krti hain yahan aap tension mat kijiye.”
Ananya uttered : “thik hai beta,mai subah aaungi wahan.”
Arman nodded and hung the phone. Just then atul came there .dr. kirti uttered seeing him : “aaiye dr. atul.mujhe riddhima ke case ke bare me aapse kuch discus karna hai.dr. arman aap bhi aaiye.”
Arman asked looking at the cabin : “par riddhima yahah akeli hai.”
Dr. kirti : “main 2 nurse ki duty laga di hai,wo wahin hain aur riddhima abhi subah se pahle nahi uthegi.don’t worry.”
Arman nodded and went with them to dr. kirti’s cabin. Dr. kirti asked them to sit and addressed atul : “dr. atul,pahle jab riddhima ko aise seizures aate the to kitne din tak rahte the aur kya symptom dikhayi deta tha? Kya wo unconscious ho jati thi ya kisiko pahchan nahi pati thi?i want to know all about it.”
Atul : “dr. kirti,riddhima ko aise jhatke sirf 2 times aaye the ,tab wo behosh ho jati thi aur high temperature me pagalon jaisa chillati rahti thi,uski heartbeat unstable ho jata tha.tab maine dr. smith,jo epilepsy par France me research kar rahe the,unse contact kiya tha aur unhone kuch medicines wahan se bheja tha,uske baad riddhima ko kabhi aisa nahi hua.mai toh actually bhul hi chuka tha is baarey me.”
arman uttered immediately : “but riddhima ko epilepsy nahi hai dr. atul.”
atul uttered : “i know arman,but i also know she got epileptic seizure ,shayad accident me brain injury ki wajah thi wo but she had recovered fully.”
Dr. kirti nodded and uttered : “I know about those medicines.the problem is abhi wo medicines hum apply nahi kar sakte ,those are very powerful,baby ki jaan tak ja sakti hai.”
Arman asked worriedly: “then dr. kirti? Please aap riddhima aur baby ki jaan bacha lijiye.”
Atul uttered pressing arman’s hand : “don’t worry arman,humne kitni mushkilen paar ki hai na,riddhima is a fighter..wo thik ho jayegi.”
Arman asked in a wet voice : “aur humara baby? Wo abhi bahut chota hai atul,wo kaise fight karega?”
Dr. kirti : “dr. arman,aap khud ek doctor hain,aise emotion me dubna aapko suit nahi karta.agar aap yahan riddhima ke husband banker aaye hain toh aap ja sakte hain par agar ek doctor jaise humari baten sun sakte hain aur koi suggestion de sakte hain,then you are welcome here.
Arman nodded and bent head. Dr. kirti stared him once then addressed to atul : “agar kal tak riddhima normal ho jaye toh koi tension nahi par agar usey phir se seizure aaye to hume baby ko nikalna hoga.”
Hearing it arman gave dr.kirti a dumbfounded look!his lips trembled : “aap kya kah rahi hain dr. kirti?”
Dr. kirti replied in a serious tone : “aapne jo suna.kya aap chahte hain baby ko kuch problem ho?”
Arman nodded in na but uttered : “par wo abhi sirf 7 months ka hai,only 1 kg ka hai wo,kaise survive karega ?”
Dr. kirti uttered : “maine half kg ke baby ki life bhi save kiya hai dr. arman.riddhima ke baby ko machine ka support diya jayega par agar wo ander rahe to shayad mujhe afsos ke sath…
But arman cut her words immediately and uttered : “nahi dr. kirti,aap aisa mat kahiye,baby ko bacha lijiye dr. kirti warna mai riddhima ko kya munh dikhaunga? Kya kahunga usey?”
Atul : “arman,shayad hume iski jarurat na ho,shayad riddhima subah tak thik ho jaye.tu itna ghabra kyon raha hai?”
Dr. kirti : “yes dr. arman,shayad in sabki jarurat na ho par agar mujhe achanak koi decision lena pade toh mai aapka support chaungi that time isliye maine aapse is barey me discus kiya.maine aise bahut se cases dekhe hain jahan family ke decision lene me der ki wajah se case bigad gaya hai.”
Arman nodded and uttered like a defeated soldier : “dr. kirti,riddhima aur uski baby aapki responsibility hai,aapko jo thik lage aap kijiyega.”
Dr. kirti nodded and took out some papers and uttered keeping them in front of arman : ‘aapke signatures chahiye .”
Arman nodded and signed with shivering fingers.
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one day passed but riddhima’s situation was still same.she had high temparature and getting seizures.their friends and annaya was there but sahil and dadi was at home to take care of khushi. dr. kirti discussed the matter with her seniours and they suggested her to wait one day more. arman was in hospital from the first day.he didn’t want to leave riddhima for a minute.he was blaming himself for all of these.
anjali : “tu aisa kyon sochta hai arman? aur dekh sabse achchi baat yeh hai ki jab bhi riddhima ko teri jarurat padi,tu uske paas raha.aaj mujhe wo din yaad aa rahe hain jab tu isi tarah uske cabin ke baahar raat din baitha rahta tha.tab se lekar aaj tak tu hi uske sath raha na?’
muski consoled him : “aur tera sahara hi riddhima ke liye kafi hai arman,wo thik ho jayegi.
arman nodded with teary eyes and saw unconcious riddhima from the glass window.she was surrounded by machines and dr. kirti was discussing with her senior doctor in a low voice. ananya came to him and said : “arman,hum sab yahan hain,tu ghar jakar thoda rest kar le beta,2 din se tu soya nahi hai.”
arman : “aapko kya lagta hai mumma ki mai riddhima ko is haalat me chodkar chain ki need so paunga?yahan at least meri nazron ke samne hai wo.”
atul: “par arman,tum agar beemar pade to aur mushkil ho jayegi,mera kahna mano abhi ghar chale jao aunty ke sath.hum sab yahin hain.kuch der baad aa jana.abhi riddhima ko jo new medicine diye gaye hain usey uska body accept karega hopefully aur wo sham tak hosh me aa jayegi aur sab thik hoga.”
ananya uttered holding arman’s hand : “chal beta,hum thodi der baad phir aa jayenge.”
arman nodded as he was hell tired and came home with ananya.he came in his room and looked around. riddhima’s memories were everywhere in the room.he mumbled : “kyon riddhima? humari zindagi me hi itni takleef kyon hai? tum toh itni achchi ho,parayi bachchi ko bhi gale se laga liya,sabki galti maaf kar deti ho par tumhe hi wo uparwala itni takleef kyon de rahe hain?”
he saw that diary was kept on the table from that day. he opened it and started reading.....
“maine movie me dekha tha ki herine preagnant hone par raat ko ice cream ki maang karti hai aur hero doura doura lekar aata hai,maine bhi socha tha arman ko khub sataungi aur roj raat ko ice cream parlour jana padega usey...kitna naraj hoga wo..kitna chillayega..nahin,wo kyon chillayega? yeh to uska bhi baby hai na..mai bhi toh uske baby ke liye itni takleef kar rahi hun.i know jab mai uski bahon me humara baby dungi to wo sabkuch bhulkar khush ho jayega....”
this was written a few days back....
“arman,tumne kaha tha na ki huamra rishta pyar ka nahi dard ka hai.sach hi hai,pyar se bane rishte tut sakte hain kyonki isme lovers selfish hote hain,jaise aryan tha...par humara rishta dard ka hai,tumne mujhe dard me dekhkar apnaya tha..aur mai janti hun tum kitna bhi mujhse naraj ho,kabhi mujhe akela nahi chodoge..mera dard hi tumhari kamjori hai isliye mai bhagwan se yahi pray karungi ki mujhe aisa dard de ki tum mere paas phir se kheencha chala aao.....”
tears started flowing from arman’s eyes. he mumbled : “kyon riddhima? tumne aisi wish kyon ki?dekho aaj tum kitne dard me ho aur mai kuch bhi nahi kar pa raha hun...”
he closed his eyes and leaned back the couch while tears were constantly flowing from his eyes.suddenly he heard khushi’s kiddish voice : “naan..
he opened eyes and saw she was standing near him.khushi uttered in her kiddish voice : “naan..nai lote..(nahi rote)..
arman saw she was offering him a chocolate in her little fist.arman smiled and uttered : “aap khao khushi.”
khushi uttered looking at him : “tum kao..
arman took the chocolate from her hand and kept it in her mouth and uttered : “khushi bahut achchi hai na..
khushi nodded and uttered : “kuchi good gal..
arman caressed her cheeks and uttered : “sahil ne ice cream di aapko?”
khushi nodded then thought for a while then uttered :”mumma doll laigi...
arman understood sahil said her that about riddhima.he kissed her cheeks and uttered : “haan mera bachcha,aapki mumma ek chottu sa doll lekar aayegi aapke liye.”
suddenly khushi made sad face and uttered : “mumma ko bulao..khuchi mumma paas jaana.”
arman nodded and uttered : “mai aapke mumma ko jarur wapas launga khushi,wo jarur wapas aayegi.”
sahil came there and uttered : “bhaiya,khushi ko kaise sambhalein? didi kab thik hogi?”
arman thought for a while then uttered : “mai nikki ko kahta hun khushi ko kuch din apne paas rakhe,wo riddhima ke baad usse hi sabse jyada pyar karti hai.”
sahil nodded and uttered in a chocked voice : “bhaiya,phir mai aapke sath hospital chalunga di ko dekhne,khushi ke kaaran abhi tak ekbaar bhi di ko dekhne nahi gaya,missing her.”
arman nodded in yes.
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everyone spent that night restlessly as dr. kirti informed that riddhima’s body rejected those medicine and her condition now getting worse and early in the morning dr. kirti decided to take out the baby by operation as baby was not responding like before.....
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love you all
punam

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