Saturday, 19 August 2017

part 75 : Dard ka Rishta


ananya asked in a panicked voice : “tu kya kah raha hai arman! 7 months ka baby kaise survive karega?”
arman uttered in a sigh voice :”mumma,wo ander rahega to shayad survive hi na kare,bahar hum koshish to kar sakte hain na? riddhima ab apne baby ko carry nahi kar sakti.”
dadi uttered in an angry voice : “koi ma apne baby ko carry nahi kar sakti aisa kabhi humne nahi suna beta.”
arman uttered holding her hands: “riddhima bahut weak hai dadi aur usey hosh bhi nahi hai.”

dr. kirti uttered : “aur aise me ma baby dono ke jaan ko khatra hai,hum at least baby...
but befoe she could complete,arman uttered : “no dr. kirti,mujhe baby ke kimat par riddhima ko nahi khona.promise me,ap pahle riddhima ki jaan bachane ki koshish karenge.”
dr. kirti uttered : “mai ek doctor hun arman aur aap bhi,aap jante hain humari koshish yahi rahti hai ki dono ki jaan bachayi jaye.”
dadi uttered in a wet voice : “kirti beta,mere paas mere bete ke 2 hi nishani rah gayi hai,sahil aur shona,meri aapse vinti hai ki riddhuko kuch mat hone dena.”
dr. kirti assured her pressing her hand and went from there. arman and all sat there quietly. dadi and ananya started chanting mantra.1 hour passed but arman felt that it was like one century...he closed his eyes and sat leaning his back against the wall.he didn’t know when started dreaming..he saw riddhima was crying while holding a baby in her arm.suddenly she looked at arman,her eyes were burning with anger..she yelled in an angry voice : “I hate you arman..chale jao meri zindagi se..tumne...haan tumne hi mere bachche ko mujhse cheena hai...mai apne bachche ke bina kaise jiungi tumne ek baar bhi nahi socha? mai tumse nafrat karti hun arman...tum khuni ho..tumne hi mere bachche ko mara hai....”
riddhima!!!!!!!...” arman screamed calling her name and opened his eyes and saw annaya was shaking him while asking : “kya hua beta? sapna dekha kya? bura sapna?
arman gave ananya a lifeless look and burst into cry.....ananya tried to calm him but her eyes also started flowing.dadi looked other side and wiped her years and started chanting gayatri mantr. arman’s friends looked each other's face and came to them. anjali uttered holding ananya’s hand : “ananya aunty..the brave lady..itni choti si baat par aise tut kaise sakti hai?”
muski smacked on arman’s head and uttered : “are you mad arman? abey,tu mera hero hai aur hero aise himmat harta hai kya? chup ho ja warna hum sab rona start kar denge aur phir kya hoga pata hai tujhe? we will be thrown from this hospital kyonki hum doctors royenge toh patient kya sochenge ek baar soch tu.”
rahul uttered : “waise bhi muski tu doctor kam patient jyada lagti hai.”
muski uttered glaring him : “abey khote! chup kar! mai to model lagti hun,itni khubsurat jo hun.”
sid uttered folding his hand : “dhanya ho madam,aaplog is mouke par bhi fight kar lete ho?”
muski uttered punching him: “aise mouke ka kya matlab chamgadar ki aulad..tujhe kya pata ladne me kya maza hai..tu to us tami ke samne bheegi billi bankar rahta hai.”
sid made face and arman smiled seeing their fight.muski uttered smilingly : “yeh hui na baat..mera hero muskura raha hai..
just then OT’s door opened and dr. mehra came and uttered looking at arman : “congrates dr. arman,it’s a baby boy.”
all smiled hearing it but arman uttered worriedly : “riddhima kaisi hai?”
dr. mehra : “she is still in same condition but don’t worry dr. kirti is with her.”
ananya asked : “baby kahan hai dr. mehra?”
dr. mehra : “sorry,usey hum aapko abhi nahi dikha sakte. usey immediately NICU me rakha gaya hai.”
arman asked worriedly : “mai riddhima ko dekh sakta hun?”
dr. mehra : “no,not now.after sometime we will send her in ICU and she will be there under 24 hours observation.”
sahil asked worriedly : “dr. mehra,di thik ho jayegi na?”
dr. mehra uttered looking at sahil : “off course.i saw,aapki wrist suni padi hai. dr. riddhima is baar rakhi nahi baandh payi na..toh wo kaam pending hai,kaise wah usey pura kiye bina kahin ja sakti hai?”
sahil wiped his tears and said : “thank you dr. mehra. mai bhi us din ka intzaar kar raha hun.”
atul asked ;”any complication with baby?”
dr. mehra looked at them and uttered slowly : “sorry dr. atul,yeh aapko dr. kirti se pata chalega.”
atul nodded and addressed to anjali: “anjali,tum aunty dadi aur sahil ko lekar unke ghar jao ,mai aur arman yahan rahte hain.”
ananya : “nahi beta.hum nahi jayenge,bas ekbaar riddhima hosh me aa jaye phir chale jayenge.”
anjali uttered : “nahi aunty,riddhima se aap abhi 24 hours se pahle nahi mil sakte aur aaplog sari raat yahin par hain,chaliye mai bhi chalti hun,ek kaam karte hain,kuch der baad aa jayenge.”
rahul uttered : “hum bhi har chalte hain,fresh hokar duty bhi toh karna hai.”
all nodded and went from there. atul sat beside arman quietly. atul was tensed about the baby as he understood dr. mehra didn’t want to talk about him in front of all. but arman was only worried about riddhima.after some time atul and arman got up seeing dr. kirti was coming there. dr. kirti came to them and uttered : “riddhima ko ICU me shift kar diya gaya hai,her temperature is normal now and seizure stopped.but she is under observation for 24 hours. haan aap bahar se usey dekh sakte hain.”
arman nodded but atul asked : “what is the condition of baby ?”
dr. kirti looked once at arman and replied : “baby ka lungs puri tarah grow nahi hua hai,so now he will survive with the help of machine and he has anemia...usey monthly twice blood ki jarurat hogi.”
arman shocked hearing it! he asked : “anemia!
dr. kirto nodded and replied : “actually he carried anemia from riddhima.maine riddhima ko last time hi bataya tha she is a anemic patient.usey apna bahut dhyan rakhna padega.”
arman mumbled : “mujhe kisine nahi batya.”
atul : “kya baby ko hum dekh sakte hain dr. kirti? I mean arman jarur dekhna chahega,hai na arman?”
arman nodded but uttered : “pahle riddhima ko hosh aa jaye phir hum dono sath dekhenge usey.riddhima ka haq hai wo pahle dekhe mera nahi.”
dr. kirti and atul smiled.
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it was evening. after 12 hours exactly ,riddhima started responding,dr. kirti checked her and came out and addressed arman : “dr. arman,riddhima is fine now,she is gaining sense,kuch hi der me wo hosh me aa jayegi aur is samay aapka uske paas rahna bahut jaruri hai.”
arman got up immediately and came in the cabin and sat quietly beside riddhima.tears came seeing her condition but he wiped it quickly hearing dr.kirti’s low voice:”aapko pata hai na riddhima hosh me aate hi apne baby ko dhundhegi aur ab usey aapko sambhalna hai,aisa show karna hai ki baby is totally fine,aapne usey dekha hai bas safety ke liye incubator me rakha gaya hai.you should show that you are very happy,jaise kuch hua hi nahi,sab thik hai.”
arman nodded and uttered looking at dr. kirti : “please dr.kirti,aap yahin rahiye,kahin mai usey sambhal nahi paya toh?”
dr. kirti nodded and uttered : ‘mai dr. atul ko bhi bula leti hun.he is riddhima’s doctor ,riddhima uski baat jarur sunegi.”
she went out and uttered looking at all in a strict voice : “only dr. atul will come with me aur jab tak mai na kahun koi andar nahi aayenge.”
all nodded but muski whispered to anjali : “hitlar toh har jagah hitlargiri dikhati hai.”
dr. kirti smiled looking at muski as she heard her words and replied with a smile. muski bit tongue and started looking at the floor.
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riddhima open her eyes and tried to see but everything was blur in front of her eyes. she uttered slowly :”arman..
she heard arman’s voice : “haan riddhima ,mai yahi hun.”
but she felt that arman’s voice came from far away.she lifted her shivering hand and touched her tummy and in a while her screamed echoed in room : “mera bachcha!!!....mera baby!!....
in a while arman wrapped her in his arm and uttered : “baby is good jaan..congrats! you have a baby boy...humara beta thik hai jaan.”
but riddhima tried to push him while shouted like a maniac: “nahi..sab jhuth hai..mera bachcha..wo..wo..mar gaya..chala gaya mujhe chodkar...chala gaya apni mumma ko chodkar..mai bahut buri hun..apne baby ko bhi carry nahi kar payi..
she broke into tears.in between atul detached her IV bottle as she was trying to get up and move down of the bed.arman was trying to sooth her while saying : "riddhima,tumhare stitches cut jayenge,please shant ho jao.”
suddenly she stopped hearing dr. kirt’s gruffy voice : “dr. riddhima..!calm down!”
riddhima already started panting and fell on the bed.dr. kirti came to her and uttered in a serious tone :”you know na dr. riddhima,dr.kirti is never failed in her life.aapka baby thik hai but he is only 7 months baby so we kept him in special care. he is in incubator.”
riddhima asked in her sob : “aap sach kah rahe hain na dr. kirti?”
atul uttered : “riddhima yeh sach hai.tum zara thik ho jao phir usey tumhare paas le aayenge.but you know na tumhare bina itna chota baby ji nahi sakega toh pahle khud ko sambhalo.usey tumhari jarurat hai riddhima.”
riddhima nodded and closed her eyes. dr. kirti uttered : “abhi aapko puri tarah thik hona hai,aisa karengi toh aapki fever wapas aayega and you know na jab tak aap completely thik nahi hote,aapko aapka baby nahi milega.”
riddhima nodded and replied : “mujhe thik hona hai,mujhe mera baby chahiye.”
arman uttered lovingly : “tumhara baby tumse koi cheen hi nahi sakta riddhima aur kisine aisa karne ki himmat bhi ki toh tumhara arman uski jaan le lega.
iddhima smiled weakly and uttered : “tum mere paas rahna arman.”
arman nodded and uttered : “haan riddhima,mai tumhare paas hi hun.jab tak tum ekdam fit and fine na ho jao,mai tumhare paas hi rahunga.”
riddhima asked : “aur thik hone par dur chale jaoge?”
arman uttered holding her hands : “never....
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punam

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