Saturday, 29 August 2020

Part 2 : Khwabon ki Manzil (ss)

 Diary pata hai woh thoda naughty bhi tha.aksar homework karkay nahin laata tha aur class main karta tha.us din bilogy kay perirod mein humnay seats change kar li thin aur woh mere paas wali row mein baitha tha.He was grumbling making diagrams.Awe he was looking sooooooo cute .mera dil kar raha tha ki uskay gal pyaar se kheenchoon.par nahin aisa nahin kar sakti main.I slowly asked him if he wanted any help.

P: arey yaar yeh diagrams kitna time letay hain bananay mein I just hate them.

I said:" lao main bana doon.

I still remember his lightened face

P: tum bahut achi ho thanx.

I hurried up so dat by the time our sir reached his desk his task is accomplished n I just loved his face wen I handed him his notebook.

P: "I'm really thankful 2 u"

I said" cum'on v r friends .friendship mein no sorry no thank u.

HE said: u r so cute.

We heard sir ssaying to all children : plz don't talk.

Many more times either I helped him directly or indirectly by a friend in completing his projects wen he cud not finsh up wid a part.HE was a brilliant student n his IQ was much better dan me but u know na diary these boys they r just to lazy 2 do their works.

Finally one month passed n our class teacher announced for giving the names for monitorship.

arey main toh batana hi bhool gayi insab mein meri ek aur museebat ho gayi.ek ladkay nay mujhey propose kiya uska naam tha Vivek aur mainey bahut he rudely reject kar diya.He used 2 comment upon me everytime he saw me.He was the most indecent guy I've ever met.Not only me but he sumtimes made tonts on other girls.He was tooooooo much.His style of dressing,his words ,his gestures I just hated them.

The whole class knew abt his attraction my rejection.

cuming bak 2 monitorship.

mainey dekha ki Peter monitorship kay liye khud ko nominate kar raha hai isliye mainey bhi kar diya.par fir Nancy aur Vivek bhi nominate huey.main bahut dar gayi thi.janti ho na mujhey ussey kitni irritation hoti thi.Vivek jis jagah khaa hota tha us jagah se main guzarna pasand nahin karti thi kyunki woh kuch na kuch zaroor kahega.aur ab nomination in monitorship.no way

Wen sir asked me since whole class voted for me first I denied coz I had the fear dat class may sympathise wid Vivek n make him the monitor.Then sir decided 2 select boys first n as I expected instead of Peter that morom was made the monitor.Sir asked me again but I denied.Then class opted for Nidhi but she said that she was the secretary of school last year so this time Asma shud be given the opportunity.

I just lukd at her wid fierce eyes n then I cud not decline anymore.

WE had 5 rows of seats.Being the fiurst monitor I was in the middle row n unfortumately Vivek was next 2 me.

I talked 2 Nidhi later scolding her a lot but she cooled down me saying that I shud never give the opportunities on my way for my benefit for a stupid like him.usnay aakhir kar mujhey mana hi liya na.

Wat worse cud happen ? I had to stand him all the eight periods of the day .

Peter ek kaam nahin karna chahta tha.interval mein agar ussey kaho notebooks collect karnay kay liye toh woh kehta" pehlay pet pooja fir kaam dooja"

Diary tumhain toh pata hai na jab tak main kaam na karloon kuch nahin kha sakti.I used 2 curse dat jerk hundred times a day.thanx 2 Peter n Shobhit who collected the notebooks of boys for me.

time beetta gaya aur mujhey Vivek hi harkatein bardasht karni padeen.Peter se milnay ka time kam mil pata.Class kay bacchay bhi kabhi kabhi mujhey chidha letey they vivek kay naam say jo sabsay zyada irritating tha.


Peter ka kya karti.I was in luv wid him sooooooooooo much.

Lekin har subah jaldi aakar corridor mein khadi rehti thi.Actually hamara class toh first floor par tha aur buildings L shape mein bani theen.neechey bada sa ground aur fir stairs say utar kar ek field.upar walay ground ko 10th se pehlay hi open auditorium bana diya gaya tha jahan stage tha aur chairs function mein lag jaya karti theen.L shape kay peechey gate tha aur wahin se bacchey aatey they.Main gate toh staright line kay neechey tha na.

[I hope I didn't confuse u people]bas peter ki entry ka intezaar karti aur jab tak woh upar chad kar class mein apni seat par nahin abith jata usey chor nazrom se dekhti .laah chupanay ki koshish karo lekin pata toh chal hi jata hai

na.

Shobhit aur Rahul ne meri nazron ko padh liya tha aur woh indirectly kabhi kabhi mujhey tease bhi kartay they.Vivek ko jab ehsaas hua toh ek din interval mein usnay mujhsay kaha ki jo main kar rahi hoon theek nahin kar rahi.uski baat us waqt toh samajh nahin aayi par ghar laut kar main samajh gayi ki woh kya kehna chahta tha.main bahut ghabra gai thi.main apni feelings ka mazak bantay nahin dekh sakti thi.mainey decide kar liya ki I'll control myself.

Aisa nahin hai ki mainay uska intezaar karna band kar diya bas itna kiya ki ab tanha khaday rehnay kay bajay kisi na kisi ladki sebaat karti rehti thi subah aur dheerey dheery dekhti thi.dil lko toh pata nahin kya hojata tha usey dekh kar.usey bhi meri feelings ka shayad ehsaas ho gaya tha ya fir Vivek ne usey kuch kaha tha pata nahin lekin woh pehlay jaisay mujhsay interact nahin karta tha.mujhey bahut bura lagta tha lekin yeh uski life hai woh jisey chahay baat karay.

ek din lunch -break mein Nidhi aur maion khaday they tabhi shobhit Peter ko bhi ssaath le aaya.fir hum apnay future ki baat karnay kagay.hamaara school 12th tak tha lekin mera irada bahar janay ka tha.I decided 2 go to Delhi for coaching n qualify Sanjeevani entrance examination.mainey 12th bhi toh Delhi se hi kiya hai na.

Papa toh Mumbai Sanjeevani kay dean they lekin mujhey uskay entrance ko qualify karnay kay liye best college aur best coaching chahiye thi isliye main Delhi chali gayi.

usnay kaha ki woh Bansal's jayega-Kota n will try 4 Engineering.Nidhi wud stay 2gether n shobhit didn't know wat he'll do next.Soonb the bell ended my heart didn't stop jumping as he talked in a good mood so freely after such a long time.

Some more time passed .Vivek wud get scolding by every teaher everyday for his carefree iresponsible nature n I just luvd to see him at that times.

Once v had 2 collect money from the class for purchasing a book.He lost sum money n onthe last day gave the whole ant to me widout telling me.I was just goin mad by this ambigouous data.I did calculations many many times in vain.He didn't reveal dat he did this but papa n ma saw me much upset.They talked to the principal n according to my wish they gave the badge of monitor to my class teacher.Before giving the beadge we raised sum funds 4m the class itself n bought the books.woh ek bahut hi bura expereine tha meri life ka par thank god 2-3 din kay baad wapas main jab us seat par gayi jahan main Nidhi se pehlay baithti thi meri khuhiyaan laut aayin.

main bhool bhi gayi ki mainey kabhi monitorship ki thi.pooray time Vivek mujhey dekhta rehta tha kabhi gaanay gata tha kabhi irritate kartaa tha aur saath mein kaam karnay se uska dinmag aur bhi kharab ho gaya tha kyunki main ussey kabhi baat hi nahin karti thi lekin monitor bannay kay baad I had 2 do it.

BAck to the pavillion Peter was again near me.We began talking more n more .I discovered that he loved calligraphy.Once he bought a book of calligraphy.amazing I also luvd it but didn't have any book for it.V talked on that topic for sumtime.

I saw him flirting wid girls many times but wat I didn't know was dat he had made Nancy his girlfriend.Unbelievable.She was such a low category girl who changed bfs like clothes n he chose her.Yuck it sucked me but I never told him 2 stay away from her .I was happy in my own imaginative world where I dreamt of us 2gether.

Asma 

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