Tuesday, 12 November 2019

part 8 : Here to change his life forever


Days passed Riddhima didn't get time to talk with Armaan about his past, they have been busy with their project. They got so busy in their work that Riddhima forget about to talk with Armaan. Today like everyday both were in the office and in the afternoon Riddhima find out that her and Armaan have to attend a meeting in Goa so they will be leaving for Goa tomorrow morning. She hopes and plans that when they come back from the trip everything will be normal and that this trip to Goa will change their lives. She thought of finally taking time out and talking to him. The next day both of them left for Goa. For their first day there they were busy with preparing for the meeting and in the evening they had the meeting. After the meeting both of them went for a dinner. There Riddhima thought was the best time to talk to Armaan.
Riddhima: Armaan can we have a talk please?
Armaan: Yeah sure.

Riddhima: Armaan the other day when we attended Rahul's party and you got drunk, that night in the drunken state you told me about your past and what you have been through.
Armaan: what OMG what did you just say? I don't remember you telling anything about my past.
Riddhima: Armaan you were drunk that's why you don't remember anything.
Armaan was shocked to hear that he told everything to Riddhima in the drunken state. He didn't want to bang his head trying to figure out if he told her or not as he thought he may have since he was getting jealousy feeling that night seeing Riddhima with Rahul.
Riddhima: trust me Armaan. I won't tell anyone. I want to help you to get you out of your past. I want you to move on in life. Time is cruel, it never stops for you, you should move on.
Armaan: Riddhima I don't know why but it is hard for me to trust anyone because everyone I trusted left me. No one cared for me, I was left alone all my life. I tried moving on in my life but I couldn't. I didn't have anyone to move on with.
Riddhima: Armaan I know it will be hard for you to trust me but I assure you I will never leave you. I will never leave you alone in this cruel world. You will always find me next to you when you need me. Armaan I want to spend my entire life with you. Armaan I want to live each and every moment of my life with you. Every morning when I get up I want to see you next to me; I want to see you when I got to sleep. Armaan I want to die in your arms. Suddenly she realized what she just said.
Armaan: what Riddhima. Thinking to him did she just say that? He was still shock to hear the words from her. What did you just say? Say that again.
Riddhima: uhhmm uhmmm. Trying to find words to cover up for what she just blabbed out.
Armaan: Haan Riddhima bolo. Say what u just said.
Riddhima: Armaan I love you. I can't see you like this. I can't see you being a workaholic all life, I can't see you depressed all the time. I want to move on with life. You just said you didn't have anyone to move with. Can I be that person?
Armaan: still in the shock. Lost in his thoughts.
Riddhima: Armaan…Armaan…Armaan…
Armaan: huh
Riddhima: Armaan I just asked you something.
Armaan: Riddhima I need time. Please give me some time.
Saying this Armaan left and went towards his room. The whole night he wasn't able to sleep. The whole night he was thinking of what Riddhima said.
Armaan(Thinking to himself): Should I trust her? What if she leaves me too, this time I won't be able to take it. I will die if I have to go through what I had to before. But then she promise me and she doesn't look like she will ever leave. She loves me. And all the love and passion I saw in her eyes doesn't make me believe she will ever leave. God please help me? What can I do? Armaan couldn't make a decision, he was confused within himself. After many thoughts he decided to give Riddhima a chance and he thought being spending time with her as a friend he would understand her better and be sure about his feelings towards her. The time they were going to spend in Goa was going to be the perfect time to see if they can be together or not. He has to tell Riddhima how he felt and what conclusion he had come to. He knew she would be upset as he had not said much and walked away. He looked for her and saw her standing on the balcony of the beach house staring at the water. She were a green sarong and a white skirt (Like this http://site.hawaiianoutpost.com/images/photogallery/green-sarong.jpg)her hair was left open and she looked absolutely stunning from the back. Armaan was mesmerized by her beauty he walked towards her, the wind was strong and therefore her hair covered her face he removed that off her eyes with his own hands she blushed slightly.
Armaan: Riddhima I want to talk to you.
Riddhima was delighted she thought he was finally going to tell her how much he loves her.
Armaan: Riddhima I know you love me but I can't trust anyone as yet I don't want to hurt you but I am not sure about my feeling as yet. I need time to think about it
Riddhima was hurt she had expected something completely different from what he just said but she knew he needed time and therefore was ready to give it to him she would stand by him also.
Armaan: Riddhima I hope I did not hurt you we can be good friends though.
Riddhima thought this was the best way to go about it now and agreed to it
Armaan: Riddhima I think we should extend our trip in Goa so we get to know each other better.
Riddhima was delighted and was glad she had taken Armaan out somewhere knew this was the perfect place to change this guy and his life forever.



Love
Aliya&Komal

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