Thursday, 11 January 2018

part 20 : All for your love



“kya kar rahi hai?kya dekh rahi hai?”someone screamed in her ears loudly.sapna turned and saw it was muskan. She tried to hide the mobile while replied : “kuch nahi,kuch bhi toh nahi.”
Muskan frowned and uttered keeping hand on waist: “dekh gudiya,mobile is not allowed in hospital. Report kar dun kya tere naam ki tu chupke chupke apne boyfriend ka pic dekh rahi hai?”
Sapna uttered irritatingly: “muski di,aap mujhe yeh gudiya kahna toh chod do ab ,now I am senior di aur mera koi bf nahi hai.”

Muskan smiled and uttered : “senior hai par mujhse nahi.anyways bata kiska photo dekh rahi thi?bata na please.”
Sapna uttered : “mai toh arman bhai aur riddhima ka photo dekh rahi thi,kal jab dono eksath they,I took their photo.”
Muskan : “haan yaar,bade pyar lag rahe the dono.its like..”rub ne bana di Jodi”….waise teri yeh riddhima ka kya haal hai? Arman ko abhi tak isne ghas dala ki nahi?”
Sapna uttered making face : “mera bhai koi janwar hai kya jo ghas ke intzaar me hai?”
Muskan laughed and uttered : “arey yeh toh wo hai..i mean kya kahte hain..
Sapna : “phrase..
Muskan : “haan wahi. Sach kah toh sappu hum bade tensed hain arman ke liye.beechare ne kitne sapne dekhe honge,is ladki ne sabpar jhadu(broom) fer diya.”
Sapna uttered losing in her thought : “haan muski di,bhai kitne achche hain.yeh toh riddhima ki kismat kharab hai jo mere bhai se dur rehti hai.”
Muski nodded and asked eagerly : “chal kya raha hai uske dimag me? Kal toh easily dance ke liye agree ho gayi..means she is melting?”
Sapna nodded in na and uttered : “don’t know.par mujhe lagta hai dono ko aklele time spend karna chahiye.”
Muski laughed and uttered : “so you took double duty? Tu badi samajhdar ho gayi hai sappu.”
Sapna uttered smilingly : “wo toh mai bachpan se thi.maine thik kiya na muski di?”
Muskan uttered patting her : “of course sappu.chal canteen chalte hain,badi bhukh lagi hai.”
Sapna nodded and uttered : “meri duty 10 baze khatm ho jayegi,aap mujhe ghar drop kar doge?”
Muski assured her : ‘kyon nahi sappu..rahul ka bhi aaj duty hai,hum sath chalenge.”
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Riddhima dumped herself on the bed and cried a lot. She didn’t want to hurt arman but she did it and now she had afraid of him. After arman going,she had closed the door immediately as he couldn’t able to come inside. She decided to go from there but where she didn’t know.papa and dadi wouldn’t help her in this situation and she didn’t know anyone. She tried to call lina but that number was not existed. She packed her things ,left everything which she got here,removed her mangal sutr and kept it on the table and came out of her room but no one in the house so she thought to wait for sapna or arman. She came in her room and sat on the bed and didn’t know when she was slept.
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Sapna returned home, opened the door as it was interlock system and came in. she looked once upstairs and saw the light was on there. she peeped in mumma’s room where arman lived but no one was there. she smiled and came in her room,changed dress and lied on the bed.she was very tired so sleep came in a while but it broke hearing mobile was ringing.she saw it was an unknown number so didn’t pick. But again that number flashed on the screen,but she ignored. Just then she got a message….”sapna,I am nikki di,please pick the call,its urgent.”
She picked the call immediately and asked worriedly: “sorry di,its unknown number..kya hua? Something serious?”
Nikki uttered in a serious tone: “its ok sappu.arman kahan hai?”
Sapna got surprised and replied : “shayad apne room me.”
Nikki sighed and uttered : “that means you know nothing?”
Sapna got scared horribly. She asked nervously: “nahi di,kya hua di? Mai toh duty par thi.mai abhi dekhti hun bhai kamre me hain ki nahi.”
Nikki : “listen sappu.don’t be panic. Aaj arman aur riddhima me thodi fight ho gayi..arman apni bike lekar nikal gaya hai..he had called me 2 hours ago.he was very upset.I called him many times after that but he didn’t pick the call. Mai tujhe pareshan nahi karna chahti thi sappu par koi rasta nahi tha.”
Sapna asked in a trembling voice : “ab mai kya karun di? Bhai kahan honge?”
Nikki : “sun sapna,tension mat le. Tu try kar arman ko,shayad wo utha le.”
Sapna nodded and called arman many times but he didn’t pick the call.sapna called nikki and asked what to do now.nikki thought and said : “mai atul aur anjali se baat karti hun,tu rahul aur muski ko bata. Sab milkar try karenge toh koi solution jarur niklega.”
Sapna thought to go to riddhima but got surprised to see she was coming. She asked hurriedly: “bhai kahan hai riddhima?”
Riddhima looked at her and uttered : “mujhe nahi pata. Mai tumhara wait kar rahi thi,I want to go from here.
At first sapna got surprised hearing it then understood something serious happened between them and the reason was only riddhima’s misbehave to bhai. She replied angrily : “bhai is missing aur tumhe apni padi hai? Chali kyon nahi gayi?”
Riddhima stared her then uttered slowly : “ghar me koi nahi tha,so I thought…
Sapna mocked in an angry tone : “tumhe itni fikar hai humari aur humare ghar ki? Listen riddhima,jabtak bhai wapas nahi aate,tum kahin nahi jaogi.”
Just then her mobile rang.atul was there.he assured sapna that he and rahul was going to search arman and they would back with arman only. Sapna uttered in a wet voice : “mai ab kya karun?”
Atul : “kuch nahi,rest kar.hum tere bhai ko lekar aayenge.”
Sapna hung the phone and came in her room without looking at riddhima.now she couldn’t tolerate this girl who spoiled her bhai’s life.she again called arman but now his phone was out of range.sapna called nikki and asked about their last conversation.she wanted to know what happened between bhai and riddhima that made bhai to leave the home. Nikki uttered sighly : “sapna,tu abhi riddhima ko kuch mat kahna..par jo ho raha hai galat hai.arman got to know that ridhima has a boyfriend.”
Sapna was numb hearing it! She asked : “means?”
Nikki narrated what arman got to know about sumit and riddhima then uttered in a wet voice : “he was crying sappu.kah raha tha..mere sath aisa kyon hua nikki? Tu toh janti hai maine kabhi kisi ladki ko is nazar se nahi dekha,pyar kiya toh sirf riddhima se par usne mere sath aisa kyon kiya?”
Sapna started boiling in anger. She cut the phone and came in riddhima’s room and saw she was sleeping on the couch leaning on it.hearing sound,she opened eyes and got sapna was fuming in anger. Sapna banged the door harshly and shouted angrily : “oh! Toh yahi tumhari asliyat hai? Is masum chehre ke peeche ka chehra ab samne aa hi gaya hai,par tumne mere bhai ki zindagi kyon barbaad ki? Sharam aani chahiye tumhe riddhima..i hate you..aur sari duniya ko jab pata chalega toh sab tumse nafrat karenge …you coward! Doob marna chahiye tumhe chullu bhar pani me…bhai aate hi is ghar se dafa ho jana warna mujhse bura koi nahi hoga!!”
Saying she turned and went from there as she was not able to control her anger. She came in her room and started crying. Where is bhai? She thought to call mumma but it was midnight and she shouldnot make them tensed.she calmed herself and thought to wait for atul and rahul’s call. but she slept in sitting position while waiting for them.
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Arman didn’t know how long he roamed here and there aimlessly. 2-3 times he was about to met with accident but saved anyhow. He was still not believing riddhima was cheated with him. But it was true..he was cheated with the name of love..with the name of friendship.he trusted dr.shshank and loved his daughter..but they cheated him. He thought to ask to dr. shshank that why he did this with arman. He was sure that dr.shshank knew everything.he was cheated by that person whom he respected and by the girl whom,he loved. He was a loser,who trusted them and cheated but how he could live without that girl,whom he loved endlessly. He couldn’t imagine his life without riddhima. After marriage, He had started dreaming about her everynight and believed that he would get her soon.he would win her heart with his love but riddhima’s diary took the harsh truth in front of him.
“arey marna hai kya?” someone shouted angrily and arman got that a car passed touching his bike. He got his sense back and stopped the bike and called nikki and narrated everthing and uttered in a choked voice : “I am a loser nikki..mujhe pahle hi samajh jana chahiye tha.i hate her nikki..usne meri zindagi barbaad kar di hai,mai usey aise jane nahi dunga..
Nikki uttered only : “sun arman,tu gusse me kuch bhi mat karna.pahle tu ghar ja.”
Arman yelled angrily : “jab tak riddhima us ghar me hai,mai wahan nahi jaunga…”
he stopped..then again yelled : “mai usey divorce nahi dunga..mai uspar case karunga nikki..i will kill that bastard sumit ,who spoiled my life ,mai dekhta hun wo kaise riddhima ko lekar jata hai..mai usey jail me nahi pahunchaya toh mera naam arman malik nahi..”
Nikki tried to calm him : “tu jaisa sochta hai waisa hi karna okay? Mai kal ki flight se wahan aa rahi hun par tu kuch gadbad mat karna,ghar ja.”
Arman cut phone and looked here and there and got he was in an unknown place. He kept the bike there and started walking losing in his thought. He didn’t know how long walked but jerked hearing the roaring of sea waves and understood he was stood on the sea beach. He smiled and mumbled…”arman malik,na yahan tu aage badh sakta hai aur na apni zindagi me..”
He laughed on his fate and looked at the dark sea and sat on the sand. His mobile started ringing again,he saw it was nikki but he was in no mood to talk to her so made silent mode and sat there quietly while staring at the seashore.
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riddhima understood now everyone knew about her relationship with sumit.she scared if papa comes there and again forces her to live with arman. she should go from here before papa comes but lina’s number was not existed.she thought a while and called sunil and pleaded : “sunil,please mujhe abhi lina ka number dena.i want to talk to her.mujhe abhi janna hai sumit kahan hai,mai ab yahan nahi reh sakti.”
sunil asked surprisingly : “aisa kya ho gaya riddhima? kal tak toh sab thik tha,tumhe thoda patience rakhna padega.”
riddhima uttered in a crying voice : “nahi sunil,mujhe subah hote hi yahan se jana hai.arman got to know about sumit and he became ferocious.now i can’t stay in his home.
she narrated everything what was happened then uttered in a pleading voice : “ab mera sumit ke siva koi nahi hai sunil,mujhe uski jarurat hai.”
sunil kept silence for sometime then uttered: “i know arman malik,he is not a bad guy. tu usse mafi maang le riddhima.”
riddhima was numb hearing it!she uttered angrily : “agar tu kuch help kar sakta hai toh bata warna mai dhundh lungi sumit ko.”
sunil uttered in a sigh voice : “dhundhkar koi faida nahi riddhima,wo tujhe bhula chuka hai.”
riddhima shouted in fear : “tu pagal ho gaya hai? kya bak raha hai tu?”
sunil uttered slowly : “haan riddhima,sumit ke sath last conversation mera hua tha.wo kahin ja raha tha,don’t know where.he had called me and said,”riddhima ko kahna mera intzaar na karey,mai yahan se ja raha hun.”

i had asked him where was he going but he didn’t reply.mujhe uspar bahut gussa aaya tha par jab mujhe news mili ki you are going to married with arman malik,I was happy.i had thought you got to know that sumit left you so you agreed for wedding.mujhe sumit par gussa tha isliye usey batana chahta tha ki teri shadi dr. arman malik se ho rahi hai par usne shayad wo phone number hi use karna band kar diya tha. i didn’t get him but i was happy for you,but when u came and asked about sumit,i was scared..so i told you that only lina would know about sumit.actually lina canada chali gayi hai aur mere sath koi contact nahi hai..i gave you wrong number..sorry...

riddhima was not able to hear more..she fell on the floor.she heard sunil’s voice from mobile: “riddhima..tu thik hai na?i beg you,please sumit ko bhul ja aur arman ko apna le..

tears flowing down her eyes..sunil’s words echoed in her ears..”sumit ne kaha tah tu uska intzaar mat karna...”

she uttered in a shaking voice : “sumit ..tumne aisa kaha!sumit ne kaha....nahi,sumit aisa kabhi nahi kah sakta..i am waiting for you sumit...please aa jao..tumhari shona bahut akeli ho gayi hai..please...

she looked aroung but all things were blurred because of tears in her eyes. she felt that now she was alone in this world..no one was with her.. and now without sumit ,no meaning of her life...

she got up hurridly and took out the knife from her surgical eqipment box and cut her wrist in next moment...she smiled seeing the blood dripping down her wrist..she smiled and mumbled...”ab tumhari shona tumhara intzaar nahi karegi sumit...agar tum pukaroge to wo ab awaz nahi degi..i am going sumit..good bye....”

the blood started flowing heavily which lulls her to sleep..she opened her eyes once..looked at arman’s photo which was on the wall and mumbled : “sorry.....
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love you all
punam 

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