Thursday, 15 March 2018

Part 11: YOU INSIDE ME (AR)


Ridzi watched Armaan sleeping in silent…she had no idea how she ended up being here…this is Armaan's bedroom…and she was sitting on his bed…Armaan had lay down on her lap, clearly fast asleep…Ridzi sighed…Armaan had not say a word to Ridzi about his action just now…that's hugging her…he just asked Ridzi not to leave him, then without waiting for Ridzi to answer him, he had pulled Ridzi into his car and drove here to his house…amazingly, Ridzi didn't object at all and she just obeyed him…she had no idea at all why she had followed him nor did why she didn't stopped him from kidnapping her…she just silently let him do anything that he want and that's it…sleeping…good…how romantic…Ridzi thought dully…

Ridzi's eyes wandered around the room…she saw a long mirror pasted on the wall…next to it, there is a window…Ridzi looked to the other side of the room…there is a balcony there, its sliding door had a black color curtain…Ridzi noticed that the room was full with Armaan's own poster…some on the wall, some inside the frames, on the study table and on the bedside table…Armaan seemed like to dcor his room with simple furniture and most of it were theme with black and white color…for an
idol, Ridhima thought that his taste was too simple…Ridhima then slowly removed Armaan to lay on his pillow…she succeeded…just when Ridhima started to pull the blanket on Armaan, she saw a drawing block flipped open at the end of the bed…she took it and saw her own face staring back at her…Ridhima was surprised…she knew that armaan had asked Ohno to draw her picture when he had decided to look for her but…she had never expected him to keep it with him…did armaan always looked at her drawing??? Did he miss her??? Ridhima's inside was burning…but she can't ask him…she was 100% sure he will denied it…after all, he had once admitted that he will never able to love a girl…not with his status as an idol…he can't admit that he love someone even if he does…



There was a knock on the door and Ridhima quickly went to open it in case it woke armaan up…she pulled open the door and saw Ohno looked at her…



"Ridhima??? What are you doing here???" asked Ohno in surprise…he didn't expect to see Ridhima here…not in their house…certainly not inside armaan's bedroom…not at all…Ridhima put a finger on her lips, reminding Ohno to keep his voice down…Ohno just nodded silently as Ridhima walked out from the room and shut the door behind her…she gestured to Ohno to move to the living room where they could talk more freely…Ohno lead the way and Ridhima followed…



Just as they were entering the living room, Aiba said loudly…



"Do you find him??? It is he really was there all the time??? Who is…Ridhima???"…Aiba turned to look at the others then back again to Ridhima and Ohno…Ohno raised up her shoulders gesturing that he too had no idea what Ridhima was doing inside their house…Ridhima walked to them and sat on the nearest coach…she looked at them all but none of them seems to be able to talk…too surprised to see Ridhima…



"Sorry…I didn't mean to interrupt you all late at night like this…but…well, Armaan came to see me at my house and…without explaining why he just took me here…then he went straight to sleep…I had no idea at all what the hell had happened to him…" Ridhima explained…she saw that Rahul had raised his eyebrows while Atul and Ohno exchanged looks…



"I know that you guys are having some meeting fans activities just now…I saw you all giving out autographs…then when I arrived at my apartment, Armaan had already been there…what had happened??? Why did he get out earlier than you all??? It must be hours since he had been sleeping upstairs," Ridhima continued to talk when she realized the others had gone very quiet…Rahul sighed…



"Actually, when Armaan leave the activity just now, we haven't done with it yet…he just left with no words at all about where he is going, what is he doing or why he suddenly leave…we had no idea at all but we guess he probably just needed some rest…we have never imagine he would go looking for you," said rahul…looking at ridzi with a serious expression…Ridhima was shocked to hear the news…did Armaan left because he saw Ridhima holding hands with Shan??? Was he jealous???



"Armaan never acted like that before…he is a very responsible man…especially towards his fans…" Aiba said in a small voice…his eyes too seems to be glued on Ridhima…Ridhima gulped…are they blaming her for Armaan's action just now???



"Guys…guys…lets make it clear first…we don't actually know what had happened to Armaan and why he decided to leave the activity and went to Ridhima so don't blame her first, okay???" said Atul…he seems to be sensing that his fellow bandmates are blaming Ridhima on Armaan's action…but they can't…Ridhima had nothing to do with all of this…



"The thing that I wonder most is, you said that you saw us right??? Then Armaan must have seen you too…did you do something that making him angry or anything???" asked Rahul, ignoring Atul asking them not to blame Ridhima…Atul groaned when he realized Rahul hadn't been listening to him…Ohno put a hand on his shoulder and Atul pouted, looking sulky…Ridhima had not dared to look at Rahul's face…she had never imagined him like this…angry and fierce when he had always been too friendly and cute to her…



"Well…I was actually walking with my boyfriend at that time…when Armaan saw us, he had been holding my hands," Ridhima told them, her face reddened…but she decided to tell them the truth…in case they wanted to blame her then she will accept it…if Armaan acting weirdly because of her, she was willing to apologize sincerely…



"You…what???" asked Ohno and Aiba at the same time, surprised…Atul had also looked like he had been hit on the face while Rahul had an ugly looked on his face, like he can't believe what he had just heard…now, it was Ridhima turn to be confuse…what had been so wrong with it??? She had a boyfriend and so any normal girls can have it too…so why are they so surprise with the news then???



"What??? It is certainly not a crime right???" asked Ridhima, feeling a bit irritated with their reactions…Aiba sighed, Rahul groaned angrily, Atul clapped his forehead while Ohno covered his face with his hands…now that was so over reacted…thought Ridhima, getting angrier with their reactions…



"Ridhima, don't you understand how Armaan had felt towards to you???" asked Atul after some minutes passed in silent and tension between them all…Ridhima quickly looked up at Atul…clearly, there had been a question mark on her face…Atul shook his head, no longer able to describe his frustration with Ridhima…



"Don't act like a dumb girl…just spit out whether you really don't understand or pretending like you don't understand!!!" said Rahul angrily, walking up to stand in front of Ridhima…Ridhima held her breath…the truth is, she have some idea on it but not clearly sure about it….how could she tell them that huh???



"Enough, Rahul…let her think on her own…we don't need to explain this to her…she is already a grown up lady…mature enough I guess," said Aiba as he walked to Rahul and pulled him to sit back on the coach…Rahul pushed Aiba away from him and he got up from the coach to walk straight into his bedroom…Aiba sighed…then he too walked to his bedroom, leaving Ridhima to sit there with Ohno and Atul...



"I'm sorry…but I don't understand…what had I done???" asked Ridhima in a small voice…she was just about to cry…her tears would fall down onto her cheeks every seconds now if she hadn't feel shy to cry in front of Atul and Ohno…she saw that Atul and Ohno were exchanging look again…then, Ohno walked to the front door…he pulled it open and looked outside…when he looked at Atul again, he nodded a bit…



"Come on Ridhima…I'll drive you home…it is not wise for idols like us to have a girl in our house," said Atul…he got up from the coach and went to get his car key…then, he walked to the garage, and Ridhima could hear the engine of his car roaring…she got up too and walked passed Ohno in silent…Ohno stopped her and said,



"Sorry for Rahul and Aiba rudeness just now…they just want to protect this group and Armaann…I hope you don't take it to your heart…"…Ridhima just nodded…then he walked with Ridhima to Atul who was waiting inside his car…Ridhima got in and Atul drove…they kept quiet all the way to Ridhima's apartment…when they arrived there, Ridhima got out quickly not wanting to hear anything Atul had to say to her…and Atul seems to understand, cause he too drove away soon as Ridhima got into her house…Ridhima leaned against the wall...she really was lost in all the matters that related her to Armaann and Arashi and her dreams…in fact, really deeply lost…


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