Thursday, 21 December 2017

Part 4 : Khuda Aur Mohabbat

Armaan left the masjid and went home…he wasnt sure why all these feeling were coming out now….why riddhima made him feel like this. He didnt want to feel this way, but it was like he has no control over himself. All the time the images were coming to his mind that soon riddhima will be someone else´s bride. That she will leave him, even tough she never was his. But still it made him feel like he lost everything he ever had in his life. He never felt this insecure ever. The last time he had this kind of feeling was, when he saw his parents…
Armaan went home and stood by the window. Lost in his thoughts, lost in his world, in his dark world. He made a promise to himself. Riddhima wont change him. Never. He wont allow her to break the walls around him which he made with so much difficulties. The only thing he knew was, that if riddhima broke his walls and enters his heart, then one day she will leave him all alone and walk away with her mangetar siddhant. He he so angry that he pushed the window infront of him and it broke down into thousand pieces. His hand started bleeding but he cared less.

A: nikal jao mere khayalo se riddhima. Mat aao mere kareeb. Tumhari sadgi, tumhari khamoshi, tumhari aankhe. Mujhe dar lagne laga hai tumse. Tum jitna mere kareeb aaogi tumhe utni hi takleef hoegi. Bas! Bohot hua. Kal se pura armaan wapis aayega. Jisko dekh ke sab darte the. The bad boy Armaan Mallik. Aur us Armaan pe Riddhima Gupta ka koi asar nahi hoga.

After praying riddhima went down and saw sid sitting on the couch. Seeing her coming down Sid stood up and went to her.

R: Tum coffee logo?
S: yeah sure…

They both moved to the kitchen. Sid sat on the chair and watched riddhima cooking. When riddhima finished she gave Sid his cup and sat opposite of him. She saw him lost in her.

R: aise kya dekh rahe ho.
S: yehi dekh raha hu ke meri kismat kitni aachi hai. Tum to Birmingham me reh ke bhi bilkul traditional ho. Apne rule aur regulations nahi bhuli. Aaj jab aate saath tum namaz parhne gaye, to yakeen manu mere dil me tumhare liye Izzat aur barh gayi.

Riddhima was speechless. She didnt know what to reply so she just kept quiet and looked down.

S: me jaant hu riddhima, hum dono beshak cousins hai, lekin me phir bhi tumhare liye ek anjaan ladka hu. Aur ek anjaan ladke ke saath zindagi guzarna asaan nahi hai. Lekin me is rishte ko ek mauka dena chahta hu. Me chahta hu ke tum bhi is rishte ko ek mauka do. Hum dono mil ke try kare. Baki aage jo Khuda ki marzi.
R: I promise Sid, me pure dil se koshish karungi is rishte ko nibhane ki.

Riddhima smiled to and then automaticlly her thought went to armaan. She really hoped that he was fine. After sometime Sid left for his room because he was feeling really tired. Riddhima also went to her room and got changed. Then she stood infront of her window and looked at the moon.

R: Aye chand, kaise kahu kuch samajh nahi aa raha. Me jo armaan ke bare me sooch rahi hu…yeh galat hai ya nahi yeh me nahi janti. Lekin me itna zaroor janti hu ke wo bura insaan nahi hai, jaisa wo sab ko dikhana chahta hai. Aap mera ek kaam karna. Aap uska dhyaan rakhna. Uska….

Riddhima didnt know what to say. So she just kept quiet and looked at the moon for a very long time. She had a feeling that the moon was trying to tell her something. To give her some msg. After a quality time she went to the bed and tried to sleep…

Almost a month had passed…armaan went back tot he bad boy image and riddhima was trying to give sid a chance. They both were ignoring each other as much as possible.

Riddhimas pov:

The sun felt amazing on my skin. I had no worries no stress, timeless time and just peace. The life was perfect.

V: Riddhima…

I closed my eyes tighter as i heard a male voice.

V: riddhima…

The voice got pressing.

V: riddhima wake up…

Suddenly my eyes opened and armaan was sitting on my bed.

R: armaan tum yaha, kya hua…

I streched out to turn on my nightlamp. I wasnt imagining, Armaan Mallik was really sitting on my bed. In Jeans ONLY.

R: tum yaha kya kar rahe ho…

I watched his eyes getting darker with desire. My heart skipped a beat. My abdomen pulled together as i felt a prickle between my legs.

R: armaan…

He leaned slowly forward till his face was very close to mine. Till our lips were able to touch eachother almost. I recognized his wild hunger and gasped for air. I felt the hot desire flamming up in my body.

He wants me. Armaan Mallik wants me….

R: armaan, sid…

Suddenly he grabbed my neck and pulled me towards himself. His lips came down on mine. I pushed myself onto him, put my arms around his neck and dig my fingers in his muscles. His kiss was hard, demanding, almost punishing, and i enjoyed it to the fullest. I moaned in his mouth which lead him to moan too. By hearing his loud my nippels got hard. My moaning clicked some button in him, becuase he pushed me back on the bed harshly, bevor he snatched the quilt and throw it away.

Confused i was looking at him as he took hold of my pyjama and pulled it down. The he freed me from my shirt and pushed me back on the bed. Now i was lying completely naked under him. Then he separeted my legs and was almost lying on me. He took my hands and moved them above my head. All the while he was rubbing with his erection on my private parts…

A: riddhima…
R: armaan….

His right hand left mine and moved down to opend his zip and freed his erection. He again grabbed my hand and put it back above my head. Bevore i could take another breath he was already inside me. He pushed with such a force that a cry escaped my lips. I streched my legs and gave him the signal to keep on. He pulled back only to push back inside again and again. He was hard, harsh but still i loved it. I asked him for more and more. He was pushing inside me deeper and deeper. Only our moans were heard. And then i was hit with such an hard orgasm that i screamed, soon after me Armaan followed. I looked at him when he came. Then he looked down at me and gave me a kiss on my neck.

A: finally you are mine. NO one is going to take you away from me riddhima, no one.

Riddhimas Pov ends.

Suddenly riddhima woke up..all sweating…she sat on her bed. It was still dark outside. She looked at the clock. It ws 4 in the morning. He body was burning with desire. She put her hands on her face.

R: sirf sapna tha riddhima, aisa kuch nahi…sirf sapna…..armaan…

Riddhima drank the whole bottle of water, she still wasnt able to controll her shivering.

R: yeh kya tha aye khuda. Armaan aur me….nahi nahi nahi. Mera nikaah to sid ke saath. To phir armaan. Nahi…mujhe armaan se dur rehna padega. Wo mere liye sahi nahi hai. Mujhe us se dur rehna padega.

Riddhima wasnt able to sleep again. But the main problem was how she will face him tomorrow in the clg. Above all she was sitting next to him. Why was destiny playing such games with her.

Next day came and riddhima was nervous like never before. Even Sid was able to notice her nervousness.

S: kya hua riddhima, itni nervouse kyu ho rahi ho. Tum apne hone wale mangetar ke saath jaa rahi ho. Isme nervous hone wali kya baat hai.
R: nahi kuch nahi…
S: relax riddhima..

Sid then took riddhimas hand and moved with her inside the clg. They were on their way to the classroom when suddenly riddhima stopped moving. She couldnt belive her eyes…what she saw broke her heart in thousand pieces.

Armaan was standing outside oft he class kissing a random girl with full passion. That somehow got tears in riddhimas eyes. Her grip on sids hand got tight. Sid looked at riddhima closely and saw tears in her eyes. Then he turned around and also saw armaan kissing a girl. When he looked back at riddhima. He saw her eyes glued on riddhima. Sid got a feeling that there must be something between them but he pushed the thoughts aside.

S: me chalta hu riddhima…

Hearing riddhimas name armaan stopped kissing the girl and looked aside. There he saw riddhima standing with sid. Riddhima saw armaan looking towards her…soon she looked away and gave a smile to sid. Sid came closer and kissed riddhima on her forehead. Then he left from there. When riddhima looked back armaan wasnt there anymore. She took a deep breath and entered the class. All her friends greeted her. She just gave them a smile and sat on her bench where armaan already was sitting. Riddhima felt extrem nervous sitting next to him. Firtly because of her dream and secondly because of the scene infront of the class.

The teacher told them to finish their projekt till tomorrow. So that means they only had today to complete the projekt.

A: aaj clg ke bad tum mere saath mere ghar chalna, take hum projekt complte kar le.
R: kya, lekin tumhare ghar kyu, hum clg me reh ke bhi kaam kar sakte hai, ya phir mere ghar, waha pe to sid bhi hoga na.
A: isi liye hum tumhare ghar nahi jayenge. Aur mujeh koi shok nahi hai bina wajah clg me rehne ka.
R: lekin armaan…
A: dont worry riddhima me tumhe khaunga nahi…

With that riddhimas eyes widened in horror…again her dream came in her mind.

A: relax.

Riddhima looked down, she knew that its of no use to argue with armaan. So she just kept quit. After clg armaan took riddhima to his home. On their way home riddhima called sid to inform him that she will be late becuase she is going to armaan because of their projekt. All the while riddhima was talking with sid, armaan was gripping his steering very tightly.

Finally they reached his home…they went to his room and armaan brought her something to drink. Then they started to do their projekt. During their working armaan suddenly started the topic of which riddhima had so much anxiety.

A: tum aaj ro kyu rahi thi..

Riddhima looked up from her work. Her eyes got wide in horror.

R: kab…
A: bano mat riddhima…tum janti ho me kab ki baat kar raha hu…
R: nahi me nahi janti…

Riddhima moved a bit away from him, because they were sitting on the same bed.

A: jab tumne mujhe us ladki ko kiss karte hue dekha tha…
R: what…tumhe laga ke me us wajah se roi thi…
A: at least tumne mana to sahi ke tum ro rahi thi..
R: for your information armaan, me us wajah se nahi ro rahi thi…balke isliye kyunke….kyunke sid ko jaana tha…ha kyunke sid ko jaana tha…
A: jab jhut bolna aata nahi to bolti hi kyu ho…
R: me jhoot kyu bolungi…i mean tum sirf kiss hi to kar rahe the…its nothing special…meine aur sid ne…

Before riddhima could talk anyfurther armaan grabbed her by her neck and pulled her towards himself. His lips landed on her and he pulled her more closer. At the moment their lips touch, heat runs trough their bodies. Riddhima´s lips openes on their own and armaan pushed his tongue inside her mouth. Their toungues playes with eachother. It was too erotic that riddhima got panicked. She broke the kiss and put her hand on his chest.

R: armaan….
A: No…

He then grabbed her face. Riddhima thought about leaving but as soon as his lips landend on hers once again…all her thought flew out oft he window. But the kiss was unbeliveable. Riddhima moved with her hands on his face, which was a big mistake, because she love the feeling his 3-days-beard gave her. She needed more. She never thought like this but damn she needed more of armaan.

Armaan moved his hand through riddhimas hairs…then he put his on hand on her waist and pulled her on his lap. Now riddhima was straddling him. They were chest on chest. And armaan was pulling her closer and closer. His grip was very tight on her waist. Something is happening with riddhima. Just like in the dream…she was willingly giving everything to armaan. Armaan kissed with with such a passion that riddhima forgot how to breath…then finally armaan broke the kiss and sucked her underlip…slowly he went to her neck and riddhima moaned his name. He made is way up to her ear with small wet kisses. Riddhima´s grip got tight in his hairs and she pulled him closer. Then armaan whispered in her ear.

A: It was your first Kiss riddhima. I`ll be your first and last everywhere. In kissing, in dating, in making love….even in marrieng. Tumhara nikaah to mujhse hi hoga.

Riddhimas eyes opened in horror…she didnt know how to react. And then her phone rang…She got down from armaans lap and searched her phone. She wasnt able to look into his eyes. When she finally found her cell she saw that it was sid who called her.

R: siddhant.

She heard a growl and looked up at armaan, wo was looking angrily at her. Before armaan could say or do anything riddhima stood up…

R: mujhe jaana hai…jo aaj hua…wo nahi hona chahiye tha…mujeh jana hai…

Not waiting for armaans answer riddhima run out from there. When she reached her home she directly run to her room and closed the door. She threw herself on the bed. All the while tears were running out of her eyes.

R: yeh nahi hona chahiye tha…mujhe armaan ke saath…wo kya soochega mere bare me. Yeh me kya kar rahi hu…mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha….meri madat kariye…mujhe koi rasta dikhayie….armaan ka khayal mere dil se nikaliye…aaj jo kuch bhi hua wo nahi hona chahiye tha…wo galat tha…lekin phri bhi galat nahi lag raha …galat feel nahi ho raha….yeh kya kashmakash hai…

As soon as riddhima left from there armaan got very angry…just thinking that riddhima is going back to sid….but the thought that he was he first kiss made him very happy. He knew that riddhima wasnt like other girls. She is special.

A: bas bohot ho gaya riddhima….meine tumhe ignore karke bhi dekha…tumhe bhulane ki bohot koshish ki…lekin nahi….tum to mere zehen se nikalne ka naam hi nahi le rahi.…me yeh to nahi jaanta ke me tumhare liye kya mehsoos karta hau…lekin itna zaroor jaanta hu ke me tumhe kisi aur ka hota hua nahi dekh sakta….tum meri ho sirf meri….me tumhe kisi aur ko hote hue nahi dekh sakta…u are mine riddhim….Aur ab hum dono ko khuda hi milwayenge…
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finally i completed the writing...really hope that you all will like it...this part is very important 
Waiting for your comments and likes 
with loads of love amna 

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