Tuesday, 26 February 2019

Part 18 : pyar ke mod par


Riddhima came in her room and threw herself on the bed. she closed eyes but sonu’s sad face came in front of her. She understood sonu was attached with arman and didn’t want to go from here.her heart asked her….”kya tu jana chahti hai riddhima? Jab se tujhe pata chala hai arman ne dusri shadi nahin ki aur abhi bhi tujhse pyar karta hai,tab se tere dil me bhi ek aas bandhi hai. phir jaakar kah kyon nahi deti apne dil ki baat arman se?”

She got up and mumbled : “haan,mujhe hi arman se kahna hoga.” 

She took out mobile and about to call arman but again stopped. Her mind mocked her… “tu khud ko kya samajhti hai? Tu jo chahegi karegi? Jab dil kiya arman ko chod diya,jab dil kiya apna liya…shadi, pyar koi gudde-gudiyon ka khel nahi hai pahle tujhe yeh samajhna hoga.”

She mumbled in a wet voice : “par main majbur thi..agar mai us samay apna research chodkar india aa jati toh hum sonu ko shayad kho dete aur arman mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karta.”
She took out arman’s pic and uttered : “tum toh bahut samajhdar ho arman,tum hi batao mai kya karun?tum jo kahoge mai maan lungi par tum bhi kam ziddi nahi ho..jaan chali jayegi par dil ki baat juban par nahi laoge..
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Arman was lying on the bed but he was tossing restlessly. padma aunty called him some time before and informed in a sigh voice that they were going back tomorrow. She said:
“beta, mai aur aapke uncle ab wapas nahi jana chahte aur sonu bhi aaplogon se kafi ghul mil gaya hai.usey aapki jarurat hai.kya kisi surat me aap aur riddhima sath nahi reh sakte?”

arman replied in a painful voice : “yeh toh riddhima par depend karta hai aunty. Mai usey kisi cheez ke liye force nahi kar sakta.maine wo haq bahut pahle hi kho diya hai.”
He got up on the bed and took out the album and looked at riddhima’s photo and mumbled in a wet voice : “kyon riddhima? Jab phir se bichadna tha toh mili kyon mujhse? Tumhe khokar mai toh kisi tarah ji raha tha par ab tumhare sath mere jigar ka tukda sonu bhi hai.mai toh yeh sochkar khush tha ki tumne shayad kisi aur ko apna liya hai par tumhari zindagi bhi toh meri tarah viran hai..sari zindagi kya hum humare jivan ke is khalipan se ladte rahenge?....
He wiped tears and mumbled… “tum aayi kyon yahan,phir se mere jakhm ko taza karne ke liye…..

“Do Pal Ruka Khwabon Ka Karvan
Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahan Hum Kahaan..”
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Riddhima wiped tears and mumbled….”kabhi socha bhi nahi tha arman se yon phir se mulakat hogi aur phir se hum ek dusre se dur jayenge….

“Do Pal Ki Thi Yeh Dilon Ki Daastaan
Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan …
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Arman caressed riddhima’s pic and remembered how he met with this attitude queen,how she started calling him ‘Mr.cook’ and he used to call her ‘ miss America.”

“Tum The Ke Thi Koi Ujli Kiran
Tum The Yaa Koi Kali Muskayi Thi”
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Riddhima remembered how arman had supported her in her difficult time..how they became friends….

“Tum The Yaa Sapnon Kaa Thaa Saavan
Tum The Ke Khushiyon Ki Ghataa Chaayehe Thi”
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Arman kissed riddhima’s pic and hummed in a teary voice...

“Tum The Ke Thaa Koi Phool Khilaa....
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Riddhima remembered how she had forgotten riddhim’s pain getting arman in her life.....

“Tum The Yaa Milaa Thaa Mujhe Nayaa Jahaan...........
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Riddhima decided something and press arman’s number...arman jumped and picked the call. He wiped his tears and uttered in an exciting voice...”hi..

Riddhima tried to calm herself and uttered in a slow voice : “we are going back tomorrow.”

Arman nodded and replied : “I know.”
Both kept quiet for sometime then arman asked slowly : “kuch kahna hai tumhe?”
Riddhima uttered : “hmmm…

Arman felt his heart stopped to beat.means riddhima wanted to stay here ..may be she was sighed seeing sonu and his bonding..may be sonu made her realize that they should live in india ..may be padma aunty and uncle tried to make her understand…

He uttered in a joyful voice : “I am waiting riddhima..”

Riddhima heaved a long breathe and uttered slowly : “I think sonu tumse bahut pyar karne laga hai..he wanted to stay with you and mumma papa also wanted to stay here only. Toh agar tumhe problem na ho sonu ko mai yahan chodkar ja sakti hun,tumhare paas.”

Arman felt that the sky fell on his head. He didn’t expected this from riddhima .he yelled angrily : “are you mad? tumne aisa socha kaise? Mai sonu ko tumse kaise cheen sakta hun?”

Riddhima kept quiet for sometime then uttered : “yahan cheenne ki baat kahan se aayi? You are his father,tumhara haq hai uspar.”

Arman uttered angrily : “maine haq jataya hai kya?aur agar aisa tha Toh tumne usse promise kyon liya tha ki wo tumhare sath wapas jayega? Kya wo maan jayega?”

Riddhima uttered in a sigh voice : “arman,tab mai nahi janti thi…mai nahi janti thi ki tumne dusri shadi nahi ki hai isliye mujhe laga ki uske liye tumhari married life spoil na ho..so I took promise.”

Arman let a sigh and uttered : “bas afsos is baat ka hai tum mujhe kabhi pehchan nahi payi riddhima.par mai janta hun tum sonu ke bina nahi reh paogi.mai toh pahle se akela tha aur ab toh aadat ho gayi hai par sonu tumhari life hai,uske bina tum nahi reh paogi. Itna selfish toh main na kabhi tha aur na hounga ki tumhe jisse takleef pahunche waisa kuch karun. Gdn riddhima..”

He kept phone and hold his head in his palm and mumbled : “mai toh tumhe chahta hun riddhima..kya tum nahi reh sakti yahan? Kya itna mushkil hai yeh?”

“Tum The Yaa Khushboo Hawaon Mein Thi
Tum The Yaa Rang Saari Dishaaon Mein The....
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Riddhima kept the phone and burst into cry.....wah toh kuch aur baat kehna chahti thi par usne toh kuch aur hi keh diya. Wah toh apna pyar confess karna chahti thi..kahna chahti thi ki arman usey bas ek baar maaf kar de aur apna le,phir kabhi wah shikayat ka mouka nahi degi. Par usne toh arman ko aur naraj kar diya.arman kya sochega uske baarey me....

She looked at arman’s pic and mumbled....”tumhari riddhima itni buri nahi hai arman. Par wo khud aage nahi badh sakti..yeh baat toh tumhe pata hai na? Itna toh mujhe jante ho arman..kya karun,kaise tumhe bataun ki mai tumhare paas..tumhare sath rehna chahti hun....

“Tum The Yaa Roshni Raahon Mein Thi
Tum The Yaa Geet Goonje Fizaaon Mein The....
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“Do Pal Rukaa Khwabon Kaa Kaarvaan
Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan
Do Pal Ki Thi Yeh Dilon Ki Daastaan
Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan
Aur Phir Chal Diyeh Tum Kahaan Hum Kahaan …”

It was midnight but both were couldn’t able to sleep. Both were lying on the bed while hugging each other’s pic close to heart. They loved each other but couldn’t able to take the first step to break the wall of their Ego,which was necessary for the lovers.....
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At morning arman’s eyes opened hearing dadi’s voice : “arman beta,10 baz rahe hain..kab uthega tu? Hospital nahi jana kya?”
Arman jumped on his bed and looked at the mobile. It was switched off. He remembered ,he had to meet with sonu . he wanted to spend as much as time with him but how did he sleep so long! Arman mumbled with a tensed face...”bahut late ho gaya..”
Dadi asked worriedly : “kahan jana tha arman?”
Arman uttered hurriedly : “sonu se milne...” and ran to the washroom.
He freshened up quickly and ran to out .dadi yelled from back : “beta,nashta karke ja.”
Arman nodded in na and uttered : “dadi,mujhe bhukh nahi hai..mujhe jana hai..”

He started his bike and increased the speed ...suddenly he remembered ,he forgot to wear glasses so everything was blur in front of him. But he didn’t care about it as time was going very fast ...last night ,before sleeping,he decided to confess his love to riddhima as he knew that attitude girl,who would never show her feelings to arman..arman smiled and mumbled... “i know riddhima,tum bhi mujhse utna hi pyar karti ho jitna mai,par miss American,apni weakness kisi bhi tarah nahi bataogi,par mai janta hun aaj agar maine tumhe jane diya toh zindagi bhar pachtaunga...”

He was lost in those thoughts and didn’t saw a heavy load truck was coming ..suddenly the truck driver shouted and tried to control on break but in a while,it collided with the bike and arman was thrown away and got unconscious.
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Riddhima checked the mobile and was worried seeing its 10: 30.sonu was waiting in the dining room for his dad with a sad face. She got tensed thinking that may be arman got angry on her so didn’t come but she knew arman was not like that. He was the best son for his dad,best husband for a girl and a best dad for his son. she asked sonu in a slow voice : “aapne dad ko phone kiya tha?”

Sonu nodded and uttered in a sigh voice : “many times..but his phone is switched off mumma.”
Riddhima nodded and uttered : “okay ,mai dadi ko call karti hun.”
She called dadi and relieved hearing that arman was coming. Dadi said : “beta,wo aaj der tak so gaya tha. Nashta bhi nahi kiya hai.”
Riddhima uttered smilingly : “sonu ne bhi nahi kiya..dono sath karenge,aap tension mat lena.”

She kept the phone and uttered looking at sonu : “aapke dad aa rahe hain..aur agar aap chaho mai flight tickets cancel kar deti hun..kuch din aur aap dad ke sath reh lena.”

Sonu looked at her and uttered like a mature boy : “no mumma,i am ready to go. Warna hum chale jane ke baad dad humey bahut jyada miss karenge.”

Riddhima brushed his hairs was about to go from there to hide her tears.suddenly her mobile rang..it was an unknown number...she picked the call and heard....”madam,kya aap riddhima hain? Ek accident ho gaya hai...he is unconscious .we checked his id..he is dr. Arman malik ..we are taking him in hospital..please come as soon as possible....”
Mobile fell from riddhima’s hand while she cried her heart out : “Armaan!!!.... 
And ran to outside......

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Love u all
Punam

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