Wednesday, 21 February 2018

part 24 : All for your love



“aaoge jab tum o’ saajna…
Angna phool khilenge
Barsega sawan..barsega sawan
Jhum jhumke do dill
Aise milenge….”

Teardrops fell on the words..riddhima wiped it immediately…”nahi,sumit jab padhega to samajh jayega mai royi thi..aur wo aur sad ho jayega..”she closed the diary and got up. Last night when arman came to meet with her,she requested him if he could bring the diary and he immediately went home and back with it. From some days she was not able to write anything in it and its never happened. whenever sumit was not with her,she used to write it…everything which was happening in her life .but today she hid a thing ..she hid she had slit her wrist to die. She didn’t want to hide it from sumit but he would be broken reading it so she didn’t write it.


Riddhima came to the window and looked at the lonely road. sunil had told her to not to wait for sumit but she will..she knew sumit was not like that who would left her alone in this cruel world. When sunil had gave her sumit’s message,she got scared and tried to die but now her heart was saying sumit was surely in some problem so he gave her that message..so she would wait for him..and he would be back surely..cause riddhima knew he couldn’t able to live without her.

Riddhima was about to discharge from hospital today evening and she decided to stay in arman’s home till sumit’s return . last night arman assured her he would search sumit in every possible place and would bring him to her. she smiled imagining sumit’s return and looked at the road where a pair was walking while holding each other’s hand. She wished if she could spent her whole life while holding sumit’s hand. She was lost for those beautiful memories when sumit was with her. Suddenly she heard a Kiddish voice….”koi yahan hai kya? Mai ander aaun?”

She turned and saw a 8-9 years girl was standing near the door and peeping inside. Getting riddhima smiled,she jumped in and uttered with a sweet smile : “hi,I am mini…
Riddhima smiled and uttered : “hi..aap kise dhundh rahe ho?”
Mini smiled and uttered : “aapko hi toh dhundh rahi thi mai.”
Riddhima got surprised hearing it and asked : “aap mujhe jaante hain?”
Mini nodded in na and again yes then uttered : “I mean surat se nahi par naam se janti hun..so dekhne chali aayi.”
Riddhima didn’t understand and looked at her.
Mini : “aapka naam riddhima hai na?
Riddhima nodded.
Mini uttered smilingly : “aap mere boyfriend ki dost ho na?”
Riddhima got surprised..she is only 8-9 years old and talking about bf!

Mini uttered seeing her silent: “arey,mai bhi na..aapko kaise pata hoga mera bf koun hai. Mera bf hai is hospital ka…nai nai..is Mumbai sahar ka…nai nai…is puri duniya ka…I mean is dharti ka sabse khubsurat..handsome dashing ladka…dr. arman malik..

Riddhima smiled on her words.

Mini asked like dadi : “kuch samjhe ki nahi?”

Riddhima nodded and asked : “aap mujhse kyon milna chahti thi?”

Mini uttered rounding her big eyes : “actually aajkal mera bf bahut busy hai,mujhse roj milne bhi nahi aata.maine pucha toh kaha ki uska dost yani tum beemar ho so he is busy….toh maine naam pucha..usne naam bataya ..riddhima..ab mera toh ‘matha thanka’..kahin naya gf toh bana liya usne jo mere liye time nahi…so mai sure hone aayi…achcha ab batao,baat dosti tak hi hai na? aage kuch nahi na?”

Riddhima caressed her cheeks and uttered : “aapke jaisi khubsurat angel jiska gf ho usey aur kisiki jarurat nahi..

Mini uttered surprisingly : “haila!aap aur mera bf to ek jaisa baat karte ho..

Riddhima smiled and uttered : “ab aap batao is hospital me kya kar rahe ho? Aapki mumma ya papa doctor hain kya?
Mini nodded in na and uttered sitting beside riddhima: “yeh hospital mera ghar hai,mai toh yahin rahti hun. Nanu ne bataya jab mai itti si thi tab mere parents mujhe yahan chodkar chale gaye the ,tab se mai yahan hun..
Riddhima felt sigh and uttered hurriedly : “oh ,toh aapke nana yahan duty karte hain?”
Mini smacked her own head and uttered : “haila!mere nanu ka hi toh yeh hospital hai,wo kaam kyon karenge? Unka naam hai dr. shshank gupta.”

Riddhima was shocked hearing it! Mini uttered : “wo mere sanjivani ke nanu hain,mere mumma ke papa nahi.and you know yahan sirf mai hi unhen ‘nanu’ kah sakti hun..baki sabko sir kahna padta hai.”

Riddhima didn’t know her papa was taking care of a little girl.today she felt proud knowing it . she smiled looking at mini and uttered : “aap bahut pyari ho mini.’

Mini smiled and uttered : “tum bhi riddhima..par nasamajh ho thodi.”

Riddhima didn’t get it so gave her a question look.mini uttered pointing at her wrist : “yeh karna bewkoofi hai na? agar koi cheez chahiye toh bhagwaan se lado na,jaan dena kyon chahti ho?”

Riddhima again shocked hearing it but she felt uneasy as a little girl was saying it .she uttered with a sigh smile : “tum yeh sab baten kahan se sikhi mini?”

Mini uttered showing teeth : “ sorry , mera bf mujhse kahta hai na,so maine wo dialogue yahan maar diya.”

Riddhima asked curiously : “kyon,tumhe kyon kahta hai wo?”
Mini uttered waving hand : “arey kuch nahi,mai thodi beemar hun na,toh jab takleef hoti hai toh roti hun toh mera bf kahta hai ki ..mini ,bhagwaan se lado par kamjor mat pado..”
Riddhima : “kyon? Tumhe kya hua hai?”
Mini uttered in a calm voice : “mujhe leukemia hai na,isliye..
Riddhima was numb hearing it ! She looked at mini with a sad face but mini asked her : “tum sad kyon ho?’
Riddhima : ‘wo..tumhe…
Mini uttered in a normal tone : “haan,toh beemari hai,thik ho jayega.mere bf ne kaha hai mai bilkul thik ho jaungi.”
Riddhima’s eyes filled with tears.but mini uttered : “sad mat ho.dekho,nanu ne kaha hai har ek cheez ka koi reason hota hai.ab agar mujhe leukemia na hota toh mere parents mujhe nahi chodte aur mujhe nanu aur mera ammy kaise milte? Bolo bolo…
Riddhima replied with a sad smile : “haan,wo to hai…
Suddenly they heard a loud voice which was coming from outside : “yeh piddi si ladki mujhe pagal bana degi…oye mini,ab kahan gayi..
Mini uttered hurriedly : “ssssssssh! Us moti ko mat batana mai yahan hun..please…” and ran and hid inside the wardrobe.
Sister lovely peeped inside and asked : “haanji,riddhima ji,aapne ek choti si ladki ko dekha hai? Wo idhar aayi kya?”
Riddhima nodded in na ,so sister lovely went from there.mini peeped and whispered : “gayi kya?”
Riddhima nodded and uttered : “uske hath me injection tha,tumhe lena tha mini.”
Mini uttered : “na baba,bada dard hota hai wo moti deti hai toh…don’t worry,mera ammy kuch der me aayega,usse le lungi mai.”
Riddhima smiled and uttered : “toh tabtak aap yahin baitho,mai bahut bore ho rahi hun.”

Mini nodded and uttered : “haan,mujhe na mera bf na ho toh bada bore lagta hai. Par tumhari boriyat mai ek minute me dur kar dungi…you know ,mujhe mimicking aati hai,mai salman khan se lekar is hospital ke har ek doctor aur sister ka mimicking kar sakti hun.tumhe bataun?

Riddhima nodded smilingly and mini started mimicking….
……………..
Arman ,who was standing outside of the cabin,near the glass window which was behind riddhima’s bed,listening everything and preparing himself to go in the cabin and to face riddhima after telling her about sumit. Yesterday he and nikki met with sumit and understood he had to tell riddhima about him because sumit had no much time. Today morning nikki and abhimanyu went and in airport nikki uttered in a choked voice : “ammy,prepare yourself and tell riddhima about sumit. Der mat kar warna riddhima tujhe kabhi maaf nahi karegi.”
Arman asked in a worried voice : ‘nikki,tu ruk ja na,mai kya kahunga ,kaise kahunga. tu sath rahti hai toh himmat hoti hai..
Nikki uttered with a sigh smile : “par kab tak? Aage tujhe us ladki ko sambhalna hai jo apne pyar ko khone wali hai….mai kabtak tere sath rahungi ammy? Sumit ke baad sirf tu hi riddhima ke dard ko baant sakta hai…mai ya aur koi nahi…
Arman uttered in a confused voice : “usey kaise kahunga nikki?kuch toh bata..
Nikki nodded in na and uttered : “tu khud soch aur rasta nikal…aur mai chahti hun wo jab rone ke liye kandhe ka sahara mange,tu uska sahara ban…sumit ne kya kaha tha yaad hai na….riddhima tumhe nahi chahti par tumhe uska wo sahara banna padega,jo sumit ke baad usey chahiye hoga...tumhe uski wo jarurat banna hoga jiske bina wo reh nahi payegi..warna wo sumit ke pyar se baahar nahi nikal payegi…ja ammy,uski jarurat ban..pyar nahi.”
Arman let a sigh and remembered when they went to meet with sumit. Dr. shshank went inside and was talking with sumit. Arman saw surprisingly,sir was holding sumit’s weak hands and caressing it. He and nikki didn’t dare to go in the cabin but saw sumit got up,sat on the bed and called them while waving hands. They went there and arman uttered in a low voice : “hi sumit..
Sumit smiled weakly and uttered : “hi dr. arman…toh us pagli ne akhir tumhe majbur kar hi diya?”
Arman understood he was telling about riddhima.he uttered sighly : “no sumit,its me jisne sir ko force kiya .”
Shshank : ‘aaplog baat kijiye,mai dr. se milkar aata hun.”
After shshank went arman asked with a wet voice : “kyon aisa kiya sumit? She was dying without you..she loves you sumit..kyon apne se dur kar diya tumne?”
Sumit smiled and replied looking at nikki: “ hi dr. nikita…sir told me you are a psychiatrist…aapse milkar bahut khushi hui…so what you thinking about it?”
Nikki kept quiet as didn’t understand what to say. Sumit uttered : “you know arman ,hum doctors ki yahi problem hai…hume sab pata hota hai…and i know i have very less time and i am preparing myself for it.”
arman uttered hurriedly: “don’t say like this sumit..tumhe kuch nahi hoga.”
sumit smiled only like he wanted to tell....”jhutha dilasa kyon de rahe ho?”

nikki uttered : “see,sumit,jo hona tha hoga par riddhima ko tumhare paas rahne ka haq tha aur pyar me badi takat hoti hai..
sumit uttered: “dr. nikita,you know,jab mujhe iska pata chala toh maine bhi khud ko samjhana chaha par hum sabko pata hai iska treatment nahi hai...mai toh usdin se roj mar raha hun..meri ma..shshank sir..dadi..sabki ankhon me main apni mout ka saya dekhta hun...par mai meri shona ki ankhon me wo dard ..wo dar..nahi dekh sakta tha.

suddenly he asked looking at arman : “uski aankhen dekhi hai arman? kitni khubsurat hai...un naino me mai mout ka saya nahi dekh sakta tha arman....you know arman,uski wo badi badi aankhen hardam hansti hai..unhen rote nahi dekh sakta mai...
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“naina tere kajrare hain..
naino men hum dil hum hare hain...
anjane hi tere naino ne
vade kiye kai sare hain....
sanson ki laai madhdham chale...
barsega sawan jhum jhumke..
do dill aise milenge....

arman let a sigh secretly peeping through the window. he saw riddhima was laughing while watching mini’s acting and mimicking... stretching her big almond eyes.....

he mumbled....”sorry riddhima...mai bahut bura hun,mai tumhe tumhare pyar se milane le ja raha hun jab tumhe phir se sada ke liye usse bichadna hai.....

he wiped tears and mumbled...”sorry riddhima....aaj tumhe wo dard dene ja raha hun jo koi dushman bhi dene ki nahi soch sakta...mai janta hun,aaj ke baad tumhari un khubsuart aankhon me aansoo ke siva kuch nahi hoga aur..aur mujhe hi tumhe wo aansoo dene honge....chaha tha khushiyon se tumhara daaman bhar dunga...chaha tha tumhari un khubsurat aankhon me khushi hi khushi bhar dunga ...chaha tha tumhari khilkhilati hansi mere tan-man ko mahkayegi...par mai janta hun...tum aaj ke baad wo sab kuch kho dogi jo sumit aur maine tumhe dena chaha...sorry riddhima...

love you all
punam 

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