Friday, 23 February 2018

part 25 : All for your love


arman knocked at the door and heard mini’s voice : “aa jao..hum aapka hi intzaar kar rahe hain.”

Arman came in and smiled lightly seeing at riddhima then uttered holding mini’s ear : “saitan,tu yahan kya kar rahi hai?”
Mini uttered trying to free herself : “aah!ammy,mere izzat ka faluda mat banao.koi bf apne gf ka kaan khiinchta hai kya?sharam aani chahiye tumhe.”

Riddhima smiled on her words. Arman left her ear and dragged her into arm then uttered : “medicine liya tune?”
Mini nodded in yes and uttered : “bas injection nahi liya,us moti se nahi lena mujhe.”

Arman uttered frowning : “mini,gandi baat..sister lovely hai wo.”
Mini nodded and added : “aur moti bhi hai..

Arman smacked on her cheeks lovingly and sat on a chair and asked mini to close eyes and to count upto ten..mini climbed on his lap and started counting while closing eyes. Arman took out the injection,injected in her arm and uttered : “ab hath aage badha.”

Mini stretched her hand,arman kept a chocolate bar on her palm and uttered : “ab aankhen khol.”

Mini opened eyes,jumped seeing the chocolate and uttered : “wow!”
Arman asked smilingly : “abhi injection dun na?”
Mini chuckled : “I know tumne de diya.”

Arman uttered smacking lightly on her head : ‘ja ab apne bed par.”

Mini nodded and uttered looking at riddhima : “bye riddhima,mujhse milne hospital aaogi na?”

Riddhima nodded in yes and bid her bye.after she going riddhima uttered slowly : “kitni pyari bachchi hai.”

Arman nodded only.

Riddhima uttered sighly : “kaise mumma papa hain jo aise masum ko aisi haalat me chodkar chale jate hain..kaise patthar dil hote hain wo log,kya unhen apne bachchon se pyar nahi hota?

Arman uttered slowly : ‘nahi riddhima,actually ye log bahut jyada pyar karte hain apne bachche se isliye mout ki baat sunkar dar jate hain aur …

He looked at riddhima and uttered : “you know mini ke parents isey bhagwan ke mandir me chodkar chale gaye the,yahin hospital me jo mandir hai wahan..sir ne kaha tha mujhe ki shayad bhagwan se wo naraj the,isliye unke bharose chodkar chale gaye.”

Riddhima : “par ye galat hai na ,agar papa ya tum uska sahara nahin bante toh? Aur bachche ko chodkar wo bhul kaise gaye usey?”

Arman nodded in na and uttered : “bhule nahin hain wo….wo abhi bhi kisi na kisi bahane aate hain hospital me aur mini ko dur se dekhte hain.we got to know it cause the hospital has hidden camera…par wo mini ko apne sath nahin le jana chahte kyonki yahan sir ka hath uspar hai,uska treatment chal raha hai ….aur unhen pata hai mini ko apne sath rakhenge to itna care nahi hoga.”

Riddhima uttered surprisingly : “strange!

Arman smilied lightly and uttered : “is duniya me bahut kuch strange hai …aur usme sabse jyada strange hai ..pyar…koi pyar pane ke liye jaan de sakta hai,koi jaan le sakta hai aur koi apne pyar ko khush rakhne ke liye usey apne se dur kar sakta hai….

Riddhima gave him a question look. Arman’s heart warned him…”ruk ja arman,riddhima sah nahi payegi ..

Nikki’s words echoed in his ear…”ammy,kahin der na ho jaye,jitni jaldi ho bata de riddhima ko..warna wo kabhi tujhe maaf nahi karegi.”

He cleared throat and uttered : “aaj mai ek aise insaan ke bare me batane ja raha hun,jisne wo kiya jo koi insaan nahin bhagwaan hi kar sakta hai…ek ladka…bachpan se chahta tha ek ladki ko..dono ek dusre ke bina jeene ki baat soch bhi nahi sakte the…..ladki ke papa ko ladke ke barey me pata chala..wo miley aur unhen bhi wo pasand aa gaya…shadi ki baat aage badhane hi wale the ki…..”

Riddhima,who was listening attentively, asked hurriedly : “kya pata chala?dono ki shadi nahi hui? Alag ho gaye dono?”

Arman uttered in a low tone : “that guy got to know..he has brain cancer…and he got to know he would survive minimum time…aur usne ek decision liya…

“kya?” riddhima asked controlling her breathe.

Arman replied looking at her : “us ladki ki shadi kisi aur se kar di jaye aur usse dur chale jana……

Riddhima lifted her shocked eyes and uttered only : “nahi!!

Arman uttered in a painful voice : “yes!

Riddhima’s lips trembled to reply…she seemed bewildered and frightened …she caught the diary tightly and opposed having tears in eyes : “aisa kaise ho sakta hai? Its unfair na..wo ladki kaise apne pyar ko bhula sakti hai? She will die …

Arman uttered looking at her : “I had the same question to him…par pata hai usne kya kaha? Usne kaha….”shona ki aankhen bahut khubsurat hai arman,aur un ankhon me mai mout ka saya nahi dekh sakta….mai jitney din uske samne hospital ke bed par…chemotherapy lete hue…mout ki or jate hue jiunga…wo utni baar mout ka samna karegi….samay sabkuch bhula deta hai arman..bhul jayegi wo..aur ji jayegi…

Suddenly riddhima yelled in a broken voice : “ nahi sumit…mai nahi ji sakti ..mai..mai..tumhare bina….”

And in a while she broke into tears…..arman don’t know how long he only sat there like a helpless person…..he wanted to hug her..to wipe her tears…but he had not that lucky guy who could share his love’s pain….his trance broke hearing riddhima’s sobbing voice ..”kah do arman wo sumit nahi koi aur hai…please kah do wo mera sumit nahi hai…

Arman uttered in a teary voice : “sorry riddhima…par yahi sach hai…now he is ‘the God’ for me..jisne tumhari khushi ke liye khud ko tumse dur kar liya…

Suddenly riddhima moved down from bed and uttered in her sob : “mujhe uske paas le chalo arman..mujhe sumit ke paas jana hai…please arman…mujhe usey dekhna hai..usse baten karni hai…mai…mai janti hun wo thik ho jayega…mai usey kuch nahi hone dungi…..

She stepped to the door with her unstable leg.arman got up hurriedly, came in front of her and uttered : “wait riddhima…first you have to promise me,uske samne nahi royogi….wo aur tut jayega riddhima…hum usey jine ki himmat denge …usey kamjor padne nahi denge…

Riddhima gave arman a blank expression .....then repeated arman’s words : ”haan,usey jine ki himmat denge…… usey kamjor padne nahi denge…”she paused…then freaked out …”wo kamjor nahi hai arman…usey jina hai arman…mai nahi roungi…..haan…

She wiped tears immediately and uttered again nodding : “nahi mai nahi royungi…mai uski takat banungi..dekhna arman,wo thik ho jayega…

Again she asked looking at arman : “arman, thik ho jayega na?”

Arman uttered : “sure riddhima…

Riddhima smiled like a maniac and mumbled : “haan wo thik ho jayega…jaldi chalo arman,sumit mera wait kar raha hoga..

Arman’s heart broke into pieces seeing her in this worst condition .he controlled on his tears and patted lightly on her head and uttered : “sab thik hoga riddhima…tum bilkul ghabrana mat…
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Arman stopped the car in front of Tata main hospital and opened the door and came out but saw riddhima was still sitting in her place. Arman opened the door and forwarded his hand towards her.riddhima held it and came out.arman felt she was shivering and her hand became cold because of fear. He held it tightly and uttered : “come riddhima…”
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Sumit opened eyes hearing the door sound and smiled lightly seeing riddhima as he already knew she was coming. Arman stopped to the door and riddhima stepped inside but in a while she faltered and was about to fall.arman ran to her and caught her immediately.

Sumit smiled seeing it and uttered slowly : “mai janta tha arman tum riddhima ko girne nahi doge,sambhal loge usey.”

Arman left riddhima and uttered : “mai thodi der me aata hun.”

Riddhima nodded and came slowly to sumit’s bed. sumit was constantly staring her but she was not looking at him.she stood beside his bed while bending head.after some time sumit asked slowly : “naraj ho?”

Riddhima nodded in ‘na’ first then nodded in ‘yes’ but didn’t lifted her eyes. Sumit uttered in a painful voice : “sorry shona….

And in a while riddhima fell on her knees on the floor and started crying her heart out while hiding her face into palm. Sumit tried to get up but because of weakness he couldn’t able. Riddhima’s cry was echoing in the whole room but sumit didn’t try to stop her.

Arman took riddhima there but he was scared in heart because he knew riddhima would surely break in front of sumit so he had called dr.shashank and dadi . he relieved seeing sir and dadi was coming there.they came and shshank asked in a low voice : “how is riddhima?”

arman replied in a low voice : “not good sir.puri tarah tut gayi hai wo.”

Dadi asked worriedly : “mai ander jaun?”

Shshank nodded in na and uttered : “hum yahin intzaar karte hain.”
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When riddhima’s cry turned into sob,she heard sumit’s voice : “shona,bahut dust hai floor par..tumhe dust allergy hai na? uth jao warna beemar pad jaogi.”

Riddhima didn’t get up but replied in her sob : “hone do…mujhe nahi jeena..mai mar jaun toh hi achcha ….

Sumit sat on the bed with a great difficulty and forwarded his hand to her. Riddhima caught it tightly and got up .sumit gestured her to sit beside her on the bed.riddhima sat there and again started crying while keeping head on his shoulder. Sumit wrapped his arm around her shoulder and whispered : “itna mat royo shona,mai aur tut jaunga.”

Suddenly riddhima remembered arman’s words.she wiped her tears immediately and uttered holding sumit’s hand : “mai nahi roungi sumit…tumhe thik hona hai..tumhe tutna nahi hai..haar manna nahi hai…

Sumit smiled on her words and uttered slowly : “pagli kahinki…tab se roye ja rahi ho aur kahti ho maine himmat haar di hai…bilkul nahi badli …I am very very disappointed with you riddhima….ab to sudhar jao....

Riddhima smiled sadly hearing it (as it was sumit's patent dialogue) and whispered : “mujhe badalna bhi nahi hai sumit…kyonki phir tum mujhe dantoge nahi na…..

Sumit caressed her hairs and uttered : “pagal ladki….

Arman smiled sighly and looked at shshank and dadi who were wiping their tears. He whispered : “ab humari wahan jarurat nahi hai sir…wo dono ek dusre ko sahara dene ke liye kafi hain….

Love u all
punam 

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