Saturday, 2 December 2017

Part 38 : ArSh FF ~ SIRF TUM ~ (SEASON 2)



"BECAUSE SHE IS MESSY"
PART-B

"Aap aisa kyun keh rahe hai Armaan... Aapko lagta hai main drama kar rahi hun... Armaan main itni confuse thi iswaqt ki mujhe samajh nai aa raha tha main kya karun... Kisse share karun kisse puchun" she somehow gripped his hand
"Aur tumne apne us so called best friend ko chuna share karne k liye right...??" he directly taunted making her stunned "Kya naam tha uska yaa Ansh... Haina tumhara best friend jiske saath tum sab kuch share kar sakti ho... Apni problems apne confusions sab kuch... Bas ek mujhse hi tumhe problem hai haina" he stared at her wd hurt look while she became stunned thinking he is doubting on her??
"Armaan aap aisa kyun keh rahe hai... Maine aisa kuch nai liya vo sirf mera dost hai... Aap aise kaise shaq kar sakte hai" she asked hurtfully to which he jerked her towards him angrily
"Maine aisa kuch kaha b nai tumhe... Mera directly matlab hai ki tumne usse choose kiya share karne k liye... Aur mujhe khudse durr kiya kyun?? Tum uske saath hass sakti ho... But mere saath tum smile b nai kar sakti... Tum uske karib ho sakti ho but mere saath do minute baith b nai sakti.. Kyun?? Usko sab bata sakti ho.. Aur mujhse sirf jhut kehti ho" his words were like a knife to her heart How can he think like this??


"Armaan... Maine uske saath kuch share nai kiya... Aur na hi maine aapse jhut kaha kabhi" she some how manages to reply hurtfully to which he leaved her shoulders
"JHUT YE B EK JHUT HAI... TUMNE AAJ TAK MUJHSE KOI SACH KAHA HI KAHAN SHILPA... TUMNE MUJHSE SIRF JHUT HI KAHA HAI" at last loosing all his control he blasted on her
"Maine aapse koi jhut nai bola Armaan" she sniffed stepping towards him who stepped back
"OH REALLY... TUMNE MUJHSE KOI JHUT NAI BOLA... AT LEAST AB TO JHUT MAT BOLO SHILPA" he gave a sarcastic smile making her hurt "KYA TUMNE MUJHSE JHUT NAI BOLA KI KUCH NAI THA UN TEEN SAALO MEIN?? KYA TUMNE MUJHSE JHUT NAI BOLA KI TUM NAI JAANTI KI BRACELET KAUN HAI... JO KI TUM B JAANTI HO VO TUM HO?? TUMNE MUJHE KABHI NAI BATAYA APNE US SO CALLED BEST FRIEND K BAARE MEIN? TUMNE MUJHE KABHI NAI BATAYA KI TUMNE ANSH KI MOM KO BLOOD DONATE KIYA THA?? INFACT TUNNE TO APNE BACHPAN K BAARE MEIN B NAI BATAYA?? TUM MUJHE KUCH NAI BATA SAKTI BUT BAAKIYO K SAATH SHARE KAR SAKTI HO... TUM DUSRO K SAATH HASS SAKTI HO GHUM SAKTI HO...BAS TUMHE MUJHSE HI PROBLEM HAI... AGAR AAJ TUMHARI SISTERS KA CALL NAI AAYA HOTA TO YE B TUM MUJHE KABHI NAI BATATI.. TUMNE TO MUJHE YE TAK BATANA ZAROORI NAI SAMJHA KI TUM JAA RAHI HO MUJHE CHOD K...??" his all questions broke her coz he is right at his place it was all her fault she didn't gave him chance to understand her "Kitna easy haina tumhare liye sab kuch chodna... Pehle karib aa kar saamne waale ko khudpe depend kara lo.. Fir jab vo depend ho jaaye to durr chale jaao... Usse ye keh kar ki I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING U durr bhaag jaao... Jab vo tumhe accept karne lage tumhaare pyaar ko aceept karne lage... To usse durr karo fir karib aakar durr chali jao ye kehkar... MAIN APNI JAAN DE DINGI... Achi strategy dhundhi mujhe hurt karne ki tumne" pulling her closer by her shoulder swiftly he whispered softly staring at her who stared him tearfully
"Armaan main..." she opened her mouth to say when he leaved her "Main aapko Ansh k baare mein batane waali thi...but" she gripped his t-shirt to say when he stepped back removing her hold


"Mujhe nai jaanna... Tumhare Ansh k baare mein... Tumhaare Past k baare mein... Kyun ki galti meri hai" saying this hurtfully he stared at her "Its all my fault ki tumse shaadi se pehle pucha nai... Ki kya tum ye shaadi karna chahti ho yaa nai... Its all my fault kyun tumhe mauka nai diya khud k baare mein batane ka..." he looked away from her who cried silently "But tell me... Hamara rishta utna chala kaise Shilpa jab hamaare bich trust aur understanding thi hi nai...?" he asked calmly staring at her whose level of silence is ending now hearing his words "Janti b ho maine tumhe us din thappad kyun maara tha??" pulling her closer to him he asked calmly making her looked up at him "Tumne to kabhi pucha b nai to main hi bata deta hun aaj... Kyun ki maine tumhe tumhare vo Ansh ki bahon mein dekha Hospital mein... Tum mujhse kya expect kar sakti ho uswaqt Shilpa ki main khush hounga ki meri Wife kisi aur ko hug kar rahi hai vo b pure Sanjeevani k saanne... But uswaqt b main regret karta tha tumpe haath uthakar aur aaj b karta hun... Kyun ki uswaqt to mujhe pata nai tha ki meri Wife ne apne best friend ki mother ko blood donate kiya hai... Vo b bina apni parwa kiyi ki usko.. Teen mahine pehle typhoid tha... Tumhe kya lagta hai Shilpa maine galat kiya..." his words were making her realize about her mistake that he didn't doubted on her "Socho mujhe kaisa lagta hoga... Jab mere saamne meri Wife ki taarif sab karte hai bas mujhe hi nai pata hota ki kyun kar rahe hai.. Kyun ki vo to mujhse kuch share hi nai karti haina... Infact vo log zyada jaante hai mujhse uske baare mein... Haa manta hun ki meri galti hai ki maine tumpar dhyaan nai diya... But tumne b to kabhi mujhe karib aane nai diya jab hamare paas chance tha" leaving her he stepped back "Main tumpe doubt nai kar raha hun Shilpa bas... Tumse gusaa hun ki kyun tum dusro k saamne khul k aati ho... Bas mere hi nai..." he asked wd moist eyes where as she is silently staring down on floor "Tumne us din kya kya nai kaha... Apne bachpan k baare mein... Main jaanna chahta tha ki kya hai aisa jo tumhe hurt karta hai but nai tumne to direct bol diya ki ghutan hoti hai tumhe mere karib... Tumhe tab ghuran nai hui jab Ansh ne tumhe pakda tha us bich road pe... Yaani problem to tumhe mujhse hi hai sirf... Then plzz ab mere karib mat aana..." his voice turned in upset tone making her to close her eyes painfully while seeing her silent he thought to leave when

Tujhe yaad kar liya hai
Ho tujhe yaad kar liya hai
Aayat ki tarah...

"Kya jaanna chahte hai aap Armaan... Yehi ki maine ab aapko kuch kyun nai bataya... " making herself strong she looked up at him Now its enough no one will point on her "Par main kya bataun kuch b aapko... Aap naan jaate... Nai aapko to furasat hi nai hai apne kaam se... Bhopal mein maine aapko kuch is liye nai bataya kyun ki main chahti thi aapko samajhna... Aapko kya lagta hai bahoot easy hai sab kuch bhulake aage badhna... Aapko kuch yaad nai is liye aap aisa keh sakte ho but mujhe sab kuch yaad hote hue b bhulna pada..." Gone that vulnerable Shilpa right now she is the strong Shilpa who now just want peace in her life while hearing this he became stunned "KYA BATATI MAIN AAPKO ANSH K BAARE MEIN KI... VO MERA BEST FRIEND THA COLLEGE MEIN JISPE MAINE SABSE ZYADA TRUST KIYA THA...BUT USSE MUJHSE PYAAR HO GAYA THA AUR MUJHE NAI... TO KHUDKO USSE DURR KAR LIYA USKE KHATIR TAAKI VO LIFE MEIN AAGE BADH SAKE... AUR KAB BATATI MAIN AAPKO KI ANSH MERA FRIEND WAPAS AA GAYA HAI... JAB BATANA CHAHTI THI AAPKO PAAS TIME NAI THA... AAPKO KYA LAGTA HAI USWAQT BATATI MAIN AAPKO JIS WAQT AAPNE YE KEH DIYA KI AAP REGRET KARTE HAI HAMARI SHAADI... YAA FIR USWAQT JAB APNE KIYA KO I LOVE U TOO BOLA..." she directly stared him wd all her confidence where as he was rooted at his spot hearing this

Kaayam tu ho gayi hai
Kaayam tu ho gayi hai
Rivayat ki tarah...

"MAINE AAJ TAK KISI SE KUCH SHARE NAI KIYA...ANSH MERA BESTFRIEND THA ISKE BAWJOOD USSE KUCH SHARE NAI KIYA... KYUN KI MUJHE DARR LAGTA HAI SHARE KARNE SE...KI KAHIN ISSE MUJHPE TARAS NA AA JAYE.. BUT ADITI SE KIYA THA... AUR AAPSE B KIYA THA BAS AAPKO YAAD NAI AUR DOBAARA HIMMAT NAI HUI .." her voice turned in crack tone making to kicked himself mentally "AAP MERE BACHPAN K BAARE MEIN JAAN K KARENGE KYA ARMAAN... JO BEET GAYA... JAHAN SEHNA THA SEH CHUKI AUR USKE BAARE MEIN BAAT KARKE DOBARA NAI SEH SAKTI...BUT AGAR FIR B AAPKO JAANNA HAI TO SUNIYE... BACHPAN SE HI MAIN AISE HI HU... CONFUSING AUR COMPLICATED BUT UNKE LIYE JO MUJHE SAMAJH NAI SAKTE BUT JO MUJHE SAMAJH SAKTE HAI MAIN CLEAR HUN... MERA BACHPAN MUJHE KABHI NAI MILA SIRF IS SO CALLED SOCIETY KI WAJAH SE... MUJHE NAFRAT THI HUSBANDS SE SIRF IS SOCIETY KI WAJAH SE..." as she said this hurtfully it made him shocked he step ahead to console her who now sat on floor holding the bed edge while crying she couldn't tell about her father coz she don't want he hate him
"MAIN AAPSE SHAADI B NAI KARNA CHAHTI THI INFACT KISSI SE NAI KARNA CHAHTI THI... AAPNE KAHA AAP MUJHSE PUCHTE PAR PATA HAI AAPKO AGAR AAP PUCHTE TO MERA JAWAB HAA HI HOTA SIRF MERE PARENTS KI WAJAH SE... YE SHAADI HI MAINE UNKE LIYE KI HAI... AAP NAI JAANTE JAB AAP NEWYORK GAYE THAE MUJHE KITNI KHUSHI HUI THI... KYUN KI MAIN DARTI THI KOI RISHTA NIBHAANE SE SPECIALLY YE JO HUSBAND WIFE WALA HAI VO... PAR SAB KUCH CHANGE HO GAYA JAB AAP WAPAS AAYE... MERI SOCH SAB KUCH BADAL GAYA SIRF AAPKI WAJAH SE... JAISE HI SHURU KIYA KHUSH HONA... SAB FIRSE CHIN GAYA... MAIN AAPKI PROBLEM SAMAJHTI HUN ARMAAN PAR MERA KYA.. MUJHE B TAKLEEF HOTI HAI.. SAB KUCH BARDAAST KARTE KARTE..." she started hiccuping while he knelled infront of her trying to stop her from crying He never ever knew that his wife stores so much deep inside her He will never going to forget himself

Tujhe yaad kar liya hai
Marne talak rahegi...

"AAP PUCH RAHE THAE NA.. KI MAINE KYUN NAI BATAYA KI MAIN BRACELET HUN... AAP JAAN K B KYA KAR LETE ARMAAN.. BAS AB AUR BARDAAST NAI KAR SAKTI THI ISI LIYE CHODNE KA FAISLA KIYA.. KYUN KI MAIN DARTI HUN RISHTE NIBHAANE SE... BAS YEHI WAJAH THI.. AUR TRUST ME AAP MAANE YAA NA MAANE MAIN SIRF AAPSE PYAAR KARTI HUN AUR KISISI SE NAI.. ANSH SIRF MERA DOST THA.. AUR..." but getting broken she started crying hiding her face in her palms making Armaan to stare her wd moist eyes How can he be so stupid to unnoticing her pain... She loves him she said now but do he deserves her love No he is an biggest jerk in this Planet... He moved his hand to cup her face to stop her from more breaking down but his hands stopped in middle feeling guilty thinking why he blamed her... But right now she needs him

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"Shilpa I am sorrryy... See rona band karo.." he said guiltfully moving closer to her cupping her face which was hidden inside her palms "Ssshhh plzz rona band karo yaaar.." he requested wd moist eyes and immediately took her in hug while she was still crying hugging him back "Sshhh calm down Shilpa... I am sorry for everything... I promise kuch nai puchunga aaj se... Bas tum rona band karo" whispering softly he caressed her hairs lovingly while kissing her hairs who hugged him back tightly ten minutes passed they were at same pose he was soothing her while her cries stopped feeling helpless... She realized what she is doing so wdout saying anything she parted from hug making him dissappointed "Shi..." but before he could say more she stood up clearing her face
"Mil gaye na aapko saare jawab.. Fir mat puchna... Aur mujhe ye sympathy mat dijiye nai chahiyee mujhe" she said in strong voice while stepping back to which he stood to talk
"Sympathy?? Shilpa ye koi sympathy nai hai" he said softly moving to hold her who stepped back when a knock on their door made him stopped who got irritate this must be Surbhi or Aditi who could be disturb at this time Shilpa moved to open the door not before composing herself
"Hii... Sorry to disturb u guys but... Shilpa I need ur help" Surbhi's cheerful voice made Armaan to stood behind Shilpa
"Sure.. " Shilpa smiled slowly while hearing it he became stunned
"Tumhe kuch aur kaam nai hai.. Jo pareshan karne aa gayi" he directly asked making Surbhi to ignore him Right now he don't want anyone to disturb them coz he want things should be clear out b/w them
"Tum aa rahi ho ki nai.. Dress select karne mein" Surbhi also directly asked to Shilpa who nodded in YES coz she herself want to stay away from him for sometimes

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Marne talak rahegi
Tu aadat ki tarah...


"What?? But Shilpa..." he opened his mouth to argue but Shilpa didn't looked back at him and directly went wd Surbhi leaving a sad Armaan there who immediately threw his phone on bed and rubbed his face remembering her crying face Jerk Armaan Malik hurted her again.. But its not his fault completely that he didn't understood her but somewhere he was in fault that he didn't tried to understand her "Hmmm..." he took a long sigh while slumping on bed "Life kya se kya ho rahi hai meri... Agar ab nai pakda na to sab khatam ho jaayga..." closing his eyes he started thinking about his Wife... His Confusing complicated wife is clear now but somewhere a little mystery was there... Yes he fell for her more she confessed she only loves him... She didn't wanted to marry him but married just for her Parents she hates Husbands but fell for him.. She was happy when he went New York her every words wee repeating on his head she told everything but not in detailed but he will find that answers when they will get together again but right now he only wants her in his life no more questions and answers "Ab bas Shilpa ab aur problems nai... Na tum kahin jaaogi mujhe chod k na main tumhe jaane dunga... Chahe force karke hi rahogi to tum mere saath hi... Forever" he thought keeping his hands under his head He only knows how he managed to pretend normal at that time when she blackmailed about her death he was hurt broken frustrated shattered.. He never felt this helpless in his entire life till now... But he knew she was making him away from her that whole day he thought for a plan to make her close to him.. Calming himself he drived for Palace still thinking about her but when Ananya called him he was on way but finding her in Ansh arms that is in middle of the road a this hour made him bewildered... He took his car far away from there to calm himself or else he can do anything which he don't want to regret later he was thinking thinking & thinking... He didn't doubt on her but the questions rang inside his mid that why she always lie to him?? Why she smiles wd everyone except him?? Why she shares a good bond wd everyone except him??... Also some thoughts kept inside his brain that what if that Ansh tried to come closer to her?? She is stupid he knew she always trusts people blindly.. But he is not some fool who cant see anyone's intention but Ansh is her best friend... So making his mind that now onwards he will not going near her coz she can do anything since then he started pretending normal... But god only knows when came back in their room what was his condition last night's every memory came like flashes so getting angry he broke everything... Then getting tired he slept on Balcony but one thing he realized at that time how much he is possessive about her how much he is protective about her
Tujhe yaad kar liya hai
O tujhe yaad kar liya hai
Aayat ki tarah...
Her every move towards him was a torture for him like when she asked about helping him on that cloth thing.. He wanted to refused but knowing if he will ignore her or shout her will only increased problems b/w them so he behaved normal... In Avni's whole wedding he was trying to take off his eyes from her coz she was looking stunning but he had to did that coz of her words so he ignored her but at once he caught her eyes ob him which only made confused that if she don't want to stay wd him then why the hell she is staring him?? So immediately he went from there not wanting to feel sad... He got the best plan to accept the reality was to behave normal... But when she was stuck in riot his all normal went into a well just wanting her close to him he knows how much she is important to her but as she came back to him he again behaved normal... Which he knew was hurting her but she herself made him to take this decision... And after knowing she will leave him also didn't cared to inform him made him angry he was trying to behave normal until she came apologizing which made him angry and that resulted in this scene he didn't regret that he made her cry again infact he is happy that it happened or else she never unfold her mental trauma... One thing was surprising she loves him since he came back from NY Goshhh she is making him fall for her deeply and like this Armaan waited for her in Room till the time his eyes closed down but still Shilpa didn't returned

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Next Morning
7:12 AM
@ Breakfast table

Ye teri aur meri
Mohabbat hayat hai
Har lamha isme jeena
Muqaddar ki baat hai...

"Kaka sab kahan hai...?? Koi b nai dikh raha iswaqt??" Armaan asked normally as he came back from jog wearing a black t-shirt wd grey sweat shirt and joggers he is looking handsome while in hand he is holding his protein shake
"Aree beta sab so rahe hai... Bas Shilpa beta Kitchen mein hai" Kaka informed smilingly but as he said this Armaan's hand stopped taking that sip from glass
"Acha... Kabse hai vo??" he asked in casual tone keeping the glass on table and stood up from chair to go
"Aree bas abi pandra minute pehle hi aayi vo... Andar hi hai... Acha beta main juice nikaalun??" Kaka was constantly asking but No our hubby's thoughts were running at his wify
"Nai main khud Kitchen se le lunga... Thank u" replying this calmly he moved towards the Kitchen slowly and as he reached at the Kitchen entrance left statue
"Bhabhi isse kahan rakhun..??" one of a servant asked to Shilpa who is making breakfast calmly
"Vohin Fridge mein.." tucking her hairs behind her ear she replied normally where as an unknown smile reached his lips seeing her He only knows how he controlled not to go in Surbhi's Room for waking her... Yes as he got up he started looking for her who didn't returned so getting ready for jog he moved to wake her but stopped himself thinking she will get upset seeing him in morning so he directly went for jog but right now finding her alone he smiled... So putting his both hands in his pocket he walked inside Kitchen making his face straight
"Ahemm .. Shaanti mujhe juice do" his sudden voice made Shilpa to stop her work for seconds
"Jiii...Bhaiyaa" Shaanti smiled and started pouring juice in glass and giving that to him who took wd a smile she went from there leaving ArSh alone
"Mujhe pasta wd cheese.. Spaghetti khani hai" standing beside Shilpa he directly announced where as Shilpa pretended she didn't heard "Vo b jaldi..." he said calmly to which Shilpa nodded and turned to do another work making him to shook his head "Shilpa..." as he said this she cutted him turning looking back at him
"Bas Armaan mujhe kal raat k baare mein kuch nai baat karni..." she said wd stern look making him narrow his bows "Plzz aap.." but before she could complete her sentence he chuckled making her confuse
"Pehli baat main kal raat k baare mein kuch baat nai kar raha tha... Aur dusri baat mujhe bahoot tez bhuk lagi hai... To dus minute k andar mujhe mera breakfast chahiyee jo maine bola banane ko" crossing his arms he spoke very calmly but there was smile on his face while hearing this Shilpa's jaw dropped also her anger increased here she thought he came for apology for last night no Mr Akdu Malik wants his breakfast that's why he is here How insensitive
"Aapko breakfast khana haina to kisi aur se banwa len kyun ki main nai banane waaali aapke liye" staring at him she spoke angrily which made him frown


"Kyun nai banaogi..." he asked confusedly coming infront of her

Kehti hai ishq duniya jise
Kehti hai ishq duniya jise
Meri jaan-e-mann
Iss ek lafz mein hi chhupi qaaynaat hai...

"Aise hi meri marzi... Mera mood... Aur vaise b har jagah main aapke saath nai rahungi... To mujhpe depened hona chodiyee" she looked at him calmly there was no fear in her eyes but there was anger inside her Armaan smile coz she indirectly taunted him about last night when said he is depended on her
"Oh haa... Tum Dehradun jaa rahi ho... To kya aap mujhe plzz bata sakti hai ki kab aap jaa rahi hai kyun ki mujhe sabko batana b to pad sakta hai...aap thodi bataayngi" he said in fake sweet tone directly taunting her who was hurt from inside but didn't showed it Armaan just wanted to see that hurt that's why he knowingly said that just to see her reaction which showed also... He is enjoying her expressions so now onwards Mr Husband got a new work and that is to irritate his Lovely Wife
"Jald hi... But don't worry main khud bataungi sabko aapko takleef lene ki jarurat nai hai" saying this calmly she turned to go when he gripped her wrist who thought he will pull her harshly
"Jaane se pehle plzz apna ek b saaman yahan mat chodna..." saying this he freed her hand and went from there leaving her hurt & broken How can he do this...?? Last night she cried so hard that her eyes were puffed she knowingly didn't went in their room coz she want a little space she slept beside Surbhi and thought about them whole night... Deciding to live him soon she slept but didn't expected him to say leave the House soon... Doesn't he have any feelings for her??

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"Bewkoof iske dimagh mein ek b baat nai jaati... Itna sab hone k baad b isko jaana hai... To fir jaaye mujhe isse kya... Jaana hai to jaayee nai jaana to mat jaaye but main nai rokne waala" blabbering to himself he went upstairs "Par beta Armaan rokna to padega... Tu khud reh paayga kya uske bina" his heart questioned as he enter in Room "Kyun nai reh sakta uske aane se pehle b to rehta tha... Vo jab zindagi mein nai thi tab b to rehta tha... Mujhe akele rehne ki aadat hai aur main reh lunga" he answered annoyingly removing his sweat shirt and started undoing his shoes "To iska matlab tera aur uska rishta tut gaya??" his mind asked as he went inside for shower "Aise kaise tutega... Har baar uski marzi nai chalegi" he replied coolly as the cold water hit his head calming his anger also gave him peace to solve this problem smartly "To karega kya tu..??" his heart questioned as he came out from washroom in towel "Vohi jo bahoot pehle karna chahiyee tha" he answered wearing his shirt when by mistakenly one of a button fell from shirt "Damm... Ise b abi hona tha.." he removed his shirt annoyingly and was about to threw the shirt when seeing the buttons something back came inside his mind
*****FLASHBACK*****
Bhopal

Mere dil ki raahaton ka tu
Zariya ban gayi hai...

"Isse maine kaha tha campus k bahar wait kare... Aur ye footpath pe chali aa rahi hai... Vo b pura phone mein ghuske... Vaise to haath b nai lagati... Par dekho as if koi chin le jaayga" a serious Armaan looked at his Wife from his Car while his Wife is walking slowly slowly from footpath engrossed in her phone shaking his head he moved out from Car... He was walking towards her when he observed a man behind her who is following her while eyeing her from up to down An unknown rage came inside him "Tu to aaj gaya kaam se..." muttering under his breath angrily he corrected his goggles and fisting his hand he walked towards her who didn't even glanced up almost lost on her phone "Pehle.. Is aadmi ko dekhun fir iski khabar leta hun" correcting his watch he glared that man who moved his hand to touch Shilpa he was about to ran and beat that man when Shilpa moved her hand to correct her stole but her hand immediately hit that man's eyes
"Aaww..." that man whined in pain making Armaan stop in his track stunned
"Soorrryyy... Bhaisaab... Lagi to nai... I am sorrryy" Shilpa immediately apologized looking back at the man
"Nai... Nai Behenji..." that man got scared thinking she knowingly hit his eyes while Armaan chuckled at this scene
"Thank god isne.. Mujhe Bhaisaab nai kaha..." he thought remembering their first meet when it hit his head that how can he forget to beat that man who eyed his Wife
"I am sorryy..." she again apologized looking at the man who stepped back as Armaan stand behind Shilpa almost glaring him
"Nnai Behenji..." saying this that man ran from there leaving a confused Shilpa there
"Aree isse kya huaa...??" she mumbled confusedly looking at the man's running figure but shaking her head she turned to walk ahead when her feet got slipped "Aahhh..." she whined as she fall but Holding Armaan's shirt which resulted his all buttons out almost revealing his chest

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"What the...??" Armaan looked at her stunnedly who looked up at him shockingly
"Haaww..." she put her hands on her mouth as she stood
"Andhi ho tum... No actually main puch hi kyun raha hun.. Tum already ho" he taunted correcting his shirt but seeing his abs she giggled "What??" he raised his bows seeing her giggling
"Kuch nai..." hiding her giggle she nodded in NO
"Chalo tumhe to ghar chal k batata hun" aying this sternly he gripped her wrist and took her towards their Car "What so funny..??" he asked strictly as they sat inside Car where she was still laughing
"Kuch nai... Actually sab log aapko dekh rahe thae pata nai kyun??" she replied hiding her smile infact indirectly teasing him
"Just shut up... Aur ye batao road pe chalte waqt koi phone pe busy rehta hai... Agar kuch ho jaata to... And most important aas paas dekhe chala karo..." as his lecture started she shook her head and their whole way went wd his lecture
"Armaan ghar aa gaya.." she immediately cutted him as she saw their house so shaking his head he took their car inside their house
"Tum utaro... Mujhe Hospital jaana hai" saying this strictly he stopped the car
"U mean aap aise jaoge..?" she pointed at his fully opened shirt making him embarrassed
"Yaa... Tum jao andar se koi shirt lekar aao" he almost order removing his goggles
"Haaww... Matlab aap yahan change karoge??" she asked wd teasing smile to which he glared her "I mean log kya kahenge... Ki dekho Shilpa tumhara Pati... Car mein hi kapde change karta hai" she said in fake serious tone
"Shilpa..." he glared to which she chuckled seeing his anger right now he is looking very cute to her but seeing his glare she moved out from Car to bring his shirt "Bewkoof... Pura ka pura buttons tod diya isne... Haath hai ki kya..." he cursed her while removing his blazer when she came back wd a shirt and sat inside the car
"Hmm... Ye lo" she forwarded his shirt who took that calmly and removed his shirt making her heartbeat skipped seeing him shirtless immediately their old memories came back on her mind which made her to look away from him who wore his shirt quietly
"Ho gaya..." he mumbled buttoning his shirt to which she smiled an urge came inside her to kiss him but controlling herself she took his old clothes
"Thik hai fir.. Main jaati hun..." she said smilingly and turned to go when something clicked her brain "Acha Armaan... Ise sambhal k rakhiye" saying this sweetly she put his buttons inside his pocket making him frown "Bye..." saying this cutely she kissed his cheek and before he could react she was out from the Car leaving him amused
"Pagal..." shaking his head smilingly he started his Car and went out from their house
*****FLASHBACKS ENDS*****
"Kaash sab kuch pehle jaisa normal hota" taking a sigh he sat on bed remembering their moments "Idiot sab kuch thik ho sakta hai... Agar tu chahe to" his mind smacked him "Yaa... Samajh gaya... Agar tum aayi meri marzi se ho to jaaogi b meri marzi se... Seedhe seedhe to maanegi nai to thoda teda hona padega. Tab jarur maanegi" he smirked while rising up and taking a oath to stop her he moved to change

*****

1 hour later
"By god!! Khaate kyun nai Dev... Khaao na" an angry Aditi glared Dev who gulped to eat
"Aditi chod na tu b... Mazak kar rahe thae ye... Haina Dev" Shilpa said sweetly staring at Dev who gave his puppy look to Shilpa nodding in YES
"Haa Aditi dekho to noodles ko dekh k... Kya haal ho gaya hai iska" Surbhi also took his side
"Tum dono chup raho... Dekhne do kitna pyaar karta hai ye mujhse" Aditi said wd her angry look making Dev to held his head Actually the thing is Aditi - Dev had fought over a small thing that How much Dev loves her?? So getting into a conclusion she challenged him to eat a bowl full of noodles wd lots of red chilies powder and now poor Dev is sitting on breakfast table wd noodles bowl infront of him while Aditi was standing beside him where as Shilpa and Surbhi were enjoying this sceme sitting infront of Dev
"Aditi yaar... Kya pagal pan hai ye" Dev said innocently to which she glared and he left no choice just to eat this Shilpa Surbhi both felt pity on him "Agar nai batake khilaati to kitna acha hota bata rahi ho to darr lag raha hai" he looked at her as he dig his folk inside the noodles making them giggle somehow he put the noddles ibside his mouth.. Fearing he will shout for water he gulped the food but immediately his eyes flew opened realizing its not at all spicy
"By god kya huaa Dev babu" Aditi asked wd a giggle to which he looked at her questionably "I know kya soch rahe ho... Ki ye tikha kyun nai hai...??" she asked wd a grin while sitting beside him who nodded in YES eating the noodles "Vo isliye kyun ki main dekhna chahti thi ki kya tum sach mein khaate ho yaa.. Sirf jhuta pyaar dikhaate ho" she said lovingly giving him water who smiled
"Ooo..." Shilpa and Surbhi teased wd a giggle
"Matlab isme koi red chili powder nai tha??" he asked smilingly to which she nodded wd giggle
"Wow kya idea tha Aditi .. Ye pata lagaane ka ki aapka Husband aapse pyaar karta hai ki nai... Main b try karungi Rehaan pe" Surbhi spoke excietedly making Dev and Aditi giggle where as Shilpa held her head wd a smile
"Aisa koshish b mat karna varna mujhe to lagta hai vo turant chod dega tumhe" Dev joked making her pout while Shilpa Aditi giggled when
"Gud morning Dev..." Armaan wished as he decended from stairs while staring down on his phone
"Oyee aaja breakfast karle... Vo b unique style mein" Dev called smilingly making him to look at them
"Nai mujhe important kaam hai... Main shaam ko milta hun" he said calmly while moving ahead ignoring Shilpa who is only staring him thinking here she made breakfast for him and he didn't even looked at it such a Stubborn man he is
"Aur breakfast??" Aditi asked frowningly
"Late ho raha hai bye...Shaamko milta hun" saying this he went from there hurriedly
"Kisi ka kuch b ho sakta hai iska kuch nai ho sakta" Dev shook his head which made them smile and there they started eating breakfast wd lots of joking and masti later everyone joined them...

Afternoon @ Sanjeevani

"Kahan rakhi hai file... Yehin to rakkhi thi" he started searching his important file when a knock came on his Cabin's door "Come in..." wdout looking back he said and found his file on table "Finally mili... Kahan kahan nai dhundha... Aur mila b to yahan stupid me" he was blabbering wd himself looking at his file when
"Armaan..." a soft voice made his eyes big Gosh he cant forget this voice Not again closing the file he took a sigh and looked back at emotional Kiya who is standing beside the door
"Kiya..??" he asked slowly and walked towards her deciding to say her that if she wants to die then die he doesn't cared coz he can't live wdout his Wife
"Pehle main bolun??" moving ahead she asked softly as she saw he opened his mouth to say
"Zyada se zyada kya kahogi.. Yehi ki main jee nai sakti etc etc..." he tried to say in calm tone controlling his anger
"Nai main tumse ye kehne aayi hun... Ki aaj main jaa rahi hun.." as she said this he became stunned "Main jaanti hun thoda shocking hai... But mujhe realize ho chuka hai ki main tumhari zindagi mein kuch nai hun.. Armaan... I think bahoot zyada soch liya..." she said wd moist eyes where as he was only staring her confusedly thinking what made her change suddenly "Aur tumhari zindagi kharab kardi... I am sorry for that... Shayad ye guilt main kabhi nai nikal paungi... Agar tumne mujhe maaf nai kiya" she apologized while staring down on floor making him to walk infront of her
"See..." he opened his mouth to say but she stopped again
"Nai Armaan bolne do... Main kaise bhul gayi ki jab tumhari yaadast jaane k baad b tum Shilpa se itna pyaar karte thae... To yaadast aane pe kitna pyaar karte hoge.. Kaise soch liya ki tum mujhe accept karoge" she sniffed making him shocked at her words
"Main Shilpa se pyaar karta tha??" he thought shockingly "Tumne kya kaha ki main Shilpa se pyaar karta tha... Yaadast jaane pe b??" he asked doubtfully trying to confirm it
"Haa Armaam.. Main to bhul hi gayi thi.. Ki tum usse uswaqt bahoot pyaar karte thae aur ab to bilkul karte hoge... I am sorrry to ruin ur life" she said softly staring him who became stunned That means his wife still didn't told everything?? He loved her in Past but she didn't cared him to say He had ask many times about their Past life but she always told there was nothing special? He'll never gonna forgive her never.. How can she?? But right now he have let Kiya out from any guilt
"See Kiya... Main tumhari galti nai maanta... Kyun ki agar tum nai aati to shayad main isi vehem mein rehta ki tum khush ho... But tumhare aane ka mujhe faida bahoot mila hai" he made her understand slowly but as she heard it she got confused "Yaahh... Thank u... Tum nai aati to mujhe kabhi nai pata chalta ki Shilpa kya hai mere liye... So thank u" he smiled making her looked down but somewhere he is still trying to digest that he loved her in Past "Aur agar maafi maangna hi hai to Kabir se maango... Mujhse nai" saying this calmly he stepped back to which she wiped her tears and nodded in yes
"Haa.. Main jaaungi uske paas maafi maangne..." she nodded to which he smiled "Main aaj hamesha k liye jaa rahi hun tumhare life se... To kuch maangu to doge...??" she asked innocently to which he thought for sometime and then just gave a nod in YES "Kya main last time tumhe hug kar sakti hun??" she asked softly and before he could say something she hugged him who didn't responded and was feeling awkward where as she hugged him tightly as if feeling him last time

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"Bye...!" she parted from hug wd a satisfying smile to which he nodded in YES thinking how suddenly she changed??
"Acha Kiya.. Itni jaldi Kabir k pass mat jaao.. Pehle usse time do sab kuch samajhne ka... Fir jaana khud ko sambhalne k baad" he suggested slowly staring at her who nodded wd a smile as she stepped near the door
"Aur meri taraf se... Shilpa ko thank u kehna..." she said slowly making him frown "Aur usse khush rakhna bahoot pyaar karti hai vo tumse... Bye" saying this went from there leaving a confusing Armaan

Teri ishq ki mere dil mein
Kayi Eid mann gayi hai...

"Ye Shilpa ko thank u kyun keh rahi thi...??" he asked confusedly while standing against the table "Vaise ye baat sab samajh gaye ki vo mujhse kitna pyaar karti hai... Infact vo khud.. To main idiot ye baat kyun nai samajh paya" he mumbled smilingly "Par iski to aaj main khabar lunga... Itni badi baat isne mujhe nai batayi.. That I was in love wd her" he thought angrily playing wd a puzzle "Tum to aaj gayi" he stared at the space wd a arrogant smile Finally Miss Kritika Sharma went from his life forever!

******
Evening @ MM
"Heyy Mr Khan... Main kaisi lag rahi hun" Surbhi asked excietedly as she saw him entering in House but seeing his condition Ananya became shocked
"Heyy bhagwaan.. Ye kya hai??" Ananya asked shockingly as she saw Armaan whose pant was dirty wd dry mud his tie was loosen and blazer was out in his hand
"By god!! Kya haal banaya hai apna??" Aditi asked wd a giggle
"Aree kuch nai... Vo bas aate time kuch baccho k saath football khel k aaya..." he answered calmly looking at the three ladies who are ready for Avni's Reception "Vaise Surbhi looking beautiful haa" he commented smilingly which made Surbhi almost faint when Aditi catched her from falling
"Allah miya... Am I dreaming??" Surbhi asked dazedly where as Ananya was still shocked hearing he played wd kids
"Acha sab gayye...??" he asked normally while stepping on stairs
"Haa sab gaye.. Bas hum chaaro reh gaye hai... Tumhari Biwi ka intezar hai" Aditi replied smilingly
"Aap sabko late ho raha hai..?" he asked calmly stopping at the stairs
"Haa to... Sab vahan pahuch gaye hai bas hum chaaro reh gaye hai.. Shilpa aa jaaye to hum b jaaye" Ananya replied normally grabing her purse
"Haa vo to ready thi.. But galti se Anant k haath se paani gir gaya uske saari pe tabhi vo change karne gayi hai" Aditi informed making Anant to wear his bow
"Aree waah champ handsome lag raha hai" He bend to Anant's level who laughed
"Thank u..." Anant clapped making him smile while ruffling his hairs
"Bas jaldi aaye vo.." Surbhi said looking at her wrist watch
"How about... Aap log jaao main usse le aaunga..." he said in normal tone but carefully making Surbhi Aditi giggled
"Tum laaoge... Usse..??" Aditi asked for confirmation to which he nodded in YES calmly
"Thik hai... Jaldi aao usse lekar.. Hum sab nikal rahe hai" Ananya almost ordered to which he nodded quietly
"Acha Mr Khan Shilpa ko sambhal k le aana.." Surbhi said in teasing tone making Aditi giggled where as he rolled his eyes
Tera zikr ho raha hai
Tera zikr ho raha hai
Ibaadat ki tarah...
"Bye..." saying this he went upstairs leaving them smiling where as he enter in their Room only to find his wife getting ready standing infront of the dressing mirror His legs frozen seeing her gorgeous look Her scarlet brown color saari wd yellow & golden borders the Saari is perfectly suiting on her...

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She is wearing bangles on her wrist while thinking something deep his eyes landed on her mascara eyes which were staring on space May be thinking about him he smiled scanning her hairs which were curlled from down... His eyes traced her scarlet plumpy lips Gosssh!! His heartbeat skipped seeing her this stunning immediately that night flashed in his mind... Everything was suiting on her but something is missing he tried to think but nothing came... Then it clicked on his brain Yes her empty neck suddenly that gift which he bought for her before going Chandigarh clicked inside his brain... So wdout disturbing her he went inside Wardrobe where he kept his blazer and opening a drawer he picked that gift... And stood behind her "Hmm tumhara Farewell gift" as he said this she got startled and looked back at him confusedly who was standing behind her "Lo lelo Farewell gift hai tumhara..." he said calmly forwarding the gift which made her more angry at his word 'Farewell'
"Nai chahiyee" she directly rejected wearing her wrist watch which made him smile
"Tumhe nai lagta zyada attitude thik nai hai health k liye..??" he asked calmly putting his hands inside his pant's pockets
"Aapko isse kya... Aap apna kaam kijiye to zyada acha hoga" looking back at him she said wd a fake smile making him chuckled
"Jo b ho.. Main ready hokar aata hun.. Tum yehin wait karo mera.." keeping the gift on table he looked at her
"Sorryy main aapke saath nai jaa rahi hun... Neeche sab log wait kar rahe hai" she said in not-so-interested tone making him smile amusedly seeing her expressions
"Actually sorryy to say this... Neeche koi nai hai... Coz tum mere saath jaane waali ho" he gave a fake pity look making her shocked
"Kyaa??" she became shocked "Main aapke saath nai jaaungi" she directly rejected making him smile
"Vo main nai jaanta... Par tumhe jaana to mere saath hi hai... So don't waste my time aur yehi wait karo main aata hun ready hokar" saying this cooly he stepped closer to her who crossed her arms angrily
"Agar main aapke saath nai jaaun to" crossing her arms she glared to which he just pass a smile and wdout saying anything he moved towards their Room's door "Ye karne kya wala hai Shilpa" her heart asked fearly to which she gulped as he locked the door
"Agar tum nai jaaogi to mujhe vo karna hoga... Jo main nai karna chahta" coming towards her he said in full serious tone while opening his tie's knot making her scared which she didn't showed on her face
"Aapko lagta hai aap mujhe daraynge aur main darr jaaungi..." getting all her courage she said wd confident look making him hide his smile Right now she is looking Soo preety that he wants to kiss her!Wink
"Main dara nai raha hun... Direct bol raha hun... Chup chap yehin wait karo mere kapde nikaal k bahar rakkho... Jab tak main fresh hoke aata hun..." facing her he bend his head little closer to her face whose heartbeat skipped "Varna hum vo karenge jo baaki sab Husband Wife karte hai..." as he said shamelessly her mouth opened in disbelief "So main jo keh raha hun vo maano" he said calmly opening his shirt's buttons
"Main nai darti aapse aapko jo karna hai karo" hiding her nervousness she said confidently making him smile
"Ok..." his nonchantic word made her frown when he fully unbottoned his shirt and threw that on bed standing infront of her shirtless "To shuru karen.." he raised his bows while pulling her closer by her waist who got scared
"Arma...aan aaap...??" she mummbled nervously as her hands rested on his bare chest whose face neared to her ear and getting scared also thinking she will surrender to him she pushed him lightly "Thik hai... Aap jao ready ho jao main kapde nikaalti hun" moving away from him she said nervously making him smile at his victory
"Thik hai tab tak yehin raho... Aur vo gift jo laaya hun.. Usse use karo... Also kuch dhang ka select karna mere liye... Main aata hun" saying this calmly he went inside Washroom wd a smile

****
"Tu itne jaldi darr gayi inse... Aree Shilpa ye tu b jaanti hai ye tere karib kabhi nai aata... Unromantic jo thera... Sirf dara raha tha aur tu darr b gayi... Gadhi" her mind scolded her who composed her heartbeat and went inside Wardrobe for his clothes "Ab ye pehenenge kya... Kaha to ki kuch dhang ka nikalna but... Kya" she looked at his clothes confusedly and at the end selecting a black blazer wd black t-shirt & black pant kept on bed "I hope janab ko ye pasand aaye" looking at the clothes she said confusedly and turned to end her touch ups... After ten minutes of touch ups she looked at the gift confusedly To wear or not "Agar nai pehnegi to pata nai kya karenge" her heart spoke to her who slowly took the gift in her hands Thinking he gifted this for her Farewell Great!? then why he is ordering her on everything?? "Wow..!!" escape from her mouth as she saw the gift A beautiful platinum silver pendent an unknown smile reached her lips seeing the gift... Then her eyes landed on gift box where it was written 'U r very Special for Me' did he mean it?? Her heart questioned but ignoring it she took the pendent and started wearing it but it was not locking so closing her eyes she started locking when she felt someone's hands on her who opened her eyes to see...



Only to find Armaan locking the pendent concentratingly her heart skipped feeling him behind her he is only wrapped wd towel making her to look down
"Ho gaya..." saying this he turned to took his clothes where as she is still staring at the pendent sadly thinking he gifted for Farewell "Not bad... Acha choose kiya hai" hearing his voice she looked back at him who now wore the T-shirt
"Main... Neeche aapka wait karti hun" saying this she went from there before he could stop her
"Ajeeb hi hai... Kitna b samajh lun" he shook his head while getting ready where as on downstairs she started waiting for him

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."

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