Sunday, 20 May 2018

part 8 : kuch rang pyar ke aise bhi



next day riddhima decided to go delhi and packed her bags.all were surprised to hear her this sudden decision.anjali asked : “kya hua ridhzi? Yeh achanak delhi jane ka faisla kyon liya?”
riddhima uttered sighly : “bas yon hi di,bahut din ho gaye yahan aaye so I thought to go.”
Ananya uttered smilingly : “I think riddhima ne sahi decision liya hai.arey,wahan mera beta akela hai..usey khane peene ki problem hogi na.”

Atul : “thik hai toh mai arman ko phone kar deta hun,wo aakar le jayega.”
Riddhima uttered : “no jiju,mai chli jaungi.arman ko aane ki jarurat nahi hai.”
Anjali : “arey aise kaise chali jayegi? Thik hai ,at least airport par tujhe receive ka lega.mai usey bata deti hun.”
They dropped riddhima at airport. When riddhima reached delhi,saw arman was waiting for her in the airport.seeing her,arman smiled and gave her a warm hug and asked : “yeh achank kya hua meri jaan ko?”
Riddhima replied sighly : “tumhari yaad aa rahi thi arman.kya tumhe bura laga mera aana?”
Arman replied immediately: “kaisi baat kar rahi ho jaan? I am also missing you.”
They sat on the car ,arman started car and uttered : “waise mai khud tumhe call karnewala tha. Next month mai yahan se wapas janewala hun Mumbai,apne ghar.yahan ka business maine apne dost ramesh ko handover kar diya hai,so thought to call you..tumhare bina mai ghar ke saman and all things packing nahi kar paunga..aur muskan bhi tumhe bahut yaad kar rahi thi so unse bhi milna tha.”
Riddhima nodded and said : “how are they?
Arman : “fine..rahul bhi try kar raha hai Mumbai shift hone ka,yahan ka climate bachchon ko suit nahi kar raha hai.”
Riddhima nodded .arman looked at her and uttered smilingly : “aaj maine leave li hai, kuch hi der me rahul ke ghar jayenge hum,they invited.and evening ko tumhara favourite place lakshmi –narayan temple jayenge..aaj ka din meri biwi ke naam..”
Riddhima smiled a bit and looked at the road. she couldn’t look at arman.whenever she looked at him,anjali’s words echoing in her ears… “arman agar sach nahi batayega toh riddhima usey blame karegi…mai arman ko riddhima ki nazar me bura bante nahi dekh sakti atul…”
Riddhima thought in heart…”sirf meri nazar me nahi arman,tum toh sabki nazar me bura banoge..kuch din baad ananya mom aur billy dad is bare me puchenge..phir sari duniya puchegi aur tum meri weakness kisiko nahi bataoge….aur log tumme problem sochenge..mai aisa kahi nahi hone dungi arman…”
Her thought broke hearing arman’s voice : “riddhima,kahan kho gayi? Chalo ghar aa gaya…”
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They gor ready and came in rahul’s house. they were very happy seeing them. Muskan teased : “arman ko chodkar itna long time kaise rahti hai tu? Tujhe dar nahi lagta?”
Riddhima didn’t reply,smiled only.
Muskan : “mai toh rahul ko chodkar ek din bhi nahi reh sakti…aur ab toh bachche apne papa ke bina itna rote hain kya kahun..mumma-papa se milne bhi nahi ja sakti rahul ke bina.”
Riddhima uttered caressing sonu’s cheek: “bachchon ke aane se pati-patni ka rishta shayad aur gahra ho jata hai na,muskan?”
Muskan nodded and uttered smilingly : “haan riddhima…achcha,ab tu bata,kab good news suna rahi hai?”
Riddhima couldn’t able to reply,so she picked muskan’s daughter in lap and uttered : “chod na…
Muskan looked at her and uttered : “I know yeh arman nahi chahta hoga..chal usise puchti hun.”
Riddhima uttered hurriedly : “please muski,rahne de.”
Muskan gave her a suspected look and uttered slowly : “any problem?”
Riddhima started looking away not getting what to say. Muskan understood something and uttered slowly : “sorry riddhima,par agar aisi koi baat hai toh husband wife check up kara le,aajkal toh kitne treatments hain..sab thik ho jayega.”
Riddhima gulped hard and uttered slowly : “aisi koi bata nahi hai.”
Muskan nodded and uttered : “I understood you love kids…aur arman ko bachpan se dekhti aa rahi hun..he also loves kids…wish ki mujhe jaldi hi khushkhabri sunne ko milegi. Waise maine suna tumlog wapas ja rahi ho Mumbai?”
Riddhima nodded and uttered : “tumlogon ko bahut miss karungi mai.”
Muskan uttered smilingly : “don’t worry,rahul is trying to transfer in Mumbai.tab toh mai roj tere ghar aaungi.”
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They came late night at home after having dinner at riddhima’s favourite Chinese retuarant. When Riddhima came in bed room after changing dress,saw arman was lying on the bed while closing eyes. She uttered slowly : “arman…”
Arman opened eyes and smiled and uttered : “hmmmm,,kaho riddhima..”
Riddhima sat beside him and uttered slowly : “mujhe tumse kuch lehna tha..mai..actually…
But before she could complete her words,arman dragged her with a jerk so that she fell on his chest.arman gave her a mischivous look and whispered in a passionate voice…: “kaho na jaan…
Riddhima lost in his eyes and forgot what to say..she whispered like a breathe…” I love you arman..
Arman caressed her silky hairs,softly kissed her lips and squeezed her into his muscular chest…now riddhima was feeling arman’s heartbeat ..she closed her eyes to feel arman’s touch more. Arman whispered kissing on her forehead: “do you know riddhima..mera dill kya kah raha hai?”
Riddhima asked slowly : “kya?”
Arman whispered like a breathe…it’s saying….
“I love you riddhima…I can’t live you.. I wonder at which point I started to slowly fall in love with the way you walk, the way you talk, the way you smile, the way you look at me as if I’m always entertaining you.”
Riddhima kept her soft finger on arman’s lips and uttered… “I love you arman..I wonder what have you done for me to believe in the kind of love that brightens up my whole world and makes me look forward for tomorrow.”
Arman kissed her finger and uttered smilingly… “and I wonder how our relationship has shaped me to become the best person for myself, for others, for the world.”
Riddhima uttered rubbing her lips on arman’s chest : “you were always the best person, are best person and will be the best person arman…thanks for coming in my life” …saying she pressed her warm lips on arman’s manly lips….arman encircled her waist and dragged her more and soon their soft kisses turned into passionate one….arman forwarded his hand and switched off the light and took her into him.
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Next day arman’s sleep broke hearing riddhima’s sweet voice : “good morning arman…”
Arman opened eyes and uttered smilingly : “good morning jaan…aaj itni jaldi uth gayi? Hayye! Kitni khubsurat lag rahi ho ..aaj mera din achcha jayega..kaho toh leave le lun?

Riddhima uttered frowning : “no arman..iski jarurat nahi…
Arman uttered blinking eyes : “par tum itni khubsurat jo lag rahi ho..ab mai kya karun?
Riddhima blushed and asked : “means pahle achchi nahi lagti thi?”
Arman caught her hand,dragged her in arm and whispered :” jis din pahli baar ek pyari si khubsurat ladki ko dekha tha,tabhi apna dill de baitha tha..aur aaj tak uske aankhon me khoya hua hun..janti ho wo koun hai?”

Riddhima shyly nodded in na.

Arman uttered peeping in her almond eyes : “bata dun?”
Riddhima nodded in na.
Arman asked surprisingly : “ kyon? Tumhe nahi janna chahogi uska naam,jisne mera dill chura liya tha pahli nazar me…”

Riddhima nodded in na and uttered : “mujhe nahi janna tum kis ladki ko dill de baithe ho..bas itna janti hun tum mere arman ho.”
Arman laughed and hummed pinching her nose………….

“Pehli nazar mein
Kaise jaado kar diya
Tera ban baita hai
Mera jiya
Jaane kya hoga
Kya hoga kya pata
Is pal ko milke
Aa jee le zara

Mein hoon yahan
Tu hai yahan
Meri bahon mein aa
Aa bhi ja….
O jaan-e-jaan
Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa
Bhool Ja aa….

Baby i love u, baby i love you, baby i love you, baby i love you ... so..
Baby i love u
Oh i love u
I love u
I love u so
Baby i love u

Riddhima rounded eyes and uttered pushing him : “tumhari coffee thandi ho rahi hai aur tum late ho..office nahi jana kya?
Arman looked at the time and uttered : “OMG! Its 9!mai sachnuch late ho gaya..ab office men sab mujhe tease karenge ki biwi aayi toh sir jarur whole night soye nahin hoge….mujhe toh sharam aa rahi hai…”saying he showed he was blushing like new bride covering himself with riddhima’s dupatta.

Riddhima giggled and uttered smacking on his chest : “noutanki toh koi tumse sikhe..jao ab ready ho jao.”

Arman laughed, kissed her hand and went to fresh. Riddhima heaved a long breathe and mumbled : “I love you arman…par mai janti hun mai tumhe wo nahi de sakti jo koi aur ladki de sakti hai….aur mai tumhe is duniya ki sari khushi milte hue dekhna chahti hun..”
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1 week passed ,arman was very happy with riddhima. At first he was afraid if riddhima could ask again about a baby but seeing riddhima was not dragged that topic ,he was relaxed.one day he called anjali and asked about the changing of riddhima’s behaviour ,but anjali assured him saying : “riddhima ko kuch nahi pata arman,don’t worry.i think tumse dur rahkar tumhe bahut miss kiya usne aur samajh bhi gayi hai ki tum us topic se bachne ke liye usey dur rakhte ho.she loves you madly so now only wants to live with you. Par meri mano toh ek baby adopt kar lena kuch dino baad.”

Arman nodded and lost in deep thought.he didn’t understand how to place that topic of adopting baby in front of riddhima.
One day when he came back from office,got riddhima was not at home. He thought may be she went market so he waited for her but after 2 hours when she didn’t back,he got scared.he called but got her phone switched off. Suddenly his eyes went on a letter pad .he picked getting riddhima’s handwriting there….a letter by riddhima….arman started reading the letter and in a while got everything was blurry in front of his eyes……

“dear arman…
I love you…love you more than anything in this world…
Par shayad utna nahin jitna tum karte ho kyonki jis baat ko jaante hue bhi tumne mujhse shadi ki, mai usey tumhari kamjori samajhne lagi thi..Sochti thi shayad tum apni weakness mujhse chupana chahte ho isliye mujhse dur rahte ho, par mai kitna galat thi..Sorry arman…mai janti hun tum meri yeh galti asani se maaf kar doge par mai apni galti maaf nahi kar paungi arman…tum ek perfect lover ho par mai perfect nahin hun….
Maine bahut chaha tumhe bata dun ki mujhe pata chal gaya hai tumhe baby kyon nahi chahiye.par keh nahi paayi..kyonki janti thi mai tut jaungi tumhare samne aur tumse dur nahi ja paungi.par meri problem ki saza tumhe nahi milni chahiye na? isliye mai ja rahi hun..don’t worry,mujhe job mil gaya hai..aur maine divorce paper par sign kar diya hai..please divorce me and marry another girl ,jo complete ho ,tumhe sari khushi de sake.and trust me,mai bahut khush houngi jis din tumhara beta tumhare god me hoga.. I will come to give him blessing….
Tumhe meri kasam ,mujhe dhundhne ki koshish mat karna,mai wapas nahi aaungi.

Tumhari riddhima
……………….
Love you all
punam

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