Sunday, 7 October 2018

Part 3 : Sab Mera Tu (season 2)


'BEAUTIFUL WRONG TURN'

"Nehi karta main.. Tumse pyaar.. Shilpa" staring her calmly he replied in slow plus calm voice while it was a Storm, Tsunami, Earthquake, Volcano, Thunder name whatever you want to name for her who freezed for seconds resulting the ring fell from her hand 
"Kyun??" wd tearful eyes she managed to question staring him who looked away from her "I mean kyun.. Armaan.. Kya tumhe.. Kissi.. Aur se.. Pyaar hai..?" (Mere sar bahoot dukh raha tha kyunki vo ro rahi thi jisse pata nehi kyun chid ho rahi thi mujhe.. Aur pata nehi kitne sawaal kar rahi thi toh maine bhi usse keh diya.. I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING FOR YOU, main mean nehi karta tha apne baat se kyunki khud nehi pata tha kya chal raha tha dimaag mein.. I know usse bahoot takleef hui hogi, par jawaab toh dena tha hi jiska mujhe khud idea nehi tha..) "Tum jhoot keh rahe hona..? Badla leh rahe hona.. Jo maine bachpan mein kiya tha tumhaare saath??" she sniffed staring him hopefully "Trust me Armaan.. Mujhe ehsaas hai tumhe kya feel huaa hoga uswaqt.. Jab tumse pyaar huaa tabhi samajh gayi thi main.. Tumhaari har ek feeling ko samajhti hoon main.. Khudko har baar tumhaari position pe rakhti hoon.. Aaj bhi rakkha hai.. And i am sorry about that.. Par main bacchi thi Armaan uswaqt mujhe kisi baat ka ehsaas nehi tha.. Already gusse mein thi.. Phir tum saamne aa gayye.. Toh gussa nikal gaya.. I am really sorry" she spoke in broken voice making him to close his eyes (Mujhe shock huaa uska reason sunke jo shayad mujhe bahoot pehle pata hona chaahiye tha aur ab koi faida nehi tha us baat ka, usse lag raha tha main badla le raha hoon, Innocent hai vo, kyunki yeh toh main soch bhi nehi sakta... Maine koshish ki uske dimaag se vo baat nikaalne ki kyunki sachmein aisa kabhi main kar hi nehi sakta, aur usse maafi bhi maangi kyunki mujhe bas vahan se nikalna tha.. Par.. Meri majboori thi jo usdin usse rone diya varna sapnon mein bhi main usse hurt nehi kar sakta tha even kisiko bhi.. Jab Shilpa ne kaha usse akela chod doon main samajh gaya tha ki usse bahoot hurt huaa hai par dil ke kone mein Samajh nehi aa raha tha aisa kya karun ki vo normal ho jaaye.. Aur main jaanta tha ki mere jaane ke baad vo roygi, kyunki yeh feeling main feel kar chuka tha jo nehi chaahta tha vo feel kare)
"Par tum..Akeli yahaan??" he questioned slowly
"Mujhe aadat hai.. Tum jaao" holding back her tears she somehow answered on which he moved to say something when she lightly pushed him back "Please chale jaao" looking down she almost requested while crying her hands were still on his chest (Mann kiya usse gale laga loon par mera vo move usse hope deta toh maine zyada react nehi kiya, aur ek hi minute mein vo mujhe akela chod ke aage chali gayi aur main usse jaate huye chup chap dekh raha tha, par phir socha zyada der nehi ruk sakta kyunki agar usnein mudke dekha main abhi bhi hoon toh usse hope milta isliye jaane ki sochi par main jaise muda meri nazar us ring par padi jo usnein mere liye laayi thi usse uthaate hi yaad aaya ki aise hi jab maine Shilpa ko propose kiya tha aur vo ring phek kar chali gayi thi maine aise hi usse bhi uthaaya tha aur aaj is ring ko bhi.. Kitni ajeeb baat thi har baar ring uthaaya maine hi aur akela hone ke liye.. Phir maine Shaad aur guards ko phone karke bulaaya aur bike lekar wahin dur ek ped ke peeche khada ho gaya dekhna chaahta tha ki vo thik toh haina)
"I am sorry Shilpa.. Chaah kar bhi kuch nehi kar paa raha tumhaare liye.." staring at her from far he mumbled wd moist eyes, she was crying which was making him angry at himself (Mom ne kaha tha kabhi kisiko hurt mat karna aur uswaqt meri wajah se usse rota dekh accha nehi lag raha tha.. Thank god Shaad aaya aur vahaan se usse le gaya nehi toh pata nehi kab tak vo vahaan rehti, aur uske jaane ke baad main puri raat wahin tent mein baitha tha yeh soch kar ki kya hoga humaari life ka, main kuch calculate nehi kar paa raha tha ki kyun mujhe farq pad raha hai, Kyaa ab bhi kahin Shilpa mere dil mein hai? Aur ab hum ek saath ek ghar mein kaise rahenge, mujhe jaana padega varna Shilpa kabhi move on nehi ho paaygi, Yehi sab soch hi raha tha ki realise kiya Subhe hone waali hai.. Ghar jaa kar change kiya aur sone ki koshish ki par neend nehi aa rahi thi toh fresh hokar cycling karne nikal pada par kya pata tha Shilpa vahan aa jaaygi vo bhi Sorry bolne.. Main is ladki ko jitna samajhna chaahta yeh utni hi alag hoti, i mean maanna padega usse kal itna hone ke baad maafi maangne aayi jo main toh mana nehi kar sakta tha aur usse wapas friendship ki, I know main kahin na kahin galat kar raha tha kyunki iske baad jo huaa nehi hona chaahiye tha, kaash mana karke ghar chod deta.. Khair usdin main usse mana nehi kar paaya aur usse apne saath cycling karaai, pata nehi kyun Shilpa ki company mujhe acchi lagne lagi thi par main koshish bhi karta usse dur rehne ki.. Teen mahine ho gayye the aur in teen mahino mein main agar kissi ke sabse zyada close huaa toh vo Gautmi aunty thi, you know unse toh maine khaana banana bhi sikha par in teen mahino mein aur strange chiz thi vo yeh ki Shilpa ka Desi version jo shayad main apne sapno mein bhi nehi soch sakta tha but to be frank vo acchi lag rahi thi even Usse khaana banaane ka bhi shauk chada, trust me Duniya ka sabse accha khaana banaati hai vo after Gautmi aunty shayad ek baar kaha bhi tha usse maine and I still remember jab usse maine Indian clothes mein dekha tha pata nehi kya ho gaya kuch palo ke liye)
"Yeh Deep phone kyun nehi utha raha hai??" he mumble while looking down on his phone when he passed in front of Shilpa's room 
"Arrgghh..!" hearing her annoyed voice he stopped in middle and wd a frown stepped back a little only to find an annoyed Shilpa wd her duppatta "Log duppatte pehnte hi kyun hain.. Isse accha aise hi rahen.." throwing the duppatta on side(Which directly fell near her door's entrance) she sat on bed wd grumpy look which made him to scanned her from head to toe, she had wore a black full umbrella dress wd silver bangles making Armaan to look at her wd appreciating look while his heartbeat skipped watching her gorgeous look (Maine socha jab isse pehnna nehi tha toh pehna hi kyun? par seriously vo achi lag rahi thi) "Vaise tu duppatte ko kyun kosh rahi hai pehna toh tune hi hai.. Konsa usnein aakar kaha mujhe pehno.." she blabbered to herself while hiding his smile he picked up her duppatta carefully and hide behind the door where as getting fed up she stood to look for duppata "Aree.. Yehin toh pheka tha kahan gaya.." she puzzled as she didn't found the duppatta while watching her expression he smiled still hidden there and in a minute she checked her whole room but it was no where to found so at last she went to check inside the washroom making him giggle at her face (Actually pata nehi kaise mann mein aaya ki Shilpa ko thoda pareshaan karta hoon aur jaise hi vo washroom mein gayi maine uska duppatta bed par rakh aaya aur wahin se uski ek Earing utha li.. Isse pehle vo wapas aati main phir bahar chup gaya) "Aree yahan toh maine dekha tha.. Phir kaise aaya??" picking up the duppatta she looked at it strangely while he slowly looked at her from outside "Kya farq padta hai.. Mil toh gaya naa.." she shrugged carelessly and shaking her head she started getting ready but as she looked for her earing she got angry coz it was also missing "Uff..!! Main nehi dhundungi.." getting angry she sat on bed wd cute angry face which made Armaan to hide his smile and in a careful way he slided her earing slowly on floor which directly touched her feet, as she realised something slided from outside near her feet she got confused but finding the earing she got more confused so she immediately ran to look for the person but not finding anyone she thought it was Sid (Maine uswaqt zyada nehi socha bas mann kiya usse pareshaan karne ka toh kar diya.. Aur isse pehle vo bahar aati main turant vahaan se nikal gaya par abhi bhi yaad aata hai uska vo pareshaan waala chehra.. Shilpa ka behavior day by day change ho raha tha aur pata nehi kyun vo mujhe aur acchi lagti jaa rahi thi, i remember humaari office ki vo party jo 25 years complete hone ke liye rakkhi gayi thi usmein usne Saari pehni hui thi, main toh bahoot hairaan tha usse dekh kar itna ki chah kar bhi nazre nehi hata paa raha tha so khudko busy kar liya dusre logo ke saath, par kya pata tha ki jisse itna bhaag raha hoon ussi ke saath store room mein lock ho jaaunga, actually pata nehi kaise Shilpa ka phone kho gaya tha aur saath mein vo bhi, Sid ne mujhse kaha usse dhoodhne ke liye aur jaise hi main store room mein gaya pata chala hum dono hi lock ho gayye room mein.. Mujhe usdin do baate pata chali ek ki Shilpa bahoot se bhi bahoot zyada bolti hai aur careless hai khudko lekar, dusri yeh ki vo wahan wapas aa chuki hai jahaan bahoot pehle vo thi aur shayad is baar humesha ke liye(His heart).. Kyunki pehle waale mein yeh tha ki geerti feerti Shilpa mere saath room mein lock thi infact usse toh bhook bhi lagi thi, uswaqt main yehi soch raha tha ki kamaal hai yeh ladki mere samajh ke bahoot uper, jaise kabse bole jaa rahi thi ki mujhe nehi chaahte huye usse dekhna hi pada)
"Aree vo... Kaam mein busy thi naa... Toh bhool gayi kuch khaana... Par abhi mujhe bahoot tez bhook lagi hai..." standing beside him she said wd grumpy look while watching outside the window where rain has started pouring its drops on the city "Baarish kaise hone lagi...?? Abhi toh chaand tha bahar??" she puzzled as she saw the rains "Aise kaise...??" she was still confused which made him to look at her calmly "I mean hadd hai yaar... Yahan bhook k maare meri jaan jaa rahi hai... Aur ab toh thand bhi lag rahi hai..." rubbing her arms she complained while his eyes were only fixed on her wd calm look where as she was still blabbering watching the rain (Mujhe shayad baarish se zyada vo interesting lag rahi thi) "Kuch karo na..." before she turned her head at him he averted his eyes from her and concentrated on the rain (Godd!! Khudpe se control khota jaa raha tha)
"Hmm... Kuch toh sochna padega... Ermm... Main kisi aur ko call karke dekhta hoon ruko..." looking at her he said smilingly and dailed Shaad's number but he also didn't recieved, Shilpa was watching the rains wd a smile wondering 'Dancing in rain wd Armaan' when she felt something moving on her feet which made her eyes big (Mujhe kabhi kabhi lagta tha ki sachmein iska kuch nehi ho sakta kyunki aaye din iske nayye nakhre, vaise sahin naam rakkha tha uswaqt uska 'Drama Queen')
"Aaaahhh...." she shouted as she felt a nail scratch on her feet which was done by a small mice who immediately ran away from there while Armaan got startled by her voice and before he could react she immediately hugged him getting scared by dark and her painful feet but in this also she can feel his body stiffen (Vo ek current hota haina jo dil aur dimaag dono ko freeze karta hai, uswaqt wahi laga tha mujhe, itna ki shayad mujhe laga hilne se abhi meri dhadkane ruk jaaygi)
"Tum...tum... Thik toh hona..." keeping his hands on her back hasitately he asked in slow voice making her realised that she have hugged him that too tightly so she slowly parted away from him who immediately stepped back as if she was some bomb or something (Shilpa ke saath ek kamre mein rehna impossible tha har pal dar lagne laga ki kahin khudse kiya huaa waada bhool naa jaaun.. Aur pata nehi kaise usse chot lag gayi mann toh kiya thik kar doon par koi bhi move lena mere liye dangerous tha lekin hankerchief diya maine usse thik karne ke liye, par shayad usse nehi ho paa raha tha toh mujhe nehi chaahte huye bhi help karna pada)
"Hmm..." hearing his voice near her she looked up at him who have forwarded his hankerchief towards her "Isse baandh lo... Toh dard zyada nehi hoga" still offering he said calmly making her smile who slowly gripped the hankerchief and tried to tie around her feet but coz of pain she couldn't did but then she felt his hand taking the hankerchief it made her to look up slowly, he sat on that same table and wdout saying anything tied the hankerchief around her feet carefully (Vo rote huye mujhe kabhi acchi nehi lagti par us time shayad main hi uske rone ki wajah ban gaya tha par vo itni pyaari hai ki kya kahoon, yeh jo change usmein aaya tha vo bahoot accha tha kyunki vo mujhe humesha cute lagti) "Ho gaya... But i think doctor ko dikhaana padega kyunki... It's quiet dangerous you know ek mice k nakhun hai yeh" after tying the hankerchief he suggested calmly and sat beside her on that same sofa but little away from her who was lost in him 
"Sid ko main kabhi maaf nehi karungi... Kyunki mujhe yahaan bhook lagi hai... Aur usne band kar diya mujhe yahaan... Vo bhi mere phone k bina" hearing her sad complain he looked at her frowningly 
"Tum itni sure kyun ho ki... Yeh Sid ka kaam hai... Ho sakta hai kisi se galti se ho gaya ho..." he defended Sid calmly (Yeh baat mujhe samajh hi nehi rahi thi ki vo kyun Sid ko baar baar bol rahi thi kahin sachmein toh usnein hume lock nehi kiya tha is room mein??)
"Nehi.. Yeh zaroor us Doggi Sid ka kaam hi hoga kyunki main usse acche se jaanti hoon.. Jisne socha hoga ki kyun naa.. Shilpa k saath ek mazaak karoon.. Pagal Gadha Nalayak.. Kutta.. Duniya ki saari gaaliyaan uske uper..Aur agar mujhe kuch huaa naa.. Trust me bhoot banke maarungi usse.. In fact torture karungi usse" she was blabbering angrily but watching her face he chuckled coz she is making some adorable faces (Uski baate bolun ki expressions dono ne hi mujhe us band jagah bhi bore nehi hone diya par shayad main thak gaya tha toh so gaya jo mujhe pata bhi nehi chala.. Aur aadhe ghante baad jab meri neend khuli dekha Shilpa mere paas soyi hai)
"Yeh..??" he frowned as he found her head on his shoulder, she have gripped his arm in firm grip while her whole weight was almost leaning on him whose heartbeat skipped (Almost five minutes tak main sirf usse dekh raha tha pata nehi kyun??) "Samajh nehi aa raha tumse dur rahun yaah phir tumhaare karib" he thought while siding her flicks from her face slowly but as she stirred more closer to him, he immediately pulled back his hand whose heart didn't wanted to move away from her but ignoring it, he made her head rest on the sofa post in a careful manner and slowly stood up (Us pal aisa laga bas dekhta rahun usse.. Aur yeh bhi realise huaa ki kuch toh hai vo mere liye) "Kya ho raha hai mujhe tumhe dekhar as if tum mujhe control kar rahi ho, kyun tumse dur nehi jaa paa raha main Shilpa??" staring at her calmly he thought when her head moved a little down making him to bend on her while holding her face by his one hand "Tumme kuch toh hai... Jo tumse ek baar pyaar hone ke baad phirse main jhuk raha hoon tumhaare liye.." his heart was in deep confusion while his face was almost an inch away from her face who was unaware of his condition when his eyes landed on her leg coz she winced still in sleepy mode which made him to observe her wound, So sitting on the table he kept her wounded leg on his thigh then opening the knot of her hankerchief he traced the scratch by his thumb carefully which made her relaxed in her sleep also, his eyes were fixed on her face wd calm look "Shayad.. Tum mere dilse kabhi gayi hi nehi Shilpa.. Isiliye toh tumhaare baad koi mere dil mein nehi aa paaya" he thought wd calm look still staring on her face who was sleeping peacefully coz of his soft caresses on her wounded feet and tying back the hankerchief carefully he looked back at her blankly "Par main aise hone nehi de sakta.. Tumhaare liye toh bilkul nehi.. Kyunki humaari duniya ek dusre se bahoot alag hai.." thinking this he immediately moved back and taking a sigh he phoned Laxman (Main uske saath zyada der aur nehi reh sakta tha kyunki main samajh gaya tha ki main ek baar phir uske liye jhuk raha hoon, aur isiliye maine turant Laxman ko phone karke bataya jo dus minute baad aaya aur un dus minute mein main window ke paas hi khada tha Shilpa ko ignore karte huye.. Thodi der baad Laxman ne door khola tab jaake mujhe thoda accha laga kyunki Shilpa ke saath ek room mein rehna kisi torture se kam nehi tha, phir thodi der baad door khula aur main jaane hi waala tha wahan se ki dekha Shaad Shilpa ko jagaane jaa raha tha, lekin mujhe yaad aaya Shilpa ko toh chot lagi hai aur uski neend bhi kharaab hogi toh pata nehi kahan se dimaag mein aaya aur utha liya usse godh mein, Meri heartbeat itni tez thi ki kya kahun but un sabko side karke main usse neeche tak chod aaya aur Sid ke hawaale kar diya..Uske baad uska vo touch nikaal hi nehi paaya khudse jo usnein mujhe hug karte huye diya tha, main jab ghar pahucha toh dekha Gautmi aunty jaag rahi hai toh maine unhe bata diya Shilpa k baare mein ki usse bhook lagi thi aur vahan se chal diya.. Us raat bhi mujhe neend nehi aa rahi thi aur main calculate karne laga khudse ki kaise mera rishta sabse judta jaa raha hai, like un teen mahino mein main Dad Ram uncle ke bhi close aa gaya tha in fact hum log toh football bhi khelne lage the saath mein aur Sid-Ritvik se toh already main jud chuka tha even hum toh pehle jaise hi the, even Swayam ke saath bhi jo mujhse singing sikhna chaahta tha jo main sikha bhi raha tha, 
main har kisi se jud raha tha, May be main comfortable ho gaya tha un sab ke saath par sirf Shilpa se nehi jud paa raha tha kyunki mujhe pata chal gaya tha ki hum kuch bhi ho sakte hain par acche dost kabhi nehi.. Main soch hi raha tha ki kya karna hai ab Tabhi Deep ka call aaya mujhe yeh bataane ke liye ki vo India aa raha hai aur chaahta hai main usse recieve karun sabse pehle, main bahoot khush tha yeh sunkar kyunki finally mujhe thoda relax feel hoga Deep se milkar.. So next morning hote hi main ready huaa usse milne ke liye ki tabhi..Shilpa daud ke aayi aur aakar mere bike ke saamne khadi hogayi yeh kehkar ki usse hospital jaana hai, Par usse dekh kar koi bhi bol sakta hai vo jhoot bol rahi thi kyunki kahin se bhi aisa nehi lag raha tha ki usko dard ho raha hoga phir bhi maine usse koshish ki excuse lene ki par vo maani hi nehi aur Humesha ki tarah main usse mana nehi kar paaya.. Jabki jaanta tha Deep mujhe chodega nehi, gussa ho jaayga ki main late kyun aaya par Shilpa ke liye uswaqt Deep ko side kiya maine yeh jaante huye bhi ki vo natak kar rahi hai hospital jaane ka, uswaqt yehi sab ghoom raha tha dimaag mein.. Ms Baatuni pure raaste bolte jaa rahin thi aur main chup chap usse sunn raha tha kyunki mujhe ab aadat pad gayi thi uski, Hospital mein toh kuch alag hi huaa Shayad Shilpa ko ab pata chala tha Sid aur Sukirti ke relationship ke baare mein toh shock thi jo ki genuine bhi tha, par ussi baat ko lekar hum dono ki choti si argument ho gayi thi, kyunki Shilpa ke hisaab se Sid ko nehi chupaana chaahiye tha usse aur mere hisaab se jab tak vo dono khud nehi chaahte tab tak toh privacy chaahiye hogi.. Jo main khud bhi maanta hoon kyunki har cheez ka ek sahin situation aur timing hota hai aur yehi baat main usse samjhaana chaahta tha..)
"Toh kya huaa.. Yeh inki life hai jab mann karega tab bata denge.. Privacy naam ki bhi toh kuch cheez hoti hai.. Haina Sukirti?" hearing his calm way answer made her a little shock whike Sukirti gave nod in Yes smilingly and moved towards him thinking to check him coz she can understand Shilpa's position so she thought to help her (Uska shock chehra bhi mujhe cute lag raha tha.. Mujhe aisa lagne laga ki shayad Shilpa mere dil mein aa chuki hai kyunki kuch pal ke liye ek ajeeb hi khayaal mann mein aaya, ki main aur Shilpa relationship mein hai)
"Par main phir bhi gussa hoon.. Kyunki main toh nehi chupaati usse kuch toh usne kyun kiya.. Aakhir trust naam ki bhi ek chiz hoti hai.." she didn't let herself defeat (Yeh uski khaasiyat kahun yaa acchaai ki vo sachmein bahoot honest hai, kyunki jo hai samne hai vo at least meri tarah kisi soch mein band toh nehi hai)
"Zaroori thodi hai ki.. Jaisa tum sochti ho vaisa sab sochte honge.." and his this answer made her confused that why he is taking Sid's side?
"Haan par ismein chupaana kyun jab sab ready ho sakte hain" she argued while putting her hands on the table where as he was calmly sitting on the chair that too right in front of her Sukirti was about to stop them but her pager rang so excusing them she left the room leaving the two alone "Ab tum bolo.. Ki jab sab ready hain toh chupaana kyun??" she again asked while tapping her fist on the table which made him to sigh (Vo chaahe toh lawyer aaraam se ban sakti hai kyunki vo jis way mein behave karti hain vo Commentable hai)
"Haan ho sakta hai par har chiz ka ek sahin time hota hai.. Jo i think tum nehi samjhogi.." playing wd his phone he spoke smilingly making her frowned (Yeh baat toh sahin hai kyunki Shilpa ko sab jaldi chaahiye.. Zara si bhi patience nehi hai usmein.. Aur yeh baat shayad maine indirectly humaare liye bhi boli thi ki.. Kaash vo thoda aur patience rakhti toh aaj kahaani kuch aur hoti humaari)
"Kyun nehi samjhungi jab samjhaaoge tab toh samjhungi.." crossing her arms she said meaningfully which made him quiet (Well she was also not wrong.. Agar main kehta usse toh vo samajh bhi jaati par kya karun aadat nehi haina kissi se share karne ki toh kaise kehta aur sabse badi baat uswaqt tak main khud confuse tha apni feelings ko lekar.. Khair phir Shilpa ne pucha ki main kyun Sid ka support le raha hoon toh mujhe nehi chaahte huye bataana pada ki mujhe teen mahine pehle se hi pata thi, i know that usse hurt hoga jo huaa bhi aur vo ek dum chup ho gayi jo mujhe nehi pasand.. Itne mein Sukirti aayi aur ek ajeeb si request ki mera heartbeat check karne ka, mujhe toh kuch gadbad lagi par maine usse allow kiya check karne ke liye lekin jab usnein Shilpa se kaha mujhe check karne ke liye, I was like What??)
"Vaise Shilpa tu hamesha poochti thi naa... Ki logo ki heartbeat kaisi dhadkati hai... Toh kyuna aaj tu vo sunn le..." her meaningful words made her confused bu as Suku winked she understood what she meant and a grin formed on her lips who excitedly approached towards them "I hope tumhe koi problem naa ho isse?" she looked at Armaan who first was confused but as Shilpa stood beside them he shook his head smilingly (Uske mere karib aate hi meri heartbeat skip ho gayi jo mere liye kisi tension se kam nehi tha)
"Toh tumhe main hi mila tha..." as he asked calmly both the girls giggle 
"Kya karoon aur koi saamne nehi hai... Iska confusion dur karne k liye" giving the stethescope to Shilpa she said smilingly on which he smiled lightly
"Haan toh kya huaa mujhe ek baar toh experience karni hai... Aur tum mere friend ho... Itna toh kar hi sakte ho... Aur main bhi toh dekhun aakhir kissi ki dil ki dhadkane sunaayi kaisi deti hai..." in cool way she said while putting the Stethescope on her ear making him smile even Suku also, controlling her heartbeat she bend closer to him who completely put his back against the chair trying to look somewhere else (Dost! It was funny word for me kyunki main yeh jaanta tha ki hum kuch bhi ho saktein hai dost kabhi nehi ho sakte.. Par jab vo mere paas aayi aisa laga main uth ke chala jaaun kyunki Shilpa ke karib main khud ko trust nehi kar sakta isiliye toh khudka dhyaan hatta raha tha) "Aise hi karte haina...??" looking back at Suku she asked knowingly making Suku to give a nod in Yes smilingly who instructed and she looked back at him who was trying hard to avoid her but as she moved closer to him while putting the Stethescope's edge on his heart, he looked away from her who was trying to hear his heartbeat (Main jaanta tha ki vo samajh jaaygi ki uske karib meri heartbeat badh jaati hai jo sach bhi hai aur ussi pal mujhe laga ki Armaan tu apna control chodta jaa raha hai is ladki ke liye, isiliye maine turant baat change kardi) 
"I think hogaya... Toh chalen" saying this calmly he stood while Shilpa pouted wd cute look and watching this scene Suku giggled (Jitna jaldi ho sake maine socha vahan se nikal loon kyunki mujhe pata tha agar Shilpa ne mujhe zyada observe kar liya toh vo kuch bhi samajh sakti hai.. Itne mein Deep ka phone aaya jisnein mujhe bahoot sunaaya ki vo ab tak wait kar raha hai mera, isiliye maine jaldi ki jaane ke liye, Shilpa mere peeche hi baithi thi shayad kuch soch rahi thi in fact mere dimaag mein khud bahoot si baate chal rahi thi) "Armaan accept karle ki tu phirse feel karne laga hai Shilpa ke liye.." his eyes were fixed on the road while Shilpa was thinking about him "Nehi main kuch nehi feel karta uske liye.. Yeh sirf mere andar ka guilt hai kyunki maine uska pyaar thukraaya.." he tried to convince himself mentally when a boy on cycle just came in front of him who stopped his bike abruptly resulting her jerked "Sorry vo saamne... Baccha aa gaya tha..." he apologized looking at her from mirror while her hearbeat skipped coz she directly fell on him and as he apologised she managed to mumble 'Its okay' coz she was almost hugging him from behind, her both hands were kept on his chest that too tightly while her forehead was put on his shoulder, she was trying hard to live him but heart couldn't let her so giving up she closed her eyes keeping her head on his back and her hold tightened on his chest whose heartbeat increased (Mujhe uswaqt laga ab toh main gaya, chaahta toh haath hata sakta tha, par dil nehi kiya usse disturb karne ka kyunki already dil tod chuka tha uska aur uper se Sid waali news se bhi pareshaan thi toh rehne diya.. Vaise yeh sirf uske liye nehi kiya balki khudke liye bhi wahi kiya kyunki main khud kahin na kahin nehi chaahta tha usse dur hona.. Phir usse chodne ke baad main Deep se milne gaya jo utne hi gusse mein tha jitna maine socha tha)
"Toh main.. Tere liye koi anjaan hoon.. Right?" moving tro & fro wd Gabbar look Deep asked to him who was calmly sitting on the couch (They were in Deep's house inside his room while his family were out coz they didn't have idea about Deep's arrival who wanted to surprise them)
"Maine aisa toh nehi kaha.." looking up at him wd calm look he replied which made Deep stop in middle
"Tune aisa kaha nehi aisa kiya.." saying this angrily he sat beside him who shook his head "Maine tujhe pehle hi bataaya tha naa ki main aa raha hoon aur chaahta hoon tu mujhe lene aaye.. Par nehi tune apne matters ko important diya mujhe nehi.. Jab ki maine apni family ko tere neeche rakkha in fact unko toh bataaya bhi nehi.. Shiii Armaan" hearing his dramatic voice he rolled his eyes (Deep ki bakwaas uswaqt mujhe bore kar rahi thi kyunki mann mein sirf ek insaan ghoom raha tha mere aur vo thi SHILPA!!) "By the way tu tha kahan jo mujhe lene nehi aaya??" sitting comfortably on couch he asked in normal voice which made him stopped for seconds
"Vo.. Aa.. Haan.. Vo.. Aree bola naa.. Kuch important tha.. Par tu meri chod yeh bata tune kis khushi mein uncle aunty ko nehi bataaya ki tu aa raha hai?" slapping lightly his head he asked in scolding voice indirectly changed the topic
"Aree vo log business ke silsile mein bahar gayye hain aaj raat tak aayenge.. Socha tha unhein surprise dunga instead un logo ne mujhe de diya" Deep's voice turned serious which made him to look at him calmly (Deep apni family ko zyada pasand nehi karta tha kyunki shayad uske parents humesha business mein busy rehte the jiski wajah se vo uspe aur Vrushika(Deep's sister) par dhyaan nehi de rahe the aur yehi wajah thi ki Deep unse zyada connected nehi tha)
"Par Vrushika toh hogi naa..?" he questioned in calm voice which made Deep smiled
"Haan.. Aur dekhna abhi aaygi toh surprise ho jaaygi mujhe dekh kar.. Lekin tujhe dekh kar toh behosh hi ho jaaygi.." he spoke in an excited voice which made Armaan chuckled
"Mujhe ki tujhe??" hitting his arm lightly he teased
"Aree.. Rockstar Armaan ki bahoot badi fan hai vo.." he winked which resulted Armaan smiled who shaking his head looked at him "Lekin vo sab chod.. Tu bata tujhme itna change kaise aa gaya i mean tu kuch alag lag raha hai..?? Putting his arm around his back he questioned curiously coz according to him he first time saw a ting of glow of happiness on Armaan's face that to after ages 
"Matlab??" he frowned at his sudden question (Main sochne laga yeh kis topic par bol raha hai kyunki mere liye toh main uswaqt same hi tha pehle ki tarah.. Phir kya??)
"Matlab yeh.. Tu alag lag raha hai.. I mean kuch toh change huaa hai tujhme.. Look wise bhi tu thoda change huaa hai aur behavior bhi thoda alag huaa hai.. And most important tere chehre par likha hai ki tu soya nehi hai do teen din se??" hearing his thoughtful look a smile came on his face (Baat toh sahi thi uski kyunki Shilpa ki wajah se main do teen kya kayi hafto se nehi so paaya tha kyunki jab bhi aankhen band karta vo nazar aati mere saamne.. Vaise yeh chiz toh ab bhi hoti hai mere saath)
"Aree vo isliye kyunki maine business join kiya hai toh aaj kal mera look thoda formal rehta hai.. Behavior toh pehle jaisa hai hi hai.. Haan kaam ki wajah se thoda tensed hoon kyunki business.. You know naa.. Mere bas ki nehi hai" he lied wd sweet smile which made Deep grinned coz he was not satisfied wd his reply
"Naahh.. Bete.. Baat kuch aur hi lag rahi hai.. Pyaar waar waali.." holding his face he spoke in teasing voice which made Armaan to look at him wd disgusting look "Kahin kuch.." moving closer to his face Deep teased which made him to push him annoyingly
"Aisa kuch nehi hai.. Aur yeh sab chod.. Tu bata Rati se milne jaayga Europe..?" his question made Deep to made a face (Maine turant uska mind divert kar diya kyunki Deep ko agar zara bhi shaq hota toh usse pata chal jaata.. Aisa nehi tha ki main Deep aur Rati ko bataana nehi chaahta tha, sach toh yeh tha ki main uswaqt tak sure nehi tha aur agar yeh baat un dono ko pata chal jaati vo dono sab kuch chod ke aa jaate.. Shilpa ko manaane mein.. So jab tak main sure nehi ho jaata yeh baat unko bata nehi sakta tha)
"Nehi.. Humaara break up ho gaya.." his head snapped turned at him shockingly while Deep controlled hard not to smiled (I was seriously shocked.. Par main yeh bhi jaanta tha ki Deep aise types of jokes maarta rehta hai toh maine show nehi kiya zyada usse) "Nehi sachmein.. Humaara break up ho gaya kyunki usnein itna distance banaaya haina mujhse ki main kya kahoon.." making a fake sad face he said in an emotional tone which made him chuckled "Aree yahaan main serious hoon.. Aur tujhe hassi aa rahi hai.. Kaisa dost hai tu Armaan.." smacking his head he scolded which made Armaan to smack back
"Bahoot acha friend hoon main.. Isiliye toh jaanta hoon ki tu kitna Nautanki hai.." hearing his retort Deep laughed 
"Sab aapke liye.." moving to kiss his cheek he joked on which he made a face while pushing him lightly 
"Deep.. Maar khaayega tu... Yuck.." he was trying to push him coz Deep had pulled him in rib crushing hug which made him giggled and in a minute they both broke wd fits of laughter when Vrushika entered there wd confused look coz she saw bodyguards outside their house also a servant informed her about Deep's arrival 
"Bhai vo bahar bodyguards..??" but her sentence left incomplete as she saw her brother laughing wd Rockstar Armaan "OMG!!" hearing her shocked voice they both looked at the door still smiling "Armaan Malik.." her excited voice made both the boys stood up (Vrushika ki excitment dekh kar Deep ko bahoot hassi aa rahi thi kyunki vo believe nehi kar rahi thi ki main sachmein hoon yaah illushion hoon uska infact usne toh mujhe pinch bhi kiya confirm karne ke liye.. Par phir Deep ne hume introduce karvaaya aur uski khushi dekh kar mujhe bhi hassi aa gayi, isse baate karne par pata chala ki vo Swayam ki classmate hai aur shayad bahot baar usnein Swayam se bhi kaha mujhse milne ke liye par vo papers mein busy tha toh possible nehi ho paaya.. Phir bhi humne usdin bahoot masti ki thi uske saath, she was so cute & funny, main aur Deep toh uski har baat par hass rahe the.. Hum masti hi kar rahe the ki Surbhi ka phone aa gaya kuch kaamse bula rahi thi Ritvik ke ghar mein, Deep mujhe jaane hi nehi de raha tha not even Vrushika par maine promise kiya baad mein aaunga aur chala gaya Ritvik ke ghar.. Vahaan jo huaa main kya bataaun i mean duniya ke saare item songs maine usdin live dekh liye the, Actually main jaise pahucha door lock ho gaya aur pata nehi kaun kaun aakar dance karne laga, in fact ek ladka bhi.. I was controlling hard not to laugh coz i guessed it must be their plan to check whether i am normal or not, itne mein Surbhi bhi aa gayyi aur dance karne lagi usko dekh kar phir sab, trust me i was enjoying that.. Par humesha sab kuch vaisa nehi raha, vo pura din accha gaya tha mera lekin phir sab kuch mess up ho gaya.. Actually jab main ghar pahucha, Dad ne vo sawaal pucha jiske liye main prepare nehi tha even sab present the vahan)
"Batao Armaan... Kya tum Shilpa se pyaar karte ho...??" hearing Ronit's direct question Armaan became serious while everyone prayed for his positive reply "Agar tumhaare dil mein uske liye zara si bhi feelings hai toh hum wait karenge... Koi tumhe force nehi karega... Bas tumhaara jawaab sunna chaahta hoon main beta... So that Shilpa apne life pe focus kare..." keeping his one hand Armaan's shoulder he said in fatherly tone while Armaan looked down on floor, Actually they were standing in middle of the hall where as Shilpa was praying for his reply (Main kya jawab deta jiske baare mein khud fursat se nehi socha, Karta hoon yaah nehi yehi chal raha tha uswaqt aur yeh bhi ki kahin meri wajah se koi problem naa aa jaaye..)
"Haan... Armaan yaar... Kissi bhi dabav mein aakar mat bolna... Jo tumhaare dil mein ho vo bolna..." Ram in his happy way tried to make him burden free (Mere sar par koi dabav nehi tha par yeh zaroor tha ki main apne confusion ke chalte Shilpa ko takleef nehi de sakta tha.. Aur mera dar ki kahin maine is rishte ko accept kar liya toh Shilpa ko kho naa doon... Par faisla toh sunaana hi tha so bina soche vo bol diya jisse uswaqt bhi agree nehi tha main)
"I am sorry... Par main.... Seriously kuch nehi feel karta... Shilpa k liye" looking up at his father he answered in slow voice which made everyone's hopes died there while closing her eyes tearfully Shilpa slide against the pillar and sat on floor trying to hold back her broken heart "I am seriously... Sorry" saying this calmly he moved upstairs hastly wdout looking at anyone whose hearts also broke even hopes also, Armaan was about to go inside his room when his feet automatically stopped coz noticing something and as he turned back slowly he found a crying Shilpa hidding her face on her palms, he got she heard their conversation but instead to take steps towards her he stepped back and immediately shut his room's door (Main jaanta tha usse hurt hoga par yeh nehi pata tha ki usse rote huye dekh mujhe takleef hogi, uswaqt jab vo jawaab diya tha toh yeh laga tha ab aaraam se aage badh paaunga aur Shilpa khud aage badh jaaygi par aisa nehi ho paaya.. Maine jab room lock kiya pata nehi kyun main rone laga may be Shilpa ko rota hua dekha nehi gaya mujhse, phir bhi khudko control karne laga so that main usse maafi maanglu aur jaakar apna confusion usse bataaun 'Kya pata ussi ke paas jawab ho mere' infact i had decided main apni zindagi usse de dunga aur vo jo faisla leti main uske saath hota.. Main gaya bhi tha usse bataane par uswaqt Shilpa Sid aur Ritvik se baat kar rahi thi May be vo log usse console kar rahe the jo work bhi kiya kyunki Shilpa hass rahi thi, isse badhkar kuch nehi chaahiye tha mujhe)
"Nehi re pagal... Abhi tak toh koi nehi hai... Par main soch raha hoon tujhe hi pata loon... Jisse humaari shaadi hone k baad tu apne kaam mein busy rahegi aur main apne... Phir do teen saal baad divorce le lenge... Toh phir koi kuch bolega bhi nehi... Ki dusri shaadi karlo n all kyunki hum show karenge ki hume bahoot bada dukh huaa mila hai" hearing Ritvik's future prediction made both of them chuckled and they shared a group hug unaware of that someone was watching them (Main vahan se jaane hi waala tha ki mujhe Gautmi aunty ne dekh liya, aur vo mujhse puchne lagi ki neeche maine sach kaha ki jhoot) 
"Armaan bataao mujhe.. Main kuch puch rahin hoona.." she questioned in serious voice as she followed him inside his room 
"Maine jhoot nehi bola.. Vo toh bas.." he was saying this wdout looking at her but as he looked at her became quiet coz her look was serious (Pata nehi kyun main unse jhoot nehi bol paaya..) "Pata nehi.." getting frustrated he sat on the edge of the bed where she also sat beside him calmly
"Tum jaante ho.. Tum jhoot nehi keh sakte.. Mujhse toh bilkul nehi.." gripping his arm she spoke in loving voice "I know jo tumne neeche kaha vo sach nehi tha.. Varna vahan se tum kabhi nehi jaate.." as she said this softly he looked at her silently "Bataao baat kya hai.. Main tumhe force nehi karungi kyunki main jaanti hoon tumhe jab bataana hoga tab bataaoge.." caressing his hairs softly she spoke which made him calm somewhere (Vo bilkul Mom ki tarah puchti hain.. Jinse main kabhi kuch nehi chupa paaya.. Aur khudse hi sab bol diya)
"It just.. I don't know.. I mean main bahoot confused hoon.. Samajh nehi aa raha ki kuch vaisa feel bhi karta hoon yaa nehi.. Aur main nehi chaahta mere kisi unsure answer se kisiko problem ho.." hearing his worried voice a smile reached her lips "Aur.." he stopped as Shilpa flashed inside his head
"Aur Shilpa.. Haina..?" her smiling voice made him looked down on floor silently "Acha vo sab chodo.. Mujhe sirf itna bataao kya tum Shilpa ko kisi aur ke saath dekh paaoge..?" and that made his head snap turn at her who hide her smile 
"Aa... Aa... Shayad.." looking away from her he replied in hasitated voice 
"Tumhaare shayad aur Pata nehi ka.. Yeh bhi matlab ho sakta hai ki tum usse pyaar karte ho" she knowingly said this which made him freezed for seconds "Aisa mujhe bhi lagta hai.. Par tum sahi ho apni jagah don't worry.. Aur maine aisa isliye nehi kaha ki main Shilpa ki maa hoon.. Balki maine isliye kaha kyunki main tumhaari bhi maa hoon.. Mujhe zaroorat nehi tumhaare jawaab ki, kyunki main jaanti hoon tumhaare dil mein kya hai.. Mujhe nehi jaanna ki kyun tumne naa kaha yaa kyun aise ho tum.. Bas chaahti hoon tum clear raho.. Bina kisi pressure ke" he became emotional by her words "Aur jis din tum clear ho jaaoge mujhe pata hai sabke sawaalo ka jawaab doge.. Isiliye tum na ek hafte ke liye kahin bahar chale jaao so that tum thoda tension free raho.. And trust me jab tum is maahul se dur rahoge dekhna tum clear bhi ho jaaoge" he smiled slowly at her care, he craved for mother from sixteen years and now when he got don't want to loose her 
"I think.. I am falling for you.." she giggled at his calm words and in a minute gave loving hug which relieved his pressure (Uswaqt agar main kisi ke saath free tha toh vo Gautmi aunty hi thi aur shayad wahi ek thi jinhone mujhe kabhi kisi cheez ke liye force nehi kiya.. Khair unki baat maan kar maine koshish ki Shilpa se thoda distance mein rahun aur kuch hi dino baad main nikal gaya apne concert ke liye.. Par vahaan bhi Shilpa ka khayaal Dilse nehi gaya in fact mujhe toh har pal vo dikhne si lagi.. Ek din toh hadd hogayi i was practising ki Shilpa saamne aa gayi.. Par jab chune chala vo gayab.. Gosshh!! Uswaqt tak mujhe realise ho gaya tha.. May be I was falling for her again.. Aur phir maine decide kiya May be i should give a chance to Us, aur khudko prepare kiya ki ghar jaate hi sabse pehle Shilpa se baat karunga is baare mein jo main jaanta tha samjhegi.. Par jab India aaya kya pata tha kuch aur hi wait kar raha hai, mujhe abhi bhi yaad hai vo morning jab main aise hi apne car ko wash kar raha tha pipe se aur Shilpa ko dekh liya tha)
"Hmm.. Ek ladki ko dekha toh aisa laga.." he was washing the car wd the water pipe while singing this song wd his good mood "Jaise Khilta Gulaab.. Jaise shayar ka Khewab.. Jaise Ujli Kiran.. Jaise mann mein Hiran..." he was putting the water on car when he saw someone on the car's window mirror and his words stopped in middle (Main already thoda khush tha.. Kyunki mujhe Shilpa se baat karni thi aur usse dekhne ke baad pata nehi kyun ek alag hi khushi hui)
"Iska dimaag toh thik haina... Ki pagal ho gaya hai... Yeh bhi naa" she thought still looking at him who was washing the black car wd water pipe, wearing a black knee length shorts wd black T-shirt & black sweat shirt and white shoes he was looking cute, she was watching him concentratingly noticing him who have put the earphones on his ear and again got busy making her frown "Yeh mud kyun nehi raha... Huh mujhe kya..." cursing him mentally she watched him carefully when she noticed he stopped suddenly and before she could react he directly looked back at her who almost got scared as if she had caughted for some crime, his eyes were fixed on her calmly who tried to show him ignorance while looking somewhere else wd an attitude which made him smile who shaking his head again looked ahead (Usse mirror mein dekhne ke baad mujhse raha hi nehi gaya isiliye mud gaya usse dekhne ke liye par shayad vo tab gusse mein thi jo genuine bhi tha) 
"Jaise Chaandni Raat... Jaise narmi ki Baat... Jaise..." wd a smile he looked at her on mirror who was trying to see him wd confused look so he looked back at her who stood straight when he gave his dimpled smile and waved which almost made her stunned but showing not to him she smiled back and waving back she went inside while he again got busy wd his work (Mujhe laga accha behave karunga toh kya pata maan jaaye vo.. Par kya pata tha is baar toh vo chup ke dekhegi jo already maine car ke window par dekh liya tha) "Jaise Mandir mein ho ek.. Jalta Diyaaaa... Ho..." putting his both hands beside the window he watched her wd a smile on car's mirror while peeping her head out from the window she got confused watching him doing this when he knowingly looked back at her who got embarrassed (Mujhe sachmein mann kiya ki abhi jaakar sab kuch clear kar doon par Sid aa gaya tha toh main uske saath busy ho gaya, aur phir fresh hone ke baad decide kiya ki aaj toh breakfast table par announce karke rahunga.. Par jaise hi breakfast table par pahucha kuch aur hi news mili jo thi Shilpa ke roke ki news and trust me after hearing this from Naani i was like 'What the hell?' aur maine turant Shilpa ko dekha jo shayad mujhe hi dekh rahi thi, expression chupaane mein main toh number one hoon toh maine khudki feelings ko side kiya aur Shilpa ko wish kiya, kyunki vo apni jagah sahin thi aakhir kab tak mera wait karti aur vaise bhi maine Naa isiliye kaha tha ki vo aage badh sake jo ho bhi raha tha toh drop kar diya Second chance ka plan but to be honest mujhe accha nehi laga tha yeh news sunkar...But twist toh tab aaya jab usnein naam bataaya ki Deep se hone waali hai shaadi, main toh shock tha yeh sunkar par maine unko vo show nehi kiya yeh soch ke ki yeh Deep kya kar raha hai.. Aur ussi din main usse mila jahan kuch aur hi pata chala mujhe)
"Mazaak mat kar Deep.. Mujhe sach sach bata yeh kya chal raha hai?" pointing his index finger he asked in serious voice which made Deep gulped who walked near the bridge's railing, Actually they met one of an oldest bridge area
"Dekh Deep tu yeh sab Armaan ke liye hi kar raha hai.. Aur Shilpa ke pyaar ke liye.. And most important Rati bhi tere saath plan mein hai toh tu aaraam se isko jhoot bol de.. Kyunki tu isike liye hi toh kar raha hai sab kuch.. Jaanta haina Armaan itna expressive nehi hai aur rishte toh vo nibha hi nehi sakta unko khone ke dar se.. Vo toh Rati aur main hain varna yeh dosti bhi dur kar chuka hota vo.. Aur bhool mat tujhe pata lagaana hai ki kya waqai iske dil mein kuch hai Shilpa ke liye" his mind said to him who slowly looked at Armaan who was waiting for his answers angrily "Maine bola naa.. Rati ne break up kar liya mujhse aur kaha main aage badh jaaun.. In fact usine toh mujhe Shilpa ka naam suggest kiya aur vaise bhi main kitna uska wait karun Armaan.. Aakhir mera bhi toh dil hai.. Aur Shilpa mein mujhe ek sacchi life partner dikhti hai jo meri hi tarah adhoore pyaar mein dhoka khaa chuki hai.. Toh hum dono hi ek dusre ki feelings samajh sakte hain.." his fake upsetting tone made Armaan quiet (Mujhe yakeen toh nehi ho raha tha uske baat ka par vo galat bhi nehi bol raha tha) "Ab toh mere parents bhi puch rahen hain ki kab main aage badhunga.. Aur tu bata mujhe.. Rati ke is long term relationship story mein aaj tak mujhse milne aayi.. Maana vo sab mere liye kar rahi thi par agar main hi nehi rahunga.. Toh kya faida.. Isiliye usnein mujhse break up kiya aur mujhe aage badhne ke liye kaha.." putting his hands on his shoulder he acted like a real lover which somewhere convinced him
"Maana usnein kaha.. Aur tune kar bhi diya..?" hearing his scold Deep tried to think something
"Agar tujhe mujhpe yakeen naa ho toh tu Rati ko khud phone karke puch le.." taking out his phone he forwarded to him who wd angry look phoned Rati wd his phone "Hey bhagwaan bas bacha lo.. Jo kar raha hoon isi ke liye hi kar raha hoon" Deep prayed inside his head as Armaan called Rati, Armaan never told about Shilpa to anyone even his beatfriends but yes once he told them that he had crush on a girl who rejected him that's it and when Deep got to know the whole story from Shilpa side he was sure Armaan have feelings for her but was fearing to loose her so he informed this to Rati who immediately supported him (Rati se baat karne ke baad mujhe pata chala vo sach bol raha hai.. Par mera dil is baat ko manana nehi chaahta tha toh maine Deep ko warn kiya ki agar yeh jhoot huaa toh dekh main tera kya haal karunga.. Par aage jo Deep ne kaha mujhe samajh nehi aaya uska kya jawab doon) "Par tujhe kyun farq pad raha hai.. And by the way tune mujhe kabhi kyun nehi bataaya apne family ke baare mein.. And most important tere ghar mein itni khubsoorat aur pyaari ladki hai uske baare mein toh bilkul nehi bataaya?" he was out of word as Deep asked this
"Vo.. Kyunki.. Vo.." he was wordless about this "Aa.. Kyunki Shilpa ki jagah koi bhi hota main yehi karta.. Rati ke liye and about family aise hi.. Main khud unse dur tha toh zaroori nehi samjha.. Aur Shilpa vo mujhe yaad nehi thi.. Toh nehi bataaya" sitting on the front bonnet he replied slowly while not meeting his eyes wd Deep who grinned 
"Hmm.. Shilpa ne mujhe zyada nehi bataaya tere baare mein par yeh zaroor kaha ki tu uska accha dost hai" sitting beside him he lied which made Armaan to look at him calmly (Pata nehi kyun mujhe chid ho rahi thi yeh sunke vo bhi apne hi bestfriend se) "Acha sunna.. Tu naa ghar mein kisiko bataana mat ki hum best friends hain yaah phir ek dusre ko pehle se jaante hain" gripping his arm he requested in sweet tone
"Kyun??" he frowned at his words 
"Aree.. Kyunki mujhe aise hi Shilpa ko jaanna hai aur teri family ko bhi.. Agar unhe pata chal jaayga tu mujhe jaanta hai yaah main tujhe jaanta hoon toh vo tujhse puchenge mere baare mein.. Jisse main Shilpa ko samajh nehi paaunga" hearing his request he managed to give nod in Yes coz already his heart was aching wd the news 
"Par tu yaad rakhna agar mujhe pata chala naa.. Ki yeh jhoot hai tab tu dekh kya karunga.. Kyunki abse meri nazre sirf tujhpe hi hai" putting his hand around his shoulder Armaan warned in cool voice which made Deep smiled sheeplessly coz from inside he was fearing about his reaction 
"Thank god.. Shaad bhi agree ho gaya mera saath dene ke liye varna Armaan ko turant shaq ho jaata.. Pls god help karna meri Armaan ki love story puri karne mein.. Bas ek baar Armaan khudse keh de toh mera maqsad pura ho jaayga.. Tab tak isse kuch shaq bhi nehi hona chaahiye.." Deep thought staring at the space while Armaan was also looking at the water wd Shilpa's thought (Usdin se maine decide kiya ki agar Deep sach bol raha hai toh main puri koshish karunga usse aur Shilpa ko milaane ki, kyunki Deep jaisa life partner har kisiko nehi milega.. Aur agar jhoot tab toh shayad bhagwaan hi usse bacha paaye mujhse.. Par in sabmein mujhe Rati ki bhi fikar thi, pata nehi kaisi hogi vo yehi sab dimaag mein aa raha tha... Aur phir dekhte hi dekhte Shilpa aur Deep ka roka bhi aa gaya bich mein, jis din pata nehi kyun sab kuch adhoora adhoora sa lag raha tha.. Main koshish kar raha tha Shilpa ko ignore karne ki us pure din par kahin na kahin mujhse nehi ho paa raha tha tabhi Sid ne mujhe Deep se milvaaya jahan hum dono ne pretened kiya We don't know eachother, aur Vrushika bhi aa gayi jisnein mujhe dekh kar bada waala happy reaction diya jisse main aur Deep koshish karne lage shaant karne ki jo finally shaant hui jab Deep ne kaha vo Shilpa ko jaanne ke liye yeh sab kar raha hai tab jaake uska confusion clear huaa.. Roka shuru huaa un dono ka aur main jaanta tha Shilpa ki nazre mujhpar hi fixed thi isiliye koshish kar raha tha usse avoid karun kyunki agar main usse dekhta toh pata nehi kya ho jaata.. Roke ka function chaalu hi tha ki Shilpa bahar gayi, meri nazre ussi par thi toh isiliye maine usse follow kiya aur dekha vo ro rahi thi, main uske peeche hi tha aur chah kar bhi kuch nehi kar paaya, Haan mujhe uswaqt aisa zaroor laga ki kahin Shilpa yeh sab kisi majboori mein toh nehi kar rahi, par agar kar bhi rahi ho toh bahoot der ho chuki thi isiliye maine Deep ko text karke bulaaya paani ke saath aur jaise hi vo aaya main chala gaya usse yeh kehkar ki 'Sambhaal lena'.. Jab ghar mein Shilpa aur Deep ki engagement ki planning ho rahi thi mujhe lag raha tha at least ek baar Shilpa se in logo ko pooch lena chaahiye kyunki shaadi usse hi karni hai par jab Deep ne uski taraf se bola vo ready hai, I was taken aback by this coz it was unexpected from her, but may be usse life mein aage badhna ho tabhi aise decisions le rahi thi..)



Precap
That unforgetful night
Arsh's confession
TO BE CONTINUED..  COMMENTS! /
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