Wednesday, 26 June 2019

AR/KASH OS : Will leave u d day I learn to live widout u…


She had her head on d table in her folded arms..dr.shashank had just left having an half an hr. conversation wid her hubby dear…

"I knw tumhare koi sir vir me dird nhi ho rha….riddhima…utho na..ab hum baat krte h"

She did get up…and he noticed tears in her eyes..

"basket.. y r u cryin?"

"tumhare paas tym h mujhse baat krne ka? Aren't u busy?"

"ridddhhhima…i….yaar isme meri kya galti h…subah se koi na koi aae jaa rha h…aur…u…u don't need 2 cry yaar…aur main bhi imp.kaam hi kr rha tha na…"

"seems u don't need me"

"riddhima?" …


"tumhare liye baaki sab log hi imp. H na….sbka kaam…sbki baatein…to tum chale jao na…chhod do mujhe…aur jao jaakr apna imp. Kaam kro"

Dis ws d limit now..

"The day I learn to live widout u……I'l leave u for sure"

She cudnt belive his wrds…did he jst say dat? He'd leave her? Will he? No……wasn't true love for a lyftym? No…dis can't b her armaan….wat did he jst say?she ws not understanding anything..or actually she did…she did understand evrythin vry clearly…he did actually mean he'd leave her d day he learnt to live widout her…



His pager rang in d meanwhile…he had to go…but he hoped evrythin ws fyn now…it had 2 b…obviously….he said such a sweet thing 2 her yaar….ab to manna hi padega….he wud leave her d day he'd learn to live widout her! Wao!! He ws so gud at romance….tellin a girl dat he dint know how to live widout her! He can't even think of leavin her….he'd die d day he left her………he ws proud of himself of finding such a beautiful line 2 say to is basket!

"I had never thot such a day wud cum between us….not us…between u and me" she uttered keeping a straight face..

But he did sense dat "shaitani" behind her straight face…as he got goin….he said "acha abhi I gotta go…dr.kirti callin…rathr killing!..baad me milte h nautanki!"

She didn't rply…wat? Ws she actually serius? He thot yes she cud be….not sure…he said…"and if ur serius abt it….m sry…..dill se….dint mean 2 hurt u" but still not understanding d depth of d matter for her…he left the cafeteria….





It ws an hr. to dat discussion now and he had not seen his basket since den…man…now he understood she was probably serius! Otherwise she wud hav never ever in dis lifetime said d u nd me thing..

"u srsly hurt kya? I dint mean to hurt u at ol yaar…srsly…sry" he sent her a text knowing she must b in d locker room and wud definitely check her fone….



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"basket?"



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"W*F..m an idiot yaar…i …m sry…..u knw wat…u shud get angry…I deserve dat!...but plz…I dint mean it srsly…nor can I ever do..."



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"What d bloody fcuk! M actually an idiot yaar!" kuch bhi bol deta hu…." He thot while goin 2 d nurse station…"upset kr diya na usko…idiot! Gadha! Ullu! I deserve it! Armaan mallik u deserve it!" he cursed himself…as much as he cud.."pta nhi kahan kahan se ye ajeeb si liney aa jaati h tujhe armaan….dude! kuch to samjha kr…telling ur wife dat u'll leave her? Leave her? Huh! Pagal h armaan tu…tera kuch nhi ho skta h…." the pagal mallik informed himself.. "pr yaar…. Is she really angry for dat? Ah! Riddhima!"

Ah! Riddhima…."riddhimaaa….baasket…" he shouted as he noticed her in d same corridor….and as obvious he wsnt goin 2 listen 2 him…she ws standing wid muskaan…"muskaan…True love is sumtnhg you earn 4 a lifetym...
If sum day... my love cums up to me n tells me...
Dat he is leaving me...cz he has learnt to live without me...
I would be shattered!!!
I hope no body ever cums across a day as hurtful as dat!!

Muskaan-I knw yaa ridz….ye rahul na…h hi aisa……..but ur rite….true love is for a lyftym….i won't let him go ever…chahe vo chuchundar kitni bhi bakwaas kre….acha main chalti hu…vrn akele hi ghar chala jayega aur fir mujhe bolega ki main late ho gyi….! Bye!

"bye" she mumbled…



He listened dat…as obvious! And now her understud what she actually understud of his wrds! He needed to talk to her…and she wud NOT talk to him…he knew ….so he thot of the always wrkin armaan mallik idea….draggin her to d fire escape!





"ar…armaan…leave me"

"pehle meri baat suno"

"mujhe kuch nhi sunna"

"riddhima….luk…m really really sry ok…u knw me na…main ….main tohda pagal hu….bohot pagal hu….nd m really sry…plz mujhse baat krlo…luk…i….i dnt knw ok….nut I rally dint mean dat…."

"armaan do u even understand its meaning? ... i cudnt have expected dat out of u even in my 'worst nightmare'... u said u were kidding... bt dat did hit me hard... m ol quite..

"and u don't need to be quite….u hav ol d rights on me basket…I knw it did hurt u and m sry 4 it…dill se….vry sry…as much as I can be…pr honestly…mujhe ab bhi nhi pta wat went wrong in it…I mean…maine to aise hi bas dialog maarne ke liye keh diya tha…..acha….acha hum baith kr baat kre pls?"



She nodded slightly and dey both sat down on d stairs..armaan wid his hand toght around her waist…she removed d hand at once and he did not dare to mess wid her anymore…

"so….see…..what I meant ws dat….." b4 he cud complete..she interrupted.."so ur not guilty of wat u said?"

"honestly…no"

"den y were u sry?"

"Coz I luv u"

She got up and started 2 leave…but he held her hand and made her sit  again.. he moved down a stair and sat prply so he cud face her…

"luk….i said I'd leave u d day I learn to live widout u…..and u knw wat…I mean it….jis din tumhaare bina jeena seekh jaunga…jee lunga…."

She wanted to say sumthin here….but he contd…"honestly..maine toh ye dialog kahin se suna….and ….and don't u think dats such a sweet thing 2 say? I mean….i mean it means dat I cant even live widout u….mujhe tumhare bina jeena hi nhi aata basket"

She lukd at him understandingly….

"maine bilkul bilkul nhi socha tha ki tumhe bura lgega…m sry…mujhe uss point of view se bhi spchna chahiye tha….i knw wrds once spoken can't b taken bak…but at least I can try to pacify u…..and vaise bhi abhi toh mujhe tumhare bina jeena bhi nhi aata!" he tried to make her smile….nd yes…she did smile!

He sat up besides her….taking her hand in his…."so…..?"

"so…..i understand!"

"what?"

"tumhara point of view bhi itna bura nhi h" she smiled…

He kissed her forehead.."m still sry…….but I mean it u c! chhod dunga jis din tumhare bina jeena aa jaayga!" he joked

"acha?"

"hmmm…" he kissed her hand dat ws alredy in his…

"soo….kitna tym lgega?

"uhmmm lts c…1….2…..3….4…." he started counting on his fingers…."8…nhi 9" he concluded..

"9??"

Hmm….kam se kam 9 janm to lagenege!!



KRITIKA KASHIAN

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