Tuesday, 12 February 2019

Introduction : Perfect Imperfection...love..


She looked around, waiting to see who it was gona be this time, her face reflected her dim enthusiasm for the afternoon ahead....everytime she resolved to have an end put to this her family came up with a new deal....DEAL...perfect word for these blind dates set up by her dad....deals they were indeed... deals in the making... same story everytime, "ridz beta you must understand so and so is a really nice boy.." (he meant his father is another one of those potbellied rich millionaires striking a collaboration with whom will take the family heritage to even greater heights if thats even a possibilty), "he's just perfect for you and our family, rich mature well educated...wat more can u ask for???"
right dad...i couldn't ask for anymore...the thing is...can i ask for less???like a usual boy next door who would love me to bits just for being me RIDHIMA n not RIDHIMA GUPTA, the heir to the huge empire called Gupta Legal Offices??? but i guess thats what life is like when you are born in that perfect home where you name it and you have it...that's how i grew up, getting everything much before i asked for it or even knew what it was about...and mind you i got only the very best...the best clothes toys books music mansions cars...n now...the best eligible bachelors in town...for heavens
sake....someone save me from this perfection...can i ever be allowed the lifestyle of a mere mortal living on the face of this planet????why can it not ever be about me, why is it alwayz about that young gupta girl whose life iv been leading for over two decades now...please get me out of this mess someone....

"hey...ridhima is it???"....i turned around with a slight frown...who's it now? doesnt he know its rude to interupt a lady's thoughts...."yeh that's me i said...do i know you???"looking at him however i wished i did...OMG....wat was this guy a live walking talking greek god incarnation????help me someone....um gona faint..can somebody actually look that good????OMG he's just perfect....dam u ridz....no no no plzzzz....remember nothing more perfect....you cant possibly survive another perfection in ur life...get a grip girl....who is he anyway..."well no you dont know me...not essentially atleast... but you were supposed to meet up with someone here so i'd expect you know the name...rahul grewal..." he paused looking at my dazed look...."r u alright????" he continued....dude bad question...can u expect a normal girl to be alright after a mere glance t you....oh hang on rahul grewal???thast the guy dad arranged me to meet up with this time???OMG dad i have to give it to you for knowing how to allure me ....wat a hunk...good taste my old man has u gotta agree...and what class....he was still looking at me ....and suddenly duno how i zapped out my dreamworld..."oh rahul...oh yeh...dad told me to see you here....ummm....nice to meet you"..."the pleasures all mine lady, " he smiled...OMG um really gona faint...were those dimples????OMG OMG...."but the name is armaan...armaan malik...."...armaan...perfect....desire...wow...whoever named him must have been a big brain....perfect match....shit that P word again....ridzi...ur losing it....hang on...armaan he said???but rahul....o man....wats happening....i shot him a questioning look....he smiled again (dont do that dude...u should be locked behind bars....how many girls in london did u kill with that smile of yours????ridz....NOW THIS IS THE LIMIT....WHERE THE HECK DID YOU PICK THAT CHEESY LINE FROM???...interupting my thoughts for the umpteenth time he continued "yeh um armaan...rahul's friend...i know he was supposed to meet you..but he has sent me...because," he paused trying to find the best words ...all i could think of is rahul where are you man...i need to so thank you for making me meet this guy....is he for real????like from this world itself?????....he resumed " well u know y u both were supposed to meet up...n well rahul couldnt talk his dad into not setting up this meeting, cause he loves someone dearly....and he wanted no issues for himself or you by having this whole thing happen...but u know these big shot dads....who can ever explain to them that there's world beyond name and fame...u know wat i mean???" he looked at me....fumbling with expressions not quite certain if he had made his point....thats when i took over...smiled at him reassuringly...now he was talking "of course i know what that means....thats exactly how i grew up remember????anyways...u must thank your friend on my behalf....i wanted nothing differnt" ...n well i just have to thank him to have sent you...i thought..."so you love someone else too??"...i jerked up at his question....was that a jealous look on his face...yipee!!!hang on...nah not really...guess its more like i wanted to see the jealous look...he seemed to be genuine ....like just curious....so i said(i bit disappointed....well ok....more than a bit....)..."no i m not....theres other reasons...chuck it....coffee????"well how could i explain in words how i wanted a real home and a real loving family not a deal sealing relation....even though i was all smitten by this guy...n would love to hook him into a conversation no mater what...i was still so myself....just never able to express this innermost desire of mine....stil living behind that young gupta girl mask....but wait hey...did i ask him for coffee???omg....ridzi wat the heck...did u hav to sound so...."yeh sure" he said...interupting yet again...dude will u leme think out my thoughts completely for once????newaz....chuck thinking....ur having coffee with him ....WITH HIM....OMG!!!

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