Friday, 21 September 2018

Part 3 : Hawas Ke Pal( An AR Mini SS)



'What do you mean she is not available...???' Armaan shouted hitting the table... 
Armaan was in office and it was almost time to leave, he didn't wish to go home so he thought to go back to the pub but when he called to make an appointment for Riddhima, the Manager had deny as she was already booked for another customer...

Don't know why but Armaan felt anger built when he got to know she wasn't available for the night... When he asked if he could get an appointment for the following night but she was booked already which make him angry like a hungriness tiger... 



Not being able to control his anger, he shout at the Manager and hit the table as hard as he could... He didn't care how much it pain his hand but never wish to hear a no when he needs to be with Riddhima... Knowing how the business work, Armaan close his eyes and let himself calm...

Leaving deep breath, Armaan got hold of himself because he knows shouting wouldn't help him to get Riddhima to spend time with her... Thinking what he should do if he don't want any other guy touch Riddhima and fulfilled their desire, Armaan decide to booked her from the date available...
'Woh kab available hogi...???' Armaan asked controlling his voice...
'She is booked for two nights means, woh Thursday night koh available hoge...' Rakesh said from the other side of the line...
'Tik hai, booked her for me from Thursday night and one more thing... Us din se, aage ke har raat mujhe uski booking chahiyeh so don't u dare book her for another customer...' Armaan said...
'Lekin Mr. Mallik, aur bhi toh ladkiya...' Rakesh said but was cut by Armaan...
'Mujhe dusre ladkiyon se koi matlab nehi hai... Mujhe sirf aur sirf Riddhima chahiyeh, aur tum aisa nehi kar sakte toh tik hai... Main tumhare business band karwadunga, what if it is legal here... Tum bohot acche se jaante haina, India mein yeh sab illegal hota hai...' Armaan said...
'Arey Mr. Mallik, aap toh naraz hogaye... Jaisa aap chahte hai, waisa hoga...' Rakesh said...
'Good, remember nehi toh...' Armaan said...
'Samajh gaye Mr. Mallik, aap befikar rahiyeh...' Rakesh said...

Armaan cut the call and throw his mobile carelessly on the table, he turn around facing the full length window, which shows the whole city from the top floor of the office building... It was one of the tallest tower in the country, which belong to Mallik's as they had open a branch in New York City...

Armaan never wants to come there first place but after his father took over his grandfather business as his mother was the only child to his grandparents, they move to NYC and sometimes they go India but only for vacation and work like they used to go other countries...

At the moment, Armaan didn't want to think about anything else... He just wanted to be with Riddhima, to his amaze she wasn't leaving his mind for a second after he has return from the pub... He never thought forgetting his anger, he would end up taking Riddhima on bed again...

True he was angry but he didn't mean to take Riddhima on bed again but the moment he enter her room, seeing her so fresh and almost naked in that towel which hide just the middle part of her body, he lost his sense and end up just claiming her again...

Never in his life, Armaan had ever think of claiming a girl that too before marriage but he don't understand why, he felt so much peace being with Riddhima that even today, he just went to her knowing being with her would make him calm and feel better...

It did happen but now, he was again restless thinking that Riddhima would be pleasuring someone else other than him... He was surprise when he didn't like the fact to think Riddhima with another guy because he knows, it's a part of her job...
'Why...??? Why and how she end up there...???' Armaan wondered as he look at the view of the city...

He closed his eyes to see Riddhima face which make him open his eyes being amaze that how her imagine was saved in his mind and heart... So far he has met several girls in his life but, never, never till date any of them could make their ways to his heart...

Just one meeting, he was again back to her and just in two meetings, he was unable to forget her... Knowing what people would think about such girls but he was still unable to stop thinking about her... The peace he felt being with her, how his restless heart got calm, he can never forget it...

Unknown to him, a big storm were going in his brain and heart... From all the girls out there in the world, he was thinking about Riddhima... Armaan knows, it wouldn't be possible to make others thought changed about her but he didn't care about that because...

Armaan was confused why he didn't care about what others think about Riddhima, if anything matter to him at the moment was the peace he found being with her... No girls has manage to reached his heart till date and if anyone could have, than it was Riddhima...
'You are loosing it Armaan, how can u think about Riddhima like that...???' His brain scold him...
'Why can't he think about her like that, after all she is a girl...' His heart defend his action...
'So what if she is a girl, she isn't the only girl left in this world... Don't forget that what standard she belongs to...' His brain was against his heart...
'It doesn't matter, she is a human too...' His heart, again defend his feelings...
'Please, he can't be falling in love with her just in two meetings...' His brain again think against his heart...
'Why not...??? Love can happen just in one meeting or say in one sight... All these years, with so many girls around him, why hasn't he fall with any of them..???' His heart shoot the questions...
'Because they weren't worth to be love...' His brain answer...
'Right and that proves Riddhima is the girl for him who could make place in his life... Till date, no girl could make her way to his heart but Riddhima had manage...' His heart reply...

Armaan was so lost in the dabate going between his brain and heart, soon the sun has set and darkness started to spread around the sky letting the moon and stars take there place... Armaan trace was break with a knock, he look around to see his PA standing out, waiting for permission...

He check the time and was surprise that it was going to be 7 pm, he never realized how the times has past so quickly... Collecting his belongings, Armaan got ready to leave as he gave permission to his PA as she was still standing outside his cabin...
'Sir, everyone has left...' His PA said...
'Sorry, I didn't realized how late it got... U should have left Rosie...' Armaan said...
'How can I leave when u r still in the office Sir...' Roise said...
'Than u could have remind me a little earlier, your kids must be waiting...' Armaan said smiling...
'It's not a problem Sir...' Rosie said...

Armaan nod his head as he move out from the cabin, Rosie just was behind him... Armaan thank her for waiting till late without any work, Rosie just wave it off saying it was her job... Armaan wouldn't help but smile at her because she had been very good...

Rosie is one of the oldest employee in their company and Armaan just love working with her, she is very much experience and Armaan never feel the need to get another PA for him just because she is old... Armaan knows how the young ladies in the company drool over him so he decide that Rosie will be his PA for so many reason as she perfectly fit for the job...

Having nothing to do, Armaan make his way back to home... To keep his mind busy, Armaan thought to work as he was in no mood to go out with his friends... He didn't wish to meet anyone other than Riddhima, he knows it wouldn't be possible in this two days so thought to spend rest of the day in his room...

@NIGHT,
IN HOTEL

Riddhima put a fake smile as she knock the room where her customer were waiting, she wasn't in mood to do anything today but as it was her job, she knows she can't avoid it... So not having any option, she has come to make her customer happy...

Soon the door was answer and she move inside look around the room which has a dim light... Riddhima face her customer very well being aware of his lustful eyes which make her feel uncomfortable to her surprise because she had never feel like this from last few years in the business...

However Riddhima didn't show it to him as she look towards the guy, seeing him she understood that he must be another spoil-brat from a rich family as he shamelessly check her from head to toe... Riddhima was wearing a green sleeveless dress which ends up her upper thigh, hair open with long earrings, gold high heels and red lipstick to make her look tempting and sexy...

Riddhima didn't take the first step like she usually do so the guy move but Riddhima didn't even step back knowing why she has come there at the first place... Soon the guy got busy touching and feeling every part of her body, while Riddhima just stood letting him fulfilled his desire...

He was so lost in her, he didn't realized that Riddhima wasn't respond to his touch... Neither Riddhima care because she knows he was drink enough that he wouldn't remember anything by the morning and there wouldn't be anything he could do because she would be long gone by the time he wakes up after his business done for the night...

So Riddhima just laid, staring at the ceiling which shows the shades of the dim light as the guy enjoy his time getting pleasure from her body... Riddhima was just like a lifeless body as she hold the bed-sheet, not daring to move it anywhere else...

After he was done and being tired, he fall next to her... Unknown to her, a tear fall from her eyes as she pull the comforter on her naked body... Her eyes got close for a moment before she open it and look at the person next to her... When she was sure that, he wouldn't wake until the next morning, she slowly move her body to the washroom leaving him alone on the bed...

Standing under the shower, Riddhima let the water fall over her head to toe... She stood like a statue, not daring to move... Neither she blink her eyes as her tears were mixed with the water and she didn't care at the moment if anyone see her breaking down...

When she felt her muscles relax with the cold water, she move out from the washroom and wear her cloths... Without giving a glaze to her customer, she move out from the room and left the hotel as soon as possible... She didn't wish to go back to the pub yet so she make her way to the beach side...

After years, she felt that she need some fresh air and calm her restless mind... With Armaan sudden arrival in her life, she felt everything turn upside down... She never thought, she would feel something deep for a guy ever in her life after what happen in her past...

She never thought, she would be able to think about any guy because life has taught her that guys aren't mean to be trust... They would never care or think about a girl unless they need something from them... Girls are like toys in their life, which they used and throw...

What she has realized today, had make her shattered badly... The heart which has stop beating whenever a guy touch her, enjoy taking pleasure of her body has once again start beating and it only happens with the guy name, Armaan Mallik enter her life from nowhere...

A day before, she was living without letting her heart affect by any guy but suddenly, his one touch has bring the beat back in her heart which she didn't remember when it beat feeling any kind of emotion towards a guy, leave the guys, it didn't beat for a single human around her...

So before going back to the place which is her home now, Riddhima make her way to the near by beach as her driver hasn't come yet... She knows the car would be send once she call, so without bothering to call the driver she walk to the beach...

Lost in her thought, Riddhima make her way to the area were people didn't go much... It wasn't the first time she has come there so she knows where she would get the peace she needs at the moment... So she move to the place and sit on a rock which wasn't far from the sea...

She look at the sea, as the waves keep splashing on the rocks making sound like music... It was calm and quiet, being late and due to work day, very less people were out as most of the people must have gone to their home to spend time with families...

Riddhima close her eyes and open it looking up at the sky... A tear fall on her cheek as she kept staring as if she was trying to search something precious... A imagine of a happy family came across her eyes which bring a small smile on her lips...
'Aisa kyun hogaya papa, ma... Aap dono kyun chali gaye mujhe akela chodke...' Riddhima whisper still looking at the sky...

Without blinking her eyes, Riddhima just stare hoping to get an answer to her questions... Which she had been waiting from three years but till date, she didn't get the answers... Every time, she had to control and make herself believe that it was her destiny...

Whatever she has dream being a child and teenager, it was left as a incomplete dream with her parents sudden death... Not being able to hold herself without blinking for long time, she let her eyelashes close as fresh tears fall on her cheeks...
'Kyun... Kyun meri yeh dil phirse dhadakne lagi... Maine kitni mushkil se, patthar jaise banayi... Ab mujhe koi hak nehi, kissi ke baare mein bhi sochne ka... Meri sapna, ussi din tutke bikar gaye jis din main apni izzat kho di... Phir kyun... Kyun meri dil mein dhadkan waapas jhaag gaye...' Riddhima hide her face on her palm...

She sit pulling her knees closed to her body, resting her hands on it with her face hide in her palms... She cries her heart out still tears stop and no tears were left... She just sit, staring at the deep sea until she was disturb by her mobile... Answering the caller, she make her way back to the hotel where the car was waiting...

Once again Riddhima was back to the pub, which is her home now... She didn't meet anyone as she inform one of the staff to tell Rakesh, she is back and want to rest because she wasn't feeling well... Also not having any other appointment, Riddhima just want to be alone so she could get a grip of herself...

THURSDAY NIGHT

Two nights and it seems like two centuries for Armaan, but tonight he was excited to meet Riddhima once again... Don't know why but his heart was dancing happily as he was counting the time from morning... He had realized that it wasn't just lust he was feeling for Riddhima...

He was amaze that how could he fall for her but he has accept the truth because he never feel like this for any girl and he was sure when he couldn't stop thinking about Riddhima... Every single moment, Riddhima has occupied his mind, as well in his heart...

He has started to dream about here and there wasn't a second he could think about anything else other than Riddhima... Which make him believe that, she was the girl he wants to be every single second of his life and it doesn't matter to him what she do and why she do it...

He believe that she would have a strong reason behind choosing the job she is doing and it doesn't matter to him because everyone have a past and he believes that it shouldn't affect if a person love someone... After all before what she do and the person she is for other guys, she is still a human like every other people...

No girl would want to do such thing in life without a reason and he believe that it's not necessary to fall for a girl who only belongs to high standard... No girl could be low standard, it only makes them due to those people who wants to fulfilled their desire...

So why to blame those girls who do such jobs, he knows it wouldn't be their fault that they are forced or maybe sometimes willing to do it... It was the reason that Armaan decide that, he will tell Riddhima about his feelings and if she feel the same than he will free her from the life she is living now...

Preparing himself for the night, he reached home early and was in his room trying to decide perfect cloth for the night... He was feeling excited and nervous as well, true it was his first time that he was going to confess his feeling to a girl but it wasn't the first meeting of him with that girl...

In first two meetings, Armaan knows he has lost his control which make him think several time in last few hours if Riddhima would believe his words or not... Like any other guy, he has end up having pleasure with her but it never was due to lust but the strong connection he felt with her...

He knows, he had to make her believe the strong connection he felt for her than only, she would trust him and believe that whatever he is going to confess her... That is the reason he was feeling so nervous that he has a very small chance of making her trust him because his action has already done the damage...

Leaving everything to god as he can't do much other than expressing his feelings to her because he would never force any girl to accept him unless she wish or want, he got ready, controlling his excitement and racing heartbeat which wasn't in it's right place as it keeps pumping...

Unlike other times, he took three hours to get ready just to be perfect for the night... Smile wasn't leaving his lips where else, sweat-beans also didn't get dry as it shine on his board forehead... Getting a grip of his excitement, Armaan quickly got ready and left to meet Riddhima...

@PUB

Riddhima was in her room, getting ready to attend her customer... Last two nights wasn't much pleasure to her as she just let her customer fulfilled their desire but she couldn't please them... Neither of the customer mind anyways as they got what they want...

Her mind was occupied with only one person and how much she try not to think, he didn't leave her for a second... How hard she try to keep herself busy in work, she wasn't able as she imagine Armaan in every guy come to her but whenever they touch her, she didn't feel the way it feels when Armaan does...

Every time when she was pull back to reality, she felt her heart break in to several pieces... Unknowingly she was waiting for Armaan, she was hoping that anytime Armaan would just walk in like he did a day before without letting her get prepared to attend him...

Customer's details aren't be shared with them as they just have to attend them, it doesn't mean who and where he is from... Just make them happy and u will get the reward for your work, it will be the job and nothing more or less should be asked or know about the customer because it's not their business to get any personal details about the customer's...

So as Rakesh inform her about the time, she was getting ready because very few people would ask them to go somewhere else other than the pub... Mostly the customer would just come the pub, enjoy and than leave after completing their business...

Don't know why but Riddhima didn't feel to get ready like she usually do, she avoid putting any make up tonight as she kept staring herself in the mirror... When she heard a knock , she stood up and look at herself... She left a deep breath, trying to relax herself before facing her customer for the night...

Putting a fake smile, Riddhima open the door but was left shocked seeing her customer... She didn't know how to react but her customer smile as he look at her from head to toe... He felt his heartbeat stop for a second seeing how gorgeous she was looking...

Without any make up, she was looking simply beautiful... Her hair left open as she wore a yellow dress which end up her upper thigh... It has a deep neck which shows half of her perfect breast, she had wore high heels and some bangles on right hand with a single ring...

Armaan was just lost, admiring her while Riddhima also felt she got her life back seeing him... Without caring how his eyes moving on her body, Riddhima throw her arms around his neck hugging him tight making Armaan shocked with her sudden action...

Even Armaan felt happy to have her in his arms after two whole night's, it seems like they were meeting after ages being separated... Armaan put his arms around her, hiding his face on her hair, near the neck taking her scent which make him loose his sense...

Feeling Armaan warm lips touching on her skin, she was brought back to reality once again... Controlling her happiness, Riddhima break the hug and move side to let him in... Armaan move in, still his gaze fixed on her face seeing how her body language changed suddenly...

She avoid any eye contact, closing the door she locked it. she stood near the door trying to control her fast heartbeat... Riddhima closed her eyes, trying to get hold of herself before giving any emotions she didn't wish her customer witness...

So calming herself, she look at Armaan and move towards him with a fake smile on her face... The way Armaan was looking at her, she felt uneasy because it wasn't the way he look at her the two times they had met before... Still not letting him know how his gaze were affecting her, she stood in front of him, moving her hands on his shirt...

Armaan look at her hands for a second before moving his gaze back on her, it didn't go unnoticed by him that she was disturb about something... He has seen how she got surprise and happy to see him, her sudden hug and than how she break it, avoiding eye contact as if she look at him, he might see something he shouldn't...

This is not he want so he hold her hand stopping her, Riddhima look at him when he hold her hand... He hold her hand on his chest without letting it go as they stare at each other eyes to see a new emotions... It was Riddhima, who break their eye-lock feeling scared to think whatever she saw in his eyes might be true...

It clearly shows that he hasn't just come to fulfill his desire, he want something more than that which she can't give... She was afraid that he might break her which she don't want because he don't deserve a girl like her, a girl who pleasure and fulfilled many guys needs and desire, a body which is used like a toy by several guys...

Her brain was screaming not to let him take over her heart, so listening to her brain Riddhima free her hands from his grip and break the eye-lock but Armaan just kept his gaze focus on her, very well understanding what she was trying to do...
'What happen, aaj mood nehi hai kiya...' Riddhima asked moving to the table which was place in the room with drinks and glass...

Armaan didn't speak a single word, he just kept staring at her as she move to the table and started to make a drink... When Armaan didn't reply her, she knew her words wasn't affecting him as she could feel his gaze not leaving her for a mare second...
'Lagta hai nasha utar gaya, no problem... 4 5 glass peelo, nasha chadjaenge...' Riddhima said taking a glass and facing him...
'Kyun kar rahe ho aisa...???' Armaan asked...
'Kiya...??? Yeh drinks banayi...??? Arey aapke liye...' Riddhima said...
'Mujhe nehi chahiyeh...' Armaan said...
'Toh aapko kiya chahiyeh...' Riddhima asked moving back to him...
'Tum...' Armaan said...
'Main toh yehi hun, aap jo chaahe kar sakte hai...' Riddhima said...
'Mujhe tum hamesha mere saath chahiyeh...' Armaan said...
'Kyun...??? Biwi bana ne ka iraada hai aapka janab...' Riddhima said laughing...
'Haan...' Armaan said still looking towards her...

Riddhima stop laughing hearing his words, she kept staring at him as if he has blast a bomb... Seeing Riddhima expression, Armaan move close to her, taking the drink from her and keeping it on the side table near the bed... Riddhima trace was broke with him holding her arms as they face each other...
'Bade acche mazak karte ho aap...' Riddhima said...
'Yeh mazak nehi hai...' Armaan said...
'Common Armaan, aap jaante ho mere baare mein... Ek call girl se koan shaadi karenge aur kyun...???' Riddhima said...
'Kissi aur ka toh pata nehi lekin main tumse pyar karta hun...' Armaan said...
'Pyar...??? Mujhse...??? Accha mazak hai Amaan babu...' Riddhima said laughing as she taunt him...
'Kyun...??? Main kyun pyar nehi kar sakte...???' Armaan asked...
'Zarur pyar kar sakte hai aap, lekin mujh jaise call girl se koi pyar nhi kar sakte...' Riddhima said moving his hand off from her...
'Lekin main karta hun tumse pyar...' Armaan said...
'Yeh pyar nehi hai Armaan babu, baakiyon ke tarah aapko bhi mere shareer se pyar hogaya hai... Aap kissi aur ladki ke saath waqt bitalo, tab pata chalega...' Riddhima said...
'Mujhe koi aur nehi chahiyeh, na kissi aur ke liye mere zindagi mein jhaga hai...' Armaan said...
'Please, yeh mumkin nehi hai... Main nehi maante koi mujh jaise ladki se pyar kar sakte hai...' Riddhima said...
'Mujhe bhi yakeen nehi huva, lekin phir socha, jab mere baap, mere ma se pyar kar sakte hai toh main kyun nehi...' Armaan said...

Riddhima look at Armaan hearing his words, she wasn't able to believe what he just said... Armaan knows only this was the way that he could make her believe that any guy can love a girl like her... He don't know why his father was still with his mother knowing she find happiness in other guys...

Armaan never thought that he would share this with anyone but falling in love with a girl like Riddhima, she know it would be the best example that why any guy can fall in love with her... He wouldn't have think of telling this if it was any other girl but Riddhima is special and he don't want to hide anything from her...

Armaan also didn't move his eyes from her, they stood in front of each other as Riddhima wait Armaan to explain the meaning behind his words... Riddhima understood that it was related to his family and never thought, her customer would share something so private with her...
'Jo log yaha aate hai, main bhi uske tarah rich family koh belong karta hun... Pa aur main mehnat karke, mera nanu ka business sambhalta hun... Jitna main jaanta hun, dono ke love marriage huva hai... Dono mujhe bohot pyar karte hai lekin kuch saal se, dono ke beech bohot jhagda horahi hai...
Maine socha, yeh normal hai har couples ke beech... Kyunki woh mujhe hamesha waqt dete hai, mere saath waqt bitate hai like a happy family... Until I found out one day that, my mother have affair... Not only with one guy but many guys...' Armaan stop as his throat got blocked...

Riddhima was shocked to hear this, she never thought Armaan would have to witness something like this in his happy family... His expression shows, how much it has hurt him because like he said, his parents love him and of course he loves them back...
'Jab maine pehli baar tumhe dekha yaha pub mein, us din mujhe apne ma ke baare mein pata chala... Maine khud apne aankhon se dekha woh kissi aur ke saath, bistar pe jaha pa aur woh rehti hai... Mujhe itna gussa aaya, main ek minute tak waha nehi rukha aur yaha aagaya...
Maine kabhi socha nehi tab, drink ke alawa main kuch aur karpaunga lekin tumhe dekh ke... Mera hosh kho di, maine socha tha bas dekhlun waha sab kis ladki ki itni tareef kar rahi thi... Har kissi ki zubaan pe sirf tumhari naam tha, toh maine socha main bhi dekhun tum kaise ho...
Believe me Riddhima, jo humhare beech us raat huva, woh lust nehi tha... Main apna dil haar gaya tumhe dekhke... Mera dhimag already mere control pe nehi tha, aur tumhe dekh ke, main apna hosh aur dil bhi kho diya...
Us waqt bas mujhe tumhare siwa kuch nehi chahiyeh tha, main itna drunk nehi tha ki jo humhare beech huva woh bhuljaun... Main kabhi kissi ladki koh apne paas aane nehi diya lekin us raat, bina kuch soche mere dil ne kehdiya tumhe apna ne koh...
Har tarah tumhe apna banane koh, yeh jaante huve bhi tum sirf mera hona possible nehi hoga... Aur jab agle din mera mood kharab huva toh, phir main tumhare paas waapas aaya... Kyunki mujhe tumhari saath ek sukoon mila jo main kissi aur ke saath kabhi nehi chaahunga...
Jab main raat koh phir aane ka socha, tum available nehi thi... Mujhe bohot gussa aaya, jaante huve bhi yeh tumhari job hai aur main kuch nehi kar sakte... Phir maine socha, abhi nehi kar sakti toh kiya huva... Aage koshish toh kar sakta hun...
Main sochne laga, mujhe itna bura kyun lag raha tha... Main apne dil ki baat ignore kar raha tha, lekin phir mujhe realized huva dil toh mere bass mein tha hi nehi... Jitni waqt tumse dur raha, saalon jaise laga... Tab mujhe realized huva, main tumhare liye kiya feel karta hun...
Itne ladkiyon ke hone ke baad bhi, mujhe sirf tum kyun chahiyeh tha... Kyun mera dil nehi maan raha kissi aur ke paas jaae... Kyun har jhaga mujhe tum nazar aati thi, kyun mera dil bechain ho raha tha yeh soch ke tum kissi aur ke saath hoga...
Phir maine socha, kuch bhi hojae... Main tumhe kissi aur ke paas jaane nehi dunga... Uske liye mujhe kitni bhi paise dena pade, main dunga... Aur tumhe hamesha, hamesha ke liye yaha se lejaungi... Aapna bana kar, kyunki tumhari jhaga yaha nehi hai... Mere dil mein, mere ghar mein hai...' Armaan said...

Riddhima just stood watching him, not believing her ears... Not being able to believe his words because it was the first time, in years that someone was showing his right on her... Just like her parents used to show their right's on her, to protect her, to make her stand up to her dreams...

For a second, Riddhima thought now her life would change but than the reality came like a movie in front of her eyes in flashback... Tears started to form in her eyes and soon it leaks down on her cheeks... Armaan move forwards to wipe it but Riddhima step back, holding her hand up to stop him from coming near her...
'Riddh...' Armaan was cut by her...
'No Armaan, yeh galat hai... Aap... Aap mere baare mein aisa... Nehi... Yeh bohot galat hai... I don't deserve this... I don't...' Riddhima said...
'Kyun Riddhima... Kyun tum deserve nehi karti ek normal happy life...' Armaan asked...
'Kyunki mere paas kuch nehi hai aapko dene ke liye... Aur main ek normal ladki nehi hun... Har din, har raat, pata nehi kitne log meri jism ka maza lekar apna hawas pura karta hai... Main ek zinda laash hun, jiski jism mardon ke hawas pura karne ke liye rakkha gaya hai...' Riddhima said breaking down...
'Riddhima...' Armaan just whisper her name being helpless seeing her break down...
'Aap kuch nehi jaante mere baare mein Armaan, aap kuch nehi jaante... Main bhi ek normal life jeene ki sapne dekhti thi... Lekin, ek din meri sab kuch mujhse cheen gayi... Ladkiyon ke liye sabse important uski izzat hote hai aur jab woh usse cheen jaate toh, uski zindagi hi khatam hojaate hai...' Riddhima said crying hiding her face as she slide down on the floor on her knees...

Armaan move forward and sit in front of her, on his knee... He hold Riddhima hands and try to move it but she didn't loose her grip as she didn't wish Armaan to see her like that... Riddhima thought she would hide her feelings for him deep down in her heart but when Armaan confess, she wasn't able to believe...

It was difficult for her to trust him but when he share something very personal related to his family, she had to believe that how serious he was about her... She was amaze to know that he had fall in love with her just in their first meeting but she was helpless because she knows, Rakesh wouldn't let her go...

When Riddhina didn't move her hands, Armaan just pull her in his arms, hiding her in his chest... He move his palms on her back, up and down, trying to calm her but it make her cry more feeling his concern and care... She never thought, a day would come that her customer would fall in love with her...

Due to her job, the way people think about girls like her was very different... No family would want their son to marry a girl like her, so how can she even think to accept him but she felt and she knew, she can let her emotions in front of him...

She felt for the first time, there was someone who she could share about her life... Her pain, her emotions, her feelings and he wouldn't even judge her... So she let herself relax in his arms, where she felt secure, she felt protective as if she belongs to those arms...

After being like that for sometimes, Armaan try to pull her away but she just stay like that not letting him move... Armaan kept caring her back and when he was sure that she has stop crying, he want her to let everything out in her mind and heart...
'Riddhima, main tumhare baare mein sab kuch jaanna chahta hun... Lekin yeh mat sochna, tumhare past ke baare mein jaanke, mera ehsaas tumhare liye badlaenge... Jab mujhe tumse pyar huva, tab mujhe fark nehi pada tum kaha se ho, kiya karte ho toh tumhari past jaanke bhi mujhe fark nehi padne wala...
Bas main jaanna chahta hun, tum kyun itna majboor hogayi tum aise kaam kar rahe ho... Jitni baar humhare baat huve, main itna toh samajh gaya hun tum bohot educated ho... Toh tum yaha kaise...??? Aisa kiya majboori hai, tum apne life koh yaha bitane ki faisla kiya...???
Mujhe sab kuch jaanna hai, har choti baat jo tumse jhudi hai... Past and present, future hum dono milke banayenge lekin uske pehle mujhe tumhari baare mein, tumhare parents ke baare mein, tum is kaam mein kaise aayi, sab kuch jaanna hai... Please batao mujhe, please...' Armaan said...

Fresh tears fall from her eyes hearing Armaan questions, which never was asked by anyone in her life after the death of her parents... Riddhima felt a warmness in her heart, after years she got someone who wants to know the real Riddhima, not the girl who give away her body to guys...

She never thought, after what she has gone through the death of her parents, one day someone will come and ask about her life... About the Riddhima, who was hidden behind this Riddhima... About her emotions and feelings, it was like a dream and she never wish to come out from it because it was most beautiful one she got to live after the dark and most horrible days...

FLASHBACK START
( RIDDHIMA'S POV )

My eyes were fixed on the dead bodies in front of my sight, I couldn't move it away or blink but still my brain and heart didn't want to accept what my eyes was seeing... I could hear many voices around me but my brain couldn't make a single words from it because it was numb...

I couldn't move myself, I wanted to touch the bodies but my brain and heart didn't following my orders... Brain was numb and heart was bleeding as it has broke in to pieces... The news hit like a hard rock on me when it reached to my ears, I didn't know how I end up in this place...

Nothing was clearly heard or seen other then the bodies laying in front of me, wrapped in white cloths and garlands above their bodies... My eyes didn't move or even blink for a second, I couldn't make it follow my will because it wasn't in my control anymore...
'Di...' My trace was broke, I recognized that voice but still couldn't make my eyes move...

I just kept staring at the bodies when someone came in front of me, blocking my view... Unwillingly, I look towards the person who dare to disturb my staring moment... No emotions were in my eyes at the moment as everything seems blank around me, I just stare at the person, try to recognized that familiar face...

Tears falling from the person eyes, crying has make the person face red along with eyes, nose and cheeks... My brain didn't work as I stare at the person, seeing me like that, the person fall on knees and put head on my knees which I hold close to my body...
'Please Di, kuch toh bolo... Aap aisa karenge toh, mujhe koan sambhalenge... Please Di, kuch toh kaho... Chup mat raho, aap ke siwa hai koan meri...' Person said, crying hiding face on my knees...

Than my brain recognized who it was, my only sister... Only sibling, who is younger than me... We both are the only kids in the family and today, our parents left us alone... To be with each other, to handle each other and guide each other without an adult in our family...

We have our Grandmother from our mother side but she lives in a different city, we live another city due to our Father's job and our studies... It was my last year and my sister has just started to go collage but everything crash down in a second on one fine day...

Our day started like a happy family, having breakfast with each other... Teasing, making fun and cracking senseless jokes but by afternoon, just a call make everything break apart... Our smiles were taken away with the sudden death news of our parents...
'Mom, dad toh nehi raha ab... Aap aise karenge toh mujhe koan sambhalenge Di... Please don't do this Di, I need you Di...' My sister look at me, after giving a quick gaze to our parents dead bodies...
'Pa, ma...' That was the only words, I could manage to speak...

I was pull in to a tight hug by my sister, who cried her eyes out losing our parents... Tears that was hold in my eyes, started to fall on my cheeks finally making me broke down... Hugging my sister, I let the tears silently fall from my eyes as my heart pain when the reality hit hard...

Our support system, our beloved mother and father was laying lifeless in front of us... I was helpless, for not being able to spend the last minute of their life with them... Life wasn't fair with us, without any warning, it took the most important people away from us...

I hold my baby sister in my arms, letting her cry as much as she wants... I let her cry because I promise myself that moment, I wouldn't let her cry after this... We can't stop what were means to happen but I promise myself, I will look after my sister, just like our parents look after us in their present...

Being the elder sister, it was my responsibility... To look after my sister, fulfilled her needs until she stand up on her feet and start her life with her soulmate... So I make a promise, no matter what... I will protect my sister, never let any of her dreams left incomplete...

I will make sure she never had to scarifies anything in her life, to fulfilled her dream... To reach the place, she dream to be on and what if its the top of clouds, I would make sure, she never face any problem in life with her big sister by her side...

FEW MONTHS LATER

Accepting the harsh truth of life, I again started to live my life with my only sister... My Aunt and Uncle was staying with us along with their son Rakesh as they didn't want to leave two girls alone in the city... Having them, I felt that in my parents absent, they would filled the place...

Never thought life would change so much, due to respect I let them stay with us not knowing what they were planning behind my back... As uncle was my father brother, he got half of his property while father has give another half to me and my sister...

It was than the real torture started, uncle wasn't happy the amount he got from my father that he want to take everything which was left to me and my sister... I refused and make them understand how we need it as I didn't have a job yet, few more months were left for my studies to complete so after that I could start earning...

Till date, I never thought the world is filled with two types of people... Bad and good, true color of my uncle family came out when I refused to give what father had left for two siblings... I didn't want my sister to face those argument every day so I send her to grandmother house...

Not knowing the storm which I have to face in her absent, it gave them a golden chance to play their card against me... Unaware of the game being plan against me, I kept myself busy in studies without thinking their next move would change my life, forever...

Like every other night, after having dinner silently with my uncle and aunt, I left to my room to studies for sometimes before going to sleep... It was a busy week and I have so much to complete, my mind was occupied with notes and chapters...

As my sister was in grandmother house, I call her and talk for sometimes before starting my work... I was so lost, I didn't realized the time but was disturb by a knock... Checking the time as it shows past 12, I wondered who it might be...

Not thinking it was the storm in my life, I open the door to be left push back with the person step inside closing the door behind and locked it... My eyes grow wide, seeing the person who has a huge grin on his face... Seeing his eyes move on my body shamelessly, fear took as I step back...
'Rakesh...???' That was only I could manage speak...

Before my brain could understand what was happening, I was pull back on him roughly with his other hand moving on my bare arms... I feel disgusted as I shut my eyes tight and push his hand away... I try to pull myself out from his hold but he was too strong for me...

I try to shout but he put his palm on my mouth, blocking my voice... I felt someone pour cold water on my body, the moment I felt his lips on my neck... I try my best to get out from his hold but he attack me like a hungry tiger without caring my plead as it fades behind his palm which was covering my mouth...

Without my permission, I was raped for hours before he left me on my bed, like a lifeless body... Tears continuously fall from my eyes as I lost my most precious thing which every girl protect for their soulmates... It was taken away by my cousin brother, who fulfilled his desire giving unbearable pain to me...

My cloths were left on the floor without any single piece on my body, I was just left after using and without giving another glare, Rakesh left the room... I cover myself crying in pain and because of my destiny... Everything shattered tonight, taking my most precious gift...

FLASHBACK END

Riddhima was crying without any control, Armaan just hold her, not believing his ears... Every word was a like a sharp knife poking in his heart as it leave from her mouth... Those tears were, making his heart bleed as he felt anger built up knowing that who make her so helpless...

Somehow, Armaan control his anger because at the moment Riddhima needs him... She was totally broken, after pouring her heart in front of him after years of caging it deep down in her heart, lock it safely with her... So he just move her away, cupping her face and wipes her tears...

He felt someone snatch his heart seeing her bloodshot eyes and red face due to crying uncontrollably... He couldn't speak a word as he just kept admiring the beauty, thinking how can someone life could be worst than hell... Riddhima also look at him, for the first time after pouring her heart out...

She felt her heart miss a beat, seeing the concern and passion in his eyes for her which she had never seen in any guys till date... After her parents, there was no one, who show the concern and care but seeing it in his eyes, Riddhima couldn't help but just let herself drown in those gorgeous and expressive eyes...

No words was needed at the moment as both got lost in each other eyes, which was expressing their emotions and feelings better than any words could... Armaan wish that moment, nothing end between them as Riddhima wish the same, both got drown in each other eyes, accepting the deep emotions blossoming their hearts...



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