Friday, 29 September 2017

Part-21 : The Painful Side Of Love


Armaan was surprised after seeing the anger in Camerone's eyes. He was well aware of the fact that Cam was in love with Riddhima but It was today that he finally realized how intense the love was''''maybe way more than he loved Riddhima. Armaan was really confused now and scared of loosing his love all over again.

While Riddhima on the other hand too was scared but because of a different reason'''..she was scared of what was awaiting her but she knew she'll have to face it so she walked upto Cam and tried hugging him but he held her back by her shoulders and stayed quiet for almost a minute and then he sighed and said 'Why do you keep troubling me like that? I don't get it Riddhima. Why did you go alone to meet him''''in fact why did you even bother to meet him?' Riddhima could sense the anger and anxiety in his voice and was deeply touched by it. She didn't know what to say or do so she simply held her ears and mumbled an apology, seeing which his heart melted and he finally gave her a hug. Then he turned towards Armaan and shook hands with him and said 'Thanks a lot Armaan for following this stupid girl that day''''she is a handful.' Riddhima glared at him while he simply chuckled.
'I think you are hungry come have some breakfast.' she sat down to have her breakfast and Cam seated himself next to her while Armaan just stood where he was.
Cam had just thanked him for protecting Riddhima''''the girl HE loved so he should be the one thanking Cam for helping them and not the other way round''''''.today he realized to what extent Cam loved Riddhima and that fact really made him uneasy. The only saving factor was that Riddhima isn't in love with Cam or maybe she is. Armaan shuddered at the thought and also reproached himself for doubting her love.
'Armaan' he heard Riddhima calling him so he turned around with a smile on his face and joined them on the table.
'So you finally moved in with him?' Cam asked Riddhima to which Riddhima replied 'Yup I did and am glad that I took this decision. He really loves me Cam but I am scared that I might hurt him again. Now that I am able to feel the love coming back to me I feel so happy and complete but with that comes the haunting fact of loosing him again which I don't think I'll be able to bear all over again.' Riddhima's eyes were burning with unshed tears threatening to fall anytime. Cam walked towards Riddhima and hugged her'''''.Riddhima placed her head on his chest and sobbed silently. While Cam was busy soothing Riddhima and moving his hand up and down on her hair, Armaan stood in a corner watching them with the same insecurity gripping him once again. Once they got out of the hug Armaan walked towards them and informed Riddhima, who had now stopped crying and her tears had all gone now, that they have to leave for Sanjeevani.
'What will you do today?' Riddhima asked Camerone.
'I guess I'll also go to work.' Camerone had a few industries in India also so he decided to go and check them.
All three left for their work. Armaan and Riddhima drove towards Sanjeevani. He parked the car in the parking lot and was about to get out when Riddhima held his hand without looking at him. He stopped and closed the door. Riddhima turned towards him and cupping his face she looked deep into his eyes and Armaan saw the love and trust once again intact in those beautiful eyes. Finally she spoke in a husky voice 'Armaan I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me. You have always been there for me and even when I left you 4 years back you never stopped loving me. You built our dream house and without loosing hope waited for me all these years. I don't know how to express my feelings'''''
Armaan placed a finger on her lips and silenced her. He took her chin between his fingers and said 'You don't have to thank me Riddhima ''''.. I did all that for myself because life without you is nothing but a dark doom. I lived like a dead body all these years but when you came back you brought my life back with you. I tried hating you all this time but every time I tried I fell deeper and deeper in love with you. Just promise me that you won't leave me ever again.' he held out his hand towards Riddhima which Riddhima accepted with a huge smile and then placed a kiss on Armaan's cheek and immediately got out of the car. Armaan stayed in the car and placing his hand on the cheek that she had kissed him on, smiled to himself.
They both were busy with their duties the whole day. After 9 long hours of work they finally left to go home where the servant had cooked a delicious meal for them and he also informed them that Camerone would not be joining them that night and was staying with some other friend.
After that Armaan dismissed the servant and they both sat down to have dinner. Riddhima took off her coat and Armaan saw her cream shirt tighten on her chest making her curves even more obvious. He licked his dry lips and bent his down to focus on the food instead of Riddhima's tempting body. They both were having a silent dinner when suddenly Riddhima started coughing violently due to the spicy food '''Armaan took a glass of water and moving his chair closer to her handed it to her. Riddhima took the glass immideately and placed it against her lips and drank its contents with equal force spilling some of the drops on her chin and lips. Armaan saw the drops and felt himself aroused. When Riddhima placed the glass down, he bent forward and sucked the drops from her chin and then placed his lips against hers. She was startled for a moment but gradually relaxed when Armaan's hands started to caress her back. The kiss started off as a gentle and loving one but soon it turned into a violent hunger''''..Riddhima placed her arms around Armaan's neck and moved her fingers into his hair''..he forced his tounge into her mouth, making the kiss deeper''''a moan escaped Riddhima's lips and she felt breathless but Armaan didn't stop. His hands moved all over her body'''he moved his hands inside her shirt and he felt her silky soft skin and moving his hand upwards he caressed her nipples making Riddhima moan loudly. He finally let go off her mouth and moved his lips down her neck leaving a trail of wet kisses. He picked her up in his arms and carried her to his room'''.. placing her on the bed he covered her body with his''''Riddhima saw the hunger and lust in his eyes and tried moving away but he grabbed her thigh and pinned her under him and once again sealed her lips with his and this time the kiss was burning with passion and was rough and possesive. He took off her shirt and getting up a little took his off as well and then he bent down and sucked at her throat making it burn with heat'''.she gripped his hair with one hand and dug the other one in the bed. He moved her bra straps down and kissed her shoulders and then he kissed her belly moving down to her navel''..he unhooked her bra and threw it off. He kissed her breast making her shiver in delight and then sucked at them. His hands moved down to her skirt and moving his hand inside it he rubbed it next to her sensitive organ but instead of arousing her she suddenly stiffened and called out Armaan's name. He was busy kissing her totally oblivious to the fact that Riddhima was responding negatively now. She dug her nails into his shoulders and shouted his name making him snap out of his erotic world. He looked up at her and saw her totally terrified face. He stopped and rose on his one elbow and was face to face with her'''.he got really scared when he saw a tear escape her eye and started to speak something when Riddhima said in a low voice 'Armaan please leave me alone. I'll be fine. Just please leave me alone.' Armaan silently got up and left the room with his shirt in his hand.

He stood near the window in the drawing room trying to figure out if what he did was wrong'''..she responded positively initially but then she all of a sudden turned cold and stiff. Armaan knew if he'll ask her she wouldn't tell him anything'''.he couldn't help but think about the past 4 years that she had spent with Vivek and the divorce allegations came back to his mind''''he again imagined her in Vivek's arms and that made him ball his fist''''he didn't know what to make of it. Why can't she tell him anything? He knew that something was disturbing her terribly but he didn't know what'''.he could live without touching her but imagining her to be in some extreme distress wrenched his heart. Suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned around and saw Riddhima standing in front of him with her clothes in their proper place but eyes slightly red and swollen. Armaan moved his hand towards her but she took a step backwards and turned her face away''.Armaan felt as if somebody had slapped him hard across his face.

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