Wednesday, 8 November 2017

Part 3: Dard Na Jaane Koi ( An AR FF)



Armaan was looking at the side as Billy stare at him with anger burning in his eyes.
An: Billy.
B: Samjhao isko Ananya. Ek ne toh bina soche samjhe tamasha bana diya hai. Ab dusra bhi humhara tamasha bane ka soch raha hai.A: Baba.B: Not another word Armaan. Siddhant ki tarha agar tum bhi yeh nikaah nahi karna chahte the, to tum bhi bhaag sakte the. Lekin ab tum maano ya na maano, Riddhima tumhara biwi hai aur rahegi.

A: Lekin.
B: Agar tumhare dil me tumhare Mama aur Baba ke liye thori si bhi izzat hai, to tum is nikah ko ek chance doge. Riddhima ne Siddhant se mohabbat karne ke baad bhi tumse nikah ki kyunki uske dil mein apne ma baba ke liye aur humhare liye izzat hai. Ab tumhari baari hai Armaan. Aur haan, tumhe is ghar mein nehi rehna hai toh jaate jaate apne biwi koh saath lejao. Kyunki tum maano ya na maano, ab Riddhima tumhara zimmedaari hai.
Billy left from there hoping Armaan would think of what he just said, he had already lost one and he has no strength to loose anymore of his children. Ananya also went after Billy knowing how much hurt he was today, leaving Armaan and Riddhima behind.
All this time, Riddhima just stood not understanding what to say. Armaan looked at her, who just run up to their room not believing this was happening with her. Armaan who was hurt with his father words, gave Riddhima all the fault. Soon his thoughts turned into anger. Armaan left the bag in hall and left the house.
While in room Riddhima was crying her out sitting near the bed thinking about her life. She was thinking what she has done wrong that her love left her like that, that too on their marriage. Riddhima never thought, after Siddhant left her Armaan would take a decision like that but to her fear Armaan was willing to leave her with his parents just because he wasn't happy with their marriage. Neither Riddhima was happy but for the sake of their reputation, she agreed to marry him.
R: Ya Allah, yeh kiya ho raha hai meri saath. Kyun ho raha hai. Maine aisa kiya gunah kardiya jo mujhe itna takleef mil raha hai. Sirf apne mohabbat se nikah karne ka sapna dekha tha maine, ek khubsurat zindagi bitane ka sapna dekha tha maine. Phir aisa kiya hogaya Allah, jo mujhe khushi ki badle mein itna dukh mil rahi hai.
Tears were continuously falling from her eyes, Riddhima kept her knee close to her chest as she hide her face. Riddhima was shivering due to the crying as she try not to let her voice out. Last night, her heart as already broken in to several pieces when she got to know Siddhant didn't come to marry her but she decide to marry Armaan for her parents, thinking at least Armaan would try to give a chance to their marriage but seems like no one want her in their life. \
Riddhima was disturb by her mobile ring, she look at the caller and saw Anjali number flashing. As she wanted to share her pain with someone badly, she answer the call clearing her face but no voice came out.
Anj: Riddhima, tu tik haina.?
R: Anji.
Riddhima couldn't talk as her voice was blocked due to crying, she didn't realized how long she kept crying. Hearing Riddhima voice, Anjali understood she must be very broken.
Anj: Riddhima, sambhalo apne aapko. Jo kismat ka likha hai, woh hum badhal nehi sakte. Ab tum Armaan ki biwi ho, Siddhant aur apne baare mein sochne ka koi faida nehi hai. Apne is nayi rishte koh ek moka doh. Khuda pe bharosa rakh.
Riddhima was about to tell her about Armaans decision, but then she stopped. She cant do that, its not the right time. She will have to wait.
R: Khuda pe bharosa hai, tabhi to is Rishte ke liye Haa ki thi mene. An: Bas to phir, jab Khuda tere saath hai, to phir kis bat ka darr. Dekha de Armaan ko, ke tu Riddhima hai, kisi bhi cheez se dur nahi bhagti.
Riddhma smiled and then said her goodbye to Anji. Even though she wanted to, she wasn't able to talk to her parents right now. She did not blame them, but she was just not ready to talk or see them. She felt betrayed, she felt hurt, she left like her own parents have left her alone.
Riddhima did not know that she was lost in her thought, that she did not even got to know when Armaan entered the room. Armaan looked at her with an angry face.
A: abhi ek din hua nahi tumhe is ghar me aaye hu, direct hi meri aur mere parents ke beech me misunderstandings create karna shuru kar diya.
R: mene kya kiya Armaan.
A: itna bano mat, sab janta hu me tum jaisi ladkiyo ko. Samne kuch aur back pe kuch aur. Nafrat hai mujhe tum jaisi ladkiyo se, tumse aur hamare is rishte se.
R: Armaan...
A: shut up Riddhima.
Riddhima flinched back, as she heard Armaans angry voice. To be honest she actually got scared. She took two steps back. Armaan notices that and just for a mere second he softened, but then he remembered Shaina and again his anger came up.
A: Chalo mere saath.
He came forward and grabbed Riddhima by her hand. His grip was so tight that it hurt Riddhima a lot, but she wasn't able to say anything. Armaan reached to his parents room. He turned around and saw Riddhima's face, which was full of pain. Her eyes were closed. He locked down and then loosened the grip.
A: tum bas chup rehna. Tumhe kuch bhi bolne ki zaroorat nahi hai. Samjhi tum.
As Riddhima did not answered, Armaan got again angry. Automatically his voice raised.
A: mene tumse kuch pucha Riddhima..
R: jee..
Just a small whisper was heard from Riddhima. Armaan knocked his parents room and entered with Riddhima.
A: Mama, Baba, I am Sorry. Me janta hu mene jo pehle kaha, wo sahi nahi tha. Lekin aap sahi keh rahe hai Baba, mujhe is Rishte ko nibhana hoga, kyunke mene Riddhima se Shaadi ki hai, ab wo meri responsibility. hai. Lekin Baba, me wapis jana chahta hu. Me to yaha pe bas sirf Sid ki... Jo kuch bhi hua, me ab wapis jana chahta hu, aur is se pehle ke aap kuch sooche, me Riddhima ko apne saath leke jaunga. Once again I am Sorry. me aap dono ka head kabhi bhi sharam se jhukne nahi dunga.
Ananya had literally tears in her eyes. Billy came forward and hugged Armaan. he was so proud that Armaan was his son. he knew, that Armaan would never let him down. Armaan agreed to marry Riddhima, by only once asking.
Riddhima on the other hand was totally shocked to see this side of Armaan. Was he actually giving them a try, or was is just a drama. Which Armaan is the real one? The one, in their room, or the one standing in his parents room. Riddhima was really very confused.
B: hume pata tha beta, tum hamara sar jhukne nahi doge. Riddhima bohot aachi ladki hai, wo tumhe kabhi akela nahi chodegi. Bas ek mauka deke dekho.
A: Jee Baba.
Then Armaan left from there and went back to his room. Riddhima right on his track. Reaching the Riddhima got really confused with Armaans behavior.
R: yeh sab kyat tha Armaan.
A: Drama?
R: Drama? Tum kehna kya chahte ho.
A: wohi jo tumne suna. Yeh Rhishta sirf ek dikhawa hai. Koi umeed mat lagana.
R: What the hell Armaan, tum samajhte kya ho apne aap ko. Agar tum is Rishte ke lyie Razi nahi the, to me bhi razi nahi thi. Jitna tum is Rishte ke liye majbur hue ho, utni hi me bhi majboor hu. Tum aisa kaise kar sakte ho?
A: Awaz sambhal ke Riddhima, tumhe koi haq nahi hai is lehje me mujhse baat karne ki.
R: aur tumhe bhi koi haq nahi hai meri zindagi ke saath aise khelne ke liye.
A: Abhi mene khelna hi kaha shuru kiya hai Riddhima.
Riddhima could not control her tears anymore. She hated her life right at this moment. She did not think that her life could get even more miserable. But Armaan proved her again wrong. Not able to control her anger anymore Riddhima pushed Armaan on his chest. Armaan was definitely not expecting this.
R: HOW DARE YOU
She again pushed him
R: TUM SAMAJHTE KYA HO APNA AAP KO
She again pushed him
R: MERI ZINDAGI KYA TUMHE KHEL LAGTI HAI; PEHLE TUMHARA BHAI AUR AB TUM.
That was it for Armaan. He grabbed her hands and spun them around and pinned her to the wall.
A: Bas bohot hua. Don't you dare to compare me with Sid. Mujhme aur usme Zameen Asmaan ka fark hai, samjhi tum.
R: Nahi samjhi, aur na hi samjhungi. Jab jiski marzi hoti hai, aake meri zindagi ke saath khelna lag jaata hai. Pehle Sid aur ab Tum.
A: abhi mene tumhare saath khelna kaha shuru kiya hai Riddhima.
R: agar isko khelna nahi kehte to phi kisko kehte hai Armaan? Tumhari biwi hone ke bawajud bhi mujhe kabhi tumhari biwi hone ka darja nahi milega!
A: Tumhe meri Biwi hone ka darja chahiye
Armaans eyes were burning with anger, without thinking anymore he grabbed her waist with one hand and put his other hand on her neck, pulling her closer. Riddhima's eyes widened with horror. Before Riddhima could comprehend what was happening, his lips crashed on hers. A punishing kiss but it triggered something foreign in both of their bodies.
A strange sensation, both never have felt before. Riddhima felt her body suddenly shudder in excitement and her eye automatically closed. The feeling left both of them confused. The kiss eventually became tender and Riddhima felt him pulling her closer and closer to his body. He pinned her back to the wall, with him squeezing her.
Due to their closeness Riddhima could feel the muscular chest of Armaan. The kiss was heaven, for both of them, but none of them would accept that. As realization hit Armaan, he pushed himself away from Riddhima and wiped his lips.
A: tamasha to ab banega tumhari Zindagi ka Riddhima. Just wait and watch.
Then Armaan left from there, leaving a crying Riddhima behind. That was not what she meant, that was not how she expected her first kiss to be. That was not how she wanted to be claimed as his wife. She sunk on the floor and put her head on her knees. She could not deny that she actually liked the feeling of Armaans lips on hers. Armaans behavior, her feelings and above all this situation was confusing her so much. She just don't know what to do? Not even Riddhima knew when the sleep took over. She fell asleep sitting in the same position.
Much later when Armaan came back, he saw Riddhima sitting on the floor, sleeping. He actually felt sorry for her. Not even he knew why he let the anger control him and kissed her. That was not his plan. But his still did it. He wont deny, but he actually enjoyed kissing her and he would do it again if possible. But now he pushed the thoughts aside and took Riddhima bridal style and put her on the bed.
By lying her on the bed, he pushed aside some hairs on her face. He could even see the dry tears on her face. He was about to caress he face but then stopped midway.
A: nahi, tum bhola chehra leke phirti ho. lekin me jaanta hu ke is bhole chehre ke peeche koi shaitan chupa hua hai. Me tumhare is masoomiyat ke khel me nahi phasunga Riddhima. Kabhi nahi.
Then Armaan left from there. He did not want to sleep with Riddhima in the same room, so he took the guestroom, without his parents knowledge. And in the morning for the morning prayer he got back to his room, seen Riddhima already praying.
It was decided that today Armaan will fly back to Melbourne. But this time, Riddhima will go with him. They took farewell from their parents and left from there. After a long flight they finally reached Armaans house in Melbourne.
During the flight, Armaan did not even talked with Riddhima, he did not even looked at her. Riddhima felt very hurt by his behavior, but she decided to keep quiet. She did not want to see his angry side ever again. She had decided to keep her feelings inside her. She will just see how the life will go on. What Allah has planned for her. Instantly by entering Armaans house, he closed the door and turned to Riddhima with an evil smirk.
A: Welcome to the Hell Mrs. Riddhima Armaan Mallik. Tumhari Zindagi to ab barbad hogi.
Riddhima got literally shocked hearing this from him. She flinched by his cold and angry but still calm voice.

With Love,
Rihoo & Amna...

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