Saturday, 5 January 2019

Part 5 : Nikaah -e-Ranjish


Everyone was quiet in the cabin. everyone, literally everyone was looking at Riddhima, either with confusion or confused. But only Muskaan seemed to understand now. She noticed Riddhimas behaviour. Not even for one second did Riddhima look away from Armaan. She did not even blink. This could only mean one thing, the person, Riddhima is deeply in love with, is none other then Armaan. And then she remembered, Riddhima changed, when Muskaan introduced her to Armaans music. Armaan often uploaded videos, where he pointed out how important religion is. And then suddenly Riddhima became religious. Once in a video Armaan said, that he does not like meat, that was the last day, Muskaan saw Riddhima eating meat. Armaan once posted a video, where he stayed the night awake, to pray (Shab-e-Baraat). And on that Night, riddhima also prayed the whole night, with Muskaan by her side. Now everything made sense. Riddhima said, that person is very famous, Armaan is indeed very famous. She said, that the person is especially famous in Pakistan, and again, Armaan is very popular in Pakistan. Armaan is the person, Riddhima is in love with, that is the reason, she is not even looking away from him.


Muskaan looked around and saw that everyone was starring at Riddhima, like she had a second head. She decided do break the tension.

M: Wah Riddima, teri shayari to din ba din awesome hoti jaa rahi hai.

Finally everyone looked away from her. Armaan looked at Muskaan and smiled. He also must admit that Riddhima really had a way of expressing her words. That lines were just mind-blowing, but still kind of telling a own story.

M: wese sahi kaha tune, har ladki to Armaan ki diwaani hai yaha Pakistan me, to uske liye to yehi shayari theek ho sakti hai.

Riddhima looked at Muskaan and smiled at her. Armaan let out a laugh.

A: hahah aree nahi, me itna bhi famous nahi hu, Ms. …
M: Muskaan, mera naam Muskaan hai
Ra: Aur yeh meri mangetar hai

Rahul interuppted. Armaan and Muskaan looked at Rahul and both started to laugh. Armaan high fived with Muskaan.

A: hahaha don’t worry dude, she is all yours.

Rahul’s cheek got red. He grabbed Muskaan’s hand and kissed its back. Not it was time for Muskaan to blush. Riddhima smiled seeing her best friend so happy with her brother.

M: Are Armaan tumhe pata hai, hum Pakistan aaye hai, kyunke Riddhima shaadi kar rahi hai. Yeh hai Sid, Riddhima ka mangetar and her soon to be husband.

Riddhimas smile vanished and she looked at Muskaan with disbelieve. Why was Muskaan doing this? What had she done?

A: oh really, congratulations to both of you.

Armaan shook hand with Sid and congratulated Riddhima. Suddenly he remembered something.

A: ek minute rukiye, me abhi aaya.

Then he stood up and left from there to his own cabin. he took out his bag and started to search for something.

N: Kya kar rahe ho Armaan.
A: kuch nahi aapi, bas mujhe wo ladki mil gayi, jisne yeh song likha hai. Aur pata hai, uski bohot jald shaadi hone wali hai. To me sooch raha hu ke usko wo dupatta de du, jo mene yaha pe aate hue liye tha.
N: Wo dupatta? Lekin Armaan, wo to tumhe bohot pasand hai na. Aur tum wo kisi special ko dena chahte the?
A: Yes aapi, lekin yeh Riddhima pe zyaada suit karega.
N: You sure Armaan?

Nishita looked at him with a knowing look.

A: jee aapi.

Then Armaan took the dupatta and left from there. He again entered Riddhima’s cabin and gave her the dupatta.

R: yeh dupatta?
A: Ha, wo actually mene liya tha, shayad yeh tumhari kismet me hi likha ho.
R: nahi, me yeh nahi le sakti.
A: please, I insist. Aapni Shaadi ka gift hi samajh le.

Riddhima then did not say anything more and just smiled at him.

A: wese mujhe aapse ek aur baat puchni thi Ms. Riddhima.
R: jee?
A: kya me aapka yeh song le sakta hu? I really want to add it in my next album. Agar aapki ijazat ho to.
R: Jee, zaroor.
A: Thank you soo much.

After some time, Armaan left from there, leaving Riddhima behind with the dupatta in her hand. Muskaan was very quiet from then on. She was just hoping that everything will go fine.

Armaan got back to his cabin and looked at his sister, Nishita, who was always like a second mother to him. She was smiling back to him. Abhimanyu was already sleeping, while listening to music and looking outside the window. Meanwhile Barun was sleeping peacefully with his head in Nishitas lap. Armaan smiled seeing this.

A: Bohot mohabbat karte ho na aap Barun se.

Nishita looked at him. Armaan was the only one in the family, who knew that Nishita was head over heals in love with him. Not even Barun knew that.

N: Apni Jaan se bhi zyada.

She caressed his hairs.

A: Aapi, yeh pata kaise chalta hai, ke saach me Mohabbat hui hai. I mean, how can you be sure.
N: kyunke jab bhi Barun mere samne hota hai na, to aisa lagta hai, ke mujhe mera Khuda mil gaya. Aisa lagta hai, ke saano se saans aa gayi. Jaan me Jaan aa gayi. Jab isko takleef hoti hai na, to mera Dil bohto rota hai. Aur jab isko hasta hua dekhti hu na, to aisa lagta hai ke jaise mujhe meri Jannat mil gayi hai.

Nishita looked up at him and looked at him with confusion. She saw him lost in his own thoughts.

N: Waise tum yeh sab kyu puch rahe ho?
A: bas aise hi…
N: Wo Riddhima kaisi hai? usne hi yeh song likha hai na? She has a beautiful voice I must say.
A: jitni khubsoorat uski awaz hai, us se kahi zyada khubsoorat wo khud hai. Lekin uski Shaadi hone wali hai…

Nishita didn’t say anything, nor Armaan did. They both got quiet.

Riddhima reached finally home with her family. It was decided that in a week should be the engagement, and then after 2 days, would be their Nikaah. The week flew by so fast, in shopping, getting ready, welcoming guest, meeting the whole family. And above that, she also had to spend time with Sid. She realised that he actually was a very nice guy.

On the day of her engagement, Muskaan finally decided to talk with her.

M: Mujhe pata hai ke wo koun hai.

Riddhima looked at her, of course Muskaan would know. she knows her in and out.

M: Me tujhse yeh nahi keh rahi ke tu mujhe uska naam bata, ya phir mujhe confirm kare. Lekin me 100 % sure hu, ke wo ladka Armaan hi hai. Tu Armaan Mallik ko pasand karti hai.

Riddhima did not say anything, but her sad eyes, filled with tears spoke volumes. Muskaan moved forward and took her in a rib crushing hug.

M: Kash ke me kuch kar paati. Tu kahe to me Rahul se baat…
R: Nahi. Tu Bhaijaan se koi baat nahi karegi. Baat meri Kismat ki hai. Me dekhna chahti hu, ke Khuda ne meri suni bhi hai ke nahi. Meri dua’e kuch rang laengi bhi ya phir nahi. Me dekhna chahti hu ke meri Dua’on me kitni takaqt thi.

Muskaan wiped her tears and took her face in her hand.

M: Kuch bhi ho jaye, yeh zaroor yaad rakhna, ke me hamesha tere saath hu. Us Khuda pe se apna bharosa kabhi uthne mat dena. Yehi tujhe sikhaya tha na Armaan ne. Apni Mohabbat ko sharminda mat hone dena. Agar is Jahan me na sahi, Khuda us Jahan me zaroor tum dono ko ek dusre ka banaega.

Then they both hugged each other again. Riddhima felt blessed to have a friend like Muskaan in her life. Then engagement went quiet well. No one beside Muskaan noticed, that Riddhima was always wearing the Dupatta, that Armaan gave her. For Riddhima it was very important to have that Dupatta beside her, it was like Armaan was always with her. He was supporting her in every step of her life.

Just one day was left for her Nikaah. In the night Riddhima could not sleep anymore. She would just hug the dupatta and cry her heart out. For Muskaan it was also so heart wrenching. She could not see her friend like that.

M: Riddhima…

She tapped her shoulder and Riddhima stood up.

R: Muskaan, tu mera saath degi.
M: Me hamesha tere saath hu.
R: mene suna hai ke yaha pe ek darbaar hai, Waha pe jaake, sabki murade puri hoti hai. Ek akhri bar me apni kismat azmana chahti hu. Me ek akhri bar usko mangna chahti hu. Kya tu mere saath waha pe chalegi? Please?
M: theek hai, hum dono kal subha chale jayenge. Wese bhi wo mazar zyaada dur nahi hai.
R: Nahi abhi. Mujhe abhi jaana hai. Me aur der nahi karna chahti.
M: Riddhima…
R: please Muskaan, yeh meri akhri koshish hai. Me aise baithe baithe…. Kal tak bohot der ho jayegi.
M: Chal phri chale.

Riddhima and Muskaan got ready to go to the mazar. Before Riddhima left the room, she came back and took Armaans Dupatta with herself.

(hehhe here is the next song, do listen to it. And yeah, this FF may contain a lot of songs probably, just warning you ahead. The song: Bhar Do Jholi Meri Ya Mohammad)

Tere darbaar mein dil thaam ke woh aata hai
Jisko tu chaahe, hey Nabi tu bulaata hai

Both Riddhima and Muskaan entered the Darbaar, their heads covered properly.

Tere dar pe sar jhukaaye main bhi aaya hoon
Jiski bigdi haaye Nabi chaahe tu banata hai

They moved inside and at first went to some shops, do buy Chadar and flowers. Then they moved inside the shrive and made Dua.

Bhar do jholi meri ya Muhammad,
Laut kar main naa jaaunga khali (x4)

When they back came out, Riddhima saw that there were people giving food to poor ones. Riddhima decided to join them. She had saved some money. She gave her money to them and participated in the food giving ritual.

Band deedon mein bhar daale aansu
Sil diye maine dardo ko dil mein (x2)

By every step she took, she wished for Armaan. His healt, his happiness. And above all, him to be a part of her life.

Jab talak tu bana de na tu bigdi
Dar se tere na jaaye sawaali

She and Muskaan then went and sat inside the shrine for some time. Riddhima lost in her prayer while Muskaan prayed for her friends happiness. She prayed for a miracle to happen.

Bhar do jholi meri ya Muhammad,
Laut kar main naa jaaunga khali
Khaali…

Maybe it was again just desitny, but that was the exact time, when Armaan entered the Darbaar with his siblings and best friend. As if Riddhima could feel him, she instantly opened her eyes.

Bhar do jholi.. aaka ji
Bhar do jholi.. hum sab ki
Bhar do jholi.. Nabi ji
Bhar do jholi meri Sarkar-e-Medina
Laut kar main naa jaaunga khali

she took Muskaan and moved outside, maybe her heart was right, and Armaan was here. But she saw no one. She let her hand go and went to a wall, which was filled with bands. (Mannat ke dhage)

Khojte khojte tujhko dekho
Kya se kya, ya Nabi ho gaya (x2)

Riddhima also took a band, she said her wish and closed her eyes.

Bekhabar dar-ba-dar phir raha hoon
Main yahan se wahan ho gaya hoon (x2)

Then she bind that band on the wall, and then kissed the her band. (Please ya Rabb, please. Mujhe itna na azmao, ke meri himmat hi tut jaye)

De de ya Nabi mere dil ko dilaasa
Aaya hoon door se main hoke ruhaasa (x2)

(Me bohot umeedo ke saath aayi hu. yeh bas meri akhri koshish hai, uske bad mere liye saare darwaze band ho jayenge. Mujhe Na-umeed mat kariyega ya Allah, me she nahi paungi. Armaan ko meri kismet me likh de, please usko mera bana de.)

Kar de karam Nabi, mujhpe bhi zara sa
Jab talak tu.. jab talak tu..
Panaah de na dil ki
Dar se tere na jaaye sawaali

(Bas sirf aap meri sun sakte hai, warna koi nahi hai jiske aage me apne haath phailau.) Riddhima was lost in her thoughts, her prayer. Tears were continiously running out of her eyes.

Bhar do jholi meri ya Muhammad
Laut kar main na jaaunga khaali

Armaan just came out of the shrine after saying his salam. He was moving to the Wall with the bands, when he suddenly saw Riddhima, wearing his given dupatta.

Bhar do jholi meri Tajdaar-e-Medina
Laut kar main na jaaunga khaali

he moved towards her, but before he could reach she already left from there. Armaan looked towards her.

Bhar do jholi meri ya Muhammad
Laut kar main na jaaunga khaali

Riddhima moved to the praying site. She offered night prayer.

Jaanta hai na tu kya hai dil mein mere
Bin sune gin rahaa hai na tu dhadkane (x2)

Riddhima put her hands up in prayer: Aap jaante hai ya Allah, mene sirf Armaan ko manga hai. Mujhe uske ilawa koi nahi chahiye, bas aap please Armaan ko meri kismet me likh de.

Aah nikli hai toh chand tak jaayegi
Tere taaron se meri duaa aayegi (x2)

Meri Mohabbat bohot paak saaf hai, to phir koi raasta kyu nahi dikh raha, kyu kuch samajh nahi aa raha. kyu bar bar dil dard karta hai. kyu aankho me se aansu nahi rukta. kyu itni takleef ho rahi hai... Aap to meri majboori jaante hai nai, aap to mujhe samajhte hai na, to phir bhi itni takleef kyu hai...

Aye Nabi haan kabhi toh subah aayegi
Jab talak tu sunega na dil ki
Dar se tere na jaaye sawaali

That was it for Riddhima, she totally broke down. She had no control over her tears. She cried and cried and cried. Everything hurt, everything pained.

Bhar do jholi meri ya Muhammad
Laut kar main na jaaunga khaali

she put her hands up in the sky, calling out for Allah, calling out for help, calling out for Armaan…

De taras kha taras mujhpe aaka
Ab lagaa le tu mujhko bhi dil se (x2)

Unknow to her, Armaan was just behind her. He saw Riddhima in so much pain. As he saw her breaking down, he felt like someone had stabbed him in his own heart.

Jab talak tu mila de na bichhdi
Darr se tere na jaaye sawaali
Bhar do jholi meri ya Muhammad
Laut kar main na jaaunga khaali

Armaan then fort he first time in his life prayed for someone: Ya Allah, mujhe kuch nahi chahyie, lekin ek farmaish zaroor hai. Jis ke liye yeh ladki tadap rahi hai, tu uske ho de de. Uske liye asaniya bana de ya Allah.

Bhar do jholi.. aaka ji
Bhar do jholi.. hum sab ki
Bhar do jholi.. Nabi ji
Bhar do jholi meri Sarkar-e-Medina
Laut kar main naa jaaunga khali

Riddhima and Muskaan were finally leaving from there. Riddhima feeling a little bit lighter. But before that, she turned around as if she was looking for someone. And there, she saw him…

Dum dum Ali Ali dum Ali Ali
Dum Ali Ali dum Ali Ali…

She saw Armaan standing there, right infront of here, looking at her direction. Riddhima thought: Ya Allah, yeh koi ishara hai, ya phir sirf mera wehem? She whispered his name. Armaan.
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