Friday, 28 August 2020

Intro & Part 1 : Khwabon ki Manzil (ss)


Dear diary,

aaj mainay itnay saalon kay baad tumhain yaad kiya.I'm sorry par kya

karoon main apni har feelings tumsay share karti thi lekin class 10th

kay baad meri duniya hi badal gayi.jab hum alag huey fir meri himmat

hi nahin hui ki main tumsay dobara baat kar sakoon lekin kal kal meri

shaadi hai.Aaj itni nervousness ho rahi thi ki tumhain yaad kiye bina

mujhey chain nahin milta.kitna kuch bataya hai na mainey tumhain.tum

hi toh mere dil ki saari baatein janti thi.awe I missed u sooooooo dekhoon toh mainey kya kya likha hai ek baar.

She turned around the pages from the beginning.

It was a lovely diary .It had her photo at the cover page wid a border

of flowers .HEr name was written at the right corner in the

bottomline-Riddhima Gupta where she added Doctor in the beginning a

little later .

Inside on the first page was written :

"And in the end its not the years in ur life that matters but its only

the life in ur years which matters."

" To meet and depart is the way of life but to depart and meet is

the hope of life."

These two lines were written in the middle of the page in block letters

while the rest of the page was lined by a beautiful border.

She traced the words she had written long time ago.She had started

writing diary from class 5th but the front three pages she had left

blank n had completed them after class 10th.She had decorated her

diary in a very attractive n unique manner.

On the second page there was a group photograph on class 10th.

She didn't know wen tears filled up her eyes .She touched dat

photograph wid so much luv dat it seemed dat she was actually

meeting all her classmates.Then she saw him.She tuk the diary n kept

it close 2 her heart.Many salty streams were flowing thru her

cheeks. Wiping her tears she again lukd at her diary n turned the pages

memorising her childhood n then her entry in adolescence in class 8th.

She remembered her best frind Nidhi Sinha n the wonderful time they

had spent together.

Then she finaly reached the pages where the turning point of her life

began.It was class 10th.She had a habit of writing on a plane page the class in which she is n then in the forthcoming pages she wud describe the events in year.

Now she was looking at the well decorated page pf class 10th.Next

pages had all her sweet n better memories.She had not written a single

thing.just every day she had put the date n made a smiley of smile

or sad or embarass or frown.Those pages had the essence of her tears still after 9 years.Those pages had her soaked tears......................





Her mind drifted to the events of class 10th.At an instant she started

writing watever she cud recollect for the first time for her experiences in class 10th.

Class 10th.

It was the first day of school 2nd April 2000.

All the students were soooooooooooo excited as it was the first day of school .main bhi kitni khush thi after all 2 yrs kay seperation kay baad main aur Nidhi fir se ek hi section main jo hongay.

Nidhi hurriedly came n hugged me.Diary tumhain toh pata hi hoga a.chalokhair fir assembly kay baad attendance hui aur attendance kay waqt Roll No. 9 Peter Jones.

Diary tumhain paa hai naki hamari individual seats hua karti theen sirf 10th aur 12th main.main aur Nidhi fir bhi aagay peechay mud mud kar beetein kar rahay they.main aagay baithi thi aur woh peechey.lekin fir achanak roll no. 9 ki awaaz sun kar main chaunk uthi.pata nahin kya tha us awaaz main ki mainay pehli baar apni life mein kisi ladkay ko gaur se dekhnay ki koshish ki .o wow!! he was soooooooooo handsum n the decency in his voice appealed me even more. Wait a minute can u believe I was thinking like the other girl who usually flirt wid the boys. tum toh janti ho na main aur Nidhi hum sab kay hi achey dost they lekin issey zyada kabhi kuch nahin .har ladkay say hum baat kar letey they lekin na unlogon nay aur na hi humnay koi aur cheez hamaray friendship kay beech aanay di .isliye hi toh hum best studnts they.Nidhi scored first n I second positions.But its surprising na I was never jealous of her.We always had a healthy competition.

anyways main kahan thi haan woh Peter I just cud not keep my thoughts away from him the whole day.I noticed the way he talked ,his gestures,his expressions n everything.

Nidhi found me lost n asked wat happened.

I just said nothing.

Later I asked her if he was a new cumour but Nidhi said dat like me he joined in class 4th unlike us who were here in St. Basil's school

since kgs. I told her dat I never noticed him .She told me dat he was aways

in opposite section of us dats why.This is the first time we share the same section 2geher.I asked her chuckling slightly dat" yaar

tujey bada pata hai sab ladkon kay baaray mein."

She shaked her head n said" haan main boys se bhi baat kar leti hoon kehnay ko tu sabsay baat toh kar leti hai lekin limited ladkon aur

ladkiyon ko janti hai.kitnon kay toh tujhey abhi bhi naam yaad nahin hongay."

I said: "fir mainay kaha haan yaar yeh toh hai arey yaar jitnay logon secontacts rakho utni hi baatein kam log kam tension."

She replied bak "really lekin jab bhi koi problem mein hota hai na toh woh tumharay paas zaroor aata hai infact mujhsay bhi pehlay."

I told her" han woh toh hai yeh baat mujhey bhi smajh mein nahin aati shayad woh hamein social worker samajhtay hongay" Saying this v both began 2 laugh.

Then I again got bak 2 the main topic n learned from her dat he has come 2 Lucknow n is a very gud student also. In 3-4 days for the

first time I got 2 interact wid him in the interval time.

Shobhit my classmate came to me n Nidhi n asked abt our holidays.He had brought Peter wid him too.

We talked to Shobhit n then I said hi to him.

U know diary his smile lit hundreds of bulbs i my heart.I felt like I was in luv wid him.yes It was luv at first ight.Then we talked n he told me that i n the last 2 yrs he had shared the same section wid Nidhi n dats why Nidhi knew abt him.He asked me .I still remember his words expressions everything:

"kya tum school choir mein ho"

I replied proudly "hmm I can sing well n am in the lead."

PETER "wow dats gr8 kabhi hamein bhi gana sunana"

I said" anytime u wish"

Just them the stupid bell rung n the interval was over v returned bak to our class.Luckily our seats were arranged by now n he was sitting in the next row of mine .Adjacent to me was Rahul.Behind him was Shobhit n next was the man whom I luv.

pata hai diary main kuch din tak yahi sochti rahi ki yeh infauation toh nahin hai lekin fir mujhey yaqeen ho gaya ki yeh pyaaar hi hai.CAn u imagine woh ladki jo pyaar mein believe hi nahin karti thi usey pyaar ho gaya aur woh bhi pehli nazar main.

pata hai man kitni khush thi bewajah muskurati rehti thi.Kal Ho Na Ho ka woh gana mera fav ba gaya jo Priety par picturise hua tha :

kuch toh hua hai

kuch ho gaya hai

I used to hummm this song many times a day!!

Days passed by n I discovered him more.



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