Thursday, 11 October 2018

Part 5 : Sab Mera Tu (season 2)


'Lost in your Heart' 

"Haath do.." extending his hand he whispered softly which made her to stare him silently and as he whispered 'Please' her hold loosed on the poll while her one hand slowly gripped his hand who tighten his hold on her hand and before he could pull her, her leg slipped from the edge
"Aaaahh.." but before she could fall he pulled wd such force that she directly landed on him who held her back immediately wd a fear to loose her whose hands went back on his shoulders tightly for support, both of them's heartbeat were taking loud skips, they had hugged each other in tight manner like if they let go each other they will loose something precious, Shilpa's head was completely resting on his shoulder while his head was hidden under her hairs wd his hold tight on her back (Vo ek aisa pal bana jab mujhe laga main usse kho dunga.. Jaise sabko khoya tha.. Par main aisa hone nehi de sakta tha naa 'Realise jo ho chuka tha ki pyaar hai usse'.. At least pure paanch minute tak maine usse gale lagaaya tha is dar se ki kahin kho naa doon isse main, aur jab alag kiya toh hum dono ki hi dhadkane tez thi aur aankhen ek dusre pe fixed.. Maine bahoot sambhaal ke usko us jagah se thoda dur kiya) "Tumne mujhe bachaaya kyun??" slowly looking up at his face she asked innocently still her hands resting on his shoulders while his hands were holding her back tightly making her whole weight sticked wd his

"Kyunki mujhe laga shayad main tumhe kho dunga.." hearing his soft innocent reply a small smile came on her lips (Uswaqt suddenly mujhmein itna change kaise aa gaya mujhe nehi pata chala.. May be vo juice ka asar ho jo maine half glass pi thi jismein bhi vo medicine daali thi Deep ne.. Shayad isiliye main sach bol baitha jo uske saath saath mere liye bhi new tha)
"Toh kya tum mujhse pyaar karte ho.." staring deep at him she questioned innocently on which wd the same innocent look he gave a silent nod in Yes which made her smile slowly and in a minute she realised the depth of his nod "Matlab.. Tum mujhse sachmein pyaar karte ho..??" moving a little back she asked in curious excited happy or mixed of emotions tone which made him smiled slowly at her happy face (Main sochne laga chalo bol hi deta hoon vaise bhi next morning tak yeh bhul jaaygi sab kuch.. Toh tab tak kyuna main is mauke ka faida utha ke dekh loon.. Aakhir dekhun toh sahi ki main galti toh nehi karunga iss Pyaar ko accept karke.. Kyunki rishte mere saath kabhi nehi tikate)
"Shayad.. Haan.." putting his hands on his jeans pockets he replied calmly which made her fully surprised who directly fainted on his chest wd happiness while he chuckled at her gesture
"Wait a minute.. Kahin mere juice ka toh asar nehi.." moving back she blabbered to herself confusedly then looked at him who was staring her amusingly when she saw a sweeper who was cleaning the floor also saw whole scene of Arsh but remained quiet coz of their personal matter "Aapne suna uncle.. Finally isne confess kiya.. Ki yeh mujhse pyaar karta hai.." in her happy voice she looked at the man who smiled at her excited face while Armaan held his head when that man raised his hands for blessing which made her giggle
"Shilpa.. Kya kar rahi ho.. Chalo yahaan se" giving a formal smile to the man he gripped her wrist who giggled
"Nehi.. Abhi toh mujhe zor zor se kehna hai ki tum bhi mujhse pyaar karte ho.. Mom ko believe nehi tha naa.. Ab dekhna sab kaise yakeen karenge" she spoke in an excited voice while looking at him who shook his head (To be frank uswaqt tak bhi main sure nehi tha ki kya main usse us qadar pyaar karta hoon jis qadar vo karti hai mujhse.. Par main ready tha kyunki mujhe 95% yakeen ho chuka tha aur jo 5% bache the vo ho hi jaata kyunki Shilpa thi hi aisi.. Mujhe yakeen tha uswaqt ki main is ladki ke saath puri zindagi bita sakta hoon pyaar ho yaah naa ho) "Agar mujhe pata hota ki tum mere yeh karne se maan jaate toh main pehle hi aisa kar leti.. Kissi building yaah bridge se kudati" she spoke cheerfully while wearing back her sandles but it made his head snapped at her
"What??" he exclaimed making her look at him by her elbow who smiled while coochy kooing his cheek
"Haan.." and putting her hands around his neck she answered wd cute smile making him amused "Main sachmein yeh try karti.. Aur tum mujhe aise hi romantically rokte hayyeee!!" saying this dremily she put her head shyly on his shoulder which made him to hide his smile (Main sochne laga kamaal hai yeh ladki bhi Nashe ki halat mein yeh itni filmy hai ki main kya kahun.. Aur uper se iski baate jo shayad hi mujhe bore hone deti)
"Par zaroori thodi hai ki main har baar rokunga.." as he said this wd calm tease in his voice she looked up wd a pout "Vo toh tumne juice piya nashe waali isliye maine roka varna mujhe koi farq nehi padta.." she giggled at his calm words which made him frowned
"Chalo accha.. Pakaao mat.. Mujhe acche se pata hai.. Tum rokte.. Chaahe main chote se seedhi se bhi kyuna geerun" hearing her confident words he appreciated her in mind but showing not to her he hide his smile
"Naah.. Mujhe farq nehi padta.. Chaahe kuch bhi karlo.." saying this coolly he started walking ahead which made her giggle
"Thik hai toh main jaa rahi hoon wapas kudne.." she knowingly said this in loud voice which made him smiled who didn't turned back at her and was walking calmly when he noticed it was the same place where she told him to stay away from her after their Kiss
"Kitni ajeeb baat hai do din pehle tak samajh nehi paa raha tha ki kya feel karta hoon main iske liye aur aaj sab jaan gaya hoon.. Vo bhi ussi jagah jahan mujhe laga tha ki ab main aur dur nehi reh sakta isse.." wd a smile he thought while looking at the same bench where she was crying and he was helplessly staring her when he heard her voice from back
"Armaan.. Main jaa rahi hoon.. Sachme.. Ek aakhiri baar mudke toh dekh lo.." he shook his head as he heard her dramatic voice and took a step ahead when "Armaan... Aaaaahhh.." at this his legs stopped while his heartbeat skipped who immediately turned back to look at her (I almost panicked as i didn't found her there.. Pata nehi kaise kaise khayaal aa rahe the aur main uska naam pukaar raha tha paani ki taraf dekhte huye.. Main paani mein kudata isse pehle uski hassi sunaayi di mujhe) "Hahahaa.. Armaan tum.. Omg.." she was laughing while coming from behind a pillar where she hidden to make him scare or to take his test who looked at her shockingly while his heart took sigh of relief seeing her fine "Tumhe toh sachmein laga main kud jaaungi.." she giggled standing in front of him who nearly got attack by her prank
"Matlab tum.." in a serious tone he asked on which she gave a nod in Yes still giggling "Gossshhh..!! Shilpa" he rubbed his temple to calm himself
"Aree main kya karun.. Jo tumne yakeen kar liya.. Main sachmein thodi kudati pagal.. Abhi toh mujhe puri life jeeni hai tumhaare saath" moving closer to him she said smilingly but he was not in good mood to listen her (Meri vahaan jaan almost jaa chuki thi aur usse mazak sujha.. Isiliye main uspe jaldi trust nehi karta tha kyunki samajh mein hi nehi aata ki sach bhi kar rahi hai yaah natak..) "Itni aasaani se main thodi jaaungi.. Koi kahega phir bhi nehi... Kyunki kitna kuch baaki hai life mein humaare.. Shaadi Honeymoon Bacche phir Honeymoon" her words made his eyes widen coz the mention of their Marriage is very new for him (Main vahan pyaar tak bhi nehi pahucha tha vo Bacche Shaadi aur Honeymoon tak pahuch gayi thi.. Ajab hi thi Meri Khatra Malhotra) "And don't worry itni kamzor insaan nehi hoon main.. Jo suicide attempt kar loon.. Agar tum mujhe nehi milte toh main.. Toh main.." moving more closer to him she said wd cute face making him raise his bows "Toh main Sanyaas.. Le leti.." and finally he smiled at her dramatic voice "Par jaan nehi dungi.." she spoke wd a pride which made him to shook his head
"Toh itna drama karne ki kya zaroorat thi..?" crossing his arms he asked in calm tone
"Aree.. Main test le rahi thi tumhaara.. Jismein tum pass bhi ho gaye.. Lekin haan pehla waala sachmein suicide hi tha.." hearing her nonchantic reply he made a serious face "Par na aage bhi main yeh ek baar aur try zaroor karungi.." hearing her words he shook his head
"Par agli baar main rokunga nehi.. Yaad rakhna" in a very calm voice he spoke which made her giggle
"I know tum rokoge.." staring him she said in confident voice making him shook his head in No (Main sach bol raha tha.. Ki from next time agar kuch aisa karegi naa vo.. Toh main toh nehi rokunga kyunki yeh itni Drama Queen thi ki koi bhi uske pranks par trust nehi kar sakta.. Aur issi baat ko lekar hum dono ke bich choti si argument ho gayi.. I know main jaanta tha ki vo uswaqt apne actual state mein nehi thi par uska behavior toh thoda normal thoda unconcious tha jisse mujhe koi problem nehi thi.. Kyunki main sachmein try dena chaahta tha khudko ki kya waqai main Shilpa ke liye Perfect hoon..!) "Tum maan kyun nehi lete Armaan ki tum rokoge mujhe... Agar main aisa kuch kabhi karungi toh.." putting her both hands on her waist she argued
"Vo toh tumhe uswaqt pata hi chal jaayga.. Jab tum kudogi.. Kyunki main toh nehi rokunga tumhe.. Dekh lena" stepping back he directly challenged which made her pout (I was sure ki next time vo aisa kuch natak hi karegi.. Kyunki yeh uswaqt sirf sach bol rahi thi jo main dekh bhi sakta tha aur uper se Shilpa ne khud kaha ki vo aisa kuch step legi hi nehi humaara future sochke.. Jo maine uswaqt tak toh nehi socha tha par ab zaroor sochta hoon ki kaash kahin se mile vo.. Aur hum humaara future plan kare... Kaaashh!) "And by the way don't forget tumhe yaad nehi rahega kal tak" reminding her he started walking ahead which made her giggle who matched his steps
"Haan.. Lekin tumhe toh yaad rahega naa toh tum bata dena.." saying this smilingly she lightly punched his arm which made him smiled
"Shayad half glass toh maine bhi piya hai.. So no chance ki mujhe yaad rahega..." making a cute fake pity face he answered which made her to think
"Aree haan.. Toh ab..??" she questioned cutely which made him smile
"Ab... Hmm.. Haan iske baare mein hum baad mein sochenge.. Abhi ke liye chalo yahan se.." looking at her he spoke calmly which made her stop in middle
"Nehi.. Mujhe abhi aur yehin rehna hai tumhaare saath.. Aur mere sawaalo ke jawaab bhi toh lene hain.." gripping his wrist she stopped him in middle
"Nehi raat bahoot ho chuki hai.. Chalo yahaan se.." saying this he started again walking which made her pout who stepping back looked at him cutely
"Main nehi jaaungi.. Tumhe jaana hai toh jaao.. Kyunki aaj main bahoot khush hoon ki finally mujhe Mere Armaan ne haan jo keh diya hai.." he rolled his eyes as she said wd dreamy smile on her face "Acha Armaan.. Tum mujhe vo filmy style mein kaho naa.. You love me.." holding his arm she said wd a blush which made him smile too (Uski baate uski smile uski aankhen, uske expressions aur uski har adaa mujhe apni taraf kheech rahi thi..)
"Abhi nehi jab tum hosh mein rahogi tab... Yaani kal.." grabbing her hand firmly he spoke in loving voice which made her to stare him dreamily
"Par mujhe abhi sunna hai.." she insisted cutely on which he shook his head in No "Armaan karo naa.. Varna.. Varna.. Haa.. Main kud jaaungi" he held his head as she blackmailed again
"Tumhe jo karna hai karlo.. Main toh jaa raha hoon.." leaving her hand he announced calmly and wdout looking at her he started walking ahead which made her pout
"Armaan.. Aaahh.." she knowingly shouted in fake painful voice so that he could looked back at her but he already knows she is faking this so he didn't looked back at her "Rehne do mat dekho.. Main toh enjoy karungi yeh Romantic Moonlight Night.. Tum jaao Mr Calm.." she spoke in loud voice which made him smiled who was calmly walking but when his heart ordered him to look back he couldn't stop himself and as he looked back found a happy Shilpa twirling wd dreamy smile on her face while playing wd her white Duppatta, his heartbeat skipped as the light of moon was falling on her white figure (Mera dimaag kitna koshish kar raha tha ki Armaan mud jaa par meri aankhen aur mera dil dono hi sirf uske muskaraate huye chehre ko dekh rahe the as if i am on her spell.. Vo bahoot khush lag rahi thi aur usse khush dekh kar mujhe laga ki.. Ab kissi bhi haal mein main yeh khushi chin nehi sakta usse.. Aur decide kiya ki Next morning hi main sabse baat karunga Humaare rishte ke liye.. Main soch hi raha tha ki kya karna hai.. Itne mein Shilpa ne mujhse gaana gaane ke liye kaha) "Armaan mere liye ek gaana gaao naa.. Please" wraping the duppatta around herself she requested in loving voice which made him smiled
"Nehi.." stepping back he denied smilingly which made her pout
"Koi baat nehi main khud gaa lungi.. Huh!" showing her tounge she started twirling again while singing "Gazab ka hai Din socho zara.. Yeh diwaana pan dekho zara.. Tum ho akele hum bhi akele maza aa raha hai.. Kasam se.. Kasam se" he shook his head wd a loving smile as she sang the song while pointing him who turned back to go when he saw two three men just arrived there in drunken state (Unko dekhne se hi lag raha tha vo nashe mein dube huye hain, aur baate kar rahe the kuch maze karne ki, Pehle toh maine ignore kiya aur chala aaya thoda aage par raaste mein mujhe yaad aaya ki Shilpa toh wahin hai.. Meri dhadkane tez hogayi mere pairo ki tarah jo turant dauda uss taraf.. Aur main jaise hi pahucha dekha vo log Shilpa ki taraf hi badh rahe the jo apni hi duniya mein ghoom rahi thi shayad nehi jaanti thi ki uske aas paas kya ho raha hai.. Main dauda un aadmiyon ke pahuchne se pehle uski taraf aur kheech liya usse apni taraf) "Kasammm... Seeee.." her words stopped in middle as she landed on his arms whose hand held her waist firmly while her Duppatta directly fell above them hidding them inside, her hands were rested on his thumping chest while their faces were inch apart from each other and their eyes got engaged in tranceful eyelock when she smiled taking his breath away from him where as that three boys sitting on bench started talking Rubbish in their drunken state infact didn't even notticed Arsh also "Tumhe pata hai Armaan.." still lost in him she whispered softly on which he just managed to hummed "Pata nehi kyun meri heartbeat tumhe dekh kar humesha tez ho jaati hai aur jab tum mujhe touch karte ho.. Aisa lagta hai current laga mujhe" he couldn't stop his smile hearing her innocent confesion (Mujhe genuinely dilse acha laga tha vo sunke aur main usse kya jawaab deta kyunki main khud wahi same feel karta tha) "Aur tumhaari Dimples qaatilaana hai.. Haayyee mann karta hai kiss karlunn.." poking her finger on his dimples she confessed wd dreamy smile on her face while hearing this his dimples automatically appeared "Dekho abhi bhi.. Mujhe mann kar raha hai toh.. Karun.." saying this innocently she moved to kiss his cheek but he immediately put his palm on her lips who looked at him questioningly which made him smiled who removing his palm looked at her lovingly
"Abhi nehi.. Baad mein.. Kyunki abhi tum hosh mein nehi ho naa.. Jab hosh mein rehna tab karna.. Hmm" tucking her strand of hairs aside he said in loving voice which made her pout who opened her mouth to ask something when removing the duppatta he wrapped around her whose offshoulder dress hidden inside it "So abhi chalte hain yahaan se.." saying this he took a step to walk but she gripped his wrist
"Par.. Mera Titanic pose toh abhi bhi reh gaya hai.." wd a pout she demanded innocently which made him look at her in disbelief (Maine duniya mein isse zyada filmy ladki nehi dekhi thi.. Kyunki Shilpa ko har chiz filmy chaahiye.. I mean seriously.. Cruise par hain toh titanic.. Impossible.. She demands everything in filmy way.. Jo sometimes i wonder zyada nehi hai.. Haan thoda over ho jaayga but jo happiness uske chehre par dikhti uske aage sab fail hai.. Par main vo kar nehi paaya shayad uswaqt laga tha kuch bhi bolti hai.. Par ab.. I can do anything for her only if she come back to me from somewhere..) "Tumhe pata hai maine Titanic 20 baar dekhi hai aur har baar maine yehi socha ki jab tum miloge.. Tab hum apni kahaani aise hi kisi Cruise par likhenge" wd her dreamy look she said in an excited way which made him smiled who shaking his head stepped closer to her calmly and wdout saying anything picked her up on his arms (Main jaanta tha agar main usse kehta chalne ke liye toh vo nehi jaati isiliye maine hi usse utha liya godh mein.. Haan vo tab bhi bol rahi thi aur main usse bas sunn raha tha.. Even lift mein bhi bole jaa rahi thi Shilpa, to be frank vahan bhi is ladki ne jo band bajaayi naa meri.. Pucho mat.. In fact usne toh mujhe ek amusing baat bhi bataayi) "Tumhe pata hai Armaan ek baar maine sapna dekha tha.. Ki tum mere liye gaana gaa rahe ho vo bhi lift mein.." from past minutes she was constantly talking & talking which was making him bore now who was standing calmly wd his back touching the lift wall (Itna bolti haina yeh ladki ki main kya kahoon.. Agar mujhe yahaan bhi choose karna huaa Shilpa aur Rati mein se toh main Rati ko hi choose karta jo shayad isse toh kam hi bolti hai but in comparision to Shilpa varna vo bhi kam nehi hai, Actually dono same hi hain as if sisters ho lekin dono aaj tak mili nehi hain.. I wonder sometimes ki jab milengi dono toh kya haal hoga baaki logo ka.. In fact maine aur Deep ne dono ka naam bhi rakkha hai DO DHAARI TALWAAR... Khair uswaqt toh mera sar dukh raha tha us juice ki wajah se aur uper se Shilpa jo chup hone ka naam hi nehi le rahi thi) "Aise hi lift mein tum gaa rahe the vo bhi romantic.. You know tum mere imagination mein zyada acche ho.. Haayyee.. Vo tumhaare romantic looks killer hai.. Killer" she was saying this wd dreamy look on her face which finally took his attention who looked at her attentively while asking 'Jaise??' wd crossed hands and in an answer she looked at him wd cute intense look which made him to raise his bows amusingly "Jaise.. Tumne uss din aise.. Bilkul aise mujhe dekh kar gaaya tha" putting her both hands besides him she spoke intensly while he pressed his lips to control his chuckle at her looks who had caged him and in a minute narrated him that whole incident of that day when she had imagined him to sing for her 'Aa toh sahi' and hearing this he couldn't hold back his laugh (I was like 'Seriously?' Kyunki main khud kabhi apne aapko imagine nehi kar sakta aisa karte huye.. Par vo toh Shilpa thi jo kuch bhi kar sakti hai.. Toh vo bhi soch liya usnein.. Maine khudko bahoot rokne ki koshish ki par trust me hassi control ho hi nehi rahi thi aur wahin Shilpa mujhe gusse se sunaaye jaa rahi thi ki main kyun hass raha hoon n all.. Par jo baat achi lagi mujhe vo yeh thi ki.. Jab Shilpa vo sab soch rahi thi uswaqt mujhe laga vo Deep tha par kya pata tha uske khush hone ki wajah hi main tha..) "Tum kyun hass rahe ho.." she lightly slapped his arm who taking a sigh looked up at her after controlling his laugh and before he could answer the lift's door opened making them reached on their floor
"Baad mein bataaunga abhi chalo.." saying this he grabbed her hand and looking around in corridors he walked towards her room who made a face coz she want to stay wd him more so she pulled her hand back wd grumpy look which made Armaan frowned who looked back at her "Ab kya huaa??" he questioned in low voice staring her
"Tum humesha mere saath aisa karte ho.. Pehle promise karke phir tod dete ho.. Aur mere sawaalo ke jawaab bhi nehi dete.. Bas bhaagte ho mujhse.. Jaise main koi alien hoon.." in her cute innocent voice she complained which made his mouth shut (Main samajh gaya tha ki shayad vo juice ab uske uper asar karna shuru kar chuka hai.. Lekin phir bhi main jaanta tha vo sach bol rahi hai.. Kyunki uski jagah koi bhi hota aise hi questions karta.. Par main usko us haalat mein yeh nehi samjha sakta tha ki.. Main bas uske hosh mein aane ka wait kar raha hoon so that main share kar sakoon usse.. Ek nayi zindagi shuru kar sakun uske saath) "Isilye ab yeh Alien tumhaare saath nehi jaaygi jab tak tum.. Mere sawaalo ke jawab nehi de dete" she almost ordered him in an angry way which made him gulped who stepped back slowly as she pointed her index finger
"Aa.. Shhi.. Shilpa.. Thoda dheere bolo.. Hum" he tried to calm her anger down in his hasitated voice coz now his back completely touched wd her room's door (Mujhe bas ek hi baat ki fikar thi ki koi dekh naa le hume.. Aur uper se uska gussa vo ek alag hi level par tha)
"ENOUGH!! Nehi sunna mujhe kuch kyunki bahoot ho gaya.. Yaah toh mere jawaab do yaah phir.. Yaah phir.. Haan.. Bhaad mein jao" poking his chest she almost ordered him who opened his mouth to say something but immediately shut down coz of her serious look
"Acha main tumhaare sawaal.." but before he could make her understand she put her palm on his lips whos brows narrowed
"Chup bilkul chup.. Ab tabhi bolna jab jawaab ho.. Aur tabhi mujhse baat karna.. Huh!!" ordering him she moved back and went towards his room (I was shocked at her guts.. I mean sachmein vo uswaqt mujhe aise order dekar gayi jaise main uska boyfriend hoon.. Aur kuch palo ke liye mujhe laga ki agar hum sachmein kisi relationship mein aa gayye tab kya hoga mera.. Main soch hi raha tha ki dekha Shilpa mere room mein chali gayi, main toh dar gaya ki yeh kar kya rahi hai, agar kisine dekha toh.. Main jaa hi raha tha apne room ki taraf ki saamne se Surbhi aa gayi aur mere saamne aakar khadi ho gayi apne angry look ke saath.. Main kuch bol paata usse pehle Surbhi ne mujhpe chillaana shuru kar diya Yeh kehkar ki main itna andha kaise ho sakta hoon n all..)
"I Mean seriously Armaan.. Tum itne bade stupid kaise ho sakte ho jo yeh nehi dekh sakte ki Shilpa aaj bhi tumse pyaar karti hai.. Aur tum ek Patthar ki murti bankar khade raho dekho kaise teen zindagiyaan barbaad ho rahi hain.. Aree aise kaise tum kuch feel nehi karte uske liye.. Shilpa aisi hai ki ek robot ko bhi usse pyaar ho jaaye.. Aur ek tum ho.. Patthar ke Sanam Armaan jisse koi farq nehi padta kisi ke emotions se.." she was saying this in full angry tone which only made him quiet but Yes his eyes were fixed on his room's door "Ab kuch bolte kyun nehi.. Sahi mein tum patthar hi ho.. Jisse kisi se farq nehi padta.. Bolo.. Mere sawaalo ka jawaab do Armaan..??" she almost blasted on him but her voice was low while Armaan didn't paid attention to her coz his mind was inside his room from where he heard a voice which was of something broken (Jisse dekho apne sawaalo ke jawab chaahiye the mujhse uswaqt as if KBC chalu ho.. Khair uswaqt toh mera dhyaan apne room mein hi tha toh maine Surbhi ko ignore karna zaroori samjha..)
"Surbhi main baad mein baat karta hoon.." taking an excuse he moved ahead to go when she blocked his way coz her eyes landed on his hand which was holding Shilpa's duppatta
"Mujhe ignore mat karo.. Aur ek sawaal ka jawaab do.. Yeh kiska duppatta lekar ghoom rahe ho..?" crossing her arms she questioned suspiciously whose eyes closed down coz of her notice
"Vo.. Aa.. Haan.. Vo.. Yeh.. Duppatta actually.." he started thoughtfully coz nothing came inside his head (Uswaqt aisa lag raha tha ki itni buri tarah fasa hoon naa main.. Ki kaise niklunga is musibat se.. Aur dimaag mein kuch aa bhi toh nehi raha tha.. Tabse Surbhi ne notice bhi kar liya yeh duppatta Shilpa ka hai..)
"Ek minute.. Ek minute.. Yeh toh Shilpa ka duppatta haina??" taking the duppatta she questioned suspiciously which made him gulped who immediately pulled back the duppatta "Yeh tumhaare paas kaise aaya..? Kya chal raha hai yeh sab..?" she looked at him doubtfully (Agar Surbhi ko zara bhi shaq hota naa.. Toh vo ussi waqt us baat ka issue bana deti yeh main jaanta tha.. Isiliye usse nehi bataaya, haan agar iski jagah Gautmi aunty hoti toh main khud Shilpa ko unhe saup deta)
"Vo haan.. Yeh.. Gautmi aunty ne diya.. Shayad Shilpa unke room mein bhool gayi thi.. Toh maine socha main hi usse de doon.. Toh bas.." but before he could finish his fake answer she cutted his sentence
"Nehi..tum mat jaao.. Tumhe dekh ke usse bura lagega.. Isse accha main hi de deti hoon usko.." almost ordering him she took the duppatta which made him a little worried (Mere mann mein aaya ki agar yeh room mein gayi aur Shilpa ko nehi dekha andar toh pata nehi kya karegi.. Isiliye maine duppatta chin liya usse wapas)
"Mujhe nehi pata.. Par Gautmi aunty ne kaha hai toh mujhe karna hi padega.. So subhe hote hi usse main de dunga.. Abhi vo so rahi hogi naa.. Thak ke" saying this hurriedly he stepped back where as she was still stunned by his move but now she got angry that why is caring about Shilpa when he didn't have any feelings for her
"Rehne do.. Main hi de dungi.." trying to pull back the duppatta she refused which made him a little surprised who tighten his hold on the duppatta (Thodi der ke liye hum dono mein Tug of War ho chuka tha duppatte ko lekar, par thoda extra sweet aur calm way mein tha vo.. Lekin phir mujhe yaad aaya Shilpa toh akele mere room mein hai pata nehi kya gadbad kar rahi hogi andar.. Yehi sochke maine Duppatta kheecha zor se apni taraf aur phir maine jaan bujhkar Shaad ka naam pukaara jisse Surbhi peeche mudi aur main jaldi se apne room ke andar bhaga jo luckily lock nehi kiya tha Shilpa ne and i also know Surbhi ko jhatka zaroor laga hoga mere behavior se) "I don't believe this koi itna bura kaise ho sakta hai.." she thought as Armaan locked the room from inside "Kya farq padta hai Surbhi.. Jab isse Shilpa ki baato se farq nehi pada toh tu toh sirf dost hai... Acha hua tune Shaad ka love thukra diya varna tu bhi roti hi rehti Shilpa ki tarah.. Arrgghh i hate this life" mumbling to herself angrily she went inside her room wd heavyheart, Yes Shaad had proposed her but she rejected his love coz she had seen her friends crying in love so she feard of that love, that's why she rejected Shaad but deep down inside her heart she loves him, only coz of fear she refused his proposal.. Meanwhile inside Armaan's room everything was not okay coz as he stepped inside his room found her jewelleries on couch also the lights of his room was put off only the light of the blue moon was shinning inside his room from balcony while her sandles were thrown here & there on floor
"Yeh kahan gayi??" throwing the duppatta on bed he looked around for Shilpa when his eyes landed on floor where a broken vase was scattered near his bathroom side "Kahin Shilpa ko chot toh nehi lag gayi.." he mumbled in worried tone while walking inside his other room which was empty so he checked the cupboard which was also had no trace of her "Kaha jaa sakti hai.." now he got confused for her and in a minute checked his room but she was nowhere to be seen (Uswaqt suddenly meri heartbeat skip hone lagi usse naa pakar apne room mein aur main bahar jaane waala hi tha ki mujhe yaad aaya balcony toh check kiya hi nehi.. Main jaise hi vahan pahucha dekha vo wahin zameen par baithi hai and trust me usse dekhne ke baad mere Dil mein jo relief aaya vo shayad hi kisi din aaya hoga mujhe) "Yahan kyun baithi ho.." kneeling beside her calmly he asked in soft voice coz he can guess she was upset on something, she was sitting wd her back touching the wall while her hands & chin were put on her knees wd sad look on her face
"Tumse matlab.." turning her face away from him she replied wd a pout which made him smile who shaking his head sat beside her quietly and for few minutes there was complete silence b/w them, he was staring the moon light & star filled sky wd calm look while she had rested her head on her knees while staring the space wd moist eyes but as the cold chilly wind touched their bodies, Armaan realised he was wd her (Main uswaqt vo khamoshi mehsoos karna chaahta tha kyunki jo thandi hawaaye aur khubsoorat ehsaas mujhe Shilpa ke saath mil rahi thi unhe main humesha ke liye apne paas rakhna chaahta tha.. Lekin jab maine Shilpa ki khamoshi notice ki laga kuch huaa hai usse)
"Acha yeh toh bataao aise chup kyun ho.. Aur vo vase kaise toota and most important tumne apni jewelleries kyun nikaali??" hearing his non stop questions she got angry and immediately looked at him wd tearful eyes which made him stunned (Main toh shock tha uski aankhen dekh kar.. That means vo isliye chup thi kyunki ro rahi thi)
"Meri marzi main chup rahoon.. Tum bhi toh rehte ho jab main kuch bolti hoon toh.." she directly taunted in angry tone which made him puzzled coz he was not getting why she sudden got angry?? "Tumhe toh farq bhi nehi padta main rahoon yaah naa rahoon.." she sniffed staring him hurtfully while his heart ache seeing her crying (Mujhe samajh hi nehi aa raha tha ki ab kya kar diya maine jisse yeh ro rahi hai..)
"Kya keh rahi ho tum Shilpa.. Maine aisa kya?" but before he could clear anything she stood up angrily
"Haan tabhi toh.. Tumhe meri parwa nehi.. Aur chizo ki parwa hai.. Haan tumhaara vase toota mujhse galti se kyunki main takra gayi thi usse.. Aur haan nikaali maine jewelleries kyunki mujhe itching ho rahi thi usse.. Aur kuch?" as he stood up she answered his questions in angry way which made him to step closer to her slowly "Sach bolo.. Tum pyaar nehi karte naa mujhse.. Sirf mujhe bachaane ke liye bola naa wahan.. Jhoot bola naa tumne Armaan..??" holding his shirt from front she questioned tearfully which made him tensed coz he was not understanding why she is behaving like this
"Aisa nehi hai Shilpa.. I.. I.. Actually.. I really.. Lo.." but before his nervous voice could get finish she stepped back hurtfully
"Rehne do.. Zindagi bhar sirf I..i..ii.. Karte rahoge isse accha mat hi kaho.. Jab mean nehi karte" she said in hurtful tone which made him silent for seconds (Haan main nehi keh sakta tha kyunki.. Mere liye bahoot hard hai kissi ke saath apni feelings share karna.. Aur Shilpa vo toh uswaqt meri zindagi ban gayi thi toh usse bataana tha mujhe par jab vo apne actual senses mein ho tab) "Sach bolo tum kissi aur se pyaar karte hona..?" gripping his shirt again she asked wd tears on her eyes which made him to hold her waist slowly
"Nehi.. Aisa bilkul nehi hai..Tumhaare siwa koi nehi hai mere life mein" cupping her face he whispered in soft voice but she jerked his hands away from her cheek
"Jhoot.. Agar aisa hai toh vo phone pe kaun thi jiska abhi phone aaya tha.. Jisne tumhe.. Tumhe.. Love u kaha.." hitting his chest lightly she sniffed which made him frowned but soon it downed inside his head that it must be Rati (Uski baate sunne ke baad mujhe realise huaa.. Yaani yeh phone ke liye gussa hai.. Jo i am sure Rati ka hoga kyunki vo jahan par hai vahan uswaqt din tha.. And may be jab main bahar Surbhi ke saath tha tab Shilpa ne phone uthaaya ho aur Rati ki awaaj sunne ke baad usse kuch aur hi laga ho..? Main yeh sab calculate kar hi raha tha ki Shilpa mujhse dur ho gayi thoda) "Tum kabhi nehi samjhoge Armaan.. Ki pyaar kya hota hai.. Ki Pyaar mein har ek choti baat se farq padta hai.. Kaash tum samajh paate meri feelings.. Kaash tumhe realise hota ki kya beetati hogi mujhpar jab main tumhe.. Tumhe kisi aur ke saath dekhti hoon.." wd tears on her eyes she complained in hurtful tone which was only making him hurt who slowly approached towards her (Ek hi cheez nehi dekh sakta vo hai uske aansoon.. Jo mujhe kabhi khushi nehi dete the aur jo baate vo bol rahi thi vo main aur sunna chaahta tha kyunki.. Yeh waali Shilpa mujhe puri tarah se Own kar rahi thi) "Tumhe toh yeh bhi nehi pata Armaan.. Ki jab tum chale gayye the kaise mere yeh 16 saal gayye tumhaare bina.. Tum toh bhool bhi gayye mujhe aur main yahaan sirf tumhe yaad karti thi.. Mera Guilt meri Sympathy sab Pyaar ban gaya tumhaare liye" her broken words made his heart smitten while tears shimmered on his eyes hearing this who directly stood in front of her "Tumhe toh dekha bhi nehi tha maine.. Tab bhi pyaar karti thi tumse yeh sochke ki agar tumhe dekh liya toh mann karega tumhaare paas aane ka.. Sirf tumhari awaaz sunti thi jab tum Dubai mein the.. Aur tumhaari awaaz bhi mujhe mazboor karti thi tumhe aur pyaar karne ke liye Aur tumhaare hone ka ehsaas dilaati thi ki tum ho mere aas paas." holding his shirt she looked up wistfully while a tear roll down from his cheek hearing her words (Zindagi bhar main pyaar ke liye tarsa tha aur Shilpa ki baate sunne ke baad laga ki shayad isiliye mujhe kabhi pyaar ka ehsaans nehi ho paaya kisi aur ke saath kyunki koi tha jo mere liye bana tha kyunki koi tha jo mujhse is duniya mein sabse zyada pyaar karta tha.. Aur shayad uska pyaar hi vo medicine hai jo mujhe akelepan se dur kheech laaye.. Bas yehi aaya mere dimaag mein uswaqt) "Tumhe toh ehsaans bhi nehi hai.. Ki main kitni akeli hoon tumhaare bina.. Jab ki mere paas sab kuch hai bas ek tumhi nehi ho.. Pata nehi kaise tum mera sab kuch ban gayye Armaan.. Pata nehi kaise tum mere liye sabse important ban gayye.. Aur pata nehi kaise.." she was saying this emotionally when he put his palm on her lips while his one hand held her waist softly and pulled her closer to him not leaving any single distance b/w them
"Shayad tumhe meri hona tha.. Shayad mujhe tumhaara hona tha.. Shayad hum dono sirf ek dusre ke liye bane hain.." he whispered in soft emotional tone staring deep in her eyes who sniffed hearing this where as his palm was still put on her quivering lips "Aur confirm main tumse pyaar karta hoon.. Bahoot karta hoon.. I think vo tumhi ho jiske liye main sab kuch aur sabko chod sakta hoon.." cupping her face softly he whispered emotionally which made her cry wd small small hiccups "Ssshhh.. I am sorryy.. Bahoot rulaaya haina tumhe.. Sorry" still cupping her face he touched their foreheads lovingly which made her hold tight on his shoulder
"Toh vo.. Vo.. Ladki..?" still wd hicupps she managed to question staring at him who wd a tearful smile caged her on his arms then cleared her cheeks from her strained tears
"Vo meri ek bahoot acchi dost hai.. Jo mera bahoot dhyaan rakhti hai.. Lekin vo sirf acchi dost hai aur kuch nehi.." siding her flicks from her face he replied softly but a smile reached his lips as he found her pouted face
"Par main tumhe usse zyada pyaar karti hoon aur care bhi.." hearing her innocent words he smiled heartly and in seconds pulled her in tight passionate hug while mumbling 'Janta hoon' (Jo bhi baate maine Shilpa se kahi thi vo usse pehle kabhi realise nehi ki thi.. Shayad Shilpa ko rota huaa dekh mere dil ki saari feelings bahar aa gayi thi.. Even main bhool chuka tha Shilpa ko uske room mein wapas bhejna tha bas yaad thi toh Shilpa mere paas vo bhi raat ke 2:30 baje.. Khair uswaqt tak main apne aap par se loose kho chuka tha par shayad Shilpa ko uswaqt bhi kuch yaad tha) "Armaan mere liye gaana gaaona.." still hugging him she requested in cute voice while he was taking her fragrance inside him dazely but as she nudged him while coming out from their passionate hug he looked at her wd a frown "Gaao mere liye gaana.. Jaante hona mera sapna hai.." he shook his head at her childishness (Main thodi der ke liye bhool hi gaya tha vo Shilpa hai jisse sirf apni chalaani rehti hai.. Uswaqt bhi vo meri sunne ko ready nehi thi aur bas yehi keh rahi thi gaao.. Aur jab maine mana kar diya toh gusse mein vo room ke andar chali gayi, mujhe nehi chaahte huye jaana pada uske peeche..)
"Shilpa kya bachpana hai yeh yaar.. Dekho.. Raat bahoot ho chuki hai.. Aur agar maine gaana gaaya toh sabko disturb hoga.. Aur vo sab uth jaayenge" he tried to convince her who was sitting on a small table wd her back facing him
"Toh uthne do.. Tumhaare liye toh main important hoon naa.. Toh phir kya problem hai" she argued in her cute angry tone wdout looking back at him who shook his head tiredly and sat beside her but in opposite side (Main samajh gaya tha ki yeh bina mujhse gaana gavaaye rahegi nehi.. Toh finally haar maan li uske aage) "Rehne do bahaane mat do, isse accha main tumse baat hi naa karoon kyunki tum toh sunte hi nehi meri.. Aur agar aaj nehi sunoge toh matlab puri zindagi nehi sunn paaoge.. Toh kya faida mera tumse kuch kehne ka.. Kyunki naa toh tumne mere liye gaana gaaya aur naa hi mere kisi sawaal ka jawaab diya.." she was continuously blabbering & blabbering wdout noticing he have brought his guitar now "Jab tum mere liye ek chota saa gaana nehi gaa sakte.. Tab zindagi bhar kya khaak saath doge.. Aur konsa maine tumse Taj Mahal maang liya.. Ek choti si.." she was complaining when she heard the tune of guitar which made her stop in middle
"Asmani rang hoo.. Pyaar ki boond hooo.." hearing his voice she immediately looked back at him surprisingly only to find him playing the guitar strings while looking down on floor "Roshni hoo.. Dhup hoo.. Chahaton ki gunj ho.." he looked at her while singing this where as she was smitten by his words who smiled at her face "Aanchal mein hain phanak chaandni.. Haathon mein woh chaand hain.." moving his face closer to her he sang smilingly which made her smiled "Gairon se bhi hai waastan.. Apno mein pehchaan hai.." pinching her nose tip lovingly he sang which made her blushed a little "Taratarira.. Taratarira.. Tu zindagii.. Mera izhaar hai.. Pyaar hi pyaar hai.. Yaaro ki yaar hai.. Tu zindagi.." putting the guitar side he sang lovingly and tucked her strand of hairs aside from her face who stared him in Awe "Tujhse main kya kahun.. Tu hi mera sukoon.. Sang tere rahun.. Tu zindagi.." she blushed in this state also coz of his words who grabbing her both hands he sang in loving voice and for few minutes there was complete silence b/w them only the sound of cold wind can be heard inside the room (Mujhe toh pata hi nehi tha ki is ladki ko blush karna bhi aata hai.. Aur toh aur vo chup bhi ho gayi thi jo mere liye bahoot new tha but yes.. Mujhe ek weapon mil gaya tha usse khamosh karne ka.. Vo jo moment tha usse main aaj bhi bahar nehi aa paaya hoon.. Kaash vo pal wahin tham jaata) "Acha maine toh gaa liya ab tum gaao.." as he said this her bowed head lifted up shockingly
"Kya?? Par main.. Tumhaare jitna accha nehi gaati.." hearing her cute innocent voice he smiled and tighten his hold on her hands
"Nehi.. Tum bahoot accha gaati ho.. Jaise mere birthday par gaaya tha.. Trust me mujhe bahoot accha lagega agar tum gaaogi.. U know thoda company milegi" playing wd her fingers he cheered in calm voice which made her stare him lovingly
"Thik hai.. Par main akele nehi gaaungi.. Kyunki agar main bhool gayi toh tum hasoge.. Isiliye tumhe bhi mere saath gaana hoga" he chuckled at her cute voice and then giving a nod in Yes picked up his guitar (Shayad vo jo juice tha yaa medicine jo bhi tha uska asar bahoot pehle se hi mujhpar shuru ho gaya tha isiliye toh sab kuch aur sabko bhool gaya tha.. Yaad thi toh sirf Shilpa jiske saath main vo moment jeena chaahta tha) "Asmani rang hoon.. Pyaar ki boond hoon.. Roshni ka ang hoon.. Main teri dhup hoon.." his fingers stopped on guitar strings as he heard her voice who was only staring him lovingly "Tujhse hi hai.. Meri bandagi.. Tujhse meri jaan hai.." he looked at her slowly as her words registered inside his head while she moved closer to him smilingly "Saaya tera.. Mera aashiaan.. Tu mera.. Armaan hai.." siding his hairs from his forehead she sang which made him emotional who smiled slowly as she blew air on his face "Lalalalala.. Tu zindagiii.. Mera izhaar tu.. Mera iqraar tu.. Pyaar hi pyaar tu.. Tu zindagi.." putting her one hand on his cheek she sang lovingly then brushed their nose tip which made him smiled
"Taratarira.. Tu zindagi.. Tujhse main kya kahun.." he gripped her hand which was put on his cheek and kissed there lovingly which made her green eyes shined wd shyness
"Mujhse kuch naa kaho.." she sang while staring him lovingly when he pulled her closer to him almost locking her on his arm and they both sang at the same time "Sang tere rahun.. Tu zindagi" brushing their nose tip smilingly they felt the completeness on each others arms when Armaan pulled her in a loving hug (I can't define main uswaqt kya feel kar raha tha Shilpa ke saath.. Vo ek aisa moment tha jo aaj bhi fresh hai mere andar.. As if abhi thodi der pehle ki hi baat ho.. Jitna confusion guilt aur jo bhi problems the vo sab chale gayye the sirf Shilpa ki presence ki wajah se.. Jo mere liye sabse badh kar tha.. I was lost in her sab kuch bhula diya tha even khud ko bhi)
"Armaan.. Ek aur gaana gaaona mere liye" hearing her sweet voice he moved back from their long loving hug but still they were sticked together
"Indian Idol nehi chaalu hai.. Jo gaane gava rahi ho mujhse sirf.." hearing his sarcastic reply she pouted while he started playing wd her fingers
"Toh kya huaa.. Tum toh mere boyfriend.. Nehi mere soulmate ho.. Toh itna kar hi sakte ho.." he was amused by her words specially the words 'Boyfriend & Soulmate' coz its very new for him who wd a smile looked down at her fingers again but soon his smile faded as he saw the engagement ring on her ring finger "Aur vaise bhi.. Jab humaari shaadi hogi tab toh tumhe sirf gaane hi gaane honge mere liye.. Chaahe vo humaari First night ho yaah Honeymoon.." she was saying this cheerfully wdout noticing his serious face which was only fixed on her ring (Maine jaise hi ring dekha mujhe yaad aaya.. Aree Shilpa toh Deep ki fiance hai duniya ke liye aur kya pata jo baate mujhe Shilpa se pata chali vo jhooti ho, Haan maana engagement ka jhoota scene maine apni aankhon se dekha tha par ho toh yeh bhi sakta ho uska koi aur reason ho kyunki Shilpa uswaqt nashe mein thi toh kya pata usse kisi medicine ki jagah drink di gayi ho aur vo kuch bhi bol rahi ho.. Main aise kaise yakeen kar loon, specially jab tak main Deep se khud jaakar baat nehi kar leta tab tak toh bilkul yakeen nehi kar sakta.. Haan uswaqt mujhe yeh bhi yakeen tha ki vo sach bol rahi hai par kahin na kahin mujhe dar tha ki mere kisi wrong move se Deep ki life mein problem naa aa jaaye.. Aur mujhe Shilpa se bhi janna tha sach kya hai kyunki uswaqt vo apne actual state mein nehi thi aur naa main tha par phir bhi kuch toh hosh tha mujhe toh dur ho gaya main usse ek baar phir) "Aur tumhe pata hai.. Main chaahti hoon ki jab bhi main gussa rahoon tum sirf gaana gaao mere liye.. Aur raato ko.." but before our poor baby could finish her wish list he stood up immediately and stepped back wd shocked look which made her confused "Kya huaa??" in an innocent voice she asked while standing up
"Kk..kuch nehi.. Tum chalo.. Main tumhe tumhaare room tak chod doon" wdout meeting her eyes he spoke in hasitated voice which made her heart sank who wd grumpy look walked in front of him
"Nehi jaaungi.. Aur kyun jaaun.. Jab tum yahaan ho toh main vahaan jaakar kya karungi" moving closer to him she pouted which made him to control hard not to respond to her talks
"Dekho Shilpa raat bahoot ho chuki hai aur.." he tried to make her understand but he freezed as she hugged him slowly (I was freezed.. Kyunki main jaan gaya tha ab Shilpa ko sambhaalna impossible hai.. Kyunki mere dil ne pehle hi haar maan li thi.. Par mere dimaag mein uswaqt bhi Deep tha toh nehi chaahte huye mujhe usper first time in History chilaana pada) "Please Shilpa dur raho yaar mujhse.." trying to push her he spoke in calm voice but when her hold tighten on his back wd her mumble 'Nehi' he got frustrated "Samajh mein nehi aata.. Kabse keh raha hoon dur raho.. Toh matlab dur raho.." jerking her away from him he yelled on her who was bewildered by his move "Chalo main tumhe tumhaare room tak chod doon.." grabbing her wrist he said in frustrated tone and started walking ahead when she pulled her hand back hurtfully
"Nehi jaana mujhe.. Tum humesha yehi karte ho.. Meri feelings ki koi kadar nehi haina tumhe.." hearing her cracked voice he looked at her wd serious face but it soon softened as he saw tears on her eyes "Jab mann kiya paas aa gayye jab mann kiya dur chale gayye.." she cried while staring down on floor which made him guilty who stepped towards her "Jab mann kiya Kiss kar liya jab mann kiya dhakka de diya.. Aakhir samajh ke kya rakkha hai tumne mujhe" her words made some sense inside his head who moved to cup her face wd moist eyes (Vo bilkul sahin thi apni jagah kyunki mere confused love se maine usse already bahoot takleef de di thi aur uswaqt usse rota dekha nehi gaya mujhse.. Isiliye ek baar phir maine haar maan li uske aage)
"Shilpa meri.." stepping closer to her he tried to make her understand who stepped back while pushing his hands away from her cheeks tearfully "Acha sorry.. Bahoot rulaata hoon naa main tumhe.." he apologized emotionally while trying to touch her who was pushing him everytime but as her back touched the wall she looked up at him sadly "I am sorry.. Par main kya karun yaar main bahoot confuse hoon kuch cheezo se.." he whispered softly while holding her shoulders who looked up at his teary face "Mujhe samajh nehi raha main kya karun.. Aur toh aur meri feelings.." but before he could say something ahead she put her palm on his lips whose wet eyes looked at her silently
"Mujhe kuch nehi sunna.." staring up at him she whispered softly making him watch her wd soft look "Mujhe kuch nehi janna mujhe toh sirf.. Tumse matlab hai.." cupping his cheeks she whispered in loving voice which was enough for him to forget about everyone "Kyunki tum mera sab kuch ho Armaan.." saying this softly she hugged him tightly making him to loose himself completely on her (That was the moment when i forgot everyone & everything.. I completely losted myself on her.. Itna ki mera khud par koi zor nehi tha.. Bas Shilpa thi itna pata tha aur usse apne aapse ek pal ke liye bhi dur nehi karna chaahta tha.. Isiliye toh vo ho gaya jo nehi hona chaahiye tha..) "I love you Armaan.." she whispered lostly while kissing his side of neck wd her hands inside his hairs whose hands were caressing her back passionately and as she kissed his neck his face hided inside her hairs dazedly coz she was provoking desires inside him, it was getting hard for him to control himself coz her lips's brushes on his neck was creating havoc inside him whose hands pulled her more closer to him when she slowly moved her head back only to look at his magnificient eyes which were only fixed on her face in surrender, they stared in each other's eyes lostly creating an inch's distance b/w their anticipated lips when tip toeing her legs Shilpa placed her trembling lips on his softly whose hold tightened on her bare waist, closing her eyes she tried to take his response coz he was only standing wd closed eyes silently but as she started placing kisses on his chin & lips his hearbeat skipped who accepting his defeat pulled her in passionate kiss while banging them wd the wall, wd each passing seconds their passion grew higher while his hands were feeling her every curves passionately as if absorbing her touch inside him where as her fingers were playing wd his soft hairs making it mess up and getting out of breath they parted slowly wd their foreheads joined, she slowly lifted her eyes on him who flipped his eyes only to locked wd her green ocean whose few strands of hairs were sticked on his cheek, his passion rose as he saw her swollen lips so he took them in gentle kiss which made her hold tight on his shoulder and as he was making her weak her hands were opening his shirt's buttons lostly trying to feel his skin.. After their gentle kiss they parted while panting wd heavy breaths when Armaan's eyes landed on her face which was glowing wd the light of moon and in a very carful way he sided her flicks from her face softly who opened her eyes slowly "Armaan.." she breathed his name as his lips brushed on her warm crimson cheek while his nose tip trached her cheeks passionately which only made her restless "Armaan please.." fisting his shirt she pulled him more closer to her coz he was making her restless, the fact is that he was loving his effect on her coz the way her body was reacting at his every touch was 'Mesmerizing' for him and trying to feel her every skin his hands were touching her bare waist which was only making her knees weak when his head decended down and he started placing urgent kisses on her neck, shoulder & cleavage which made her out of breath who pushing him lightly moved ahead to go coz at that moment it was enoug for her heart to feel his touch but before she could move ahead he immediately pulled her back by her arm (I know i was not in my senses at that time.. But the thing which matters to me was Shilpa.. Jo uswaqt mere paas thi.. Usse zyada kuch nehi chaahiye tha mujhe)
"I don't want to stay.. Wdout you Shilpa" hugging her from behind he whispered in soft voice near her ear who closed her eyes in surrender while grabbing his hand which was put on her waist and as her whole weight shifted on him he started planting numerous kisses on her neck, ear, cheek wherever was possible for him.. Making her face him he caged her on his arms and lowering his face on her neck he started giving feather like kisses there which only increased Shilpa's desperation and in a response she pulled him more closer to her, where as not controlling himself he very carefully lifted her on his arms then made her laye on bed wd him above.. Their eyes met in loving eyelock and a small smile came on her face as she realised that finally Armaan Malik is goint to become her, For her his confession & love means everything to her who only wants to become his first & last, she only knows from how long she had craved for his love and care in fact she had died for his little response also but now when he is wd her she don't know 'How to store this happiness' plus the joy of his confession was still fresh on her heart

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