Monday, 1 April 2019

Part 33 : All for ur Love




When riddhima got her sense back,realized that she was lying in hospital bed . an oxygen mask was put on her face and IV bottles fixed in wrist.
She tried to open her eyes but everything was blur in front of her. She uttered slowly : “pani..
She heard dadi’s voice : “doctor,riddhima ko hosh aa raha hai..usey pyas lagi hai.”
The doctor replied : “yes dadiji,she is now better but don’t give her water..IV bottles se enough water uske body me ja raha hai.”

Riddhima remembered she gulped 10 tablets to sleep forever but this time also her life was saved. She heard dadi’s voice : “bhagwan ka laakh laakh sukr hai riddhima bach gayi..pata nahi yeh ladki kab sudhregi,kab samjhegi.”
Riddhima heard annaya’s voice : “ isliye mai itne dino tak akela nahi choda tha aunty..mujhe hardam dar laga rahta tha. Aur in bachchon ko kya samjhaun, arman ko kya sujha tha ki alag kamre me sone laga tha? Agar wah riddhima ke kamre me rehta toh aisi mushibat aati hi nahi..”
Dadi uttered in an annoying voice : “us bachche ko kuch mat kehna annaya..beechara 3 din se na khaya hai na soya hai…uski kya galti hai agar is ladki ka dimag hi khurafati hai..marne walon ke sath koi marta hai kya? Sumit toh chala gaya par ab arman hi iska future hai,yeh baat kab samjhegi yeh ladki..
Balvinder said : “please aunty, riddhima ko yeh sab mat kahiyega,wo aur bhi depression me chali jayegi..apno ko khokar jina bahut mushkil hota hai aur riddhima utni strong nahi hai.usey time chahiye aur mujhe viswas hai wo dheere dheere sambhal jayegi.”
Dadi heaved a long breathe and uttered : “arman kahan hai? Maine subah se nahi dekha usey. 3 din se toh yahan se hila bhi nahi wo.”
Annaya uttered : ‘haan,aaj subah headache se pareshan tha isliye maine kaha ki ghar jakar aram karey,bilkul soya nahi 3 din se.”
Sapna came and uttered : “kaisi hai riddhima? Hosh aaya kya?”
Dadi uttered : “haan beta,par half unconscious hai..doctor ne injection de diye,so gayi hai..par yeh arman kahan hai sapna?”
Sapna kept silence for some time then uttered in a low voice : “actually..wo..bhai..
Ananya asked with a tensed voice : “kya baat hai sappu?”
Sapna : “actually bhai ko achanak chakkar aa gaya tha..Corridor me gir pade .but don’t worry,abhi thik hain.he took medicines aur shshank uncle ne khud samne baithakar unhen khana khilaya aur rahul bhaiya ke sath ghar bhej diya hai and warned him…kuch bhi ho jaye,aaj hospital nahi aana hai,bas aaj ghar par aram karna hai.”
Dadi uttered worriedly : “koi tension toh nahi beta?”
Sapna nodded in na and uttered : “nahi dadiji ,wo thik hain.”
Riddhima felt guilt hearing it. Arman was suffering only for her but she was not able to do anything. She was not able to give arman sumit’s place .arman was a very caring person and riddhima accepted him as a friend but how she could have accept him as her husband or partner ? No ..never…she wanted to free arman to live his life but why he was not understand riddhima is not his destination..she should talk to arman about it but at first she would apologize for becoming a trouble for arman.
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riddhima was better now. after her gaining consciousness everyone came to meet her but not arman.she knew arman was not well so didn’t ask about him. next day morning,when dr. was checking her,she saw arman came and stood at the doorstep.his face was looking dull and eyes were red. Dr. abhishek uttered : “come,dr. arman,your wife is better now. She is out of danger. By the way,aapki tabiyat kaisi hai?”
arman nodded and uttered : “I am fine.thank you doctor.”
Dr.Abhishek uttered smilingly : ‘I had heard about romio or majnu..but first time I saw …3 din se aapnki kya haalat thi..oh my god! Koi kisise itna bhi pyar karta hai yeh pahli baar dekha. Anyways. Today evening you can take her home. I will visit at afternoon ..bye..ab aap dono baatein kijiye..
After he went,arman stood there silently while looking away. Riddhima did not understand what to say. Some time passed like this then riddhima uttered slowly : “sorry..
As she said sorry,arman jerked and looked at her and asked in an angry voice : “kisliye?”
Riddhima was confused first then replied slowly : “sorry for doing…
But before she could complete,arman burst into anger : “for attempting suicide? For doing it? For harassing everone who loves you,cares about you?”
Riddhima had no reply,she only looked at arman once and bent head. Arman yelled in an angery tone : “agar itna hi samajhti ho toh aise kaam karti kyon ho jisse sabko takleef ho? Hum sabki kya galti hai bata sakti ho riddhima? Bas itna hi na ki hum sab tumhe chahte hain?”
Riddhima’s lips trembled : “mai kisiko takleef nahi dena chahti arman..par mai kya karun? I can’t live without sumit..i can’t forget him..mai apne pyar ke bina nahi ji sakti…mujhe kyon bachaya tumne? Kyon nahi chain ki need sone dete mujhe?
Arman asked in an surprising tone : “tum aisa kaise kar sakti ho riddhima? Tumhe mera khyal nahi toh papa ka,dadi ka khyal toh aana chahiye tha?
Riddhima uttered in her cry : “mujhe kyon jine ki saza suna rahe ho arman? mere liye meri zindagi ka ek ek pal marne se jyada takleef deti hai sumit ke bina..kyon mujhe marne se bachaya tumne?”
Arman looked at her and uttered in an serious voice : “you know its answer riddhima…I fell in love with you first day..aur kismet ne humara rishta jod diya hai..sumit bhi toh yahi chahta than a?”
Riddhima uttered in sob : “uske paas aur koi rasta nahi tha..
Arman uttered in a teary voice : “I know , sumit ne apna death choose nahi kiya tha,usey jana pada..par jane se pahle usne tumhare barey me socha par tum…tumne ekbaar bhi nahi socha ki mai tumse kitna pyar karta hun..
Riddhima uttered in a shivering tone : “I can’t live without sumit..sorry arman..
Arman uttered angrily : “okay done! Toh mai bhi tumhare bina nahi ji sakta..jahan jaogi,mujhe bhi sath le chalo..agar tumhara pyar sachcha hai toh mera bhi jhutha nahi hai…
Riddhima uttered in a trembling voice : “arman..please…please apni zindagi khushi se jio.tumhe aur bhi kitni achchi ladki mil jayegi ,mere sath apni life barbad mat karo..
Arman smiled painfully and uttered : “agar tum ziddi ho toh mai bhi kam nahi…tum nahi toh aur koi bhi nahi..and I promise riddhima..agar tumne phir se aisa kuch karne ki koshish ki..mai tumhe nahi bachaunga..khud bhi kuch goliyan lekar kar so jaunga ..ya khud ko hang kar lunga…and I bet,jab tum sumit se milogi..he will blame you for everything..for taking my life..for forcing me to choose death…for leaving our family cry..aur wo tumhe bilkul accept nahi karega kyonki usne jate waqt tumhara naam meri hatheli me likh diya tha…
Riddhima jerked hearing it and looked at arman. arman uttered with teary eyes : “haan ,yah sach hai…sumit ko hosh nahi tha..par uski ungliyan mere hatheliyon par tumhara naam likh diya tha..usne tumhari kismet mere sath jodkar khushi khushi chala gaya par jab wo kahin se dekh raha hoga,tum usey bhi takleef pahuncha rahi ho…anyways,agar meri wajah se tumhe problem hai…mujhe accept nahi kar sakti tum,if you want divorce,I will free you par promise karta hun aaj se 25-30 saal baad bhi milogi toh mujhe tumhara hi intzaar rahega..” saying he left the room immediately making riddhima numb!!
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At evening when riddhima was discharged from hospital, everyone was present there except arman. ananya uttered : “beta, agar aap apne ghar jana chahti hain toh humey koi problem nahi hai.”
Hearing it dadi opposed : “annaya, riddhima ka apna ghar arman ka ghar hai.”
Annaya uttered with a sigh smile : “dadi,hum riddhima ko kisi cheez ke liye force nahi karenge. Usey jo thik lagta hai ,achcha lagta hai ,use karne dena chahiye aur arman bhi yahi chahta hai.”
Dadi looked sad.
Balvindar tried to manage : “I think riddhima agar kuch din aaplogon ke paas rahe toh uska dill bahal jayega..shayad humare yahan bore ho rahi hai aur ananya ko abhi delhi jana hai..promise hum jaldi hi aa jayenge wahan se,phir riddhima chahe toh humare paas aa jayegi..aur mai,ananya aur riddhima,3no milkar khub ghumenge..masti karenge..hai na beta?”
He looked at riddhima saying it. Riddhima smiled only and bent head. Sapna uttered pouting : “yeh kya papa? Aap mujhe bhul gaye? Very bad.”
Balvindar uttered with a fake surprising tone : “arey chudail! Tu yahan hai kya? Maine toh socha teri shadi dekar sasural bhej chukka hun.”
Sapna complained to ananya : ‘mumma…!dekho papa kya ulti sidhi baat kar rahe hain.”
Ananya uttered smilingly : “tere papa tujhe chidha rahe hain sappu..tu unki baton par dhyan mat de.”
Dadi uttered smilingly : “sapna ,tu meri team me aa ja.phir mai,shshank aur tu milkar khub maze karenge.”
Sapna uttered in a scaring tone : “sir ! no way dadi..mujhe shshank sir se bahut dar lagta hai.haan mai aur aap ek team bana sakte hain.”
Dadi gave sapna a one sided hug and uttered : “tu bhi chal humare sath,huamre ghar .tu aur riddhima sath rehna.
Ananya uttered : “aunty,sapna kabhi kabhi aa jayegi par kal hi mai aur balvinder delhi ja rahe hain,toh arman akela pad jayega .waise bhi uski tabiyat thodi thik nahi hai,sapna thoda khyal rakh legi.”
Dadi nodded and uttered : “hum chalte hain,mai arman ko phone karungi aur aa jaungi milne usse jab uska duty nahi hoga.”
Annaya nodded,they bid bye and went to their home.
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1 week spent after riddhima coming in her house but arman didn’t come to meet to her. Even He didn’t call her . riddhima knew arman was angry on her but she knew he couldn’t be angry for long time on anyone . dadi went arman’s house but she didn’t ask riddhima if she wanted to go and after coming back,she didn’t tell anything about their talk or didn’t share any news of arman. riddhima was now better but dr. shshank or dadi didn’t ask her about joining hospital. Riddhima understood they were angry on her and ignoring her. Now she was realizing that she hurt everyone because of her stupid action . time passed like this but one night her sleep broke seeing a horrible dream ..she saw someone was lying on the hospital bed …dadi,papa and some people were standing with sad face….a doctor was checking that person’s nerve and announced…. “sorry dr. shshank..he gone…”
Riddhima jerked and looked at that person but the sister covered his face with a white sheet ..riddhima only got a glimpse of his face ..and it was of arman…”
“Arman…..!!” she got up on the bed ..she was shivering and sweating badly. She sat on the bed like a numb for sometime then gulped some water. Her heart said her…he is fine riddhima,usey kuch nahi hua hai,its just a dream .” 

But she became restless remembering the dream .she thought to call him but it was mid night and not time to wake up anyone. Riddhima tried to calm herself and lied on the bed but sleep was far away from her eyes. She got up, took out the a photo which was of sumit and arman . riddhima didn’t have any photo of sumit as he didn’t like to click pictures .he always used to tell her…. “mujhe photo me kaid kyon karna chahti ho? Mai tumhare samne rehna chahta hun,tumhari yadon me nahi.” But arman took this pic of them literally forcefully and after sumit’s death,he gave it to riddhima saying , “ tumhari amanat hai ye riddhima,please apne paas rakho.”
Other time riddhima used to see it only for sumit but today first time she saw at arman and caressed the pic while addressed to sumit : “sumit,tum toh bhagwan ji ke paas ho,unhen kahna ki arman ko kuch na ho…usey safe rakhe… please…”
She hugged the pic and closed her eyes .
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Next day her sleep broke when the hot sun peeped in her room.she found it was 10 at morning. She woke up and mumbled : “mai itna kaise so gayi!”
She freshened up and came in dining room and got dadi was busy in phone.she was telling : “nahi beta,takleef kis baat ki ? arey ,roj roj baahar khayega toh aisa hi hoga na? sapna,tu khyal rakh beta apne bhai ka aur mai aa rahi hun .”
Riddhima shievered hearing it . dadi kept the phone and addressed to the maid : “meena, mai ja rahi hun..sham ko wapas auangi.”
Riddhima asked slowly : “dadi,aap kahan ja rahi hai?”
Dadi looked at her and uttered : “riddhima beta,mai thoda baahar ja rahi hun. Tu rest kar..aur haan meena hai yahan,tujhe kuch jarurat ho toh bata dena.”
Riddhima understood dadi didn’t want to tell her . now a days dadi didn’t share anything to riddhima and riddhima had also not interested but today she had to know what was going on ,so she asked again : “par aap kahan ja rahi hai dadi?”
Dadi kept silence for sometime then replied : “bas thoda kaam hai,tu fikar mat kar beta.”
Riddhima came to her and asked in a broken voice : “dadi,sab thik hai na? kuch hua kya?”
Dadi looked at her,nodded in na and uttered : “nahi,kuch nahi hua beta.achcha,mai late ho rahi hun..”
Saying she was about to go but stopped hearing riddhima’s voice : “I know dadi,arman ko kuch hua hai aur aap nahi batana chahti mujhe.”
Dadi stopped,looked at her then asked in a mocking tone : “ tujhe arman ki kab se fikar hone lagi?
Riddhima uttered slowly : “shayad fikar nahi hai par janne ka haq hai mujhe.”
Dadi replied : “haq tabhi dikhaya jata hai jab apni duty nibhaya jaye.tune koun si duty nibhayi hai apni ?”
Riddhima uttered in an offended tone : “dadi..aaj meri mumma zinda hoti toh kabhi aisa nahi kehti. Aaplogon ne us time mujhe ek ajnabi ke sath bandh diya jab mai apne pyar ko khokar bilkul pagal ho rahi thi..aaplogon ne apne man ki kar li par meri aur arman,dono ki zindagi barbaad ki hai,iske liye mai aaplogon ko kabhi maaf nahi karungi.”
Dadi replied in a wet voice : “aaj tune bahut badi baat keh di riddhima..teri mumma ko teri fikar hoti aur humey nahi hai,aisa hi sochti hai na tu? Par tere aur arman ke sath hone me sabse jyada sahmati sumit ki thi..usne tujhse pyar kiya tha toh marne se pahle apna farz ada ki…arman ne tujhse shadi ki thi toh apni farz ada ki….par tu kya kar rahi hai? Soch ekbaar…jo chala gaya uske siva bhi bahut log hain is duniya me jo tujhse pyar karte hain..tu unke sath kya behave kar rahi hai,kitna hurt kar rahi hai unhe sochna zara…anyways,mujhe late ho raha hai..aur agar tujhe arman ke barey me tension hai toh khud pata laga ..” saying she went from there without looking at riddhima.
Riddhima stood there dumbfounded. Meena came and asked : “didi,nashta laga dun?”
Riddhima nodded in na and asked : “meena,tu janti hai kya hua hai?”
Meena nodded and uttered : “haan didi,arman bhaiya beemar hain,shayad jaundice hua hai…dadi kal shshank kaka se yahi baat kar rahi thi..”
Hearing it riddhima jerked and looked at meena. Meena uttered slowly : “didi,bura na mano toh ek baat kahun? Aapko unke paas rehna chahiye,kyonki bhaiya bhi kabhi aapko aapke problem me akela nahi chode ab tak.”
Riddhima nodded and uttered : “ek taxi bula..mai bag lekar aati hun.”
Meena nodded smilingly.
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Arman was lying on the bed ,his face became pale .dadi was sitting beside him and talking with sapna.
Dadi : “ ananya ko batayi nahi ab tak?”
Sapna nodded in na and uttered : “dadi,mumma bath room me gir gayi thi. kafi chot aayi hai unhe aur right leg fracture hua hai.abhi unhen bataun toh pareshan ho jayegi par abhi wo bed se uth nahi sakti,full rest hai.”
Dadi nodded and uttered with a worried face : “jab insaan par mushibat aati hai toh ek sath aati hai.tu akeli kya karegi ? ek kaam karti hun,mai hi ruk jati hun yahan jab tak arman thik na ho jaye.”
Arman uttered : “kya dadi,mai bachcha thode hun? I am fine..
Dadi scolded angrily : “tu chup kar!”
Arman uttered smilingly : “ aap itna daant kyon rahi hain? Jaundice me bolna bhi mana hai kya?”
Dadi uttered angrily : “yeh sab tera hi kiya hua hai.roj roj yeh fast food khana aur apne health ka dhyan na rakhna aajkal toh faishan ban gaya hai. Aur sappu,tu bhi wahi karti hai na? cooking sikhne me tum logon ki jaan jati hai kya?”
Sapna uttered sighly : “dadi,cooking sikhkar bhi kya faida? Aapko pata hai humari kitni heavy duty rehti hai..uske baad aakar cooking karne se better lagta hai bina khaye so jao.”
Arman teased : “waise sappu ko cooking aati hai na..bread with jam..bahut achcha banati hai dadi..ek baar taste karna aap phir sab kuch khana chod dogi.”
Sapna uttered pouting : “aapko abhi bhi mazak sujh raha hai bhai?”
Dadi uttered : “isse achcha toh humara jamana tha..pati noukri karta,patni ghar me sabka khyal rakhti..mazal tha ki koi beemar pade..
Arman uttered smilingly : “achcha hota mai aapse hi shadi kar leta,at least mujhe roj fresh,tasty khana toh milta.”
Dadi frowned him.
Arman laughed and asked slowly : “riddhima kaisi hai dadi? Thik hai na?”
Dadi repled angrily : “ tu kyon uski fikar karta hai? Naam na le uska..
Just then door bell rang. Sapna went to see who was there and as she opened the door…shocked to see riddhima was standing there while holding her bag. Her sense back hearing riddhima’s voice : “sapna..kya mai ander aa sakti hun?”
Sapna replied : “yes..of course riddhima..yeh tumhara hi ghar hai,puchne ki kya jarurat hai?”
Riddhima smiled ane came inside. Suddenly sapna hugged her tightly. At first Riddhima was shocked then she uttered slowly : “missed you sapna.”
Sapna uttered : “me too…how are you?
Riddhima looked at her and replied : “I am fine sapna,arman kaisa hai?”
sapna became happy hearing her question and uttered excitedly : “ thode beemar hain par jaldi thik ho jayenge.ab tum aa gayi ho na.”
riddhima didn’t reply but sapna was so excited,she yelled from there : “bhai,dekho koun aaya hai..” saying she dragged riddhima holding her hand and took her arman’s room. Arman got up seeing her and addressed her.. : “hi..”
while whispered to dadi : “very bad dadi,maine aapko mana kiya tha batane ko.”
But instead dadi,riddhima replied : “dadi ne nahi bataya mujhe. Waise agar tumhe pasand na ho toh chali jati hun.”
Arman uttered annoyedly : “maine aisa kab kaha? Aur tum jo karti ho apni marzi se karti ho..mai koun hota hun tumhe kuch kahne wala?”
Riddhima looked at arman who’s face became pale and dull.he was looking very weak. 
Dadi uttered : “ab tum dono fight mat karo. Riddhima beta ,tu aa hi gayi hai toh ja arman ke liye juice banakar le aa,maine fresh fruits laakar kitchen me rakhe hain.”
Riddhima nodded and went from there. dadi looked at arman and smiled.
Arman asked : “ab aap kyon muskura rahi ho?”
Dadi uttered smilingly : “mai bahut khush hun arman beta riddhima ko tumhari fikr hai.”
Arman uttered : “is ladki ko samajhna mere vash ki baat nahi hai dadiji.”
Dadi laughed and uttered : “ladkiyan aisi hi hoti hai..wo jo hai wo dikhati nahi hai. Anyways, mai chalti hun.”
Arman uttered surprisingly : “par aap toh whole day rahne wali thi dadiji” 
Dadi uttered smilingly : “ab tumhara care karnewali aa gayi hai,meri jarurat nahi hai..bye beta,kal aaungi milne.”
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Arman was very happy seeing riddhima but he didn’t want to express it. Riddhima stayed there to look after arman and insisted sapna to join her duty .she assured sapna she will take care of arman and will be with him whole day. riddhima felt sad to know that ananya had broken her leg. Dadi used to come every day and instructed what food should she give arman in jaundice. Riddhima also started learning cooking from dadi . riddhima stayed in arman’s room at night also and slept in other bed. arman said her she could sleep in her room but riddhima refused saying that … “tumhe kabhi bhi raat ko problem ho toh ?”
Arman replied : “mai bachcha nahi hun riddhima and I am a doctor also,mujhe pata hai kya karna hai..
Riddhima replied : “agar pata hota toh beemar nahi padte,apna khyal rakhte.”
Sapna took riddhima’s side : “haan bhai,riddhima is right…hum aapko akele nahi chod sakte ,agar kuch problem hua toh mumma will kill me..waise bhi unhen pata nahi aapki haalat,baad me meri hi pitayi hogi I know.”
Arman smiled hearing it but he was also happy getting riddhima near to him 24hours. One day sapna returned from hospital with a lot comics books and uttered giving it to arman : “bhai, aapke liye sara Mumbai search karna pada in comics ke liye. Aajkal bachche comics hi nahi padhte,isliye book shop me rakhte bhi nahi hain.”
Arman jumped seeing them and yelled happily : “thank you sappu.”
When riddhima came in arman’s room, amazed to see that arman was busy in reading comics. Even he didn’t notice riddhima while reading the dialogues of characters loudly. It was an unknown side of arman for riddhima.she stood silently observed his facial action while reading .
Suddenly arman looked at her and asked surprisingly : “tum kab aayi?”
Riddhima smiled and asked : “kya padh rahe ho?”
Arman replied excitedly : “my favorite comics..you know riddhima jab mai chota tha,tab pocket money se sirf comics kharidta tha.humare ghar delhi me ek library hai ,jahan ek alag self hai,mere sarey comics hain wahan.”
Riddhima smiled only.
Arman : “tumhe comics nahi pasand?”
Riddhima nodded and uttered : “maine kabhi nahi padhe,mujhe free time me kuch aur karna achcha lagta tha..
Arman : “kuch aur means?”
Riddhima uttered : “dancing…singing..mujhe achcha lagta tha.”
Arman uttered excitedly : “wow! You know dancing and singing?”
Riddhima came to the window,looked at the lonely road and replied ….”shayad,abhi toh bhul chuki hun mai.”
Arman realized she was crying silently and arman knew its reason…today is the date when sumit gone exact 6 months ago. there was a silent occurred for sometime. Suddenly arman uttered : “wow! Tintin! My most favourite ! riddhima, idhar aao tumhe tintin padhkar sunata hun..dekhna hanste hunste tumhari haalat kharb ho jayegi.”
Riddhima understood he wanted to change the topic. She wiped her tears secretly and sat on the coach.arman started reading while giving facial expression.
Sapna peeped in the room hearing bhai’s laugh and saw bhai was reading the books ,laughing and riddhima also smiling while listening it attentively. Sapna prayed : “bhagwan ,bhai ke life se riddhima ko mat cheenna..bhai hansna hi bhul gaye the jab se wo gayi thi..dekho bhai kitne khush hain..ab dono ko sath hi rakhna.”
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Now arman was recovered fully. One evening when riddhima was standing in terrace, staring at the sky,arman came and saw she was lost somewhere. he stood there for sometime then uttered slowly : “kya soch rahi ho riddhima?”
Riddhima jerked hearing it. Seeing arman,she uttered : “tum yahan kyon aaye? Thandi hawa beh rahi hai,tumhe thand lag jayegi.”
Arman let a sigh and uttered : “itni fikar mat karo riddhima..aadat lag jayegi.”
Riddhima looked at him and uttered : “ kisika fikar karna koi buri aadat toh nahi..”
Arman nodded in na and replied : “nahi..har insane chahta hai koi uski fikar karey,uska khyal rakhe.. par jab tum chali jaogi toh phir tumhari aadat mere liye buri aadat ho jayegi.”
Riddhima asked in a wet voice :”kya tum chahte ho mai chali jaun?”
Arman came to her and uttered in a soft voice : “never…kabhi nahi riddhima…mai toh kabhi nahi chahta tum mere life se chali jao…maine toh bhagwan se ab bas ek hi wish manga hai..

Riddhima gave him a question look.

Arman uttered in a whispering tone : “maine bhagwan se yahi manga ki mujhe sari zindagi beemar bana de,jisse tum mere paas raho..meri care…

But before he could complete,riddhima kept her finger on his lips and uttered in a shaken voice : “yeh tumne kya manga arman? aisa phir kabhi mat kehna..

Arman touched her finger and uttered in a wet voice : “phir koun sa rasta hai jise mai apnakar tumhe rok lun ..tumhi batao riddhima…mai sumit ki jagah nahi le sakta kyonki mai sumit jaisa achcha insaan nahi hun..par kya apne dil ke kisi ek kone me ek choti si jagah mujhe bhi de sakti ho tum? Bas ek chota sa corner…mai bas usise khus rahunga aur jee jaunga..kyonki jis tarah tum sumit ke bina nahi jee sakti..mai nahi jee sakta tumhare bina….”

Riddhima looked at him and broke into tears while uttered : “sorry arman…mai koshish kar rahi hun..kyonki sumit ko khoya hai par ab tumhe khona nahi chahti….”
Saying she ran and went from there.

Arman stood there like a numb for some time then came in his room. His heart became heavy seeing riddhima sad again but he was not able to do anything. He picked his guitar and started playing while hummed….

Main Hoon Gumsum Tu Bhi Khamosh Hai
Sach Hai Samay Ka Hi Sab Dosh Hai
Dhadkan Dhadkan Ik Gham Rehta Hai
Jaane Kyu Phir Bhi Dil Kehta Hai
Jee Le Zara, Jee Le Zaraa
Kehta Hai Dil Jee Le Zara
Aye Humsafar, Aye Humnawaa
Aa Paas Aa Jee Le Zara………….

He came in balcony where riddhima was standing while staring at the dark alone road….he kept the guitar,came to her ..caught her hand softly and sang while keeping it close to chest….

Hai Zindagi Mana Dard Bhari
Phir Bhi Isme Ye Raahat Bhi Hai
Main Hoon Tera Aur Tu Hai Meri
Yunhi Rahe Hum, Ye Chahat Bhi Hai
Phir Dil Ke Dil Se, Pul Kyu Toote Hain
Kyun Hum Jeene Se Itne Roothe Hain
Aa Dil Ke Darwaaze Hum Khole
Aa Hum Dono Jee Bhar Ke Ro Le
Jee Le Zara, Jee Le Zaraa
Kehta Hai Dil Jee Le Zara
Aye Humsafar, Aye Humnawaa
Aa…

Riddhima broke into tears and hugged him ..arman caressed her hairs….wiped her tears and sang with teary eyes…..

Gham Ke Ye Baadal Guzar Jaane De
Ab Zindagi Ko Nikhar Jaane De
Chhod De Ab Yaadon Ke Dukh Sehnaa
Sun Bhi Le Jo Dil Ka Hai Kehnaa
Jee Le Zaraa, Jee Le Zaraa
Kehta Hai Dil Jee Le Zaraa
Aye Humsafar, Aye Humnawaa
Aa Paas Aa Jee Le Zara

Love you all
punam

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