Sunday, 24 February 2019

part 4 : Will You Ever Love Me?

                                 

"Armaan"….she couldn't say anything further…she just went away from the room…she was standing alone in the balcony…she did not know why was she feeling so hurt…her heart was aching badly…and tears were coming out of her eyes…she closed her eyes…she just remembered the moment she hugged armaan when she was scared and the next moment she remembered those words that armaan said to her few minutes ago,,,she was confused…she was  not prepared for such a truth but after listening to him she was angry….she was not angry at him but she was angry at herself that for a moment she believed armaan….



 While on the other side Armaan was hurt…he was also angry on himself for doing such a deed…he just wanted to talk to Riddhima…But she was not even speaking a word…So he lied down on his bed and closed his eyes…….riddhima came inside and saw armaan lying on the bed…she also lied down on the other side of the bed and switched off the lights knowing that Armaan could not sleep if the lights are on…as soon as she switched off the lights armaan said "You can put on the dim lights I can adjust and I know you are scared of darkness"…."I don't need your pity…its your house, your room, and I should adjust" she replied…she closed her eyes and went to sleep…but armaan got so hurt that he was not able to sleep …he didn't know when he started to cry…no one has talked or hurted him so badly….he promised himself to say her sorry…which was a bit difficult to him as he had never ever said sorry to anyone…..he also drifted off to sleep a bit late…



Morning

 When he open his eyes he saw no one in his bed other than himself…he just saw his coat, shirt, tie, pant, socks, watch, handkerchief and his mobile and wallet was set and laid down properly on the other side of the bed…he smiled to himself and said 'thank you' softly…indicating those words to riddhima who already left for office at 9:00am and it was 9:15am in the morning…this was unknown to Armaan …As he got ready he went down and shouted riddhima's name twice…Ramu kaka informed him that she had already gone to office…his face which was happy a moment ago became sad…he just uttered a 'oh'…ramu kaka said him to have his breakfast …but armaan was in no mood to have breakfast…so he left without saying anything…..


Office



 Riddhima was there in their cabin already started working on some files….Armaan entered the office….some of his employees greeted him "Good morning Sir"…..as his mood was bad he replied "What's so good in this morning" and went towards his cabin while everyone was shocked by his behaviour as he never behaved like this…..as armaan went inside his cabin and saw Riddhima he said "Riddhima... I said sorry.....now please forgive me.....from yesterday I m telling u sorry.....will u never forgive.....plz don't be silent......at least tell something.....you can shout at me also but please say something........."


She did not even uttered a single word but after a moment she said "Mr.Mallik I think this is an office…and we come here to work…not to discuss our personal matter…and I want to keep my personal matters aside and when it comes to work then only call me else I m sorry I cant help in anything else….and if you do not like this I can give you my resignation letter"….."you don't have to do so….i just want to know what all meetings are there today…just give me the list after15minutes ….."armaan replied……..



"God please help me…please tell me the way to make her smile….she looks very bad when she cries I saw her crying yesterday…..she looks good when she smiles….she looks like an angel…she looks like my angel "….he said dreamily imagining her face…"oh no what did I say my angel no no no……sorry that's a mistake God…but please tell me the way to make her smile again….I like when she plays pranks on me….she looks like a kid…she looks cute….god please give  me an idea………..Idea….yes what an idea sirjee….i luv you armaan …… I need help and only one person can help me and that's the chimpanzee who didn't even call me after going to London ….but that chimpanzee is coming back on Sunday I hope so…I will just give him a voice message to that chimpanzee …"hello …plese help me I have a problem …and the problem is that …She is not talking to me.........I know she is my enemy but I have made a mistake.....its my fault........I said sorry to her.......I said sorry to riddhima......u know armaan mallik never says sorry.....just tell me what to do.....plz come soon..........I m waiting for you.........you are my last hope.....bye".....armaan ended the call.


The whole day went away she did not even speak a word to him rather than regarding appointments, reports, meetings, phone calls etc…..he was missing something…he did not now….he realized what he was missing…and that is riddhima's pranks ….he agree that he got angry by those pranks but he loved and enjoyed those pranks….he became used to it ….he went back home alone as he heard that she had already left after finishing her work…she went back home taking  cab as informed by the security guards….

He went back home and Ramu kaka served them dinner…he saw riddhima eating one chapatti and a bit of dal …which was not at all sufficient for a working lady…he asked her" why did you take so little bit of food?....you should eat more….else you will fall sick…"….."You don't have to think so much Mr.mallik ….please mind your own business….dont even try to interfere in my life"…."riddhima I said sorry….then why are you behaving so badly???....i just told you whats good for you"….."Oh please…thanks a lot….but from today I request you not to do or think anything good for me"…."Fine….whatever you want to do you do I don't care "…he said angrily…without finishing his food he went to his room…tears formed in Riddhima's eyes….she saw his plate …he had just had a bit of  food from the plate….and she made him angry and she remembered that he could not have his lunch as he had a meeting…and he did not even have his breakfast as informed by ramu kaka…she became concerned for a moment but again she thought that its his life and she also doesn't care he eats or does not eats his food….



 While on the other side armaan who was hungry was standing near the window….he was just looking at the sky…..after many years he was seeing the stars and remembering his mom…."mom. please help me"…his voice choked while saying it……"mom please send that chimpanzee soon as that chimpanzee only understands me…please send him soon"…he was saying all this like a small kid…





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