Sunday, 12 November 2017

Part 32 : ArSh FF ~ SIRF TUM ~ (SEASON 2)


 EMOTIONS OUT OF CONTROL "

Next Evening"Kyun sab kuch aur complicated hota jaa raha hai... Jitna main unse dur jaana chahti hun utna hi unke karib aa jaati hun..." a stressed Shilpa thought staring at the fountain "Kal jo huaa vo nai hona chahiyee tha... Mujhse unse dur jaana hai... Fir kyun main unke karib chali jaati hun... Mujhe inhe push karna chahiyee tha... Unhe ehsaas dilaana chahiyee tha ki mere dil mein unke liye kuch nai hai... Fir kyun maine unhe apni taraf khicha..." her heart was reviving last night's events "Par Shilpa kitne mahino baad tu unke itne karib
gayi... Unhe mehsoos kiya... Aur tujhe kya lagta hai... Ek pure din unhe ignore karne se.. Tu sab kuch thik kar legi..." her heart said to her who looked deeply on space while keeping her both hands on her lap "Aur kal kya bakwas kar gayi tu unse... Bewkoof ye tu b jaanti hai... Ki ab Armaaan iski root tak jaaynge... To kya jawaab degi tu" her mind scolded her "Bol dena jo sach hai... Ki tujhe space chahiyee... Aur tu dar rahi hai unhe wapas accept karne mein... Kyun ki tujhe dar hai ki kahi sab kuch firse galat na ho jaaye... Aur tujhe ye b dar hai ki kahi Armaan sirf ye rishta responsibility k liye nibhana chahte hai... Pyaar k liye nai..." her heart answered all her questions wd herself "Aur tu bewkoof hai jo apna pyaar accept kar liyaa..." her mind scolded her "Ye sab sunne k baad Armaan ko sirf tujhpe daya aayi hai... Yaa fir vo baski Husbands ki tarah sirf Husband Wife ka rishta nibhana chahte hai pyaar yaa trust nai..." her mind put all the negativity inside her who sadly looked at the water Dressed in simple pink & white churidar dress wd a golden earrings & necklace she looked at the space wd sadness inside her heart while her hairs are tucked in a bun making her elegant she was seated on a bench under a garden's roof while looking outside that fountain in garden when"Heyyy Shilpa..." Surbhi's cheerful voice made her looked up at her"Aa gayi tum... Kiska phone tha??" she asked politely as Surbhi sat beside her"Pehle Mr Khan ka tha... Fir Rehaan ka... Aur fir Aditi ka jo bula rahi hai kisi kaam se mujhe..." Surbhi replied normally"Oo... Toh tum jaao.. Main yehin hun..." Shilpa said smilingly making her smile"Hmmm... Main jaungi abhi... But usse pehle mujhe ye batao... Tum kyun nai gayi... Mr Khan k saath shopping pe... Kyun mujhse jhut bulvaya..." she asked carefully making her looked away from her "Agar tum nai batana chahti to koi baat nai..." immediately she said nonchalantly"Maine kaha tha na Surbhi... Mujhe bas thoda sa space chahiyee.. Bas vohi chahti hun main... Aur kuch nai..." she replied calmly looking at the space"Par tumhe to khush hona chahiyee ki finally Mr Khan... Tumhaari taraf kheech gaye hai... To fir space kis chiz ka??" Surbhi asked confusedly"Mujhe nai pata Surbhi kya hua hai mujhe... Bas abhi main unse dur rehna chahti hun... Bas" she said frustratingly making Surbhi guess that she is in some depression or something"Thik hai baba... Koi force nai hai tumpe... But tum khudko takleef kyun de rahi ho..." Surbhi said cheerfully keeping her hand on her shoulder "Tumhe dur rehna haina Mr Khan se... To till the time you'll clear out ur feelings I will make sure ki Mr Khan tumde dur rahe hai..." she said happily making her smile "But tumhe b promise karna hoga... K tum apni health ka khayaal rakhogi..." she kept her hand infront of her who wd a small smile nodded in yes while keeping her hand on hers "That's like a gud girl... Ab main jaaun.. Aditi mera wait kar rahi hogi..." she asked smilingly"Haa sure... Main b thodi daer baad aati hun..." Shilpa said politely making Surbhi smile"Bye...!!" rising up Surbhi waved to which she waved back and Surbhi turned to go "Shilpa ka yun space maangna... Zahir karta hai uska depression... Vo galat hai iswaqt aise kaise vo ab dur jaa sakti hai Mr Khan se... Par vo sirf space maang rahi hai jo Mr Khan ko dena chahiyee... Kyun ki jab unhe space chahiyee thi tab Shilpa ne apni feelings ko daba k unhe pura space diya tha... Aur ab jab unhe Shilpa k saath waqt guzaarna hai... To Shilpa k saare hopes tut chuke hai... Mr Khan ko jaldi hi kuch karna hoga varna... Vo Shilpa ko kho denge... Mujhe unse baat karni hogi... Is tym pe Shilpa ko akela chodna galat hoga..." she thought while walking ahead She didn't knew about Kiya thing she only knows Shilpa's love for Armaan and Armaan's developing feelings for Shilpa "But jab Mr Khan ka phone aaya tha vo puch to rahe thae ki kahan hai Shilpa... Kya pata vo khud aa jaayen... I hope bahoot daer hone se pehle vo aa jaaye... Main unhe message kar dun ki iswaqt Shilpa akeli hai..." she thought confusedly while walking inside the Palace "But maine Shilpa se bola hai usse jitna chahiyee main utna space dilaaungi aur rokungi Mr Khan ko uske paas jaane se... I hope Shilpa jaldi clear ho apni feelings ko lekar" she prayed in her heart walking inside Aditi's Room and here Shilpa is in some deep thinking!

"Avni k shaadi k baad tu... Maa Papa k paas chali jaana Shilpa tujhe aur time mil jaayga unse dur rehne ka... Aur tab tak tu apne aap ko busy rakh lena ghar k kaam mein.. Taaki Armaan ko time hi na mile tujhe dekhne ka..." her mind suggested "Tujhe kya lagta hai ek hi ghar mein reh kar tu.. Unse dur reh paaygi... Specially ek kamre mein reh kar... Tujhe baar baar unka saamna karna padega Shilpa..." her heart scolded her who looked down at her heels "Mujhe to ye samajh mein nai aata tu bhaag kyun rahi hai... Face kar .. Direct usko bol ki jab usse space chahiyee thi to tune usse diya but ab jab tujhe chahiyee to usse b dena hoga... Zyada se zyada kya karega vo .. Torture karega maarega ya physically force karega... Tu bas himmat se saamna karna" her mind said angrily making her think about it "Shilpa ye tu b jaanti hai ki Armaan aise bilkul nai hai .. Fir itna kyun soch rahi hai.. Pyaar se samjha de... Ki dekho mujhe thoda tym de do... Main jab clear ho jaaungi tab tum jo kahoge main karungi... Bhul mat ye vohi insaan hai jisne tera ek saal se zyada wait kiya sirf tere ek haa k liye... To kyun nai samjhenge vo teri ye baat" her heart made her understand calmly which made her think about it Yes!how can she forget he was the same person who waited for her for more than one year just for her one yes so why not now Yes,he cared for her how can she forget about yesterday night She remembered when in middle of the night her eyes opened feeling cold she found him beside her wd his one hand on her forehead while his other hand was under her cheek she noticed she has gripped his hand tightly which was kept under cheek there was no comforter on him while she was inside two comforters... At that time she fell for him more thinking how he took her care everytime?? Why he is soo nice to her everytime that she fell again & again for him?? Yeah he scolds, her warns her but he cared for her alot... Their last night's kiss made her more crave for him... She knew according to him it was their first kiss but she can't let him know that this wasn't their first kiss... How she wished he would have take her at that time... Coz her body and soul both wants to feel him... Her thoughts were broken coz of his movement which he took for comfortable position which leads him more closer to her who closed her eyes tightly fearing he will know she is staring him... But when she noticed he was sleeping she removed his hand from her forehead carefully and kept that on side she stared his face lovingly also remembering their moments in flashback where she always scold him for his beard look which he loved to irritate her... But coming out from flashback she kissed his hand which was under her cheek and changed her position showing her back at him while controlling her tears when his cell's ring made him woke to which she immediately wiped her tears and closed her eyes pretending she is sleeping

Zameen pe na sahiToh aasmaan mein aa milTere bina guzaraAe dil hai mushkil...

"Aree yaar... Dr Diksha ko bol dekhne k liye... Main iswaqt Bhopal mein nai hun... Haa... Chal bye" he was saying this in sleepy tone still sleeping beside her "Haa gud night" saying this tiredly he hung up the phone keeping on bed when he realized she is not in bed which made his eyes fully opened only to find her back at him "Thank god..." he took a sigh while sitting up "Ab tak to fever utar jaana chahiyee" he mumbled frowning keeping his hand on her forehead who tried hard to pretended sleeping "Thoda sa aur hai..." saying this worriedly he dig that cotton strip in water and put that on her forehead "I hope kal subhe tak ye thik ho jaaye... Pata nai kya lagi thi isse baarish mein bheegne ki... Bewkoof" muttering under his breath he checked her cheek but founding her calm he kissed her cheek lovingly which made her stiffen still wd eyes closed "I hope main sab thik kar dun hamare bich Shilpa" he said softly caressing her hairs lovingly he was leaning on her from behind by his one elbow where as a guilt formed inside her for pouring out her frustration on him... When his caresses on her hairs made her to go back in sleep she didn't knew and at 7 in morning she opened her eyes fully charged founding his hand on her waist... She immediatelty moved out frm bed and stared his sleeping figure... She wanted to hug him.. kiss him.. but her insecurity to loose him made her to leave from there leaving him sleeping alone on bed... Whole day she tried not to go infront of him but in afternoon Naina wants to shop something so she said Shilpa to go wd her which she agreed but when they reached in Parking Lot found Surbhi, Aditi, Rishubh, Rudra & Avni fighting for something to which Naina asked polietly about the reason where Avni informed that she has sent Rishubh & Rudra for her ordered dress which they got wrong one and now when she wanted to send them for returning this they both are refusing to go..."Rishubh.. Jaa kyun nai rahe tum??" Naina scolded"Maa aap nai jaanti sab iska natak hai... Abhi jab ye return karke aaunga tab ye wapas bhej degi... Ki ye nai dusra laao" Rishubh said annoyingly"Haa Choti Maami... Iska ye sab natak hai" Rudra complained"Maami... Jhut bol raha hai... Mujhe to lagta hai ye in dono ne jaan bujhkar kiya hai" Avni blamed"Oye tu..." Riahubh moved to fight when Naina smacked his arm"By god hum dono b kabse yehi samjha rahe hai.. Lekin nai inko to ladna hai" Aditi said in complaining tone"Haa... I think Avni tumhe kisi aur k saath jaana chahiyee..." Surbhi suggested"Aap sahi keh rahe ho Surbhi di... Aage Armaan bhai free honge to main unhe le jaaungi" Avni said wd proud smile making Rudra & Rishubh laughed"Avni tujhe lagta hai Armaan Bhai tujhe lekar jaaynge... Gadhi" Rishubh teased to which Avni argued and there start another fight making Shilpa & Surbhi giggle at their scene while Naina & Aditi held their heads when"Oye tu ek kaam kyun nai kar leti... Tu khud Bhai se puch le vo dekh vo aa rahe hai apni car ki taraf" smacking on Avni's head Rudra pointed on side where a cleaned shaved fully freshed Armaan came while talking on phone Wearing a white shirt wd denim jeans and white shoes he was looking so handsome & freshed that can make any girl fall for him not to forget his cool goggle shade was making him more handsome while his hairs were set in new look"Wow!! Bhai kya dikh rahe haina..." Avni commented smilingly making Naina smile"Tu ab dekh rahi hai pagal hum subhe hi dekh chuke hai.." Rishubh smacked on her head to which she smacked back"Hehee... Kal raat to aur b handsome lag rahe the haina Shilpa..." Surbhi teased while hiting Shilpa's hand wd her elbow making her to looked away hiding her forming blush"Ye sab Ananya Bhabhi ki daat ki wajah se... Hua varna kal raat ko to kitna thakha huaa tha..." Naina said smilingly"Ye kahiyee... Ranveer Singh lag raha tha... Ramleela ka" Aditi joked remembering about morning incident when she nearly got an attack to see him like that look... In ArSh's Room when she went to search Shilpa"Bhaiii..." Avni shouted loudly taking his attention who looked at them confusedly but as he saw Shilpa he hung up the phone and approached towards them wd unknown happiness inside his heart"Pure Udaipur ko bulaana hai kya... Jo itna cheekh rahi thi" as he came there pull Avni's hairs lightly making everyone giggle except Shilpa who thought to go when"Acha Armaan beta mujhe kuch chize leni hai... Aur Avni ko ye dress return karwaani hai... To kya tum chale jaaoge Shilpa k saath shopping pe" Naina requested polietly making Shilpa freezed there while he smiled hearing this "Vo kya haina.. Raj ki family k hisaab se Avni shaadi tak bahar nai jaa sakti aur.. Mujhe kuch kaam tha andar... Par koi nai tha shopping k liye to maine Shilpa ko bola chalne k liye... But ab tum aa gaye ho to main chahti hun tumhi iske saath chale jaao" she kept her reasons making him to show his dimples"Offcourse!! Why not" saying this calmly he put her both hands inside his pant's pocket where as Shilpa gulped"Bhai main to kehta hun aap iska dress kisiko donate kardo... Tab maza aayga" Rishubh pulled Avni's leg who smacked his arms making Armaan chuckled"Surbhi..." Shilpa whispered in low voice pulling Surbhi behind"Kya huaa??" she frowned seeing her expressions"Tum meri ek help karogi... Plzzz" she requested gripping her hand who smiled "Tum mujhe plz roklo... Inke saath jaane se plzzz... Koi b bahana bana do but plzz roklo" she almost pleaded in low voice making Surbhi frown"Kyun??" Surbhi asked confusedly"Vo main baad mein bataungi... Usse pehle plz ye kardo..." Shilpa said softly which made Surbhi hell confused"Thik hai..." Surbhi nodded doubtfully"Toh fir thik hai Bhai suno dhyaan se... Jo pehla wala tha vo Purple colour mein tha.. But ye wala Orange hai... To aap isse return karke purple waala lena" Avni instructed to which he nodded calmly while watching at Shilpa from corner of his eyes guessing what is she upto??"Acha tum dono ko nikalna chahiyee... Shaam ko jaldi aana jo hai" Naina said smilingly when"Allah Miya what's wrong wd me... Shilpa tumhe yaad haina aaj tum kya karne waali thi mere liye" Surbhi's sudden worried voice took everyone's attention "Kuch yaad aaya ki nai" Surbhi turn at her while winking making her understood about her plan"Aaa... Haaa... Yaad aaya... Main b na kitni badi bhulakad hun... Kaise bhul gayi main" Shilpa said worriedly as if she really remembered something"By god kya??" Aditi asked confusedly"Vo sorry Mr Khan... Aaj Shilpa ko meri ek bahoot badi help karni hai... To aapko kisi aur k saath jaana padega" Surbhi said in fake sad tone which Armaan was guessing"Par kya Surbhi Di??" Rudra asked confusedly"Jo b kaam ho... Baad mein b ho sakta hai... Abhi to shopping important hai" Rishubh said normally"Nai Rishubh... Bahoot important kaam hai... Aaj hi karna zaruri hai" Surbhi said in cute tone"Its ok Surbhi... Tum dono jaao.. Main aur Aditi chalenge.. Vaise b bahoot time ho gaya... Aditi k saath shopping kiye..." Armaan's normal tone made Surbhi & Shilpa both confused"Oye bina puche mere saath jaaoge... At least mujhse puch to lo..." Aditi asked in grumpy look to which he gave a side hug to her"Tumhare saath jaane k liye mujhe puchne ki jarurat nai hai... Go & get ready aur haa Anant ko le aana..." he directly ordered only to get a smack in return which made everyone smile"Deverji... Main aayi" Aditi said in extra sweet tone"Dare u call Deverji again..." he pointed and before he could say more she ran from there"Seriously Mr Khan I am sorry..." Surbhi said honestly"Its ok Surbhi... Isme itna serious hone ki koi baat nai hai..." he said coolly making Surbhi smile while Shilpa didn't dared to look at him "I know Shilpa ye tumhara koi fake excuse hai sirf mujhse dur jaane k liye... But shayad tum jaanti nai... Agar main chahun to tumhe turant le jaa sakta hun... But I don't want anything force... So abhi k liye tumhara time hai but aage sirf meri marzi hogi" he thought smilingly staring at Shilpa who quietly went from there wd Surbhi wd out looking back


"Bhai main b chalun..." Rudra asked excitedly"Haa chalna..." he said calmly while walking towards his car"Tab to main b chalunga..." Rishubh said smilingly"Haa zarur Picnic jaa rahe haina hum to" he said sarcastically which made Avni laughed on which Rishubh started fighting wd her again and after sometime Aditi, Anant, Riddhi wd her two daughters came which made Armaan shocked... But they all force him for shopping so except Avni & Naina who ever was present there went for shopping wd him... Here Shilpa kept herself busy in works but on evening Surbhi took her out in a Garden which was behind the palace... And they spent their sunset there doing fun... After 30 minutes Surbhi was about to ask about her reason for not going wd Armaan but... Armaan's call made her stopped so wdout letting Shilpa she excused and attended his call who directly asked about Shilpa... Which she informed slowly then Rehaan's call made her busy... And at last Aditi's call who called her for some work and now our poor Wify left alone here"Kaise dhundhu main reason... Is situation ka" Shilpa thought stress fully when
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Maana ki teri maujoodgi seYe zindagani mehroom haiJeene ka koi dooja tareekaNa mere dil ko maaloom hai...
"Mera phone kyun nai utha rahi thi??" Armaan's sudden strict tone made her startled who didn't dared to look up at him "Main kuch puch raha hun??" when she didn't said anything he sat beside her whose heart beat skipped"Vo.. Mera dhyaan nai gaya..." wdout looking at him she said slowly which made his temper high"Main vahan nai... Yahan hun... Yahan dekh k bolo" making her looked at him by her face he ordered sternly"Armaan plz..." she pushed his hand away from her cheek"Mujhe samajh mein nai aata tumhari problem kya hai Shilpa..." this time his voice became calm while holding her hands in his hands firmly "See Shilpa... Tumhe kya lagta hai mujhse dur bhaagne se... Sab kuch thik ho jaayga... No... Infact sab kuch aur complicated ban jaayga..." he said softly staring at her face whose eyes were fixed on their hands "Main nai jaanta tum aisa kyun kar rahi ho... But at least mujhe reason to do... Ki maine aisi kya galti ki hai.. Agar tum Kiya ko lekar gussa ho then I am sorry... But trust me mere aur Kiya k bich kuch b nai hai...haa maine tumhe nai bataya... Vo meri galti thi... But uswaqt koi choice nai thi mere paas... But fir b sorrryyy" first time after his accident he apologized like her Armaan "Aur agar tum us thappad k liye gussa ho... To main dil se sorryy bolta hun... Tum chaho to tum b mujhe ek thappad maar sakti ho... Infact ek se zyada maar sakti ho... But plzz mujhe reason batao..." he almost requested tightening his hold on her hands who was controlling herself not to break down infront of him "Aur agar mere saare careless irresponsible behaviour ki wajah se tum tensed ho to uske liye b sorryyy..." he said softly staring at her who not even glanced at him"Enough!! Armaan... Band kijiye apna natak..." pulling her hand back she stood angrily making him stunned"Natak??" he asked stunned while standing infront of her"Haa natak... Ye jo aap apna dikhawa... Apni family k liye kar rahe hai vo band kijiye kyun ki yahan koi nai hai... So stop pretending" she said angrily pointing her index finger at him who calmed himself not to loose his control"Kya keh rahi ho tum tumhe pata b hai... Main kyun natak karunga... Vo b kiske liye apni family k liye... R u serious... Ye tum b acche se jaanti ho ki main... Jo karta hun khud k liye karta hun... To fir kis baat ka natak Shilpa" he asked in calm voice staring at her who looked away from him"Bas Armaan... Bahoot ho chuka aapko apni marzi chalani thi to chala chuke aap... But ab nai... Ab meri marzi hogi kyun ki ye meri b life hai... Aur main kisi k marzi se nai chalungi aapke b nai" she said in strong voice pointing her index finger at him who was too shocked to react on anything "MUJHE FARQ NAI PADTA AAPKA... KIYA K SAATH AFFAIR HO YAA SONALI K SAATH YAA FIR KISI AUR K SAATH... INFACT AGAR AAPKO AFFAIR KARNA B HAI TO AARAM SE KARO... BUT PLZZZ MUJHSE DUR RAHIYEE... COZ I AM NOT AT ALL INTERESTED IN U..." that just came from her mouth wdout thinking which broke his heart into million pieces "So main aapse kindly request karti hun... Ki mujhse dur raho... Aur akela chod do..." saying this sternly she looked away from him who was trying himself to calm or else he would have slapped her"To tum nai jaaogi mere saath .." he asked calmly"Nai... Aapke saath to bilkul nai..." wdout looking at him she said in strong voice which was enough for his patience level "Aur plzz aap... Aaahhh" she was about to warn him again when he pulled her by her one hand banging her wd his chest while twisting her one hand behind her back making her stunned"Ek baar aur kehna ki tumhe mere saath nai jaana" he asked angrily but in calm voice which made her looked at him painfully coz of her hand"Nai jaana mujhe... Aapke saath... Aaahhh" she said in strong voice directly staring him while trying to free her hand from his grip who pulled her more closer"Aise kaise nai jaaogi jaana to tumhe mere saath hi hai..." piercing his teeth he pulled her more closer whose eyes got moist now"Armaan... Chodiyee mujhe... Aahh" trying to free herself she said painfully to which he pulled her more closer which made her clutcher fell down resulting her hairs opened fully waving behind her back and seeing her moist eyes he leaved her hand staring at her intently

"Chalo .. Ghar chalo" he said softly seeing her looking down on her wrist which now have his finger tips on it and seeing this he felt guitly "I am sorryy..." he apologized softly touching her wrist slowly who immediately stepped back"Bas yehi kijiye.. Takleef dekar sorry bolna... Aur expect karna main maaf kar dungi... Agar aap aisa soch rahe hai.. To bilkul galat soch rahe hai..." she blasted on him who rubbed his face to calm himself"See Shilpa hum ghar pe baat karenge... Abi chalo..." he said politely stepping towards her who stepped back"Kabhi nai... Aapke saath to kabhi nai" she directly refused making him hell angry but he calmed himself looking at the public who were watching now"Shilpa... See mujhe koi tamasha nai chahiyee... Chalo chup chaap" moving towards her he said calmly"Tamasha to aapne banaya hai meri feelings ka Armaan... Uska kya" she asked hurtfully making him to close his eyes to calm himself or else he can do anything when"Oh kya huaa Behenji.. Ye aapko pareshaan kar raha hai..." one of a man asked looking at Armaan angrily"Excuse me..." Armaan raised his bows"Aap bas bolo hum dekh lenge isko" another man asked moving towards Armaan"O hello... Ye meri wife hai... So plzz stay away from us" Armaan said calmly"Nai main nai jaanti inhe..." an angry Shilpa said angrily while rubbing her wrist slowly"What?? Shilpa??" he was stunned at this to which she looked away from him"Abhi batate hai isse" that man moved to beat him following by other three man"Dare u touch me..." he warned pointing his finger at them but they four circled him to beat and seeing this Shilpa's heart melted"Nai... Ye mere Pati hai..." before they could touch him she stopped coming beside him who looked at her wd a small smile"Pati?? To aapne kyun kaha ki aap nai jaanti inko" one of a man asked confusedly which made her quiet"Vo kya haina... Ye mujhse gussa hai.. To isi ka anjaam tha ye" Armaan took the matter in his hand "U know how wives react on everything..." he said smilingly which made other man smile too but it made her more angry"Haa vo to hai... Vaise bhabhiji har choti baat pe gussa nai hote..." one of a man said politely"Haa dekhiye naa... Aisi haalat mein bahar ghum rahi hai... Bas isi liye rok raha tha main..." he played innocent making Shilpa to glare him"Aisi haalat mein?? Bhabhiji.. In mahino mein aapko aaram karna chahiyee... Gussa nai" they took wrong thinking she is pregnant and hearing this she got confused but Armaan controlled his laugh"Khayaal rakhna Bhabhiji.. Ka..." one of a man said politely to which he nodded innocently and they all went from there leaving a smiling Armaan & grumpy Shilpa"See.. Shilpa ab ghar chalo raat bahoot ho gayi hai..." turning at her he said calmly only to get a glare in return"Maine kaha na main aapke saath nai jaaungi.. " she said angrily making him to take sigh"To tum nai jaaogi" he asked calmly to which she didn't budged from her place making him shook his head
Tujhko main kitniShiddat se chaahunChaahe toh rehna tu be-khabar...
"Armaaan...?!" she got scared gripping his shirt tightly as he pulled her closer by her hand and picked her up in his arms "Armaan chodiyee mujhe..." she said scardly trying to free herself"Shut up!! Varna abhi neeche chodunga..." he glared her to keep quiet while moving from there where as she tried to free herself"Armaan.. Chodiyee mujhe sab dekh rahe hai..." she said angrily to which he jerked her towards him making her scared which leads her eyes closed"Ab boli naa... To direct neeche fekunga..." he warned calmly while taking her towards his car where as she gripped his shirt tightly in fear "Baitho... Baitho andar..." he ordered as he dropped her feet on ground and opened his car's door"Main nai baithungi" crossing her arms she refused to which he forcefully made her sat in car and locked the door "Armaann..." she tried to open the door but it was locked"Nai khulega... Lock hai" saying this calmly he started the car making her glare him"Aap chahte kya hai...??" she asked angrily looking at him who started the car"Yehi ki tum chup chap shaant se baitho..." wdout looking at her he said calmly and few minutes later his car entered in Parking Lot that Park was not so far from Palace but after shopping he directly took his car wd himself looking for her "Chalo... Utro..." stopping the car he ordered to which she looked away from him while crossing her arms making him to shook his head... So getting out from the car he opened her side's door "Aao bahar..." he said strictly to which she moved out angrily and tried to push him who was blocking her way"Armaan saamne se hatiye... Varna main ghar k andar nai jaaungi... To dena jawab apne family members ko" she warned angrily to which he smiled"Nai jaaogi to main lekar jaaunga..." saying this he picked her up in his arms making her shocked"Armaan... Chodiyee sab dekhenge..." she said angrily trying to free herself which didn't budge to him"Agar chup nai hui na... To i'll swear.. Main khud sabko bulaaunga" he said calmly taking her inside the lift which closed and he dropped her down"Armaan aapko samajh mein nai aata maine kaha na ki mujhse dur rahiye... Fir b" she blasted angrily making him stop the lift in middle"Kyun??" he asked calmly stepping closer to her who bumped wd the lift's wall"Kyun ki main aapke saath nai rehna chahti .." she directly said looking at him who smiled"Kyun??" he again asked calmly making her to push him wd her full force"Kyun ki main aapse nafrat karti hun... bahoot zyada" she said angrily wd hurt look"Jhut keh rahi ho tum... I know u love me..." he also said in same tone making her stiff for seconds"Karti thi ... Ab nai" gathering all her courage she said confidently looking at him"Nai karti to karne lagogi" he directly pulled her closer to him by her shoulder making her stunned at his answer"Armaan chodhiyee mujhe... Kyun kar rahe hai aap aisa..." she said angrily staring at him who watched her face calmly "Keh dijiye Armaan u love me... Plzz mujhe tutne se bacha lijiye..." she thought expecting he will say he loves her but instead of saying he leaved her shoulder and stepped back calmly"Jao jahan jaana hai..." leaning on wall he said calmly making her stare him doubtfully but ignoring that she tried to start the lift but it wasn't opening making her frustrated while he is staring at her calmly"Armaan... Lift open kijiye..." at last getting fade up she said angrily to him who pretended as if he didn't heard anything "Armaan .." she looked at him disbelievingly but he didn't cared to look at her "Lift open kijiye.. Bahar kitne logo ko jarurat hogi iski" standing infront of him she requested "Armaan main aapse baat kar rahi hun..." she nudged his hand "Huh!!" her breath hitched as he pulled her closer to him by her waist almost touching their noses"Tell me... Do u regret our kiss??" a direct question from him which made her looked at him shockingly "Haa ya naa mein jawab do... Aur main lift open kar dunga..." he said calmly staring at her who gulped "Haa yaa na Shilpa..." he asked softly staring at her who looked down"Haa..." a white lie from her"Jhut mat bolo Shilpa..." he jerked her more closely who looked up at him scardly "I know u don't regret that... Sach kaho tabhi lift khulega" he blackmailed angrily to which she stared at his face"Nai regret karti main bas khush" stepping back from him she confessed "Ab kholiye..." she ordered looking away from him who was staring her wd calm look "Armaan kholiye... Kisiko jarurat hogi..." she looked at him angrily who quietly start the lift wdout looking at her who was fearing by his silence now and as the lift stopped on their room's floor he grabbed her wrist "Armaan...??" she looked at him scardly as he dragged her out from the lift His expression was blank she couldn't figured out what's going inside his brain... When he took her inside their Room and locked the door making her more scared by his silence
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Mohtaaj manzil ka toh nahi haiYe ek tarfa mera safar, safarKhoobsurat hai manzil se bhiMeri har kami ko hai tu laazmi...
"Tumne kaha tum regret nai karti... Haina??" he asked calmly looking back at her who is fearing by his calmness "Main kuch puch raha hun Shilpa??" he asked angrily jerking her towards him"Haa nai karti... Ab chodiyee" saying this angrily she pushed him who got angry"THEN WHY THE HELL... U ARE RUNNING AWAY FROM ME??" he asked angrily while glaring her "MUJHE SAMAJH MEIN NAI AATA TUM CHAHTI KYA HO...??" he frustratingly asked"MAIN CHAHTI HUN AAPSE DUR REHNA ARMAAN... BAS" she replied hurtfully"Ok... Tum mujhse dur rehna chahti ho na... To sunno dhyaan se... Nai rahunga main dur... Kya karlogi..." he clenched his jaw stepping towards her who stepped back "Main nai jaanta tumhara... Kya reason hai... But... Main nai rahunga tumse dur... Aur KYUN RAHUN MAIN TUMSE... DUR... KYA TUM RAHI THI DUR JAB MAIN CHAHTA THA... NAI NA TO MAIN B NAI RAHUNGA" he said angrily jamming her b/w him & the wall "DON'T FORGET... TUM MERI WIFE HO... AUR MAIN TUMHARA HUSBAND... TO TUMHE REHNA TO VAISE HI HAI JAISA MAIN CHAHUNGA..." he glared her who was shocked to see his anger "CHAHE TUM KUCH REGRET KARO... YAA NA KARO I DON'T CARE... BUT TUMHE REHNA HAI MERE HISAAB SE" he pointed his finger at her whose eyes became moist "CHAHE TUM MUJHSE PYAAR KARTI HO YAA NAI KARTI... I DON'T CARE... BUT TUMHE BEHAVE MERI WIFE KI TARAH HI KARNA HOGA..." he warned her who looked down on floor wd tearful eyes which was making him tensed but ignoring that he concentrated on their life "Aur haa... Ab mujhe kisi se ye sunne ko na mile... Ki hamare bich kuch sahi nai hai... I want ki sabko lage ki hum ek normal Husband Wife hai... That's it" he almost ordered and stepped back leaving her hurt "BAHOOT KARLI TUMNE APNI MANMAANI BUT AB NAI..." saying this angrily he went out slamming the door hard where as leaning against the wall she cried helplessly and slumped down on floor crying her heart out... She is hurted by his words... Today he proved he is like all the husbands whom she saw since childhood... She will never forgive him... Never!


"Sshhh calmdown Shilpa... Aise rone se problems k answer nai milte... Kuch sochne ka waqt hai" her mind cheered her who was crying "See... Tu yahan se dur chali jaa... Bahoot dur... Mumma Papa k paas b nai... Jaisa tu sochti aayi thi College mein vaisa karne ka waqt aa gaya hai... Tu chali jaa yahan se bahoot dur... Like Dehradun or somewhere..." her mind said to her which made her to wipe her tears "Par kaise...??" she whispered still wd moist eyes "Dekh Anupriya ne kaha tha ki jabhi tujhe help chahiyee vo karegi... Tu usse phone kar k apne rehne aur job ki baat kar... Aur yahan se nikal jaa... Aur tab tak kisi ko pata mat lagne dena... Aur jaisa vo badtameez Armaan kahe tab tak natak karna... Bas" his mind's sharp answer made her agreed so she stood up balancing herself and quietly sat on bed wiping her tears when door's knob clicked making her scared and Armaan came inside wd guilty look seeing him she looked away from him"I am sorry..." he apologized guiltfully sitting beside her who turned her face away from him while keeping her hands on her knees "Kyun kar rahi ho yaar tum... I mean kab tak aisa chaltaa rahega Shilpa" taking her both hands in his hands he said softly "Main thak gaya hun yaar ... Hum kab tak aise ladte rahenge... Aur kab hum pehle jaise normal honge..." he said softly moving his one hand to touch her face who turned her face away from making him to took a sigh wd disappointment "Acha chalo kuch kha lo..." he said softly"Mujhe bhuk nai hai.." pulling her hands back she said rudely looking away from him who rubbed his forehead wd his fingers calming himself down"Shilpa..." he said softly"Plzzz Armaan mujhe akela chod dijiye..." she said slowly making him stood up
Adhura hoke bhiHai ishq mera kaamil...
"Fine tum raho akeli... Main hi pagal hun..." saying this angrily he went from there leaving her sad "Bewkoof khud hi pagal hai... Ek baat samajh mein nai aati iske... Pata nai kya soch rahi hai... Aur batati b nai" he muttered under his breath while walking out from the Room He knew he did wrong to scold her... But she wasn't listening... Also he didn't wanted her hurt... That's why he came back to manofy her... After shouting on her he reached downstairs only to realized he did wrong to shout on her... She must be crying... So shaking his head he went again in their room only to find her silent sitting on bed... But again she refused to talk wid him... So he blasted on her "Stupid... Ghuma k rakkha hai mujhe... Bina kisi reason k" he cursed her while reaching downstairs when his feet stopped finding Divya sitting on corner side's stair while crying 
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"Oye battery... Ro kyun rahi hai...??" Armaan asked worriedly sitting beside her who sniffed and wiped her tears "Aur chasma... Kyun utara hai??" he asked confusedly"Kyun ki main beautiful nai hun..." she said while wiping her tears"What??" he narrowed his eyes "Ab ye kya naya panga hai... Divya" he asked confusedly"Haa Bhai main beautiful nai hun..." she said wiping her tears"Kisne kaha tumse ki tum beautiful nai ho" he said smilingly forwarding his handkerchief towards her who took that wd grumpy look"Rishubh Bhai ne kaha... Ki mujh jaisi chasmish ko jaldi koi nai pasand karega..." she complained making him smile"Tumne Rishubh ki baat ko serious liya... Jo khud kabhi serious nai hota" he cheared her wd a smile"Par main sachmein beaitiful nai hun... Koi kyun ek chasmish aur braces pehenne wali ladki ko pasand karega" she said sadly making him smile when Rishubh came there and sat two steps down on stair"Oye sorryy... Main to bas mazak kar raha tha tu to serious ho gayi" Rishubh apologized looking up at her who pouted"Idiot mazaak koi aise karta hai..." Armaan slapped his head lightly who looked up at Divya mouthing sorry while rubbing his head"Aap sab ladke same hote ho... Pehle mazaak karke fir sorry bolte hai" Divya said wd complaining tone"O hello sab ladke kahan se aa gaye bich mein..." Armaan narrowed his eyes "Haa Bhai main b yehi sochta hun... Raina b yehi bolti hai ki sab ladke same hote hai..." Rishubh complained"Haa hote ho tabhi to bolte hai..." Divya argued"Kyun pure world ko dekh k aayi ho kya... Ki saare ladke same hote hai" Armaan said sarcastically making Rishubh chuckled"Haa to... Hum TV pe dekhte hai .. Society mein sunte hai. Most important hum ghar mein jo dekhenge vohi to bolenge" Divya said normally making Armaan to stop for minutes..."Kya Shilpa b...??" his mind calculated 'YEHI TO KAAM HOTA HAI AAP HUSBANDS KA... BAS HAQ JATANA AATA HAI... JHUTA DIKHAWA KARNA AATA HAI... DUNIYAA K SAAMNE SIRF JHUTA RISHTA DIKHANA... AUR FIR USE KARKE THROW KAR DENA... YEHI HOTA HAINA HUSBAND... HAINA ARMAAN' her words rang inside his head "Kya aisa ho sakta hai... Ki Shilpa b aise hi kisi reason ki wajah se... Ye sab bol rahi ho... Vaise b uske dimaag me dusro ki baate zyada chalti hai" he thought about her"Bhai... Ye sab un stupid TV shows aur crimes ki wajah se hota hai jo ye ladkiyaa dekhti hai... Aur inko lagta hai sab same hota hai" Rishubh said thoughtfully making him come out from his thought"Sach hai... Tabhi hum maante hai..." Divya said proudly"Haa baba thik hai... Samajh gaye hum" Armaan agreed looking at her "Oye ek baar aur sorry bol isse..." he pointed at Rishubh who folded his hands infront of her"Maaf karde mujhe devi maa" Rishubh apologized making them chuckled"Its ok..." Divya said smilingly when Raina entered there"Rishubh maine kaha tha mere shopping bags thik se sambhalna... Lekin tumne bed pe fek diya .. Ab chalo use thik se rakho" Raina said angrily glaring at Rishubh who held his head where as they two giggled"Aa raha hun main... Tum chalo" Rishubh said tiredly"Nai abhi chalo..." grabbing his hand she dragged him from there leaving them laughing"See vo to gaya ab tum b jaao..." he looked at her who smiled at him when picking her specks he made her wore that "U know... Beautiful yahan se nai..." he pointed at her face "Yahan se hona chahiyee" and pointed at his heart making her smile "Jo log ye sochte hai ki vo beautiful nai hai... Vo duniya k sabse bade bewkoof hai... Kyun ki Khubsoorti vo nai jo bahar se hoti hai... Khubsoorti vo hai jo andar se honi chahiyee... Kyun ki koi tumhe tumhaare chehre se pyaar nai karta... Vo tumhare dil se pyaar karta hai" he made her understand politely "Just like me... Shayad tumhe pata nai tum meri favourite ho... Saari sisters mein..." he said smilingly making her smile"Aap b mere favourite ho..." she hugged him smilingly who chuckled"So... Ab jaake proudly proove karo... Ki tum best ho..." rising up he said smilingly to which she nodded in YES and stood up"Luv u... Bhai..." she said happily and went from there leaving a thoughtful Armaan there
Tere bina guzaraAe dil hai mushkil...
"May be Shilpa b kuch aisa hi sochti ho... Vaise b uska dimag thoda teda hai... Kya pata vo darti ho... Ki kahin main usse chod dun... Yaa fir main cheat karun... Vaise b Kiya ka case usse aisa sochne pe mazboor kar sakta hai..." he thought deeply staring at the space "Agar aisa hai to kuch b karke mujhe uski ye misunderstanding dur karni hogi... Par kaise??" he mumbled confusedly thinking about her "Main aise hi hamari life kharab nai hone dunga Shilpa... Mere jeene ki wajah ban gayi ho tum... Aise nai jaane dunga main tumhe" his heart decided... Since morning he was worried for her... When he didn't found her in Room he started searching for her only to know by Aditi that she is busy in something which made him worried for her health... And in lift when she confessed that she didn't regret their kiss then also she is ignoring him... It raised his anger... That's why he directly ordered her to stay close to him... Coz he will not let her spoil their life... Most important he didn't wanted to loose her... Unaware of that she had already decided to leave him someday... Is she doing right?? Or is he doing right?? Is they both doing correct??Let's see who will win??
"The longer you remain distant, the deeper, wider, and darker the chasm becomes making it all the more difficult to bridge."
Armaan not only learns his true feelings for Shilpa! but also he is now aware about her insecurities! They stepped in into something beyond...He could have ever done! What would he do now? Let's just w8 for the ryt tym
Armaan and Shilpa KISSED! They didn't regret that! And then her strange behavior puzzled him! Could he be able to trace the REAL Shilpa!? For more STAY TUNED!!


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ArSh "Unforgettable Night"ArSh's fightAnsh-Shilpa's patch upArmaan's MisunderstandingShilpa to Confront Kiya
To Be Continued.....
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