Wednesday, 31 July 2019

AR os : never imagined this would happen!!!!



"What ???" She exclaimed while talking on her phone...

"Yes ridz....woh hum me se kisi ki baat sunne ko tyarr nahi hai....ridz i know uss waqt jo hua thik nahi tha....but please try to understand he really needs you...."

"No anjie...i can't do this now...."

"Please...ridz....he is drinking too much....if he hadn't stopped today then i think we have to admit him in the hospital...."

"Okay fine....where r u ?"



"Ummmm....actually i am not with him....par shayad woh blue disco....."

"Okay fine i'll try...." Riddhima said...

"Thanks ridz....i know woh tumhari baat zaroor manega..." Anjali said n they said bye n cut the phone....

Then riddhima went to her car....got in the drivers seat n left for the disco where she could find him...

While driving she was continously thinking what would she tell him.....after this five years of their seperation would she still be able to face him once again....with the same concern.....he hurted her....broke her heart....still she cared for him....why ?????

She reached the disco n hurried in.....n saw him sitting near the bar....n going on drinking packs of wine....

"Give me another one " he said...

She was looking all this....and was getting totally frustrated....

The bartender followed his order n gave another glass of wine...

Before he could drink it....he felt a hand on his shoulder....

" Hey anjie...please go...." he said...

"It's not anjie....it's ME " She said coming in front of him....and her eyes full of anger...

As soon as he looked at her he was shocked....he is seeing after whole five years....since their seperation.....but he got a small amile on his face....

"Riddhima....mujhe pata tha....tum ek na ek din zaroor aaogi " he said...

"Armaan just shut up.....what do you think of yourself huh ????"

"Riddhima i am sorry..."Armaan said with his moist eyes...

Riddhima looked into his eyes....they were totally swolen as if he hadn't slept for days....n the most noticable thing was that his eyes beacame moist....she had never seen this eyes of him.....his eyes always had the look which would take a girls breath away....but today...there was something....something she could not understand....

"Armaan....you had enough of your drinking.....now come" Riddhima said holding his hand to let him get up....

He got up without even argueing with her....she let his hand over her shoulders n took him to her car....opened the door for him.... n made him sit inside...n she went to her seat n started driving....

"Riddhima tumne mujhe maaf kar diya na ???"Armaan asked looking at her....

"Armaan....please mujhe uss bare mein koi baat nahi karni hai"Riddhima said angrily....

"Par riddhima...." He said...

"Armaan please...."

Then they both reached riddhima's house n once again riddhima took him into the house.....n took him to the guest room....

It was nearly 8:45 pm....

"Tum jake fresh ho jao....aur phir bahar aa jana....khana tyarr hai...." Riddhima said plainly making him seat on the bed n then she leaved for the kitchen....

Armaan knew why she said him to fresh up......cause she didn't liked the smell of wine....armaan went in the bathroom n after getting freshed up he came out of his room....n saw riddhima in the hall....she was sitting on the sofa....she was checking out some files....n signing some papers....

As soon as she heard some voice....she looked up n saw armaan there...he was back to normal....just his head was paining a bit....due to the excessive drinking....

Riddhima immediately got up n told him to come with her....she went to the dining table....n sat on a chair n armaan also sat in front of her....he was not even able to get a glance over her...he was feeling awkward....how he met her after this five cursing years...he had never imagined he would once again meet her in this situation.....

Suddenly riddhima's phone beeped off....she took it n started walking towards the window.....

"Haan muski bol..." Riddhima said....

"Dekh riddhima....tumne mujhe wo project ke liye reports tyarr karne ke liye kaha tha na...." Muski said...

"So r they ready ???" Riddhima asked...

"Ya they are....agar tu chahe toh abhi le ja sakti hai..."

"No it's okay....hum kal office mein sab discuss kar lenge.....okay ???"

"Yeah..."

" So bye....goodnight"

" Ya good night..." uski said n cut the phone....

When riddhima turned around she saw armaan standing in front of her....

"Umm...tum yahan kya kar rahe ho....khana kha lo..." She said...

"Riddhima kya tumne mujhe maaf kiya ???" With questioning eyes....

She immediately rolled her eyes...as she couldn't resist his gaze on her....and she started walking towards the table once again....when armaan took a hold of her wrist....

"Please...riddhima bolo na tumne mujhe maaf kiya ???" Armaan asked looking at her....

While she still didn't looked at him....

"Armaan please....leave my hand....mujhe jana hai...." Riddhima said jerking her hand from his.....

Armaan really got enraged at this....n took a hold of her hand from her elbows n pulled her towards him.....she crashed on his chest....with her one hand on his mascular chest....while the other one around his neck....while he slipped his hand from hr hand to her waist....she felt someting running down her veins when she felt his touch on her waist....

"Riddhima...i am really sorry....mujhe pata hai uss din jo kuch bhi hua....uske baad tum mujhe maaf nahi karna chahti....par please riddhima ek bar meri taraf dekho....mein tut chuka hoon....riddhima it was my greatest mistake ever to trust mom n not YOU...riddhima i realised it when you left me....left me all alone....ek baar bhi tumne nahi socha ki mera kya hoga ???" Armaan said....

Riddhima was just lost in his eyes....n even her eyes became moist....

"Armaan...tum hi toh chahte the ki tumse door chali jao....isiliye maine ye sab kiya..." She said with her watery voice...

He now knew that she was now under his control....

"Riddhima...maine kaha aur tumne maan liya ???"

"Armaan...i've wished good for you...."

"Riddhima....agar tumne mera aacha socha hota toh tum mujhe chodke nahi jati....riddhima i was left all alone after you left....even mom n dad started to make me feel alone....there was no one for me....i could never trust any one....riddhima only you were my BEST FRIEND....n only you could understand me....but you also left me alone....you know riddhima pehle mujhe lagta tha ki tumhari galati hai....par jab dheere dheere mom mujhe divert karne ki koshish karne lagi tab mujhe ehsaas hua ki main tumhare bina nahi jee sakta....."

On hearing this a tear left riddhima's eye....

"Armaan...."

"Riddhima maine tumse baat karne ki kitni koshish ki par nahi....riddhima maine kabhi aisa socha bhi nahi tha ki aisa hoga....i mean i have never imagined this could ever happen.....riddhima i know ki uss waqt mein galat tha ki maine tumhare baare mein galat socha...i know it was all my fault....but maine inn 5 saalo mein apni sazaa bhugat li hai riddhima.....i've realised what you mean to me.....and...."

He was coming closer n closer....but riddhima didn't reaize this....

"And...." Riddhima said..

"And you are so special to me..."

"And...." She said...

And he came more closer....they could hear each others heart beat....

"And i can't live without you..."

"And...." She said pleeding him....

Now they came so close that they could even each others breath on their lips....

"And....I LOVE YOU...." Armaan said with his moist eyes looking into her eyes....

Again a tear fell down riddhima's cheek.....

And they had an eye lock....n armaan slowly lossened his grip from her waist...their lips were so close that they could meet the next second.....

As soon as she realised this she looked away breaking from his eye lock....n immediately ran towards her room....without even closing the door of her room she banged with the nearby wall....n started crying....

"Armaan...kyun....kyun...." She said beating her hand on the wall....n she sat down....

"Kyun....tum meri life mein aaye....pehle ek anjaan banke....phir ek dost banke....n then my BEST FRIEND...aur phir main tumse pyarr karne lagi....but you left me on that day armaan.....i could never forget that.....armaan i loved you...but you have broken me down...inn 5 saalo se maine tumhe bhulane ki bahot koshish ki par....no....armaan i can't do it....." She was crying hysterically....n going on cursing herself....

While she didn't knew armaan was also listening to all this n was seeing her cry....he also started crying....n then leaved for his room....

"Kyun...armaan....tum meri life mein vapas kyun aaye....why...." She said banging her head with the wall....

And armaan also went in his room n cried bitterly for making riddhima cry....he was cursing himself for all this.....

While riddhima was crying n sobbhing that she didn't knew at which moment she felt asleep....

NEXT MORNING

Armaan woke up...but still his eyes were swollen out as he also cried the last night.....he got up n went to riddhimas room n found her still sitted on the floor with her head in between her legs n was shivering....

Armaan could do nothing but curse himself once again...but then he went to riddhima n took her in his hands n made her lay down on the bed....

And then wrapped up a blanket over her....n checked her forehead...

"Oh my god...isse toh high fever hai...." He exclaied...

He immediately called the doctor....n doc prescribed some medicenes for her n told armaan that she should take rest for at least two days....n said that she was very weak so make her drink some fresh juice n fruits....armaan promised to do so n then the doc left...

Armaan immediately took some cloth n made a mixture of water n salt n then started soaking the cloth in it n then wrapiing it up on riddhima's forehead....but riddhima was still unconcious....

She remained so untill afternoon...and she suddenly started gaining some conciousness n started murmuring armaan's name....armaan caressed her forehead again cursing herself for her situation....But again she fell asleep....and after sometime she woke up....she felt as if someone was hammering her head....

As soon as armaan saw her trying to get up...he went to her....n helped her get up....n gave a glass of water to her...as he thought she might be feeling thirsty....riddhima looked at him confusingly n took the glass....

IN THE EVENING

Riddhima's mobile rang up n it was muski....

"Ridzie yaar tu kaha hai ???"

"Woh muskaan....meri tabiyaat kuch thik nahi hai...."

"Kya hua tujhe ?? Tu thik toh hai na ??"

"Haan...bas thoda fever..."

"Agar tu kahe toh main tere paas aa jao ?"

"umm...no muskaan...it's okay...i'm fine..."

"paka na..."

"Haan baba...don't worry..."

"Okay bye....take care"

"Bye..."

And then armaan came n sat on the chair near her bed....n took the tablet from the table n a glass of water n gave it to riddhima...

"Ye lo ye dawai kha lo " He said...

Riddhima took them n put in in her mouth n drank the water....while dring it she watched armaan from the corner of her eyes....she noticed something unusual on his face....

Suddenly his eyes became moist n he took a hold of her hand....n looked down....

"Riddhima....i am really very sorry....aaj tak maine tumhe hamesha dukh hi diya hai....aur aaj bhi...." He said while on of his tears fell on riddhima's hand...

"Armaan...." She said with moist yes....

"Riddhima tum sahi kehti thi....main kabhi tumhare maafi ke layak hi nahi hoon....i deserve the worst life than this for breaking your hart riddhima....hurting you...."

"Armaan..." Was the only word that could escape from her mouth...

Armaan put his lips on her hand n starts crying....riddhima could not see him cry....she puts her another hand on armaan's cheek.....

"Armaan..."

As he felt her touch....he looked up at her....

And riddhima could not look into his moist eyes....she immediately gave him a tight hug....

"Armaan....I LOVE YOU" At last she did it....

At first armaan was shocked at this...but soon he got melted n started caressing her hair....

"Riddhima I LOVE YOU TOO...."

They remained like that for sometime...n then departed...once again their eyes got locked.....Armaan puts the tendrils from her forehead behind her ears....they both were so close to eachother....

"Armaan..."

But he puts his fingers on her lips...

"Ssshhhh...." He said..

And riddhima came close n gave a kiss on his lips....armaan immediately responded....armaan's tongue started playing with her tongue...n soon riddhima's hand went aroud armaan's neck bringing him closer....while armaan also pulled her closer holding her from her waist....n soon it turned into a passionate kiss....

Then they both departed as riddhima was not well...so she felf lack of breath...she was blshing very badly....so was he...

"Riddhima ab tum aaram karo...."

He stands up to go n sit on the sofa but a riddhima holds armaan's hand...

"Armaan please.....aaj raat mere saath raho..."

"Riddhima mein bas wahi sofe pe..."

"Armaan please...."

And she moved a bit away....telling armaan to sit there.....armaan could just have to smile....n then he sat on the bed n riddhima puts her head on armaan's chest playing with her buttons.....n then puts her hands around him holding him tight....n armaan also puts his hand around her shoulder.....

"Armaan... i love you...."

"Love you too..."

And he kissed on her forehead....n then they both slept in the same position....armaan slept promising himself that he will never ever make riddhima sad once again....n will always be besides her...while riddhima also slept convincing herself that once again she has got her real life back.....

And they slept smiling to themselves n looking forward to their future...TOGETHER

******The End******

Ria

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