Saturday, 13 October 2018

Part 6 : Sab Mera Tu (season 2)


'A DREAM I NEVER WISHED TO WAKE UP' 

"Kya huaa..?" finding her staring him lovingly he asked in soft voice while tucking her hairs aside from her rosy cheek who in an answer moved her one hand on his cheek then traced his dimple wd her thumb lovingly and before he could ask something again she traced his face softly which only made his hearbeat skipped, he closed his eyes feeling her magical touch and in response he grabbed her that hand affectionally
"Pata hai Armaan.. Jab mujhe realise huaa tha ki main tumse pyaar karti hoon.. Mujhe laga tha ki tum jab aaoge aur jab main tumse yeh kahungi.. Tum turant haan keh doge aur hum ussi din shaadi kar lenge.." hearing her innocent confession his dimples appeared on his cheeks which made her poke finger there smilingly "Lekin jab tumne mana kiya tha aisa laga.. Duniya hi chali gayi meri.. Jaise kuch nehi ho mere paas.." her voice turned sad which only made him guilty and closing his eyes he kissed her hand lovingly then on her wrist wd same love


"Par.. Ab hai.. Mere paas bhi aur tumhaare paas bhi.. Aur jaanti ho vo kya hai??" staring at her oceanetic green eyes he whispered in soft tone which made her to nod in No cutely and it made him smiled who kissed her nose tip lovingly "Hum dono.. Ek dusre ke liye.. Samjhi.. Meri Khatra" playing wd her hairs's little curls he answered honestly which made her smiled whose hands went inside his shirt which was definately opened by her only, she traced his abs, chest & back then pulled him more closer to her who in a response hided his face on her neck then started loving her gently
"Armaan.." She moaned his name as he brushed their lips then started planting gentle kisses on all over her face specially near her wanting lips which only increased her passion whose hands moved inside his hairs and in a seconds he took her lips again on his softly, They both were unaware about everyone or their current situation the only thing they were aware about was Them! While entwinning their fingers he stared at her closed eyes (Haan main uswaqt apne senses mein nehi tha par iska matlab yeh bhi nehi tha ki main humaari situation nehi jaanta tha, Uswaqt Shilpa mere saamne thi chaahta toh ek second mein humaare bich ki saari distance khatam kar sakta tha par.. Main aisa koi stupid sa move lekar sab kuch kharaab nehi kar sakta tha isiliye main ussi waqt ruk gaya.. Yeh soch kar ki jab main aur Shilpa milenge toh vo pal aise wdout senses nehi hoga..)
"So jaao ab.." kissing her forehead he mumble lovingly which made her pout
"Par.. Agar main so jaaungi.. Toh main sab kuch bhool jaaungi.. Jo main bhoolna nehi chaahti Armaan" hearing her cute voice he smiled and in loving way kissed her cheek who was waiting for her answer
"Nehi bhulogi.. Main hoon naa.. Par abhi raat bahoot ho chuki hai toh so jaao.. Chalo aankhen band karo.." saying this smilingly he put his palm on her eyes who closed it slowly making him relaxed
"Thik hai.. Par yaad zaroor dilaana.. Bhulna mat.." she almost ordered him who chuckled while promising her and taking her in his arms he caressed her hairs softly which soothed her mind who went in deep slumber still hugging him (Vo moment main kabhi nehi bhul sakta.. Shilpa toh thodi der mein so bhi gayi thi but main sona nehi chaahta tha kyunki jaanta tha ki agar so gaya thoh kya pata main bhool jaaun jo us raat huaa.. Main sirf Shilpa ko dekh raha tha sote huye jo uswaqt bahoot masoom aur khubsoorat lag rahi thi itna ki meri nazre hat hi nehi rahi thi uspar se.. Haan mere liye vo raat puri sadiyon ke barabar hai, vo is puri zindagi jeene ke liye kaafi hai mere liye) "Shayad hi main tumse dur reh paaon ab Shilpa.." staring her lovingly he thought while caressing her cheek who shifted closer to him which made him smiled (Aur pata nehi kahan se usse dekhte dekhte mere dimaag mein aaya ki Shilpa ko uske room mein pahuchaana hoga vo bhi subhe hone se pehle.. And wdout wasting any second i picked her up carefully.. Aur chod aaya usse uske room mein, haan bahoot difficult tha mere liye usse chodke jaana par karna toh tha hi yeh sochkar ki next morning sab thik hoga.. Phir kya tha usse chodne ke baad uski cheeze bhi chod aaya uske room mein aur wapas aakar sochne laga ki mujhe kisi bhi haal mein nehi sona hai.. Par shayad kismat ko kuch aur hi manzoor tha..Pata nehi kaise mujhe neend aa gayi aur jab next morning utha kuch yaad nehi tha except ki Shilpa mere room mein aayi thi last night.. Actually jabse main utha tha mera sar bahoot dukh raha tha aur kuch samajh mein hi nehi aa raha tha, even ek cold shower ke baad bhi kuch yaad nehi aa raha tha.. Aur agar yaad tha toh Deep-Shilpa ki engagement jo maine dekhi thi jiske baad main usse puchne waala tha, Deep-Shilpa ka mere room mein aana, Deep ke jaane ke baad Shilpa ka behosh hona.. Uske baad ka kuch yaad nehi tha, haan kuch chize blur dikh rahi thi par yaad nehi tha, so maine calculate kiya May be Shilpa jab behosh ho gayi ho maine usko uske room mein chod diya ho.. Bas zyada kuch nehi.. Par uswaqt bhi mere dimaag aaya ki mujhe Deep se milna hai, baat karni hai, puchna hai engagement ke scene ke baare mein.. Aur main nikal pada vahan usse milne ke liye, Kash uswaqt sab yaad hota mujhe toh aaj sab thik hota infact baat Shilpa aur Deep ki shaadi tak pahuchti hi nehi.. Khair main ready ho gaya Deep se milne ke liye jahan mujhe kuch aur hi pata chala)
Before Armaan's arrival in Deep's room
"Deep.. Dekho baat bahoot zyada aage aa gayi hai kuch karo varna sab kharaab ho jaayga.. Aur kahin aisa naa ho humaare thik karne ke chakkar mein sab aur na kharaab ho jaaye Armaan Shilpa ke bich" an angry Shaad scolded Deep who was sitting on his bed's edge wd worried look
"Toh phir kya karun main tu hi bata.. Aur koi raasta bacha hai.. Armaan ko realise karwaane ka.." he stood up frustratedly coz since last minutes Shaad was scolding him even Rati also almost ordered him on phone that Any how she want to see Armaan's confession "Jabse aaya hoon sirf sabki sunn raha hoon.. Udhar Europe mein baithe baithe Rati order de rahi hai.. Yahaan Shilpa apne faisle sunna rahi hai.. Par vo nehi kar rahi jo main keh raha hoon usse.. Aur jiske liye hum sab yeh kar rahen hai pata nehi uske dimaag mein kya chal raha hai.. I am sure vo usse pyaar karta hai par pata nehi kaunse reason ki wajah se chup hai idiot.. I can bet kuch toh confusion hai usko" Hearing his frustrated tone Shaad sat calmly on bed when something clicked inside his head
"Ho toh yeh bhi sakta hai ki Armaan Shilpa se pyaar karta hai.. Par vo chup ho kyunki usse lagta ho tum usse pyaar karte ho" his slow voice made Deep stopped in his tracks
"Haan yaar.. Yeh bhi ho sakta hai" he looked at him shockingly coz he know Armaan can do this "Of course Armaan aisa kar sakta hai.. Kyunki uske hisaab se mera aur Rati ka break up ho gaya hai toh vo mujhe Shilpa ke saath settle kar sakta hai" rubbing his chin he looked at Shaad who stood up while giving him a nod in Yes "Par yaar.. Agar aisa hai toh.. Mujhe aaj hi sab kuch clear karna hoga.. Bas ek baar Shilpa aajaaye aur bata de ki kal raat Armaan ne usse kya kya kaha.. Uske baad dekhta hoon karna kya hai" crossing his arms he said thoughtfully which made Shaad smiled
"I hope.. Plan pura ho jaaye.. Varna mujhe toh dar hai ki kahin der naa ho jaaye.." as he said this Deep's heartbeat skipped while thinking something negative "Par ek baat batao.. Tum direct Shilpa ko sab kuch kyun nehi bata dete.. I mean at least Shilpa ko pata chal jaayga ki actual mein Armaan hain kaisa.." hearing his words Deep shook his head
"Agar mujhe usse bataana hi hota toh pehle hi bata deta jab mila tha usse pehli baar.. Lekin vo pyaar hi kya jo dusro ke bataane se samjhe.. Haan Shilpa usse bahoot pyaar karti hai in fact sabse zyada par.. Vo samajhi nehi hai abhi tak Armaan ko.. Aur yeh baat main usse pehli baar mila tha tabhi samajh gaya tha.. Ki Shilpa ne usse samjhe bina hi usse pyaar kiya hai.." sitting on bed he said in calm tone which made Shaad confused who also sat beside him
"Haan.. Kyunki Armaan ne kabhi show nehi kiya usse.. Toh vo kaise usse samjhegi..?" Shaad's words made him smiled
"Zaroori nehi Shaad jab tak Armaan usko show kare tabhi vo usse samjhe.. Armaan jaisa insaan har kisi ke samajh mein nehi aayga.. Maine aur Rati ne apne 14 years bitaaye hain uske saath jisse samajhna itna aasaan nehi tha.. Sachmein vo ek gehra samundar hai.. Jismein jhaankne ke liye usko samajhna padta hai.." he said wd a smile on his face which made Shaad also smiled "Haan bahoot difficult hai uske karib jaana.. Par impossible bhi nehi hai.. Jab main usse pehli baar mila tha tab socha bhi nehi tha ki ek din main hi usko sabse acche se samjhunga.. Even tujhe pata hai Shaad.. Jab Shilpa ne mujhe apni puri love story bataayi thi aur Armaan ka naam bataaya tha mujhe shock huaa tha ki kyun usne hume yeh baat nehi bataayi... After all hum uske best friends hain.. Par main samajh gaya tha yaah toh Armaan confuse hoga apni feelings ko lekar tabhi hume nehi bataya varna agar vo sure hota toh sabse pehle hume bataata.. Yaah phir Armaan insecure hoga ki kahin usne agar koi step liya toh vo kho naa de Shilpa ko isliye usne mana kiya hoga.. Yaah phir kuch nehi hoga uske dil mein isliye nehi bataaya usnein hume.. Bas itna toh main samajh gaya tha uswaqt isiliye naa Rati gussa hai usse naa main.. Kyunki hum dono hi samajhte hain usko" looking at the space Deep became serious
"Haan par Shilpa bhi usse bahoot pyaar karti hai jisse i am sure Armaan ke baare mein jaanne ka haq hai.." Shaad took Shilpa's side
"Main yeh nehi kehta Shilpa ka pyaar kam hai.. Aree uska pyaar saccha hai tabhi toh main ready huaa uski help ke liye kyunki mujhe ussi waqt laga ki jo ladki Armaan ke liye itna kuch kar sakti hai.. Vo hi usse uske past fears se kheech laa sakti hai.. Par abhi tak Shilpa ne ek hi galti ki hai.. Baaki sab kuch karne baad" hearing this Shaad frowned asking 'Kaisi galti?' which made Deep sigh "Vo Armaan ko us nazariye se dekh rahi hai jaise sab dekhte hain.. Matlab ek Calm Armaan jisse manaane ke liye is ladki ne sab kuch kiya par jo chiz nehi kiya vo tha Trust.. Agar vo Armaan ko manaane ki wajaaye uska thoda sa bhi trust le leti naa.. Toh Armaan usse khudko saup deta puri tarike se yeh main acche se jaanta hoon.." he got serious while talking about this which made Shaad also convinced "Jaanta hai Armaan usse dur kyun bhaagta tha.. Kyunki Shilpa usse vo banaati thi jo vo ab nehi hai.. Vo usse bachpan waala Armaan banana chaahti hai.. Jisse Armaan kabhi yaad nehi karna chaahta.. Kaash ki usne propose karne ki wajaaye Armaan ke saath baith kar do minute baate ki hoti.. Pucha hota ki vo itne saal akele kaise raha.. Kya kya huaa tha uske saath.. Usse abhi kya pasand hai.. Uske kitne friends hai.. Usse kya acha lagta hai kya nehi.." standing up he spoke in lost voice which made Shaad agree somewhere "Agar usne yeh sab kiya hota naa.. Armaan uske saamne khuli kitaab ban jaata.. Kyunki main usse acche se jaanta hoon.. Vo agar rishte banaata hai toh puri tarah nibhaata bhi hai.." looking back at Shaad he spoke wd a smile on which Shaad smiled while giving a nod in Yes "Chaahta toh ussi waqt Shilpa ko bata deta ki jismein vo bachpan waala Armaan doondh rahi hai usse aise wapas nehi laate.. Usse toh pyaar se patience ke saath laate hain.. Aur isiliye maine humesha indirectly usse kaha ki Gehraayi mein jaao Armaan ke.. In fact kayi baar hint bhi diye ki Armaan se kuch karwaao mat... Direct tum karo Armaan apne aap maan jaayga" putting his hands on his jeans pockets he spoke calmly
"Yeh toh sahi kaha.. Kyunki jab Armaan apne bodyguards aur servants ke saath itna acha hai.. Toh jab vo kisi se pyaar karega tab pata nehi kya kar dega.." Shaad's sweet words made Deep smiled "Par yaar.. Shilpa ko thoda toh Armaan ke karib jaane ke liye usse samajhna padega.. Aur Armaan usse ek bhi chance nehi deta khudko samajhne ke liye.. Toh inki kahaani solve kaise hogi.. At least kuch toh Armaan ko bhi karna chaahiye" he spoke in POV of Shilpa which made Deep sighed
"Haan karna toh chaahiye.. Par vo karega nehi mujhe pata hai.. Kyunki Armaan tab tak Shilpa ko khudko samajhne nehi dega jab tak uske andar se vo fears nehi jaayenge.. Ki vo usse kho naa de" he supported his friend coz he knows him inside out both
"Hmm.. Main aaj tak yehi toh samajh nehi paaya ki vo kyun apne past se nikal nehi paaya hai.. I mean i know Stephen ko khone ke baad usko yeh lagta hai ki vo uski maut ka zimmedaar hai.. Par vo baat toh puraani haina Deep that doesn't mean ki vo ussi past mein rahe" Shaad got confused now coz according to him Shilpa's all efforts are going in vain and hearing this Deep smiled
"Tum nehi samjhoge Shaad.. Kyunki tumne vo scene apne aankhon se nehi dekha tha.. Maine dekha hai kaise us raat ke baad hum teeno mahine bhar so nehi paaye the.. Aur Armaan uske liye toh vo raat khushi aur gam dono ban gaya tha.. Isiliye toh vo kabhi bhi apne pehle concert ke baare mein baat nehi karta kyunki usse Stephen ki maut yaad aati hai jo mujhe bhi dikhta hai.." looking at the space he spoke wd lost look trying to remove that dreadful night "Vo jo Armaan ke depression ke cheh mahine the naa vo sirf uske hi nehi mere bhi hain.. Kyunki kahin na kahin mujhe bhi lagta hai ki main bhi culprit hoon kyunki vo main hi tha jisne uss raat party ki zid ki thi" his voice turned soft remembering that night while Shaad also became serious
"But that doesn't mean ki tum abhi bhi past mein raho" Shaad tried to make him understand which made Deep giggled
"Main past mein nehi rehta Shaad kyunki mujhe aage jeene ke liye tumhaari mooh boli behen ka saath mila hai.. Jisne mujhe uswaqt us sadmein se bahar nikaala tha.. Aur aaj main khush hoon uske saath in fact bahoot zyada khush hoon.. Main apne family ko chod sakta hoon par usse nehi.. Kyunki jab main akela tha tab vo thi mere saath ek support bankar.. Meri family ko toh pata bhi nehi hai ki meri life mein hota kya kya hai.. Kyunki vo khudke kaamo mein busy rehte hain.." wd happy smile he spoke coolly which made Shaad smiled "Bas yehi chiz main Armaan ke saath dekhna chaahta hoon.. Main chaahta hoon vo khush rahe humesha.. Tujhe pata hai mujhe is baat ka idea bhi nehi tha ki Armaan ki mom ki death ussi din hui thi jis din Shilpa ne uska pyaar thukraaya tha.. Yeh baat mujhe Shilpa ne bataayi thi.. Aur mujhe ussi waqt laga ki kitna khuch khoya hai isne itne kam umar mein, tabhi usnein itna time liya sabko accept karne mein, tabhi uspe Stephen ki maut ka sabse gehra asar pada kyunki uske andar dar aa gaya ki vo jis kisi ke bhi karib jaayga vo usse dur ho jaayga.. Aur uske baad mera pyaar mere bhai ke liye aur badh gaya.. Usnein yeh baat hume kabhi bataayi hi nehi thi par phir bhi main gussa nehi hoon kyunki main uski feelings samajhta hoon.. Jo har koi nehi samajh paayga.. Kisiko khone ka ehsaas Insaan tab tak nehi samajh sakta jab tak uspe beetati nehi.. Aur Shilpa ka kya hai itne bade family mein rahi hai.. Vo usse pyaar bhi bahoot karti hai par abhi tak vo uss gehraayi mein nehi gayi jis gehraayi mein usse Armaan milega" hearing determined voice Shaad also smiled sadly coz now he understood about Armaan
"Is chiz ka ehsaas mujhse accha kaun samjhega Deep.. Parivaar hi toh nehi hai mere paas.. Bas ab jo kuch hai tum teeno ho.. Haan ab mujhe bhi lagta hai Armaan ke karib jaane ke liye.. Shilpa ko thoda sensible toh hona padega.. Aisa nehi hai uski feelings ki kadar nehi hai kisiko.. Par kuch toh mature hona padega usse bhi" Shaad said in concerned voice which made Deep shrugged
"Exactly.. Isiliye toh main yeh sab kar raha hoon so that kuch toh samjhe vo Armaan ko yaah phir kuch toh Armaan ko realise ho.. Nehi toh agar Armaan ki life se Shilpa chali gayi.. Toh dobaara koi nehi kheech laa paayga Armaan ko uske fears se" he sighed while walking tro & fro
"Hmm.. Tabhi toh Rati di ne support kiya is plan ko kyunki unhe bhi lagta hai ki Armaan ko aise hi kisi ki zaroorat hai jo unhe kheech laaye unke fears se.. Par Shilpa ko indirectly samjhaana mushkil hota jaa raha hai ab Deep.." he spoke in worried tone
"Haan yaar.. Directly usse keh bhi nehi sakta ki jaakar usse baat karo.. Vo bhi acche se.. In fact kal toh maine usse kaha bhi par vo sunna nehi chaahti thi tabhi yeh juice waala idea mujhe mila.. I hope yeh work kar jaaye aur Armaan apne saare emotions Shilpa ke saamne rakh de.." he prayed wd worried look which made Shaad also worried
"Par agar sab kuch ulta ho gaya toh..??" hearing his question Deep stopped in his track then looked back at him wd a frown "I mean agar aisa huaa ki Armaan ne juice piya hi nehi aur sab aisa hi chalta raha tab kya karoge??" his doubtful question made Deep think for something
"Baat toh sahin hai teri... Tab karenge kya??" giving a nod in Yes he started thinking for something which made Shaad also to think and till five minutes they got nothing when something came inside Shaad's head
"Kyuna.. Tab tum Armaan ka expression check karo.." his stupid suggestion made Deep to give him confused look "I mean tum usse yeh dikhaao ki tum sachmein Shilpa se pyaar karne lage ho.. Aur usse khona nehi chaahte.. Jis par main uske expressions observe karunga.. Itna toh main jaanta hi hoon usse.. Ki uswaqt uske dil mein kya hoga.. Jab vo yeh news sunega tab dekhna uske dil ke expressions uske chehre par aayenge.." Deep smacked his head at his tupid suggestion
"Bilkul apni pagal behen ki tarah baat karta hai.. Expression se kaise pata chalega pagal ki uske dil mein kya hai" he scolded which made Shaad stood beside him
"Aree Deep.. Samjho meri baat ko.. Acha chalo ek practice karte hain.. Just imagine tumhe sachmein Shilpa se pyaar huaa hai aur tum yeh baat Armaan ko bataana chaahte ho.." holding his shoulders he spoke in an excited voice on which Deep held his head and directly refused but after lots of forcing he got agree so they started practising when Armaan came to have conversation wd Deep but stopped on entrance hearing Deep's voice
"Main kaise kahoon tujhse Shaad ki main Shilpa se kitna pyaar karne laga hoon jab ki main jaanta hoon vo kisi aur se pyaar karti thi.. Par now i'll promise main usse zindagi bhar khush rakhunga.. Kyunki do toote dil hi ek dusre ko sambhaal sakte hain.. Aur yehi baat main Armaan se bhi kehna chaahta hoon" making a fake happy emotional face he spoke which made Shaad to hide his smile at his fake love but Armaan he was rooted at his spot shockingly and wd broken heart left from there wd a missunderstanding "Maza nehi aaya.. Kuch aur sochna padega.. Shaad" Deep made a strange face at his fake side where as Shaad chuckled while giving a nod in Yes (I know uswaqt hi mujhe sab clear karna chaahiye tha par main kya karta mujhe bahoot hurt huaa tha, according to me at that time Deep Shilpa se pyaar karne laga tha aur may be Shilpa bhi toh mera unke bich jaane ka kya faida.. Uswaqt yeh baat mujhe nehi pata thi ki Deep vo sirf masti kar raha tha varna uswaqt bhi sab thik ho sakta tha.. Khair vahan se aane ke baad mujhe bahoot gussa aa raha tha khud par itna ki mann kar raha tha kahin chala jaaun kyunki bahoot hurt huaa tha main.. Aur issi gusse mein main push ups karne laga so that mere emotions mere control mein rahe.. Par kya pata tha ki Deep Shilpa ko mere paas bhejega kal raat ke baare mein puchne ke liye kyunki usko bhi doubt tha ki mujhe pata hai... Yeh baat mujhe uswaqt pata nehi thi par ab hai jo Deep ne hi bataayi hai.. Kaash vo raat bhula hi nehi hota main.. Kaash soya nehi hota main us raat toh bhi aaj sab thik hota.. Khair uswaqt main khudko shaant hi kar raha tha ki Shilpa aa gayi puchne ke liye mujhse ki raatko huaa kya tha jo uswaqt mujhe khud yaad nehi tha par jo sawaal mere mann mein tha vo toh puch hi liya.. And trust me ek baar Shilpa kehti ki vo mujhse pyaar karti hai main vo shaadi rok leta chaahe bhale hi Deep ka dil todna padta coz according to me jab do log ek dusre se pyaar karte hain toh sirf wahi ek dusre ko khush rakh sakte hain.. Aur Shilpa ki khushi sabse uper hai mere liye isiliye toh usse direct pucha maine..)
"Kya tum Deep se... Pyaar karti ho...??" hearing his out of blue question her head snapped look up at him (Mujhe nehi pata vo kya soch rahi hogi par mujhe bas uska answer jaanna tha kisi bhi haal mein, Shayad kahin na kahin hope thi mujhe.. Par mujhe kya pata tha uska jawaab meri saari hopes tod dega) "Bolo... Shilpa kya tumhe usse pyaar hai..??" stepping ahead he asked in calm voice making her to gulped coz they were standing too close
"Haan... Karti hoon Deep se pyaar... Bahoot zyada... Shayad tumse bhi zyada" whatever came out from her mouth she blurted out which changed his expression who gave a sad smiling nod to her which somewhere made her confused (Aur uske jawaab ne mujhe wahin rok diya.. I don't know kahan se itni himmat aa gayi ki apne emotions chupa baitha varna toh aisa lag raha tha ki kisi bahoot bade building se gir gaya hoon main..)
"Great..." saying this he looked at the sea then back at her wd a sigh "Kal raat tum behosh ho gayi thi... Toh maine tumhe tumhaare room mein sula diya bas..." answering her first question he picked up his towel and walked inside the room leaving her unsatisfied there (Bas uswaqt jo sahin laga mujhe maine keh diya usse.. Jab ki mujhe kuch bhi yaad nehi tha)
"Aise kaise ho sakta hai... Tum jhoot bol rahe ho.. Zaroor kuch huaa hoga last night" following him she said in confusing voice while taking a sip from his protien shake he shook his head
"Kya huaa tha...?" turning back at her he asked in calm voice which made her mouth shut
"Mujhe kya pata... Main toh behosh thi naa... Vo... Toh tumhe pata hoga.." she fumbled making him smile (Mujhe us pal bas usse dur jaana tha kisi bhi haal mein so jo mann mein aa raha tha wahi keh raha tha.. Par pata nehi kya huaa usko ki jhagad baithi mujhse yeh kehte huye ki mujhe jealousy hai Deep se..)
"Jhoot... Tumhe jealousy ho rahi hai Deep se... Isliye tumne yeh pucha...??" she asked in taunting way making his hand stopped in middle which was taking out his jeans from bag and he looked back at her wd narrowed bows "Haan... Tumhe jealousy ho rahi hai... Tabhi tumne pucha..." crossing her arms she directly said to him who shook his head (I mean seriously.. Yeh ladki uper hai mere samajh ke.. Kyunki pata nehi kya chaahti thi mujhse.. Ek taraf vo Deep se pyaar karti hai aur dusri taraf mujhse expect kar rahi thi ki main admit karun ki mujhe jealousy hai Deep se.. Yehi chal raha tha dimaag mein.. Agar idea bhi hota ki vo mujhse pyaar karti hai aur vo sirf mujhe dikhaane ke liye jhoot bol rahi hai toh kabhi usse dur jaane hi nehi deta)
"Are you serious...?? Mujhe kyun jealousy hogi Deep se..aur... Tum kisike bhi saath raho... Kissi se bhi pyaar karo shaadi karo... Mujhe farq nehi padta..." in very calm way he replied which made her hurt somewhere but not showing to him she gave a smile to him (Aur isi baat par humaari behes ho gayi.. Baat itni aage badh gayi ki usnein mujhe challenge dete huye keh diya ki main proove karun ki mujhe farq padta hai ki nehi.. I was stunned at first and out of blue i accepted her challenge..Yeh soch kar ki pata nehi kyun aisa kar rahi hai yeh par Deep ke liye toh karna hi padega toh accept kar liya uska challenge.. Haan mujhe farq pada tha ki issi week mein shaadi hai par main yeh baat kisse share karta samajh mein nehi aa raha tha.. Aur jaise hi Shilpa gayi i broke down shayad apni kharab kismat par taras aa raha tha ki mere life mein pyaar likha hi nehi hai.. Jo sach bhi hai tabhi toh aaj Shilpa mere paas nehi hai.. Uske baad se vo torturing week shuru huaa mere liye jahan har pal aisa lag raha tha ki sabhi rishte chutate jaa rahe the mere haath se.. Haan ek baar Deep mujhse baat karne aaya tha ki kya hai mere dil mein par uswaqt bhi mujhe wahi misunderstanding thi ki Deep usse pyaar karta hai)
"Dekh Armaan Shilpa ne mujhe bata diya hai ki vo tu tha jisse vo pyaar karti thi.. Par mujhe jaanna hai.. Kya tu usse pyaar karta hai..??" crossing his arms Deep questioned in serious voice while Shaad also waited for his answer who was sitting calmly on couch, actually they were in Shaad's apartment "Bas mujhe yehi dekhna hai ki tere chehra kya bataata hai.." he thought while observing his face which was blank
"Of course not yaar.. Agar aisa kuch hota toh main sabse pehle tum logo ko hi bataata.. Shilpa sirf meri acchi dost hai aur kuch nehi" making a fake happy face he replied in cool voice which made Deep confirmed that he loves her while Shaad became confused
"Kahin tu mere liye jhoot.." but before Deep could complete his sentence Armaan stood up smilingly
"Nehi yaar aisa kuch nehi hai.. Aur yeh sab chod yeh puraani baat hai par abhi ka sach toh yehi haina.. Ki vo tujhse pyaar karti hai so bhoolja.." looking at Deep he replied calmly which made Shaad doubtful "And by the way Shaad.. Kitna kaam hai yaar.. Shaadi hai iski vo bhi paanch din baad.. Aur hum yeh sab baate lekar baith gayye.." looking back at Shaad he almost ordered which made him smiled while Deep knew he is masking his actual feelings
"Beta tune toh bina kahe hi jawaab de diya ki tu usse pyaar karta hai.. Varna yeh Armaan ki aadat nehi ki vo agar kisi se pyaar nehi karta toh aise khushi kushi jawaab de.. Kyunki vo turant chidta tha agar uske dil mein kuch nehi hai toh.. Par tere dil mein hai tabhi toh yeh fake smile dikh raha hai tera" crossing his arms Deep thought wd a smirk while observing Armaan who was discussing about marriage wd Shaad "Lagta hai mujhe sachmein nakli shaadi aur mandap tak baat pahuchaani hogi varna yeh toh bolne se raha.. Sab mujhe hi dekhna padega lagta hai.. Ek yahaan reh kar faisle le rahi hai aur dusri Europe mein baithke order de rahi hai.. Aur agar band baj rahi hai toh sirf meri.." he thought wd pity look on himself (Deep ne mujhe bataaya tha ki kaise usse uswaqt shock laga tha jab Shilpa ne usse shaadi ke liye baat ki thi aur usse bhi bada tab jab Rati ne yeh sunne ke baad usko bola tha ki haan kardo.. Bechaara meri wajah se kitna kuch sehna pada tha usse uswaqt.. Khair sehna toh mujhe bhi padha tha bahoot kuch uswaqt jaise mujhe raato ko ussi raat ke blur images dikhte the aur Shilpa ki baate meri kaano mein gunjati thi jisse tang aakar main sona hi nehi chaahta tha.. Aur phir vo din bhi aaya jab Dad aur mere bich distance aa gayi.. Actually main toh bhool gaya tha uss raat ke baare mein par Dad thodi bhule the isiliye Shilpa ki shaadi ke chaar din pehle vo mere paas aaye the baat karne par jab mujhe kuch yaad hi nehi tha main unko kya jawaab deta.. Maine unko direct bola mujhe nehi pata is baare mein jispar Dad bahoot bhadak gayye aur bola 'Tum jaise insaan se kuch expect karna hi bekaar hai.. Accha huaa Shilpa ki shaadi Deep se ho rahi hai varna vo zindagi bhar roti' and then he walked out of my room.. I was hurt in fact very hurt.. Pata nehi kitne dukh mile the mujhe ussi week mein jo main share bhi nehi kar sakta tha kissi se except one.. Jo thi Gautmi aunty jo bhi mujhe same night milne aayi in fact baat karne aayi.. Aur mujhe uswaqt bahoot bura lag raha tha toh unhe sab kuch bata diya kyunki unhone pucha hi itne bharose se tha toh main kya karta... Haan vo shock thi yeh sunkar ki main aur Deep friends hain pehle se par jab unhe puri baat pata chali toh unhone bahoot pyaar se mujhe uswaqt calm kiya tha.. Infact mere sar se vo frustration waala burden kam karvaaya..)
"Kyun itna soch rahe ho Armaan.." she tried to make him understand who was frustrated at that time
"Kyunki main tang aa gaya hoon ab sabse.. Bas yahaan se bahoot dur jaana chaahta hoon.. Itna ki mudke dekhna bhi nehi chaahta.. In fact main aaya hi kyun wapas yahaan" his voice turned frustrated which Gautmi first time saw so she smiled knowing very well how to deal wd his this side
"Acha chodo.. Idhar baitho.. Aao" sitting on bed's edge she gestured him to sit beside her but he was still standing frustratedly and as she patted on bed gesturing him to come he couldn't stop himself to follow her, So calming himself he sat beside her "Mujhe aisa lagta hai.. Shilpa ke saath rehte rehte tum toh sachmein uski tarah chidne lage ho.." as she lighten his mood he smiled when she put her hand on his head smilingly "So jaao main tumhaare saare sawaal ke jawaab dungi.. Aao" making his head rest on her lap she caressed his soft hairs who surrendered himself to her completely (Main unhen kabhi bhi kisi bhi chiz ke liye mana nehi kar sakta.. Kyunki vo is duniya mein sabse best hain) "Pata nehi kyun mujhe aisa lagta hai ki jo dikh raha hai vaisa kuch nehi hai.. I mean Shilpa Deep se pyaar nehi kar sakti kyunki vo aaj bhi tumhaare naam se react karti hai.. Aur agar aisa hota toh vo sabko zarur bataati.." caressing Armaan's hairs softly she put her thought forward coz at that time she was not aware that Deep-Shilpa were laying to them about their marriage
"Nehi aisa kuch nehi hai.. Varna vo kyun faltu mein Deep se shaadi karti aur sabse badi baat jab maine pucha.. Toh jhoot kyun bolti.. Aap zyada soch rahe ho.." staring up at her he replied in calm voice which made her to think for something coz she have doubt that there must be a reason behind this or may be a misunderstanding "I think.. Maine bahoot der kardi.. Par kuch galat bhi nehi hai.. Dekhna Deep Shilpa ko bahoot khush rakhega.." hearing his calm voice she looked down smilingly
"Haan rakhega.. Par tumse zyada nehi rakh paayga.. Agar kaho toh main Shilpa se baat karun.." hearing her caring words he smiled
"Nehi koi zarurat nehi hai.. Jaisa chal raha hai vaise chalne do.. Varna aapki beti ke life ke saath mazaak hoga jo main nehi chaahta" holding her hands he denied which made Gautmi adored him
"Toh itni der kyun lagadi realise karne mein.. Agar tumhe pehle hi realise hota toh aaj mere damaad tum hote.. Aur meri beti isi ghar mein hoti" her complain made him smiled and shaking his head he looked away from her "Vaise jitna main apni beti ko jaanti hoon.. Vo tumse hi pyaar karti hai.. May be vo yeh sab tumhaari feelings jaanne ke liye kar rahi ho" her doubtful words made Armaan to close his eyes (Uswaqt maine dilse pray kiya ki kaash sachmein yehi hota.. Jo ki sachmein ho raha tha.. Vaise aunty ko maanna padega kuch nehi bhi pata hoke unhone sahin guess kiya tha)
"Kya pata.. But it doesn't matter now.. Coz ab sab kuch aapki beti ke haath mein hai.. Usse karna hoga toh karegi nehi toh nehi.. Kyunki main nehi rokunga Deep ki life ka sawaal hai.. Vaise bhi meri wajah se already sabko bahoot takleef mili hai.. Ab aur kisiko hurt nehi kar sakta.." she caressed his hairs wd motherly touch as she heard his hopeless words
"Abhi bhi Ronit bhaisaab ki baat se pareshaan ho??" her soft question made him smiled sadly while turning his face at other side (How she guessed i don't know.. May be Maa yehi hoti hai.. Uswaqt laga Shilpa bahoot lucky hai ki usse Gautmi aunty jaisi maa mili hai..)
"Vo apni jagah sahin hain aunty.. Bas jo baat mujhe nehi samajh rahi vo ki.. Dad yeh keh rahe the ki maine unko promise kiya tha.. Par mujhe kuch yaad nehi uske baare mein.. Even us raat ke baare mein bhi.." sitting back he shared his doubts wd her who started thinking "I mean.. Bahoot kuch missing lag raha hai.." trying to think he put his doubts forward which made Gautmi to guess may be Shilpa did something but this doubt she didn't told to him (Maine bahoot koshish ki yaad karne ki par kuch yaad nehi aa raha tha..) "Let it be.. Now i am over wd this..Main yahan se chala jaaunga do teen hafto ke liye.. Shilpa ke shaadi ke baad.. Phir jab aaunga.. Tab Dad ko ek best beta banke dikhaaunga" his determined voice made her giggle who caressed his hairs lovingly
"Acha huaa.. Varna mujhe toh laga tha ki tum hume chodke chale jaaoge.. Par tumhaare is decision se main khush hoon.. Aur dekhna Ronit bhai sahab jald hi maan jaayenge" gripping his arm she cheered which made him smiled "Par kya tum bhula paaoge Shilpa ko..??" her careful question made his smile fade (Is sawaal ka jawaab toh main uswaqt bhi jaanta tha aur aaj bhi.. Ki naa main usse bhula sakta hoon aur naa bhulaana chaahta hoon.. Khair usdin toh maine unki baat kisi tarah taal di par dimaag mein uswaqt bhi blur images us raat ki yaad aati thi.. Lekin maine khudko mentally prepare kar liya tha ki nehi mere best friend ki shaadi hai mujhe khush toh hona hi hai.. So main khush tha ki Shilpa ek sahin insaan ke saath shaadi kar rahi hai.. Haan.. Bura lag raha tha Rati ke liye pata nehi kya haal hoga uska uswaqt dimaag yeh question bahoot aaya tha... Aur dekhte hi dekhte Shilpa ke shaadi functions shuru huye jismein mujhe doubt hone laga ki.. Shilpa khush nehi hai is shaadi se.. Like jab uski haldi thi tab vo galti se mere room mein aa gayi thi aur shayad uski dress ke saath kuch scene huaa tha.. Main us din bhi kaafi cool mood mein tha kyunki meri baat hui thi Rati se jisnein isliye video call kiya tha kyunki vo mera mood check karna chaahti thi aur meri feeling dekhna chaahti thi, yeh baat mujhe uswaqt nehi pata thi kyunki uswaqt mujhe laga isne aise hi phone kiya hai.. Khair jab Shilpa room mein aayi thi toh apne dress ke zip se pareshaan thi, main chala gaya tha par phone bhul gaya toh jab wapas lene gaya dekha vo zip mein uljhi hui hai.. Aur pata nehi kahan se Gut bolun ki Spell maine uske bina kuch bole uski help ki jo mere liye kaafi dangerous tha.. Uski fragrance uska ehsaans aisa laga pehle bhi mehsoos kiya hai maine uswaqt andaaza bhi nehi tha ki isse zyada feel kar chuka hoon main.. Aur ek chiz notice ki thi maine khudke andar ki us raat ke baad mera dil aur body dono hi bade araamse Shilpa ki taraf move lete the kyunki usse pehle i was hasitate to touch her.. May be mere dil aur body dono ko hi uska ehsaans tha except my stupid brain.. Kisi bhi tarah main bahar chala gaya kyunki meri dhadkane mere control mein nehi thi.. Aur yehi chiz maine uske chehre par dekhi uswaqt toh bahoot strange laga tha mujhe.. Par.. Us din ke baad se main koshish karne laga usse bahoot dur rahoon aur khudko busy rakhta tha Gautmi aunty aur Naani ke saath.. Lekin bet bhi lagi thi toh Shilpa ko dikhaane ke liye khudko cool rakhta tha.. Par jab uski mehendi thi mujhe phir laga vo khush nehi hai)
"Naam kya hai dulhe ka.." a girl asked politely while applying the Henna on Shilpa's hand who was looking at the space wd lost look where as other girls were surrounded her, Gautmi was talking to someone when decending from stairs Armaan was about to go out but as he heard something unexpected his legs stopped "Bataaiye naa.. Dulhe ka naam kya hai.. Kyunki mujhe likhna hai aapke haath par" as the girl asked again a small smile came on her lost look
"Armaan.." at her answer Armaan's feet stopped who immediately looked back at her even other ladies also which Surbhi noticed
"Maine toh suna.. Deep naam hai.. Armaan toh ghar mein hi haina??" one of a lady questioned to Gautmi whose eyes were not leaving her daughter's face who was staring down silently
"Haan aunty Deep hi hai.. Par vo kya haina subhe se Armaan se jhagad rahi hai.. Toh shayad abhi bhi kuch uske liye hi plan kar rahi ho.. Haina Shilpa?" Surbhi spoke sweetly while nudging her who managed to give a small nod in Yes wd fake smile but Armaan's eyes were fixed on her sad face (Mujhe uswaqt hi laga.. Kuch gadbad zarur hai.. Maine socha ek baar aur usse puch ke dekhta hoon par isse pehle main kuch karta phir mujhe ussi ke jawab ne rok diya)
"Beta kahin Armaan se jhagdne ke chakkar mein apne dulhe ko mat bhul jaana.." one of a lady joked which made other ladies giggle and at this Shilpa formed a fake smile
"Don't worry aunty.. Khudko bhool sakti hoon ek baar.. Par apne dulhe(Armaan) ko kabhi nehi bhul sakti.. Is pure planet par vo sabse alag hai.. Aur mera hai.." she genuinely retorted imagining Armaan which made ladies smiled while at this Armaan drop his idea to ask her (Mujhe laga jab vo khush hai toh.. Kyun main faaltu mein usse baar baar yaad dilaaun isliye nehi pucha usse.. I am sure vo yeh baat jhoot keh rahi hogi.. Yaah phir mere liye keh rahi hogi.. Aisa ab lagta hai mujhe)
"Acha.. Main naam likhti hoon haan" that girl spoke smilingly and was about to write Deep's name when Shilpa stopped her
"Nehi main chaahti hoon.. Tum mera naam likho.." as she said this all the ladies looked back again when one of a lady asked why? "Aree vo.. Dulhe ka naam toh sab likhte hain.. Main chaahti hoon mera would be husband mera naam dhundhe vo bhi mere hi haath mein" her fake sweet reply made the ladies laugh while Armaan shook his head and was about to go when he heard something from Naani
"Kyun.. Tujhe nehi janna.. Tera hone waala pati tujhse kitna pyaar karta hai..?" Naani teased which made her smile fade while Armaan wanted to check her expression at this reply
"Vo toh shaadi ke din pata chal hi jaayga Naani.. Par abhi ke liye main yeh dekhna chaahti hoon ki main khudse kitna pyaar karti hoon.." her unique reply made the ladies laugh while Armaan mistook she is happy wd Deep so shaking his head he left "Armaan nehi toh koi nehi.." she thought sadly as the girl wrote her name on her Henna filled hand (Uske baad se mujhe sachme laga vo khush hai toh maine socha bhi nehi shaadi rokne ki.. Jo itni jaldi aa bhi gaya.. Vo din main kabhi nehi bhul sakta kyunki usdin kamre se bahar nikalne ke liye pure teen ghante gayye shayad main khudko prepare kar raha tha is shaadi ke liye after all mujhe Shilpa ko face jo karna tha aur vahan Deep bechaara sab kuch nakli hone ke bawjood bhi dar raha tha ki kahin sachme naa shaadi ho jaaye..Trust me jab maine usse dekha wedding dress mein i was like 'Bahoot der kardi yaar' vo nehi jaanti hogi ki meri haalat kya thi usse dekh kar.. Apne pyaar ko apne hi dost ke hawaale karna kisi filmy story se kam nehi hai.. Actually jab tak Shilpa thi meri life mein meri story filmy hi way mein chal rahi thi.. Like usse mandap tak khud le jaana bhi ek bahoot bade pain se kam nehi tha)
"Acchi lag rahi ho... Roz se bahoot zyada..." hearing Armaan's voice she looked beside where he just stood wd a smile, wearing a black blazer white shirt underneath wd a black tie and denim jeans he was looking dapper "Chalo..." he offered his hand to her who wd moist eyes looked at him then at his hand where as everyone's eyes got fixed on them, she hasitately kept her hand on his who immediately gripped firmly and in careful way he took her towards the 'Mandap' (Uska haath jab maine pakada tha.. Mann toh nehi tha chodne ka par karna toh tha hi.. Aur wahin Deep jo shayad mujhse zyada tensed tha ki kahin sachme naa shaadi ho jaaye.. Jab un dono ki shaadi ki rasme shuru hui meri heartbeat ruk hi nehi rahi thi.. Bas pray kar raha tha ki Shilpa yeh shaadi rok do plss.. Kyunki main nehi rok sakta tha Deep ke liye.. Aur jab unke phere shuru huye mujhe laga ab Shilpa meri nehi rahi.. Par ek hi jhatke mein vo huaa jispe naa mujhe react karne ka mauka mila aur naa kuch kehne ka time.. Kyunki Shilpa ne khud shaadi tod di jo mere liye kahin na kahin expected tha yeh, I don't know from where.. But you know isse sabse zyada do logo ko sukoon mila tha.. Jinko vo scene dekhne ke baad relief mila.. Ek toh Main tha aur dusra Deep jiske sar se maano dhero musibate kam hui uswaqt.. Par aage jo Shilpa ne kiya uspe main toh shock tha hi saath mein Deep ko bhi jhatka laga tha)
"Shi..." before Gautmi could say something Shilpa wd slow steps moved towards Armaan who looked at her calmly and before he could react on something got a tight slap on his cheek from her which made everyone stunned (Trust me jab vo thappad Shilpa ne maara tha kuch seconds ke liye main bhool hi gaya tha ki actual mein thappad tha kiske liye.. And about Deep usse bahoot gussa aaya tha uswaqt Shilpa par.. Usnein mujhse khud kaha tha ki agar Shilpa ladki nehi hoti naa toh usper uska haath bhi uth jaata.. Us scene ke liye)
"I hate you... I hate you Armaan... Aaj tumne mere pyaar aur respect dono ki insult ki hai..." she said in crying voice which made him to close his eyes while Deep's hand turned into fist "Yehi dekhna chaahte the naa tum ki main toot jaaun... Bhik maangu tumhaare aage ki accept karlo mera pyaar... Haina" hearing her hurtful voice he opened his mouth to say something when she again slapped him on his other cheek hurtfully (Great!! Mujhe bolne ka mauqa tak nehi diya usne.. Jab ki main usse usiwaqt bataana chaahta tha ki baat kya thi.. I respect her feelings tabhi toh usse bolne diya uswaqt.. Aur uske gusse se itna toh samajh gaya tha ki haan usse bahoot bura laga hai aur vo expect kar rahi thi ki main shaadi rokun.. Par main usse bataana chaahta tha ki kitna pyaar karta hoon main usse.. Lekin aage jo usne kaha mujhe bahoot hurt huaa itna ki.. Saare hopes toot gayye mere) "Nehi sunni hai mujhe tumhaari kuch... Sunna tumne... Pagal lagti houngi naa jo pichle ek saal se koshish kar rahin hoon.. Tumhaara peecha bhi nehi choda haina... Toh phir aaj.. Chale jaao bahoot dur itni dur ki main tumhaara chehra bhi nehi dekhun" she yelled tearfully while he was only staring on floor silently (Bas ussi waqt laga ki jab Shilpa mujhe apni zindagi mein hi nehi chaahti toh kya faida wahan rehne ka)
"Shilpa meri baat sunn... Aise" walking near her Ritvik tried to stop her but she raised her hand even Sid Surbhi & Shaad were also shocked at her move coz it wasn't expected from her while their families were still shocked, Deep was only staring at them calmly
"Abhi nehi Ritvik... Let me say..." she sniffed then look back at Armaan who stared her wd moist eyes while Ritvik looked away from both of them trying to control himself "Nafrat ho gayi hai mujhe tumse... Bahoot nafrat... Ab nehi dekh sakti main tumhe... Chale jaao wapas jahan se aaye the..." except Armaan everyone were shocked even Ram & Ronit also (Main jaanta tha usse bahoot hurt huaa tha tabhi vo itna kuch bol gayi aur main sunn gaya kyunki main usse bahoot pyaar karta hoon aur yehi chaahta tha ki vo apna saara gussa aur frustration nikaal le mujhpar jo uske liye zaroori tha)
"Shilpa zazbaat mein beh kar kuch bhi mat karo.." walking near her Ram tried to make her understand but she was so broke from heart that she didn't thought about it
"Please chale jaao Armaan..." not stopping herself she cried which made Surbhi to ran towards her and started calming her while wipping that lone tear from his eye Armaan stepped back and in a minute walked out from there wdout looking at anyone (Main usse rote huye kabhi nehi dekh sakta par pata nehi kaise har baar uske rone ki wajah ban jaata hoon.. Isliye jaise usne kaha chale jao main chala gaya kyunki jab wahi apne zindagi mein mujhe nehi chaahti toh us zindagi mein mera rehke kya faida tha.. Driving karte waqt mujhe sirf Shilpa ka chehra dikh raha tha but i was broken from inside.. Tabhi Dad ka call aaya jinhone mujhe saaf saaf mana kar diya ki main ab us ghar mein kabhi wapas nehi jaaun kyunki meri wajah se Shilpa ko bahoot problem hogi.. Vaise vo galat bhi nehi the.. Toh isliye main ghar wapas gaya hi nehi, mujhe Deep ke baar baar calls aa rahe the jinhein main ignore nehi kar sakta tha kyunki yeh Meri Deep aur Rati ki adat nehi ki ek dusre ke calls ko ignore, kisse pata kab kaun musibat mein ho isiliye hum duniya mein kisi bhi calls ko ignore sakte hain par ek dusre ka Never!! Isliye maine usko bataya ki main kahan hoon.. Aur mujhe pata tha sabse zyada agar kisi ko fikar hogi toh vo Deep tha, in fact uswaqt toh maine Gautmi aunty ke bhi call ko nehi pick kiya coz i want sometime wd myself, Aur Deep ne bhi mujhe uswaqt disturb nehi kiya... Shaam tak main wahin ek khaali Hill ke paas tha yeh sochte huye ki bahoot ho gaya ab peeche nehi mudke dekhunga main, chaahe bhale hi kuch bhi ho jaaye, Haan main Shilpa se pyaar karunga aur humesha karta rahunga par ab jab dad ne mana kar diya hai main kabhi wapas nehi jaaunga.. Mere dimaag mein uswaqt bahoot kuch aa raha tha jaise agar Shilpa ko shaadi nehi karni thi toh mujhse jhoot kyun kaha? Keh deti toh shayad wahan tak baat pahuchti hi nehi.. Aur yeh bhi ki pata nehi Deep kya soch raha hoga?? Uski feelings ka kya?? Main bas yehi sab soch raha tha ki suddenly us raat ke images mujhe phirse blur dikhe and in seconds clear bhi ho gayye.. Phir kya tha mere toh hosh udd gayye vo sab yaad aate hi kuch der tak toh main freeze tha kyunki sab kuch ek movie ki tarah mere dimaag mein revind ho raha tha.. Aur jaise hi sab kuch absord huaa I felt like fool!! I mean seriously aise kaise bhool gaya main, itna sab kuch tha us raat mein aur main bhool kaise gaya? And like this i was regreting why i slept that night even was cursing myself.. Tabhi Deep ka call aaya even mere bodyguards bhi aa gayye the mujhe lene aur main direct airport gaya jahan pure time main sirf us raat ke baare mein soch raha tha.. Mujhe mann kiya ki abhi jaakar sab thik karun par der ho chuki thi uswaqt bahoot Dad ne already mujhe mana kar diya tha aur main apni kismat se dar gaya tha yeh soch kar ki kahin sachmein bhagwaan chaahte hi nehi main aur Shilpa mile tabhi toh aisi situations create ki jahan sab kuch thik hote huye bhi wrong hua.. Main soch hi raha tha ki Deep aa gaya aur Shaad, pehle toh Deep ne bahoot chillaya mujhpar par jab dekha main kuch react nehi kar raha hoon tab usne sorry bola aur mere bina puche mujhe sab bata diya..Trust me main usse gussa tha hi nehi coz i know usnein jo kiya mere liye kiya, Aur itne mein Shaad ne bhi puch liya kya main Shilpa se pyaar karta hoon jiska jawab direct diya maine haan karta hoon par uske saath puri life nehi guzaarna chaahta..Yeh maine isliye kaha kyunki main samajh gaya tha humaare raaste alag hain aur ek hi manzil par saath hum nehi chal paayenge.. Is baat par Deep ne bhi mujhe support diya kyunki vo uswaqt Shilpa se gussa tha ki kyun usnein mujhe thappad maara jab ki saara shaadi ka plan uska khudka tha.. But Shaad supported her aur isi baat ko lekar un dono ki tu tu main main shuru hui jisse mujhe shaant karna pada.. And then again we came back on our selfs in normal mode jahan sirf humaari masti thi, uswaqt bhi jaanta tha ki vo dono mujhe cheer karne ke liye vo sab kar rahe the.. Ussi bich Deep ne pucha mujhse sab kuch jo maine sach sach bataaya and trust me hum dono ke share karne ke baad aisa laga bahoot si misunderstandings clear ho gayi, hum dono ko hi laga ki kitni badi galti ho gayi jo humne ek dusre se share nehi ki apni baate, Deep ko bhi laga ki usse pehle mujhse baat karni chaahiye thi phir kuch plan karna chaahiye tha aur yehi chiz mujhe bhi lagi ki at least mujhe in dono ko toh bataana hi chaahiye tha par jo hona tha so ho gaya tha toh humne us baat ko ignore kiya.. Aur hum aise hi baate kar rahe the ki Shilpa ka call aa gaya Deep ko)


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