Friday, 10 November 2017

part 10 : All for your love


sashank was now fine and went home but dr. bhonsle advised him to take rest for some days. ananya and billy also went hospital to see him and when dr. shshank apolozised for that day ,they showed like nothing had happened.
annaya : “ hum toh kab us baat ko bhul gaye shshank.mai toh isi me khush hun ki mere bachpan ka dost mujhe mila hai aur kitni yaden bhi taza ho gayi hai par tune is baat ko dill par kyon liya? arey,teri beti abhi bachchi hi toh hai,apne paas 2-4 saal abhi rakh phir shadi ki sochna.”
billy uttered : “yes dr. shshank.she is like my sappu aur hum toh abhi uski shadi ki baat soch hi nahi sakte.”
shshank smiled only.

after shshank went home,arman asked about his health in phone but didn’t go his house.he didn’t want to meet to riddhima again.
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one afternoon ,when muski and anjali was chatting in locker room,they heard a voice : “excuse
me,kya aap bata sakte hain dr. arman kahan milenge?”
muski and anjali looked at her and tried to remember where they had seen this girl.and in a while muski uttered angrily : “kyon? “
that girl uttered in a soft voice : “kuch kaam tha unse.”
muski uttered in same tone : “i know you..you are riddhima gupta,our sir’s daughter.”
riddhima nodded and bent her head.
muski mocked : “ab arman se kya kaam hai tumhe? dill toh tod diya uska,apne papa ko beemar bana di,ab koun sa naya game khelna chahti ho humare dost ke sath?
riddhima got scared seeing muski’s angry face and stammered : “nahi..wo...
anjali stopped muski and uttered : “dekho riddhima,agar tum mafi mangne aayi ho toh please chali jao.arman us incident ko bhulne ki koshish kar raha hai,phir se pareshan ho jayega.”
riddhima uttered sighly : “mai kisiko pareshan nahi karna chahti,bas kuch kahna tha dr. arman se.”
muski glared her and was about to say something but anjali replied : “ tum nurse station par uska wait kar sakti ho,wo wahin aayega.”
riddhima nodded and went from there. muski uttered stomping feet : “iski toh...ab kya lene aayi hai yahan? agar isne phir kuch gadbad kiya toh mai isey nahi chodungi.”
anjali uttered with a smile : “shant jhansi ki rani. arman is not a bachcha...wo sabkuch sambhal lega.chal ab duty ka time ho gaya hai.
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when arman came in nurse station to sign before going home,sister lovely uttered : “o ji dr. arman ji,aapse koi milne aaya hai,i mean aayi hai.”
arman asked surprisingly : “koun sister lovely? kahan hai?
lovely : “o,ji,abhi toh yahin thi.bahut der se aapka wait kar rahi thi.shayad chali gayi ho.”
arman asked irritatingly : “aapko naam puchna chahiye tha loveli ji.shayad kisi patient ki rishtedar ho,kuch jarurat ho.”
lovely uttered : “naam toh mainu pucha ji.haan ,usne kaha uska naam riddhima gupta hai..”
arman shocked hearing it! he got tensed about dr. shshank.he asked hurriedly : “chali gayi kya?”
lovely : “nahi ji,wo udhar corridor ki taraf gayi ji.”
arman turned and stepped to the corridor but she was not there.arman thought to call dr. shsahnk but he was confused what to do.suddenly his eyes went on the firescape door which was slightly opened. he came and pushed the door and got she was sitting on the stairs leaning against the wall....her eyes were closed but getting sound of the door,she opened eyes and seeing arman she stood up hurriedly. arman saw she wiped her tears hurriedly. arman kept quiet for a minute then uttered in a rude tone: “ dr. riddhima,i think aapko mujhse milna nahi chahiye.”
riddhima lifted her sad eyes and uttered hurriedly : “nahi..wo actually..aapse kuch kahna..
but arman cut shorts and uttered : “ mai nahi chahta ki aapke wajah se mere aur dr. shshank ke beech koi misunderstanding ho aur iske liye hum ek dusre se anjaan rahe toh hi achcha hai.”saying he turned and went from there leaving riddhima in this state.riddhima heaved a long breathe and went from there. she wanted to talk to arman but she couldn’t force him to listen her. she decided to go to arman’s house and stepped out.
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arman replied riddhima rudely but he felt it awkward . his heart and mind both scolded him for not to listen her.he didn’t know what thing forced riddhima to come to him and surely it was very important otherwise why riddhima came to him only.arman got worried for dr. shshank and asked about his health. dr. shshank was sleeping but dadi picked the call and assured arman that dr. shshank was fine .arman heaved a sigh of relief and went home but the whole night riddhima’s sad face came in front of him. he was not able to forget her...he didn’t know why she always came in front of his closed eyes. he got up and mumbled : “tu pagal ho jayega arman...yeh ladki tujhe pagal banakar chodegi.delhi,first meet se lekar aaj tak...kabhi bhi usey tu bhul nahi paya. khud ko kitna bhi busy bana le par jab bhi mouka milta hai,aa jati hai tere khyalon men tujhe satane...arman..tujhe shayad yahan se bhagna pade..sirf uski yadon ko mitane ke liye..
he dumped himself on the bed and tried to sleep but again her face came in front of his eyes and the big question....”why she had come to you? what she had wanted to tell you?”
his mind mocked : “dumbo!usey batane toh diya nahi,ab pachta raha hai..
his heart said : “kya karun yaar..usey dekhte hi apne bikhre hue sapne yaad aa gaye aur gussa aa gaya.”
mind : “tere sapnon ke liye wo toh responsible nahi hai na..usey toh tere baarey me kuch pata bhi nahi hoga aur tu ‘khyali pulaw’ pakane laga tha,isme uski kya galti hai? par shayad sach me koi important baat hogi jo wo tujhe hi bata sakti thi.”
arman felt disgussting. why he didn’t listen her? now....”jab chidiya chug gayi khet,ab pachtaye hot kya?”...na wah riddhima se contact karna chahta tha na kisi aur se puch sakta tha...he smacked on his head and mumbled : “so ja ,ab tu kuch nahi kar sakta..so sochkar apne dimag ka halva mat bana..”
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next day morning billy informed arman that now they wanted to go back delhi but they wished if arman also come with them for somedays.but arman refused politely as he had a heavy workload.he was sorry for it.
ananya : “beta,hum samajhte hain ,sorry kahne ki jarurat nahi.actually we are happy ki tune khud ko sambhal liya aur apne kaam ko importance diya.”
arman smiled and hugged his mom lovingly.
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but when he returned home at evening,saw billy and ananya were waiting for him.
ananya : “beta,tu fresh hokar aa ja,kuch baat karni thi.”
arman nodded and went to freshen. when he back,saw annaya made his favourite ‘dhokla’ .he grabbed a piece of dhokla and uttered smilingly : ‘wow! its delicious mumma! i will miss your cooking.”
billy uttered smilingly : “so I offered you to go delhi with us arman beta.”
arman uttered : “sorry papa. actually aap bhi apna business yahan sift kar lo aur mumma apna work,toh phir hum sath reh payenge.”
annaya uttered with a smile: “delhi chod pana mere liye bahut mushkil hai,phir bhi hum ispar sochenge,actually tujhe aur sappu se alag rahna bhi humare liye mushkil hota ja raha hai.”
arman smiled sighly and asked : “kab jane wale ho aap?”
they kept silence for sometime then billy uttered clearing his throat..”actually,kuch batana tha tujhe.”
arman asked surprisingly : “haan papa batao na..any problem?”
ananya uttered : “beta..wo...
arman looked their faces and asked worriedly : “anything wrong?”
billy replied : “no..nothing...tu gussa mat karna okay?”
arman : “thik hai mai gussa nahi karunga,bataiye kya baat hai?”
annaya uttered : “actually aaj riddhima aayi thi yahan.”
“riddhima! yahan!” arman asked surprisingly.
they nodded.
arman : “but why?”
annaya : ‘wo kah rahi thi usne tujhse bhi baat karne ki koshish ki thi par...anyways,wah kuch kahne aayi thi.”
arman gave them a question look.
billy : “ actually wo kah rahi thi ki wah is shadi ke liye taiyar hai.”
arman jumped on his place. he gave them a weird look and asked : “aaplogone koi sapna toh nahi dekha na? “
billy : “sach me arman.wo kah rahi thi ki dr. shshank ne is shadi ke baarey me usey pahle kuch nahi bataya tha,so usne darkar mana kar diya tha.”
arman mocked : “aur aaplogone usey innocent samajhkar uski baat maan li?”
annaya : “nahi arman..humne usey toh yeh bhi pucha ki kahin uske papa uspar force toh nahi kar rahe,to usne kaha aisi koi baat nahi hai.wah humey nahi janti thi toh dar laga ki kahin shadi ke baad uska further education ruk na jaye,so she refused.par ab usey lagta hai aisa nahi hoga.”
arman asked hurriedly : “aaplogon ne kya kaha?”
billy : “humne usey kaha ki aur ekbaar achchi tarah soch le kyonki yeh decision whole life ka hota hai.”
arman didn’t understand what to say. he didn’t want to belive on riddhima’s words. the truth is he not only liked that misterious girl,actually fell in love and wished to make her own but not by forcefully. all were sat there silently while lost in thought.just then ananya’s mobile started ringing..annaya picked the call and got it was aunty’s (dadi’s) call. she uttered from other side : “anu beta,riddhima se baat hui kya?”
annaya replied : “ji aunty,par yeh achanak kaise? I mean kahin wo kisi presure men toh nahi hai? aap jante hain aise marriage successful nahi hote...mujhe lagta hai riddhima aur aapsabko is barey me phir se sochna chahiye.”
dadi : “nahi beta,usne khud aaj mujhse kaha ki wo is rishte ke liye taiyar hai. usne toh uske papa se bhi baat ki par shshank ne saaf mana kar diya phir se aage badhne ko,toh wo khud tujhse milne gayi.”
ananya uttered : “humey thoda time chahiye aunty.actually we are confused totally.”
dadi uttered : “thik hai beta.aur tu arman se bhi baat kar le.agar jarurat ho toh wo riddhima se mil sakta hai..jahan wah kahe.”
ananya nodded and hung the phone and asked looking at arman and billy : “ab?”
billy looked at arman.arman thought a while then uttered : “mujhe thoda time chahiye mumma.”
annaya : “sure beta. tu sabkuch sochkar bata ki kya decision lena hai.”
arman nodded and came in his room.after a lot thinking,he called atul for suggestion as he knew atul was the right person whom he could ask about anything and he always suggets what is right.
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next day arman informed ananya ,he wanted to talk to riddhima about it ,after that he would decide what to do. annaya called dadi about it and she agreed happily but that time not at their house,arman decided to meet somewhere else instead of their home.
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love you all
punam

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