Tuesday, 19 December 2017

Part 3 : Khuda Aur Mohabbat


Armaan left from there and went to his fitness…there he started kickboxing…and all the while riddhimas face was coming infront of him..slowly slowly he was getting angry…he was here to reduce his anger but no…this girl named riddhima brought a side out of him which he buried deep down in his soul.

Riddhima left for home…hoping that her dad would be at home waiting for her….she was hoping for a wonder to happen….a wonder that maybe her dad would accept her in his life…but as good as the thought was she knew that it would never happen. This dream will be always a dream.

When she got home she got the news that sid is coming tomorrow from lahore and will stay with them till their engagement. She asked about her dad and got to know that he has left for a meeting and will come as soon as everything is cleared.

With a heavy heart riddhima left from there and went to her room…there she got a msg from her new friends.

Anj: hey guyzz wanna meet up..
Sapna: sure why not..
Rahul: where..
Riddh.: mere baba meeting ke silsile me bahar gaye hai…why dont u all come to me..
Raj: we are coming…

Riddhima made preperations for preperations for their get together. She was really happy that she found so soon new friends. After some time everyone arrived to riddhimas house and they got in her room. They started the talkig by getting to know each other better.

Anjali: So riddhima tell us something about yourself.
R: me kya batau…
Rahul: kuch bhi…tum ab tak kaha thi…and all..
R: well meine apni puri zindagi Birmingham me guzari. Waha pe ek hostel me rehti thi…meri roomate aur meri best friend muskaan..
Rahul: muskaan…
R: wo bohot aachi hai…is duniya ki sabse cool ladki…bilkul boys ki tarha behave karti hai…bilkul meri behen ki tarha hai…tum sab jab us se miloge na…to i am sure usko apne dil me band kar loge..
Rahul: ab to milna hi padega is muskaan se…
Atul: aur batau riddhima…tumhare mom dad…siblings..
R: mama to nahi hai…jab me is duniya me aayi to mama Allah ke bas chali gayi…Baba is duniya ke sabse best baba hai…unhone mujhe kabhi yeh ehsaas nahi hone diya ke meri mama nahi hai…meri har ek khwaish puri ki hai…bohot aache hai wo…aacha ab meri choro…tum sab apne bare me batao…

So riddhima turned the direcction of the conversation to the others…no matter how good they are with eachother…she would never tell them how her baba is…it´s no one business…

They all spent a quality time with each other and got to know each other better…in short span of time they got the best of friends. 

Next day in the collage they all went in their class…riddhima was walking with raj and they were laughing about a silly joke with raj cracked…riddhima was shocked to see armaan already sitting on their place….and automatically her smile vanished…armaan was looking at her with so much anger in his eyes…as much as she got to know…armaan was nerver punctal in the class…and today was the second time she saw him here….she went and sat beside him…she was a bit scared of his reaction….as soon as she sat next to him armaan whispered…

A: meine tumhe mana kiya tha na….tumhe ek bar ki baat samajh nahi aati kya….
R: armaan wo mera dost hai….tum mujhe mere dost ke saath time spend karne ko mana nahi kar sakte…
A: guess what…me tumhe mana kar raha hu…
R: lekin…

Before riddhima could talk further the teacher came in…everyone went silent…the lesson was boring as always…but during the lessen raj was throwing papers at riddhima…and they were chatting with papers…armaan was obviously in knowlede of this scene between riddhima and raj…but the only thing he couldnt understand was why it was effecting him so much….he was fuming in anger….and then finally it ringed to break….raj stood up from his seat and came over to riddhima…he held his hand out….

Raj: come riddhima…
R: lekin kaha…
Raj: aao to sahi….me dikhata hu…

Riddhima looked at armaan…who was looking straight away…but she knew that he was listening to their conversation….she put her hand on raj´s and went with him to his place….there raj showed her a sketch which he made for her…riddhima was shocked to see it…it was really beautiful…she looked at raj…

R: raj yeh sab…
Raj: ab tum ho hi itni khubsoorat…to me kya karu riddhima…
R: yeh bohot pyaara hai…but raj…yeh sahi nahi hai…
Raj: why not riddhima…
R: kyunke mere baba ne mujhe yaha meri shaadi ke liye bulaya hai…meri shaadi hone wali hai…bohot jald….aur me apne baba ke khilaf nahi jaungi…i am sorry raj…lekin mera koi intention nahi tha…ke tum mere bare me aisa kuch feel karo…
Raj: tum shaadi karne wali ho..
R: i am sorry…lekin hum dost hai raj…sirf dost…

Raj didnt say anything…he just hugged her very tight…riddhima was about to hug him back…but then she saw armaan looking at her…with so much hate in his eyes….so she whispered in raj´s ear…

R: raj…please…
Raj: sorry…couldnt hold back…but come on yr…at least ek friend ke hisab se to me tumhe hug kar hi sakta tha na…
R: i am sorry..
Raj: dont be yr…isme tumhari galti kaha hai…bus meri kismat hi buri hai…

Raj came out of the hug and went with his hand through his hairs…he took the sketch and gave it to riddhima…

Raj: yeh tum hi rakhlo..
R: thank you…

Riddhima took the sketch and went back to her place…next to armaan…as armaan saw riddhima coming back…he just took her hand and dragged her out oft he class…

Raj: riddhima…

Raj was about to follow them…but anjali held him back. Armaan dragged riddhima out of the clg….riddhima´s hand was paining because of armaans tight grip on her…

R: armaan please mera haath chodo…mujhe dard ho raha hai…armaan please…

But armaan was in no mood to listen to her…..he stopped as they both were outside of the clg….he then turned to riddhima and took the paper out of her hand….he saw the sketch and then ripped it in thousand pieces….riddhima was shocked to see this…

R: yeh kya kiya tumne armaan…tum hosh me to ho…yeh kya batamizi hai…
A: batamizi…

Armaan grabbed her shoulders and pulled her closer to him…

A: tumhe ek bari ki baat samajh kyu nahi aati riddhima….jab meine tumhe mana kiya tha raj ke pas jane ko…to phir….
R: me aur raj sirf dost hai…
A: ek dost apne dusre dost ki aise sketch nahi banata…

With that armaan pushed riddhima away from him…he went through his hair with his hand….then he faced riddhima with angry eyes…

A: jab se tum aayi ho…meri zindgi ulta ke rakh di hai…mera apne upar koi controll hi nahi hai sirf tumhari wajah se…
R: meine kya kiya…
A: tumne….

Armaan took a deep breath….

A: me tumhe kisi aur ke saath nahi dekh sakta…me nahi jaanta kyu aur kisliye…i mean ke tum abhi kal hi aayi ho…lekin phir bhi…mujhe dar hai…tum….me tumhe jab bhi us raj ke saath dekhta hu…to meri wo feelings bhi uth jaati hai..jinhe meine bohot saal pehle apne seene me dafna diya hai….
R: armaan…tum…

Before riddhima could talk further…her eyes got wide in shock…armaan noticed her change….he turned around and looked back…there he saw a very handsome guy coming towards them…again his possessivnes won the controll…

The boy was coming towards them with a big smile….she then stood infront of riddhima…armaan was standing next to riddhima….

B: jitna tumhare bare me suna tha…tum to us se bhi zyaada khubsoorat ho riddhima…meri kal uncle se baat hui thi…unhone kaha tha ke me tujhe clg se pick up kar lu aaj…mujhe kya pata tha ke tum mera already bahar intezaar kar rhai hogi…
R: siddhant…
S: at least tumhe mera naam to pata hai…

Then he took riddhima in a rib crushing hug…riddhimas eyes opened in horror…she looked over at armaan…whose eyes were big…and hurt…riddhima was not hugging siddhant back…she was just looking at armaan….sid came out of the hug…and thats when he noticed armaans precense….

S: jee aap koun..
R: sid yeh armaan hai…mera classmate…armaan yeh hai…
S: no let me…hy me hu siddhant…riddhima ka hone wala manngetar….

Riddhima closed her eyes by this…she wasnt able to look at armaan…to look at the hurt in his eyes…

Armaan looked with soo much hurt in his eyes at riddhima….he saw her closing her eyes…and thats when his anger came back…when the old armaan was coming back…only for some seconds he thought that he could be normal with riddhima..that he could leave his past behind…that he could lay all his mask down infront of riddhima…but it was just a weak moment…that would not come back…he wont let anyone come closer to him..and to break him…like it happened in the past…he did not even greet sid back….and just left from there…

S: ajeeb hai tumhare classmate…aise hi chala gaya…

Riddhima opened her eyes…she saw armaan going away…and she didnt know why her heat was paining like this seeing him going away…she did her best and swallowed the upcoming tears…she just whispered….

R: armaan….

Sid took riddhima and they both went home…getting home…riddhima didnt know why she was so disturbed…her heart was dying to cry…dying to let out all the emotions…

R: sid…me namaz parhne jaa rahi hu….tum yaha pe baitho…

She excused herself and prepeared to pray….when she finished…she put her hands together for dua…she didnt know what she has to say…she wasnt able to say anything…all the time tears were coming out of her eyes….

R: aye mere parwardigar…yeh kaise mushkil hai…kis mor pe mujhe la ke khara kar diya hai…ek taraf baba ki shushi…sid aur dusri taraf armaan…wo koun hai ya Alllah…wo kyu meri zindagi aaya hai…mujhe uski kuch samajh nahi hai…sab usko bad boy kehte hai…lekin meine uski aankho me kuch aur dekha hai…wo aise nahi hai jaise log usko samajhte hai….wo….mujhe sahi rasta dikhaiye….mujhe bataiye ke kya sahi hai kya gallat….

Again riddhima was lost of words…she again closed her eyes and let her tears flow…but what she saw next shocked her…

Meanwhile armaan was on his way back home…when he passed a mosque..suddenly he stopped…he didnt know why but his feet dragged him towards the masjid…he went inside and prayed after such a long time…the last time he prayes was with his mother and father….12 years ago….

But today this girl name riddhima brought him back to the masjid…he then sat down and put his hands together for dua…he didnt know what to say…he just closed his eyes….all his past flashed infront of his eyes….the terror…the pain…the blood…the shouts…riddhima in the arms of siddhant as his wife..…unknowingly a tear escaped his eye….but then what he saw shocked him tot he core…

Both armaan and riddhima saw each other…

Riddhima saw with closed eyes how armaan came to her and wiped her tears…he kissed her forehead…then he took her in his arms and made her forget all the pain in this world….she opened her eyes in shock…and more tears came out…

R: nahi…yeh galat hai…nahi ya Allah…baba kabhi nahi….nahi…

Armaan saw how in all the horrow scenes suddenly riddhima appeard…she came towards him….she kissed his forehead and then put her hands on his neck…and hugged him…he saw how all the horror scenes in the background vanished…the put his hands on riddhimas waist and hugged her back and pulled her closer….he hid his face in her neck and inhaled her fragance…he forgot where he was…and was just lost in riddhima…

Armaan then opened his eyes…and was shocked of what he just saw…

Both armaan and riddhima were speechless…The destine was again playing games with them…
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with loads of loveeee #AMNA  

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