Sunday, 25 March 2018

Part 21: YOU INSIDE ME (AR)

This is a very serious matter Mr. ARMAAN MALIK...do you realize how it will affect the career of yours??? Not just yours,but also your other fellow members...you cannot ignore the fact that they will have some impact too based on what you had done,"said one of Armaan's company manager...he is a big man with round face...he is a nice man but when the news that Armaan had a secret lover leaked out to the press,he suddenly become a fierce man...unfortunately it bring no effect at all at Armaan...in fact,Armaan look like he was bored with the discussion they had concerning about him and Ridhima...

"Do you hear what we are talking about Mr MALIK???"asked another manager of Armaan...he seemed to be in a dangerous mood looking at how Armaan reacted to their words...Armaan groaned...he leaned back against his chair and looked up at them all...


"Of course I'm listening...but before that I want to ask something...what had I done actually??? That picture doesn't seems to make me guilty at all...I am in love with that girl...so what???"Armaan said stubbornly...he was trying very hard to control his temper...his managers exchanged looks among them all...they had known for years that MALIK is a very commited guy towards his work,his title as an idol...was this girl really special to him till he was able to act like this???

"Do you trying to tell us that, that news are all true???"Asked one of the manager again...this time,Armaan had enough...he will have to make everything clear...this time or never...

"Okay...let me get it straight...I am in love with that girl...she is my girlfriend now...at first I wanted to keep it a secret...but there seems to be a some misunderstanding between me and someone who is totally a loser...he is the one to blame for selling us like this...but of course I won't ignore the fact that the company didn't let me to have a public relationship...so...now I will have a press conference...asking for a forgiveness from all my fans and then asking them to give me blessing on my lovelife...trust me...I will never let this girl go..."said Armaan seriously...when all of his managers keep their mouth shut Armaan thought that he had made it...they will throw him away from the company...so Armaan walked away, trying to get out from the meeting room...but...

"Does any of your other members knew about this decision of yours???"asked the manager who was the big head in the company...Armaan turned around to look at him...he nodded silently...the man sighed...youngsters...

"I think I agree with your action...you will have your press conference...but what you will say is not like what you plan...you will say something that I will prepare myself...whether you like it or not, company can never let you do...do...things like you want...remember Mr MALIK you are still in contract with us...if you broke the contract,well...you know what will happen..."said his manager...Armaan looked at him in disgust...how dare he treat him like this!!! But wait Armaan!!! He is right...you will only ruined everything for the others...the contract had stated if any of the members go against the company will,then all the members will be fire too...no,he can't hurt his friends like that...but Ridhima...who knew what he will have to say about her???

"Well...seeing you become silent...I guess you got the message...very well then...off you go Mr Malik...and I will have to put you under 24 hours guard from now on...you are not allowed to go and meet anyone...do you hear me??? In case this girl shown up...then we will all be a dead meat..."he ordered bossily...Armaan groaned...he nodded a bit and walked out of the door,slamming the door shut behind him...Ridhima...he got to see her now!!!

"Armaan!!! How is it going???"asked Aiba...the other members were waiting for him outside the meeting room...Armaan looked at them all...he was torn apart between his love for Ridhima and his responsiility towards his group...damn it!!! Damn Shaan!!!

"Well...they are going to have me having a press conference...god only know what they will prepare for me to say about Rihima...and...I'm grounded now...24 hours under guard..."said Armaan...he leaned weakly against the wall...he could felt himself going colder...Ridhima was all he could think about now...poor girl...why did they have to fall in love with each other???

"You are kidding!!! They can't do that!!!"yelled Atul...he looked so fierce Armaan swore he could have beaten a lion if that lion wanted to eat him...Armaan sighed again...to confirm it to Atul that he wasn't lying...Rahul smacked the wall angrily while Ohno looked like he was in trouble...

"Armaan...I think it is better if you call Ridhima first...she is having a hard time too..."said Ohno...Jun nodded...he looked at Atul who automatically gave him his phone...Armaan dialled Ridhima's number...it rang for a few times...then...

"Hello!!! Armaan!!! I was worried with sickness!!! Are you okay???"asked Ridhima concern...Armaan gulped...he closed his eyes...just hearing her voice had already lifted up his mood...but....how can he tell that after this she will be more hurted by him??? How??? When all he had promised her before was all happinesss and careness????

"I'm okay Ridhima...listen here...I am grounded right now...so I can't come and see you okay???"he said quickly...but Ridhima cut him first...

"Oh,that's okay...I don't want you to come and meet me too..."said ridhima...Armaan was taken aback...did she already gave up on him??? Just like that???

"Why???"asked Armaan angrily...Ridhima  sensed his mood changing and quickly she told him about the reporters who had now seems to be like they had a built a camp in front of her house...

"I see...Ridhima...you listen here okay??? Listen very carefully...I will have Rahul dealing with the reporters...but you promise me not to go out alone...in case one of my fans kidnapped you..."Armaan said..he was laughing a bit....being with Ridhima was making him at ease...even though it was only on the phone...

"Huh??? Am I too easy to be kidnapped???"Asked Ridhima Armaan knew she had pouted over the line there...he had now memorized her action with every word single word she mentioned...

"Oh...yes...no...but still...promise me...they could be dangerous you know..."said Armaan as a matter of factly...Ridhima let out a nervous laugh...god!!! He will miss that musical laughter of her...this will drive him insane...

"Okay..I promise you...is there anything else you want to order me know???"asked Ridhima ,a little a bit annoyed...why can't he tell her stuff like 'I MISS YOU' or "I NEED YOU HERE'???? So spoiled Pinocchio...no wonder you are made from wood...because you are totally wood made when it come to be dealing with girl...

"Hmm...whatever you have to hear me saying about you after this on tv or radio...can you please ignore it??? Cause I need to save Arashi first before I confess about our relationship...can you do that???"Armaan asked...he knew he was being selfish...but Arashi had once be his life...he can't ignored them now just for Ridhima...

"Okay...I will ignore it...Armaan...I love you..."said Ridhima suddenly she said she love him...before he could tell her anything else that might make him change his mind on her...Armaan sighed...

"I love you baby...always and forever...I'm sorry I can't make it real for you..."he said with frustration...Ridhima smiled at the phone...

"You don't have to make it real for me...remember that I will also be part of you...we had failed once...we won't fail this time...not this way..."said Ridhima firmly...she will never give up on Armaan...if Miss Sharma can restrain her life just to love Amar...she can do it too...even her status is a secret lover to Armaan...she will too...

"Thank you,Ridhima...we will be together...someday I promise..."said Armaan weakly...he closed his eyes...wishing with all of his heart that he will melted inside the phone and pop up in front of Ridhima on the other line...Ridhima closed her eyes too...she wished that she is an air now...with that she can silently flew to Armaan and became a human back once she reached him...

"Love you baby so much...muaahhh!!!"Armaan said on the other line...Ridhima smiled...she remembered everything about Armaan's kiss...his soft seducing lips that kept making her lips unable to stop kissing him...will she ever taste that lips again??? Hm....

I will wait for you to come home...I will...I trust you Pinocchio..."said Ridhima...then she hung up the phone...the truth is she can't no longer hold her tears back...as soon as she hung up tears came rolling down her cheeks...she missed him...so much she could tell herself was already drowning in the sea of love without him...

Armaan looked weakly at the phone...Ridhima had hung up...probably she wanted to cry...Armaan slided down on the wall and landed himself on the floor...for the first time in life...he felt defeated...he can't even protect the girl that he loved...tears of a man fall down his cheeks...Aiba sat next to him and clapped his shoulder...Armaan no longer feel ashamed of his fellow members seeing him crying...what is the use of hiding it when the truth is clearly shown up on his face that he missed her??? So much he could tell himself going cold without her touch...

A message came in Armaan's phone...he quickly read it...

"I DROPPED A TEAR IN THE OCEAN...THE DAY YOU FIND IT IS THE DAY I WILL STOP MISSING YOU...SO WORK HARD YOU PINOCCHIO!!! DON'T LET ME DOWN...I PUT MY HEART AND TRUST IN YOUR HAND...KEEP IT WELL TILL WE MEET AGAIN..."...the message was from ridhima...Armaan read it so many times...then he stood up...he knew what to do now...wiping his tears away...he looked at his other members...

"Will you support and trust me???"he asked...they all nodded...

"Well...let go...I'm going to break all the rules now...seriously...I am Armaan Malik...and we are Arashi...we will win this war..."he said...Aiba smiled...he smacked Armaan on the head...then grinned widely...

"Yosh!!! That's our Malik Boy!!!"said Rahul...clapping his hand with Ohno...

"Yah!!! That's my boy!!!"said Ohno...Atul walked to Armaan and hugged him then let go...

"We will win...yes...we will!!!"he said supportively...Armaan grinned...if his company thought that they will be able to stop him from announcing his love towards Ridhima...they are wrong...Arashi is an already well known name...other companies might be lining up to have them as their artist...so...well...we will see...

 Heaven

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