Monday, 26 March 2018

Part 22: YOU INSIDE ME (AR)

Muski watched as Ridhima move around the kitchen...for some unknown reason, Ridhima seems to be really happy with something...while humming to herself...she buzying herself with cooking...Muski  walked to her after she could no longer restrain her curiousity...last night,she was crying the hell out and today??? Cooking and humming??? Has she learned how to be a nutty???

"Erm... Ridhima...are you okay???"asked Muski the moment she reached Ridhima... Ridhima looked at her and gave a her bright smile...she nodded...Muski sighed...

"Don't lie to me please...at this kind of time how could you be okay??? I mean...you and Armaan..."Muski didn't dare to continue talking...in case it bring tears to Ridhima again...but Ridhima cheerfully turned to look at her and smiled gently...



"I will be okay Muski...he call me earlier and well...we have come with a solution...for the time being,Armaan was grounded so we need to go easy with our relationship now...Armaan said something about he has to go to a press conference to clear out our stories and he said sorry for he need to save Arashi first and said untrue things about us...but...I don't rally care...I trusted him...I love him...so...I will wait for him no matter how long it takes for him to be with me..." Ridhima explained to Muski...she tried to hold her tears...the truth is she already missed Armaan so much...it been just a day away from him and somewhere inside her,she could tell there was a missing part that she knew Armaan had taken away...and that is her heart...not just her heart,her mind,her soul...and everything was for Armaan...Muski nodded...she patted Ridhima on the shoulder...

"Well...seeing you are all spirit up,I guess we have something really good for lunch today huh???"asked Muski,changing the topic at once...she knew Ridhima too much...when she was trying to hide her tears,she would be busying herself with some other works...and Muski wanted her to be like that...distracted from all of her misery Ridhima laughed loudly...she nodded and she told Muski to wait at the living room...she didn't like the idea of someone watching her cook...Muski move away...as she turned back to look at Ridhima,she smiled... Ridhima had become more mature...she was no longer that baby girl who only knew how to cry...being with Armaan seems to have toughen her a little...which made Muski  proud of Armaan...he taught Ridhima all of that...to be stronger and mature...the door bell rang...Muski  move silently to the door...not another annoying reporters right???

This morning,a lawyer came to their house...he was sent by Rahul ,fellow members of Armaan to settle the matter of reporters camping outside Ridhima's house,forcing and nagging her to give some comments on her status by Armaan's side...as Muski had expected...the lawyer managed to handle the situation within half hour,telling all of them to dismiss or he will have to fine them for disturbing Ridhima's privacy...not to mention,causing a chaos to all the residents there...so,they immediately leave... Ridhima and Muski  thanks the Mr.Lawyer...thinking back at the memories,Muski smiled to herself...Rahul..what a smart guy...his lawyer...ouch...Muskaan found herself falling deeper for that guy...unfortunately,she was not a lucky girl like Ridhima...who was able to have Armaan Malik as her lover...Musk pulled open the door and saw Shaan there...she tried to slam the door at him but he was to quick for her...he slipped inside before Muski was able to slam the door at his face...

"Hey...I can call a cop okay you intruder!!!"said Muskaan angrily...Shaan smiled crookedly...

"You are so welcome for letting me in,"he said...Mika rolled her eyes...she walked to the coach and took her phone...wanting to call the cop...don't mess around with me, Shaan!!! But again,Shaan was way too quick for her...he snatched the phone and said looking at Muski...

"Now...now...I only come here to see Ridhima...is she here??? We need to talk..."...Muski folded her arms together and glared at Shaan...

"Talking about what??? Whose life you are trying to ruin after this???"asked Muski sharply...Shaan groaned...Muski do have a killing tongue...her words always stabbed Shaan hard...

"Muski...I just come to see Ridhima and..."but before he was able to finish his words, Ridhima walked into the living room and cut his words...

"But you see...I don't want to see you...and we certainly had nothing at all to talk about now...you only make me sick Shaan..."said Ridhima as cold as she can...she was angry with Shaan for what he did to her and Armaan but she also knew she was the reason for all of it...no matter what,she always had a debt to Shaan...but looking from the morality side,Shaan won't attacked Armaan like that just to have Ridhima back...he was acting evilly,way too different from Shaan that she used to know...so now...it is her turned to act evilly at him...

"Why Ridhima??? Why??? Aren't you more happy like this??? Away from Armaan??? We could start our life together again now...just the two of us...I will forgive you for all the thing you had done before..."Shaan said quickly...he walked to Ridhima and tried to take her hands...she walked past Shaan,keeping their distance as maximum as she can...

"Happy???? Do I look like a happy girl Shaan??? Don't you know the impact of what you had done??? I can't walk out of this house right now!!! I'm stuck here!!! And because of what??? Because of you!!! You sold me to them all Shaan!!! You!!!" Ridhimasaid angrily...all her bitterness towards Shun...she wanted to yell at him...hurt him...for making her life harder than usual...

"You want us to be together again??? You must be so idiot!!! How many times do I have to tell you??? I love you no more!!! All of my love,my heart and soul I had given it to him Shaan!!! I love him...I love Armaan..not you...why did you have to act like that??? Not wanting to accept your fate...acting like this Shaan didnt make you look poorer but only making you look like a loser...why did you have to hurt yourself when you know that I won't be back with you???" Ridhima continued saying...she tried to control her tears...she won't cry in front of Shaan...if he wanted to make Ridhima  weak,then he won't get the satisfaction of it... Ridhima would never be weak...now that she had Armaan with her...Shaan looked at Ridhima blindly...her words was making him dizzy...his mind became blank...

"You can't be that serious Ridhima..you knew that right now,Armaan won't choose you...he loved his career...he loved his group...he is nothing but a pretty boy who thought he deserves you...that's all..."said Shaan slowly...he still didn't want to lose Ridhima like that... Ridhima closed her eyes...she didn't want to hurt Shaan again but he giving her no choice...

"At least he is a better man than you...when you are attacking him like that,he never taught of dirty ways to have me stick with him...all he asked from me was trust...trusted him that we will be together...trusted him that he love me...trusted him that he cannot ruined his group just for the sake of our love...he chose to let me trust him Shaan...not like you...you chose to let me hate you..."slowly, Ridhima replied Shaan...she sat on the coach and looked at Shaan sadly...Shaan gulped... Ridhima words completely made him lost for words...is that really what he had done??? Making her hating him when all he want was her love???

"Don't you see Shaan??? I can't love you...sorry...but will you just back off??? I really don't want to hate you...after all,we once had shared a little love together...I don't want all of that memories turned into a nightmares to me..."said Ridhima again...Muski looked at Shaan...she felt sad for him...but Ridhima was right...she doesn't love him...if she accept him just because she felt sorry for him then she was giving Shaan false hope which was really bad...Shaan fall to floor...his legs could not support him anymore...he had lost...Armaan  had won Ridhima...no matter what he did,Armaan always won her over him...

"I'm sorry for what I had done Ridhima...I never meant to hurt you...I just wanted you to love me again...that's all...but I don't want you to hate me...but...I know..."Shaan said slowly...trying to make it up with Ridhima...but Ridhima stopped him with a hug...sitting next to Shaan on the floor Ridhima hugged him like a mother trying to console her son...Shaan closed his eyes...how he long for Ridhima to hug him like this...but he realized now...those warm arms was no longer belong to him...silenty he cried...in Ridhima's arms,he realized how big the mistaked he had done...and he felt ashamed of it...

"It's okay Shaan...I will always love you...as a friend...as a ...as a boss...I know you never meant to hurt anybody...but sometimes love blinded us all,making us all acting like a fool...I don't hate you Shaan...if you willing to let go,then I will never hate you..." Ridhima said to him...she patted Shan's back...she could tell Shan was crying as she could felt hot tears ruining her shirt...but she held Shaan like that...for the last time,comforting the man she had once loved...for the last time....

"I'm sorry..."said Shan...Muski and Ridzi nodded...at last her tears fall...if only Shan realized it earlier...then probably she and Armaan still won't be apart...if only....if only...
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"Okay...are you for the worst???"asked Armaan to all of his fellow members...they nodded at him...today Arashi is having a press conference, regarding the news of Armaan and Ridhima...and they had come to a full decision...which is, they will come clean with everything... Armaan will told them that he was in love withRidhima'.if the company wanted to ban him, then Arashi will all leave the company...they can be under another recording companies...Arashi is a big name...everyone would be dying to have them as their artist...

"Gosh!!!Let's go then!!!"said Aiba happily... Armaan walked outside to the waiting cameras and reporters...once they all sat down at the long table facing the reporters... Armaan felt himself going calm...no longer nervous about hid decision...he knew he had made a right choice...and that is to love Ridhima...

"Good evening...today we have this press conference to inform all you and our fans out there regarding to the recently rumors about Armaan and his girlfriend...ARMAAN MALIK,will you please kindly stated your comments on the matter???"said Rahul when the reporters all remain quiet...waiting for Armaan to say something... Armaan looked at the text that their manager had prepared for him...in that text, they put all the blame on Ridzi...saying that she was seducing  Armaan the night when their kissing picture was captured... Armaan totally innocent in that scene and Ridhima was a total b***h for seducing him like that... Armaan groaned...yes, she was a dangerous species lady who was able to make him go over crazy over him...seducing him at the time with just a small gesture like pouting, laughing or smiling... Armaan could picture Ridhima so clearly in his mind...he got up and threw the text away...walking to the mike, he stood there facing all the cameras...the worst is about to come...

"Good evening...regarding to the news of me and the girl named Ridhima Gupta...I would like to state here that she is indeed currently dating me...she is the first girl who had managed to steal away my heart..."said Armaan calmly...all the reporters busying copying what he had said at once...the camera flashing around, taking pictures of him...their light blinding him...but in his heart, a heavy burden had been lift up away...finally, he was brave to tell the truth...the truth about him and Ridhima...and now let the time decide what is best for them....

Heaven

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