Sunday, 14 April 2019

part 28: Nashaa


Arman Riddimaa chali gaye Hai – accept it ! You let her go ! Now get over it !" Rahul bust in his room to see Arman staring at his half glass filled with alcohol, for a second and then gulping it down his throat


"Haalat dehk apni !" Atul followed Rahul. And began to pick up his cloth

"We are not here to cry over girls – we have to look up to some serious work here ! Arman !" Rahul took his glass and alcohol bottle away from his side.


"Reply me damn!" rahul turned Armans face


"Kuch bol bhai...." Atul sat beside him on bed corner.

"l..leave … me alone!" he whispered, shedding his teary eyes down.

"Confess to her.... tell her... what you fear! Let her share her views! You can't make decision for two life's ! Why are you so scared !" Rahul kneeled down in front of him.

"I … I can't see her lying there on floor" he pointed at floor in front of him with his forefinger "In... blood... as last year … Priya was lying there... I can't ..." Arman pulled his palm – covering his face in it... "I just can...'t see my loved ones dying with bullets...." he whispered, crying in front of his friends.


"Arman hosla rhak... hum hain na... we are here to protect her" Atul kept a hand on his shoulder

"Huh..? kahan tah aus din? When infront of me – they killed My Priya... with bullet all in her body !" he pushed them away and took bottle from his hand.

"Vo humari naa-dani thi --- dubara nahi hoga !" Rahul walk behind him to the window.

"Hoga... phir wahi hoga... mai jo nahi chata vo hoga... dhekna tum !" Arman spoke in a dizzy voice...

Soon he was sleeping in his bed, he had fallen a sleep due to alcohol... and Rahul and Atul had tuck him in bed.


1 week to Riddimaa's departure.
"Arman – reply me! I want answers? You going to handle it as Rahul's and Atul's chief or should I change you!" Shubhankar warned him in a meeting


"Change me!" Arman replied ruthlessly as he turned his face down.

"Arman... I can't believe it! A girl is effecting you that much? Shaadi karlo !" Shubhankar chuckled at Arman's big eyes.

"Hahaha – yea theek hai ! Aur Arman phir lock her in house – Because Our big angry arrogant Arman is Scared of a guy!" pause "darpok !" Rahul commented


"Rahul meri jaaga apna app ko aur Muskan ko soch ! Tu itni aram ki zindagi nahi guzarta agar har pal tujha Muskan ki jaan ki fikar ho !" Arman replied thickly and had another glass of wine...

"OK now let's get back to work!" Shubhankar cuts the silence

"Rahul you be taking Arman's place as chief now! You bee making all the plan and Arman will work according to you… do I make myself clear Arman ?" Shubhankar pointed at Arman.

"Yes sir…. Very clear…" Arman whispered
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"Arman – you are dog! Such a pain in As* !" Rahul threw a bunch of file at Arman, who was not listening but was busy in his own thoughts.

"Rahul just get hold of yourself – or else I do have enough energy to bash you up!" Arman commented and began to pour some food in his plate from dining table

"I am not scared!" Rahul replied, taking up his food too

"OK Fine I am scared – grow up both of you!" Atul commented and began to grab his portion in food.


"Why …." Rahul started but was interrupted

"Could just For a day Shut up! I don't want to go to her and confess her!" Arman shouted at rahul

"Fine – die than!" Rahul was outraged – he pick his half eaten plate and threw it in dust bin. – other two stared at his retreating figure…. As he walk to his room

Taking a sigh arman spoke "Atul tum batoo mai kya karun!" Arman pushed his plate away.

"Phela be a man and stop crying! dude!" Atul chuckled making Arman pour more tears as he smiled. "And second go and meet her! tell her – than let her decide ! she has the right to know Arman !" Atul explained


"I will neither go to meet her!" Arman whispered "nor confess anything!" Arman added

"Then forget her Arman – move on – Riddimaa must have moved on too !" Rahul kept a reassuring hand over his shoulder from behind.

"hmm I am trying too…."
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In his room, he shut off all the lite – threw his slippers off his feets, kneeled down on floor near door. With close eyes --

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15BaUPXC-Uk
(i love dis song -- do give a try ! matches the story perfectly well !)

Kyon! hai yeh khamoshiyan
Jaane kyon tehri hai hai zubaan
Jaane kya hogaya
Mausam bhi hai naya
Sukhi zameen
Bheega hai aasmaan

He cursed his destiny and questioned God what was his fault? Why was he away from the person whom he loved…. He hated himself for hurting his love


Kyon! hai yeh khamoshiyan
Jaane kyon tehri hai hai zubaan
Jaane kya hogaya
Mausam bhi hai naya
Sukhi zameen
Bheega hai aasmaan

His eyes fell on the bed, all his feeling enhanced more – he began to mesmerize every moment of that reunion – he couldn't explain what he wanted …..  he was holding all his emotion – he just needed a pinch and he would explode – he was at last stage of his love….. he had been away from her for a very long period…. He was crying and yearning to have her in his arms – again


Kyon Hai yeh majbooriyan
Jaane kyon bebas hai hum yahan
Jaane kyon tehri hai hai zubaan
Jaane kya hogaya
Mausam bhi hai naya
Sukhi zameen
Bheega hai aasmaan


Jo phele thi abb woh nahi hai hawaien
Kya ho gaya Hai yeh kaise bataein

Phele thi abb woh nahi hai hawaien
Kya ho gaya Hai yeh kaise bataein

Humne Socha nahi tha
Aaasun mein doobega Lamha khushi ka
Kaise yeh silsile hain
Haan pass phir bhi bahaut faslein hain…….



3rd week



Was really painful for Arman – day and night he began to feel her – cry for her – while watching t.v he use shed tears and tell Rahul how he felt the moment…


He unintentionally had told Rahul about his night with Riddimaa. First Rahul was really furious but calmed down when Arman said she was the one who forced him till last moment – he just gave in as per his heart….

Rahul was confused – he didn't wanted This to happen… but what was happen was happened !

And for this time – Rahul began to think how both must be yearning to be together, again

Kyon hain yeh tanhaiyan
Jane kyon suna sa hai jahan
Din jaise raat hai
Jaane kya baat hai
Rootha hua hai humse yeh sama

Jo phele thi abb woh nahi hai hawaaien
Kya ho gaya Hai yeh kaise bataein

Rishte bekhre hue hain
Phir se inhe jod le sochte hain

Raahein kehne lagi hai
Apni juda koi manzil nahi hai

Kyon! hai yeh khamoshiyan
Jaane kyon tehri hai hai zubaan
Jaane kya hogaya
Mausam bhi hai naya
Sukhi zameen
Bheega hai aasmaan



4th week

"Arman – our Last case – left ! shahank and Padma is a done case!" as All three guys walk in house pulling off their guns and jackets off their bodies….


"yes, Rahul – last Case!" Arman's eye ragged in anger

"you don't have to be part of that case !" Rahul added, settling on couch as Atul got call from Anjali


"Hmmm I want to be! I want to Kill rishi Malhotra by my bare hands!! I want to be part of this particular case!!" Arman punched his palm in his other hand. Rahul nodded…..

"we leaving at the end of this week….." Rahul stood up …. "do go and meet Riddimaa…" pause "for the last time – we don't know – that we would return or not………….. its Risihi Malhotra we talking about !" Rahul added the last sentence with a pang…. And went away…

"Last time" Arman mumbled….. ' I promise to meet Riddimaa last time… I guess this is the last time…." He thought, gulping his breathe down his throat. 'Will she meet me?' he thought – ' she would surely don't want to meet me – but I will just go – see her once …. By door only…' he thought….



Kyon Hai yeh majbooriyan
Jaane kyon bebas hai hum yahan
Jaane kya hogaya
Mausam bhi hai naya
Sukhi zameen
Bheega hai aasmaan

Jo phele thi abb woh nahi hai hawaien
Kya ho gaya Hai yeh kaise bataein

phele thi abb woh nahi hai hawaien
Kya ho gaya Hai yeh kaise bataein


Maha

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