Friday, 30 November 2018

Part 10 : How Much - U Love Her (mini)

"I love u…" he said rubbing his nose behind her ear… holding her tight from waist…  looking straight at her through the mirror

 "I love u too" she said, placing her sari… on shoulder… "I think u should leave… Rehan might come in!" she was scared a bit

 "Hmmm" totally understanding….


"suno" she took hold of his hand "wapas aooga na?" he could see the fear in her eyes… he could feel her rash breathe….

 "haan" he pulled her close and kissed her full mouth… they smiled while kissing… she felt relaxed closing her eyes… she felt secured… she felt at last her wish is going to come true…




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"Mama.. ALman kahan gaya?" Rehan asked while eating his toast.



"wow o…" she got nervous



"I m here buddy!" Arman said coming out of a guest room



"heY" Rehan said giving a hi-five to Arman, winking at her and in return he got a hard glare…



"u have School buddy?"



"yes" Rehan replied with a bad face



"u don't like school?" Rehan shook his head "why? I use to love my school college life a lot ..!" Arman said while taking bread



"Really …! As in why?" Rehan asked with a suspicious look … and till then Riddima came and settled on the table too



"Hmm… I had a lot off Girlfriends… that use to entertain me u know !" Arman chucked to see boiling face of Riddima and Rehan laughing his head out



"Alman… I want a girl friend too" Rehan said holding his small bag… and walking out with Riddima



"sure buddy I m gonna help u in that…" Arman said while biding bye…



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"Hey u back?" Arman turned to see Riddima entering house… "Where is his school?" Arman stood and walked behind her in the kitchen… "Is it near by?" he frowned – not getting any response.



"Kya hua" he pulled her in his arms… to see a glumly face… "hmmm?" he got scared … to see tears coming down … he went down and sucked each of it… while she closed her eyes… feeling his lips on her skin … always made her feel …. Relax….



But soon she pushed him off…



"areee Kya hua?" he pulled her again… and kept his one hand on her cheek… and looked straight in her eyes



"wooh" she tried to say



"haan?" he asked her to go further



"wooh subha… dinning table par…" she sobbed looking down at their body engulfed with each others…..



He swept her of the ground and took her out in the lounge… placing her down carefully and sat beside her – he kissed her hard on his lips… promising her… he is all hers… promising her he will never leave her…



Touching her as if authorizing on every part of her body… telling her every thing of her belonged to him… she was his… and so was he…and he can never leave his belongings here alone… again



She let out a cry….. Tilting her head back – breaking the kiss… she placed her head on the handle of couch and tears disappeared in her hairs… he moved up … and cupped her face making her sit …. Rubbing her tears… she placed her head on his chest and cried …



He got tears….too, Seeing his love hurt…. His throat dried, his jaw hurt with pain he tried to hold back… his eyes got foggy and soon tears came out….



He pushed her and turned away…. Biting his lower lips… he himself didn't knew how to bring that lives best days they just missed rubbing his neck … looking up…  while she pulled her knees up to her face and placed her face in her knee. She cried ….



"Why did this all happen to us?" he asked looking up at the ceiling





"if u would have not left that night … everything would have been fine..!" she started to point out faults at him…. Not even looking at him …



"Yes…. If I would have not left that night … everything would have been better than this…." He cried placing his palms on his face "my one mistake… has destroyed everything…!" he got up and made his way out of house



Leaving Riddima shock to death… she sat with her knee up to her face… she looked at his body going out of doors… she can't move her feets… she felt as if some one was holding her back… she wanted to shout and say stop … but the words didn't came out….



She thought he will never walk out on her … but did he just walk out…. She felt her throat dry… tears steam out…. Her eyes… kept on focusing on his disappearing body… and soon it was not their any more…





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"Mama…" Rehan barked in through door…



Riddima shock ran out from kitchen to see Rehan standing at the door



"Rehan how did u come home?" she picked him up… scared to ask…



"Mama… ALman came to pick me" she took a sigh of relief…



"Where is he…?" she frowned



"Out..!" Rehan jumped off her hold and went in the kitchen



"Arman?" she walked up to him… who stood in the garden … with his back on her



"Hmmm?" he turned and looked at her … with a pain on his face



"Why?" she frowned



"Ri…" he moved towards her



"NO…" she interrupted… " U again walk on me… just get out Arman..! I hate u! U just walk out on me AGAIN … Am I a toy whom u r playing with… I m a human … I feel pain too… my heart cries too… I feel close to death … when u go out from that door… it had been two bloody days.. that u havn't shown ur face… and today u just pick up MY son … and come here!" she fell on the chair… kept in the garden



"he is my son too" he tried to justify himself



"NO HE IS MY SON !!" she stood up " and u r not coming back in our life's… if u want a whore, who can warm ur bed… then u can get it from many places… just stop playing with me..! I CAN'T TAKE IT… IT hurts me to see u …around me now… I feel some one is piercing my heart" she turned and walking in her house leaving a hurtful Arman back their….



Rehan – yes he stood at the door… seeing her mama shouting at Arman…. Rehan was much more shock to know that he is his father… he couldn't believe Arman is his father… that was his only wish…. Yes it was his wish to have a father like Arman… but why did mama stop him… I want him was thing he thought…… he ran up to his room when he heard her mama say she don't want him back…….



Muskan Rahul … .yes they witnessed the whole scene too… they came here to thank Riddima, who helped them to get together…and what they just saw? They saw how broken she was… it was time that they help them…



Rahul had told Muskan about all the things between them… she could tell how painful it must be for her …. Muskan was shock to know Arman liked her… but it all came out to be an obsession….and it was all over when she got married..!



Atul was also shock to know that the guy was Arman…! He hated that guy.. But he still remembers how Arman had been 7 years.. Back… he felt so horrible… he knew both of them… and they never met … not even with a coincidence…! He felt angry… that only if he knew he could have make them meet each other …. But in the end he was consoled by Anjali that it was already written in their life's… it was not his fault…



A week past – Arman tried to talk just to get the hatred in return… while Rehan use to remain quite most of the time…. Coming home – doing his homework … and then right to bed… yes and no … were usually his words…



Riddima on the other side was having a hard time… Rehan behavior was making it worse for her…



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"Muskan?" Arman said feeling her presence in his cabin



"Hey Arman!" she replied in a bit awkward situation … " I just came to say thank you… knowing that I can never be yours u help me allot … I happy to have a friend like u" Muskan hugged him



"I m happy to have u as a friend to Muskan" he sincerely said … knowing that she was no where near his heart now… his heart was not any more his… it has been Completely hers…



"Hmmm that means … ur heart has been stolen by some one else now" she teased him rubbing her teary face



"Well …yes" he blushed



"ohh … look some one is blushing" Rahul walked in



"Shut up Rahul!" Arman said with an annoy face



"Hmm… can u test me?" Muskan said fidgeting with fingers… looking down at her lap



"hmm yes why not come" he grinned and took her away – coming out of the checking room … "report sham tak lai lena..!" he smiled at dou…



While both blushed and nodded…



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"Dr. Riddima… where have u been …? I have been searching for u for an hour…? U r still not at ur duty place"



"Sorry Dr. Shahank… . I mean sir… it will not happen again…" she placed her hand on mouth and ran back In the girls toilet



Shahank sighed and stood their for a second… he heard some voices …and felt bad for the poor girl…



"I think u should go and have some checks..!" Shahank said while patting her head as she came out



"yes- sir" Riddima walked to the path lab… holding her stomach … that aches with pain…



Knock



"come in" a voice came from the room



"Doc… I want to be tested!" Riddima said.. walking in



"hmm… sit" he said, turning his seat to wards Riddima.



"Arman?"  she looked at him



"well I work here…! So I can be here" he said, walking towards her



"no … I don't want to be checked by u..!" she stood up and turned to go out…



"Wait … I have to check u…" he took hold of her hand… and took her in the checking room



"NO …. I don't want to be checked by u!" she twisted to free her self



"And I don't want any one to touch u …. Accept Me" he angrily said… making her lay down on the bed… and pulling the curtain around the bed…. "Take out ur coat"





"I said NO.!" she sat on the bed…….



"Look …. Don't make me angry"



"Or…?"



Knock…



"Come in" Arman came out… of the curtain … "yes Dr. Shahank?"



"Dr. Arman…. can u have a look of Dr. Riddima she is not feeling well… do some checks of her … Atul Sharma… has told me to take a look at her… personally … so I m giving u the duty for it.. Am I Clear?" Shahank said with a stern look



"Yes sir ! I will look at it…" Arman said.' wah Atul…. Kya robb ha tera shanky ko bhi shida kardiya' he thought



Seeing Shahank walk out he went in the curtains back to see Riddima angrily trying Atul's number…



"U can call him later… first I have to check u!"



"Don't u get in one go!" she twisted and kept on hitting him… while he took her coat out….



"RIDDIMA" he shouted angrily making her stop… she looked at him… and looked away… tears brimming… "LAY DOWN NOW!" he angrily said… pulling her sari away… she gasped



"It's … not necessary" he glared and kept on sobbing….



"Take deep breath…" he kept his istesiscope and kept on her chest…. He went down to her abdomen… she was trembling... when she felt the the steel on her bare part… his knuckles brushing her belly… making her daze… soon she felt a needle in her arm



"ahhh mama" she cried



"shhh its ok" he soothe her while putting a dettole cotton … on her arms… and making her sari… back on her shoulder… and making her sit on bed… her eyes were still close… due to needle pain.



She kept her head on his chest with close eyes… tears streaming out… disappearing in his shirt…while he rubbed his palm on her back…



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"Rahul Muskan …Congrats.. She is expected" Arman said … while the duo jumped with joy and hugged each other…



"Thanks man!!" Rahul jumped at Arman



"ur welcome… but … what did I do.? U both r the one who did this" he teased… making Muskan go red… soon the boys started talking disgust things … which made her ran away..! And they both laughed at her…

"I think she is gonna kill u…" Arman said laughing at him



"I m ready to die … if she kill me.!" he laughed at himself



"acha suna… ek problem ha… I m worried!"



"kya?" Rahul asked



"Riddima… is ..Pregnant"



"WHAT??"



Silence… they both sat … and thought over things…



"Does she know?" Rahul spoke



"NO…I think she might abort if I told her!" Arman said with a tear coming out



"NO she will not" Rahul said with confidence… "She might !" Rahul said sacredly …



"Man … I want her… I want her back!" Arman cried out



"hey… yar… come on… I will help u !!" Rahul went and consoled him



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"My reports?" Riddima asked…



"nothing .. in it… just don't eat bad things…from outside and all" Arman said … while drinking his coffee



"hm ok … still I need report…"  taking a seat opposite too him… with a coffee in her hand



"I threw them" coolly said



"What??" Riddima spitting her coffee…



"yea.. why u needed?" while she looked at him 'duh' "Oh…sorry..!" he made an apologies face "by the way how is Rehan?"



"None of ur business."



"hey guys…" Anjali Rahul and Muskan walked in



"hey"



"kya ho raha hai??" Muskan asked



"kuch nai… I was asking about Rehan" Arman said, drinking his coffee…



"haan yar… I want to meet him too.."Anjali said…



"ME too" Muskan said



"Me three" Rahul concluded for Arman!



"He must be sleeping now" Riddima looked at her watch



"Fine at evening ?" Muskan said… helping Arman…, who smiled at her



"hm… aa.. if u want" Riddima tried to avoid .. .but can't



"Ok done... we all coming at ur house!" Anjali butt in



"All?" Riddima confirmed



"Yea..!" Rahul said.



Maha 

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