Saturday, 17 August 2019

Last part : shades of luv

as morning came time for him going came more closer...last night they just spend together either laughing, joking, showering each other with love and convincing each other two months will go as fast as train

unknowingly last night they slept on hammock chair together... as she shifted her weight slightly...feeling slightly uncomfortable...she realized or rather analyzed where n in wat position she is sleeping...opening her eyes she saw how she is sleeping leaning on him... his both hands were interlocked around her waist...he was holding her soo tightly... his cheeks brushing her soft cheeks...their legs hanging down...everything was perfect, jus like a dream which came true 4 her just now



as she saw him, she smiled broadly...he looks soo peaceful while sleeping she thought with a babyish innocent smile



tenderly brushing his hair from his forehead, caressing his cheeks, poking his dimples she smiled further seeing as she continued doing her naughty act his smile was gradually increasing







pinching his nose, turning his ears in all direction slightly she laughed as he was now making funny faces while still sleeping







finally whispering "good morning" in his ears...she drew closer to him to plant a soft peak on his lips...as she was about to drew herself away after planting a small peak on his lips he yanked her closer...deeping the kiss...







showering her with morning love...as realization stuck her, she kissed him back while matching his level of passion by kissing him intimately...letting herself drown in his arms, in the ocean of love...making their morning memorable







departing from the kiss of pure love she looked around with a slightly colored face while he starred at her...the sun had spread his light in his room...their shadow was on the wall...on the white flooring...she smiled seeing their shadow also looked one, just like two body one soul







she always wanted her life partner to be like her shadow ie always attached 2 her







but with time she realized shadow leaves ur side in dark, now she knows her love ie armaan is just like the star







who is always there, sometimes she may not be able to see him but he will be around her only...looking at her from far, he will be with her always...FOREVER AND FOREVER...TILL ETERNITY...AS THEIR LIFE IS INCOMPLETE WITHOUT EACH OTHER FROM KINDER GARDEN DAYS







feeling he kissed her cheeks n now his lips were trailing on her face...making her shiver in delight while she walked back to reality, leaving her thoughts aside...smiling at him she kissed left dimple and slowly, trailing her lips made way to his right side dimple...while he grinned in delight







"u were awake?" she asked after awhile getting up the hammock chair







"no i woke up when u were twisting my ear at 360 degree" hearing him she laughed remembering wat mischief she was doing and the funny faces he was making











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seeing he stuffed the last bite of his breakfast keerti kept a plate of food besides him "armaan i wonder wat ridz is doing, three times i called her for breakfast all she said in reply was she is busy working n will have breakfast later"







before keerti asked him to take her breakfast upstairs, she heard him mumbling "wat the hell, when will she grow up" n walking upstairs giving her a assurance smile







walking inside her room he saw her with various tools sitting besides her bedroom's air conditioner...and doing something weird with it while looking irritated







walking towards her he wondered wat is she upto??...thinking of checking her up RIGHT NOW he sat next to her with a questionery look







as she glanced at him she smiled n then looked back at the air conditioner, "wats cooking?" he asked finally







"do me a favor" she looked at him again n continued in a pleadingly "plz help me...i want my conditioner to break down...stop working u understood wat i mean"







feeling his hand on her forehead followered by at her neck she looked angrily at him saying "im fine, i have not knocked my senses down till now"







feeling his hand took hold of her wrist she glanced down...seeing he was going 2 check her nerves now (lolz sorry I dunno exactly wat they check holding wrist) she pulled her hand away from him angrily "u moron, i feel u have lost it, not I"







he chucked seeing she was looking soo angrily at him just like a tiger looks at his prey, it looked as if now she would eat him up "ur trying to make ur healthy conditioner sick and worn out and ur saying i have lost it, gr8 man"







pressing all the buttons at once of the small remote she boiled more in anger "agrhh stupid i wanna sleep in ur room" with a soft tone she continued glancing at him 4m corner of her eyes thinking after few hrs later she would be alone "till ur away soo im breaking this conditioner as i need a reason to shift there"







bring up a spoon of food he signaled to have, as she ate he saw the sadness covering her face, "and u think i will give u permission to use my room in my absence" he said in a teasing tone







as she was getting up to leave the room angrily he pulled her down "ohk chill sit aside have ur food i will do ur work"







thinking of using his back as backrest, she leaned on his back having her food quietly while hearing the numerous noise the tools were making as armi tried to make the conditioner sick











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"bye mom" he said while departing from the hug, taking one last look around at his living room







"don't forget watever i told u armaan", remembering the one hr lecture keerti gave to armi ridz laughed







while "yea mom" he mumbled in return as he opened the driver's seat car door







the drive was silent, neither one was in mood to speak...they smiled, laughed, showered love and teased each other today too but both knew they were disturbed within slightly







as they parked the car in the parking lot, a unknown guy knocked at the passenger seat







glancing at him through the closed window ridz smiled slightly, n got down while he wondered who he was







he looked at her still confused as ridz handed the guy a envelope n thanked him 10th time, taking a bag from the unknown guy she turned n sat back in the car







"this is for u" seeing she smiled for the first time in last half an hr journey he returned the smile n took hold of the bag as she continued "i was just wondering u needed to buy a laptop for yourself soo i brought one for u"







"thank u" he mumbled n placed a affectionate kiss on her cheeks, smiling at him she continued "now u just go there and buy an internet connection soo at least we can see each other by having video chats"







"wow u think i have soo much time there, i would be busy with those sexy girls" he mumbled in her ears while pinching her nose but deep down he was touched how she would a way thought which atleast he would be able to see her







instead of retorting back teasingly like always back she pulled him in a hug as time was pulling him away from her







patting her back he whispered "sorry did u feel bad or something?"







"no" she replied in a choked voice while struggling not to cry...as she learnt the news of him leaving all her bitter past came back to her making her sad and sacred all together, she thought with him like before all her happiness will go away, all her happiness will get evaporated like earlier







he held her for a while running a hand in her hair reassuring her continuously







while she reminded herself he will be back in two months and more than that nothing can go wrong in her life anymore she heard him saying continuously "don't worry everything is fine, relax...im there with u always"







she smiled sadly as she departed from the hug, "im fine now" she almost whispered glancing once at him meaningfully







armi pushed the trolley with one hand while another one rested around ridz shoulder as she leaned her head on his shoulder...she was much calmer now after talking to him in the car about her fears







while armi was glad that keerti, angad, RM, atul, sapna was there with her







soon they departed, walking opposite sides but then too were together...neither one said miss u or next two months will be little hard as in some relationship don't need words to convey that they feel











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things went as planned, just as ridz wanted...complaining her air conditioner is not working, she ended up in his room...room which makes her feel he is here only, just around her...room where he lived all his life...where she had soo many sweet memories with him







wiping the little tears which rested on her cheeks she looked around...glancing at all his belonging...suddenly her eyes stopped at a big gift wrapped in silver paper







opening the big gift she smiled n hugged the big white teddy...teddy which was wearing a red t-shirt...t-shirt on which MORON was written with style with white thread







as she glanced at the teddy more, she discovered a small envelope kept in the small pocket the teddy's t-shirt had on his left hand side, just where one has a heart







opening it she saw a unlimited calling card and a small piece of letter "few nights before i looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why i love u...i was doing great, but i ran out of stars... My world is a better place because of you" she smiled broadly as she finished reading it while happiness surrounded or rather graded her heart







while thinking the teddy as armaan she hugged him tightly, while another hand kept caressing her pendant soon she slept on his bed while thinking of seeing him in her dreams







For all those times you stood by me



For all the truth that you made me see



For all the joy you brought to my life



For all the wrong that you made right



For every dream you made come true



For all the love I found in you



I'll be forever thankful baby



You're the one who held me up



Never let me fall



You're the one who saw me through through it all







You were my strength when I was weak



You were my voice when I couldn't speak



You were my eyes when I couldn't see



You saw the best there was in me



Lifted me up when I couldn't reach



You gave me faith 'coz you believed



I'm everything I am



Because you loved me







You gave me wings and made me fly



You touched my hand I could touch the sky



I lost my faith, you gave it back to me



You said no star was out of reach



You stood by me and I stood tall



I had your love I had it all



I'm grateful for each day you gave me



Maybe I don't know that much



But I know this much is true



I was blessed because I was loved by you







reading the long letter she had displayed on the desktop he smiled n thinking of her he doze off to sleep in the plane...thinking of meeting her in dreams as of now



they never said n wrote cheeky stuff as they believed and thought both knew how much they mean to each other but today she just couldn't stop themselves for expressing their feeling in words though these letters


some lovers are away but then too close all thanks to the shades of love they have in their life...thanks to the unique shades ie colors they have used to paint their love life, their relationship

sonia 

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